Its too mighty. I feel that I will never be able to conquer it and leave it alone for good. I wish I had never seen it honestly. I am 32 now and feel sick by just looking at it but I feel compelled. Been watching it since like age 13 so nearly 2 decades worth of watching porn. Realistically, I just want a normal healthy sex drive and I'd like for my dick to work if I ever meet a normal woman. I have never been in a relationship or managed intimate relations etc. A part of thinks porno is the very thing keeping me sane and alive. If I quit it, then I will die. I just want to be healthy and I think that porno is crippling that goal. I can stop for maybe 2-3 weeks but then I eventually come crawling back. I have tried laying off the really hardcore stuff and just looking at bikini pictures of women but inevitably I go back to the hardcore stuff. Just not sure what I can do. I don't know what is a healthy sex wise. Like what is healthy compared to what is just being a coomer?
>>34519039i'm back on nofap wagon for (x)th time and treat it serious now as the clock is ticking and I need to get my shit together (hitting 30 this year).Best I've done was three months, twice. each episode without porn was easily filled with the best, most memorable to this point events in my life, even though I don't feel I ever peaked. At the same time, these episodes are filled with the most disasterous, depressive and suicidal states my mind ever experienced.>Its too mighty. I feel that I will never be able to conquer it and leave it alone for good.if you manage catch a glimpse of what self-control is, you will chase that high more than you chase porn>A part of thinks porno is the very thing keeping me sane and alive. because that's how the things actually are, you are conditioned to the thing on neurological level. When you drop porn your brain does a big WTF and will play you to bring you back to your habits.> I can stop for maybe 2-3 weeks but then I eventually come crawling back. I have tried laying off the really hardcore stuff and just looking at bikini pictures of women but inevitably I go back to the hardcore stuff. you either drop it completely and entirely or it's gonna haunt you. It's like with alcoholics>Just not sure what I can do. I don't know what is a healthy sex wise. Like what is healthy compared to what is just being a coomer?healthy person has a balanced hierarchy and positions sex in the very spot of the hierarchy that doesn't interrupt other processes in life. Coomer places dopamine chase above every other aspect and loads the biggest amounts of resources into it (especially time, the most valuable one)
>>34519039I've been in a mental health clinic for addictions, and the masturbation addicts would be going at it like 6 to 9 fucking times a day. Unless you hit numbers like those, or it's noticably interfering in your life in any way (this one is important), it's probably not a problem.
>>34519702Oh.. I am definitely not that bad. I think I just worry that my dick won't work correctly if I ever get to the point of being intimate with a woman. What I want is to make sure that my dick will work just fine when in a normal sexual situation.
>>34519314>Best I've done was three months, twice. each episode without porn was easily filled with the best, most memorable to this point events in my lifethis literally doesnt happen, if this was the case literally nobody would fap t tried it myself and this magic shit doesnt happen in fact the only reason i go back to cooming everytime is even on fat streaks nothing happens and i feel like shit/life is depressingand no im not a gigaincel, i get attraction from girls when i jack off too, it just doesnt magically increase out of nowhere from not fapping my cock. ive literally never magically gotten sex or a gf from not jacking my dick
>>34519840You honestly just sound like a coomer retard coping. Jacking off is fine idiot, jacking off to hardcore cosplay sex every moment you get is not. Clearly the other poster jacks off in moderation which likely means they aren't constantly thinking with their dick and thus when they do beat off, its way more enjoyable and memorable. You probably think 2 weeks is a streak.
>>34519883you honestly just sound like an incel whos projecting too much and his only cope is frequenting semen threads and telling himself he will be chad one day after xxx days
>>34519775Talking from experience: your dick will. IT work. Mine surely didn't Either you quit cold turkey everything (porn, ig models, etc) or your dick will not workYou have been warned
>>34520169Will not work* ffs fucking autocorrector
>>34519039just find other things to do, focus on those, force yourself to do those until they're more interesting than pornthat's literally all you have to do, it's not easy but it's straightforwardjerk off & get it over with when you're too distracted, just do that for 10 minutes then get back to what you were doingthat's what people did for decades it worked fine
the key is to find other things to donobody ever beat a substance habit by sitting in a fucking room for weeks & NOT doing the substancethey beat addictions by finding things to do & doing those things feverishly, focused on them intsead
