I really like my peace and alone time. Now as I've been single again for a while I'm starting to appreciate it even more. I like to go on with my day at my own pace, study, listen to music, play my guitar, watch anime... without anyone interfering. It was kind of an issue for me when I was in a relationship that all of this basically collapsed. Not saying I never enjoyed doing anything with my ex but there were many moments when I wanted to be alone and do my stuff.The problem is I still catch feelings for girls and I feel like I want to pursue something but then I think about all of this and I'm not sure. Should I just give up on relationships and ignore girls?
You don't have to give up, you can find someone who's like you and doesn't require attention all the time but enjoys doing their own thing next to you or in another room if needed