I have done so many fucked up things in my life things that can't be fixed with a simple sorry. Things that damage a person. Things that make me want to just stop feeling guilty, but instead just make it worse. Things that would never could have a relationship because I will have to tell her this and she will never look at me the sameShould I just end it ? I wish I could fix those mistakes but I can't I wish I could stop feeling guilty but I don't think I'm allowed to
>>34523633nah bro dont end it, life is hard, everyone does a mistakes but it doesnt justify to kys, if you want you can go to Christianity and learn about Jesus Christ and have a relationship with Him :D
>>34523633beating yourself up only makes your behavior harder to understand or control, and will likely lead to you repeating the same mistakesyou can take responsibility for your actions without beating yourself up, and you shoulddo not kys, just change your behavior and stop doing shit you regret
when that doesn't work, try to find better/healthier/productive outlets for self-hatredyou can punish yourself by forcing yourself to go for long runs, or work harder, or something more specific to your situation & less david goggins-y
>>34523633ey are you still here??
>>34523917Yeah I just came back from doing some stuff
>>34523721I asked in other places and they said the same thing that i have to take responsibility of what I did but I just don't get it what that supposed to mean
>>34523958oh so wanna tell me things that u did? be open i wont judge u
>>34524142Idk they are really bad
>>34524170bro tell me pls, i wanna hear i still dont know u
>>34523633Nah, not a good enough reason
>>34524268Whatever this shit id gonna come back to me somedayAt age 13 a touch the glutes of a cousin that she have only 8 years old that completely broke the relationship of my family wiht her family At age 20 I "dated" a 17 year old girl what I mean by dated is the we only se her one time I kiss her then I feel really bad about doing that so I blocked her from everything 3 years later I think I hook up with her but I'm sure if it was herDuring covid I started look at telegram group of femboys I leave immediately when one said if was I minor but I probably see their nudes posted on that groups and it doesn't help that I still looking for similar groups anyway, I talk to ones in dm who swear to me that they were adults but tho this day I still think they were lying
>>34523633Yeah, that sucks. Didn’t that lostprophets pedophile guy have women who were into whatever he was doing? Aren’t there serial killer couples? I often wonder how these relationships form, and what are the chances they do? Not really helpful, I know.
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