Now I regret it. Back when I went to school there were A LOT of fights. In middle school in specific there was a fight literally every single day, not even exaggerating. Then elementary school had a decent amount of fights, high school had the least fights but still had them. I was always too much of a weak nerd to fight. Always came in last place in PE class. The others kids would bully the shit out of me and I did nothing. I acted nice and tried to de-escalate the situation as much as possible, often telling the bullies that they're awesome and I suck, sometimes de-escalating did work for them to leave me alone and other times didn't, and then after that screaming into my pillow out of extreme anger as soon as I got home because I knew if I were bigger and stronger I would beat the shit out of them, and I wanted to. I always saw those kids getting into fights and I somewhat lived vicariously through them. Saw them rolling around on the floor. Punching the shit out of each other. Bruises and blood. Fat lips. Black eyes. Some days even a wardrobe malfunction or two which to me was funny if it was a boy and sexy if it was a girl. And all that time I thought why can't I fight back like that?Now these days since I never got the drama and fights out of my system when I was a kid I low-key kind of keep hoping that every time I go out in public someone will start shit with me, get close to my face, so that then I have an excuse to beat the shit out of them because I never got into the fights and feel like I missed out. I don't really know what to do with these feelings. It's not like I can go back to the past. If I could I'd tell my past self to beat the shit out of anyone who bullies him in school or else he'll regret not fighting back in the future. So I just don't know what to do. Fights as a kid will get you at worst lunch detention, suspension, expelled, juvy, etc...but as an adult it gets you straight to jail or prison. So I really missed out.
Unless youre jacked now I would sit the fuck down loser
yeah bro just count your losses and move on. you definitely don't wanna end up in jail because of anger from your past
>>34524698Just join an MMA or boxing gym retard it's that simple.
>>34524698If it matters that much to you I'd just start martial arts or join a sport or something. Definitely don't do anything reckless you might regret though.
>>34524698let me guess you were bullied because you're a faggot? you fag
>>34524758>>34524770>>34524938I like how OP mentioned being bullied in school and now even the replies are bullying him lmfaoGuy can't catch a break be it real life or online
>>34524698>I acted nice and tried to de-escalate the situation as much as possible, often telling the bullies that they're awesome and I suckActually, to me, you're awesome and dope OP. Those bullies suck. You're like these anime protagonists hiding their power level, I would love to have been your friend hahahaha
>>34524758>>34524770>>34524938These guys were bullied too, and now they are trying to perpetuate the suffering on the internet.
>>34524698Go to a boxing gym and beat the shit out of a heavy bag
>>34524698I don't really know what to say but all I'm gonna say is don't start now
>>34524698I broke a kid's leg or something in kindergarten and my mom made me go to a psychologist xD I also tripped another kid and he fell flat on his face and his (already ugly) face was all bruised and swollen it was really bad, not my fault people don't know you have to use your hands when falling down to protect your head roflmaoI also got in to lots of fights in elementary-middle school, but even by second year of middle school you would get PWNED by guys who would work out/were older because they had to redo a year/people who learned martial arts.
>>34524698>Fights as a kid will get you at worst lunch detention, suspension, expelled, juvy, etc...Well, I don't know about that. A guy I knew in school got into a punch-up during a rugby game one time. The whole thing lasted about ten seconds, and the other guy got in just one lucky punch, but it was enough to leave him permanently blind in one eye. And a friend of a friend was actually killed in a fight outside school: he was slammed against a wall, and there happened to be a bit of rusty pipe sticking out; it caught his leg and tore open the femoral artery, and he bled out in less than a minute. Even as a child, fighting is dangerous. You made the right decision.
>>34524698anon you shouldn't regret thatyou can absolutely get into really bad trouble or fuck your life up getting into fights as a minor, make no mistakeyou can also end up with injuries that permanently disable you physically or mentallyit's good you didn't get into fightsthat being said, you can still find an outlet for these feelings nowdo martial arts or fencing or something, it can be a good outlet even if you aren't fighting people for stakes trust meyou can also fight in tournaments though, but that's more dangerous
Fights are REALLY overrated trust me. They make look cool but there's so much that can go wrong. There are people who have died from slipping and falling down and hitting their head in their own bathrooms, now imagine getting punched in the face like 20 or so times in a row
>>3452469899% of the population never strike another person in anger in their adult lives.
>>34524698This is probably really bad advice but if you're truly that desperate to get into fights then go to a mental hospital...I'm not joking. I'm been to the mental hospital several times and at least for the ones I went to you could get into fights with the other patients in there and you would never get into any legal trouble unless you just literally actually killed the other patient. The worst you'd really get is seclusion for like an hour and/or a needle shot to calm you down which honestly wasn't even that bad the few times I had it done to me. So if you're really desperate then go to a mental hospital, tell them you're feeling suicidal and that you have plans to kill yourself, they'll take you in and that'll be it. How long you stay may vary but they usually keep you between 3 to 7 days. Price can be an issue but the ones I went to were actually free and there were homeless people and drug addicts there. Don't bring too much stuff if any with you because the mental hospital staff can lose your belongings. Don't bring anything with laces be it shoes, hoodies, or pants because they'll make you take out the laces and they'll probably lose them. If by the very small chance you're female then don't bring bras. I've heard female patients complain about how they were forced to be braless. But yeah that's about it. Pretty bad advice but if you're desperate there it is. Don't say I didn't warn you it's bad advice though.
>>34524698Sounds to me like you need to take up boxing or MMA. Get together with other guys who need full-contact fighting to feel complete, and beat the shit out of each other once a week.Who knows, you might end up being good at it and winning some trophies.
>>34524698> I don't really know what to do with these feelings.Join a local MMA gym and get it out of your system. If you get injured or brain damaged, that’s on you.
>>34527584yeah that is pretty bad advice
>>34527525Tell me about it. I can't count the amount of times I asked someone to step outside if they want to fight me so bad and often they straight up will apologize to you after doing an entire tough guy act lolT. an extremely skinny and unmuscular man>>34524698OP where do you live? If you live somewhere with a strong soccer/football culture you could become a hooligan.
