Finally lost my virginity a few months before my 26th bday, and a few months after I lost 40lbs and went back to college. Partly inspired to self improve by hoemath. Girl is five years older than me and wears XXXL shirts.I now understand why people would ruin their life to cum inside, but apart from that, it felt underwhelming to me. It makes me wonder why I spent over 18 years obsessing about sex. Considered planned suicide on my 18th birthday over loneliness to from it too, seems silly to me now.What do I do now anons?
>>34533494Do whatever you want.
>>34533494Realize that it's going to be exactly the same for any other passion or desire you could imagine, and then find true happiness in selflessness.
>>34533807not true I enjoy watching porn, masturbating and anime all day all day
you fucked a morbidly obese monster in her 30s and think sex isn't greatcolor me shocked
>>34533494I like sex and you psyop motherfuckers cannot and will not tell me otherwise. You fuck. I'm going to get a hole, and then I'm going to get my FOREVER hole
>>34534186How can you like something that you don't have?
>>34533494Losing virginity is one of those things thst looms large in advance but turns out to seem not such a big deal when it happens.Graduating is another. That doesn't mean that it is a valueless experience, just that you overloaded it with significance and can now evaluate it more realistically.
>>34533494>It makes me wonder why I spent over 18 years obsessing about sex. Considered planned suicide on my 18th birthday over loneliness to from it too, seems silly to me now.
Thanks anons>>34534215>>34534263It still surprised me how much of a switch it was. I never would have thought I'd go a whole day without thinking about sex before.>>34534013Missionary is the only realistic position to not suffocate me, so your probably right. But hey, they haven't slept with 80 guys, give good head, demand they pay for meals out, and is pretty tight. Does that make a difference?>>34533807Maybe your right, and I need to adjust my attitude to enjoy life than chase something now that the V card is gone.
This is why I laugh at anyone who comes here and cries about being a virgin. When you actually lose your virginity you realize it's no big deal at all. Well, you just matured a bit I guess. Find some actual goal, not something the majority of people experience regularly.