(im nta who made another thread about being tormented)Don't wanna go into many gooner details since it's a blue board but 4+ years ago we were really playing with fire. Still kept sort of plausible deniability as in never went fully nude and all but things were really heated. She acted naive and detached as if she just waited for me to break the ice which evidently never happened. Outside of that she also behaved as if nothing unusual was going on between us so we never had a conversation regarding this which is eating me. Was it a coping mechanism? So im left wondering what did she want? Did she just tolerate me? Did she want me to pull her panties to the side and go to town? I need to know.I dont think I'll ever fully live this down and I want a closure. I don't care if she rejects me or we end up having a remorseful fuck, I just wanna hear her unfiltered thoughts and get it over with. Problem is I have no idea how to approach this, its all very sudden. Over text? Eye to eye? What do I even say? I feel like she would be more honest and feel less pressure over text but that's just my 5 cents.
>>34537410look I was a very perverted kid when I was little and I used to fondle the tits of a lot of relatives, including aunts, cousins, and stuffthey let me because what can you do or how can you stop a kidas I grew I also flirted very heavily with cousinsmost reciprocated a bit but stopped when things got too sexual because, again, what are you going to do, I was never an asshole and I never forced myselfanyways, there is the possibility that she only put up with your horniness because the option was to confront his kid about it.A lot of people are non confrontational but also, would you ruin a relationship of years with someone as important as your kid just because he's a horny pest?anyways that's how I interpreted most women in my life letting me be a sex pest when I was growing up, because I never mention it with anyone and most of the times I even forget I had these interactions with all of themI just remembered most of them as I was replying here.
>>34537531There's a difference between being a small kid and not knowing better and starting things up when you're already packing 7 inches of heat in your shorts.Look I get what you mean and I theorized this too, but I don't find it too plausible because aforementioned fact and the fact that she sometimes just seemed to deliberately put herself in situations to tempt me. There were a lot of easily avoidable incidents that didn't require any confrontation.Thanks for answering though, appreciate it.
>>34537410You were each separately going through a bad patch - in your own ways insecure, fragile, not thinking too clearly. You both retained enough sanity not to go too far, and you have both recovered enough that there is no further danger,Why not just leave it at that? You were both not well but you are both now better. Happy ending.
>>34537636>why not just leave a significant, if not traumatic experience in your past?wow you just solved both psychology and psychiatry
>>34537660You are the one making it traumatic
Based on that description it's impossible to tell whether she was coming on to you, playing for ego reasons, doing it accidentally, or if you imagined the whole thing.I also don't think that she's likely to share her real thoughts and intentions if you bring it up. And if there was nothing there or she can't admit that there was, she won't just reject you, that bridge will burn.
>>34537705>Based on that description it's impossible to tell whether she was coming on to you, playing for ego reasons, doing it accidentally, or if you imagined the whole thing.Without getting into specifics, often times she would be the one comfortably initiating innocuous stuff like cuddles or entering the bedroom to chit chat even after it became an obvious pattern where that would lead. As I explained here >>34537575I definitely wasnt imagining it, even though for the longest time I gaslighted myself into thinking I was because of the absurdity of the opposite.>she won't just reject you, that bridge will burn.Can you elaborate? You mean it would cause a mini-fallout between us?
>>34537410never thought i'd be saying this in response to a degenerate incest thread but this is an inapt description. we don't know if something actually happened or if you were/are just being horny and delusional
>>34537719Cuddling with your kids or chatting in their bedroom isn't tempting. Being naked around your relatives isn't sexual either.>where that would leadThis is the problem. It could be something that could be considered sexual and incestuous, but this thread makes it sound like you were cuddling in your smallclothes at worst. Which is strange but not a sexual advance.>You mean it would cause a mini-fallout between us?If you make sexual advances towards your own mother, or claim that she has made them towards you, she will never view you the same.If you're wrong she'll be horrified, disgusted, feel like you've betrayed her trust and she's betrayed yours.If you're right she'll have to cope with you being fully aware of the illegal and immoral repeated acts of child sexual assault that she committed against you.Either way, there's no going back to the way things are now. She may cut contact. Kill herself in the most extreme case. At best things will be weird until the day she dies.
>>34537751>>34537766Alright so quick rundown:>a lot of buttocks massages where she had nothing but panties (in one case a thong) below her waist>first one was kinda initiated by her, whether innocuously or not, when I massaged her lower back, after that I became a pest and offered to massage her at every opportunity>one spoon session like picrel where I ended up orgasming actually (idk if she realized it at the time, I just ran out abruptly)>some various other small stuff like letting my rub my finger down her bare ass under pants when we cuddled.I hope that makes things clearer.
>>34537813Dude, this is 100% sexual flirtation. This is your own mum? Fuck that's fucked up.No one does that shit "just cos", man, fucking hell! Normal mum behaviour is a normal cuddle when you come home and that's it. Her letting you finger her genitals is 100% her wanting sex from you. 100%. I'd say she needs to get help cos she's losing her mind and you need to get out of there. If you two ended up doing it you'd be fucked in the head for life. Not to mention it's your mother. Ew, that is revolting.
>>34539012calm the fuck down dude, we're alright
>>34537813How old were you at the time, and how old are you currently?
>>34537410So are you just trying to get Anon's hard? Because it's working. I will say as a kid I used to slap, smack and jiggle my mom's ass at home and in public. One time at the supermarket I mistook a woman for my mom because she was wearing similar pants. My head was level with her ass so I didn't notice. I ended up smacking her ass and she yelped. Luckily she wasn't upset about it, she laughed about it with mom afterwards and I didn't get in trouble.
>>34540673man i wish i was a kid again, i'd be such a little molestor
>>34537410Is your mom hot OP?
>>34539089no you're not
Where did it all start? Did porn put the seed in your mind? Did you have an abusive or otherwise absent father? Was your mom emotionally engulfing?Oh, and do you frequent momcest threads on /r9k/?
