to preface this i want to say that i know im a parasocial creep i know this is weird and unhealthy thats why im trying to get over it ive been completely obsessed with this finnish twink game dev for the past 7-8 months and its becoming severely detrimental to my mental health. hes all I can think about when im sitting around. i tried simply not interacting / blocking for nearly 3 months but that just made me significantly more depressed. i barely interacted with him a handful of times. i have several genuine kind people who want me and ive turned down the best looking person that i will probably never get another chance with because i cannot bring myself to like anyone or see myself being in a relationship with anyone other than this stupid twink. im doing a masters in engineering and its starting to interfere with my performance in classes and i cant afford to fail.how do i get over him? how do i stop this? am i going to die alone? i want to be loved. i sound like a pathetic chudis suicide my only option?
>>34537922you mean the enby who made cruelty squad?yeah he's a cutie
>>34538022Lol yeah I'd fucking kill myself if I were you OPJust blow yourshit shmoove off
