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need mental help (generally) 05/16/26(Sat)18:05:45 No.34538742

need mental help (generally) Anonymous 05/16/26(Sat)18:05:45 No.34538742

I've been under SSRI(antidepressants) for 2-3 months
Got addicted to weed daily for a month while taking SSRIs and went kinda psycho/schizo only leaving my room 2 times a week for a month, but im better now, still smoking za but way less
Now i take benzos (Lexomil) daily, (6mg) but when i take more i feel like a normal person (never have) and it fucking feels better (before i get sleepy after 2hours anyways ffs)

I got depressed cuz of my childhood (no dad + alcoholic mom but she got better when i was 11 and now i treat her like my best friend)
always wanted love, always focused on random girls and i always suffered from it
always focused on my pc, makes me forget everything
i've always been tired, even when i have alot of sleep and i think way too fking much with makes me anxious 24/7 (not joking)

well i need advice, i think i've got mental problems (autism or some shit idk, my psychiatrist said i might have adhd but its so fking bad idk)
I feel way better now in life but really my mood swings a whole ass lot and i dont wanna be a Big Pharma customer anymore since my libido is long gone and i dont wanna sweat 24/7 anymore
anyone please give advice, idk how i should plan out my life in the next months

Anonymous
05/16/26(Sat)18:15:00 No.34538764

Anonymous 05/16/26(Sat)18:15:00 No.34538764

Be careful about that schizo shit. It is a door you do not want open.
t. schizo

Anonymous
05/16/26(Sat)19:07:49 No.34538938

Anonymous 05/16/26(Sat)19:07:49 No.34538938

>>34538764
yeah ik i'm alot better now, i have friends and i feel a lot more positive and open minded but i dont wanna get addicted to benzos and weed again (the weed made me schizo), that's whats making me the most scared
i just wanna experience life like a normal person without drugs

Anonymous
05/16/26(Sat)23:05:55 No.34539664

Anonymous 05/16/26(Sat)23:05:55 No.34539664

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>>34538742
>i dont wanna be a Big Pharma customer anymore

Anonymous
05/17/26(Sun)00:07:18 No.34539815

Anonymous 05/17/26(Sun)00:07:18 No.34539815

>>34538742
>still smoking za but way less
You should quit. Weed FUCKED my brain up and gave me mental illnesses

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