>21, neet, hhkv>high school is highest achieved education>no real interests or hobbies>stay inside all day listening to music and watching youtube videos>barely retain any of the information or form any opinions on what i'm consuming>only friends barely talk to me, haven't seen them in months>not part of any community or larger group>cant seem to keep in touch with the online friends i make>teetering on alcoholism>used to abuse prescription adderall, would still be if i got my prescription renewed>bounced off antidepressantsi'm boring and miserable and a net negative to the lives of everyone around me. i would apply to university but i bounced off high school several times and had to do my diploma online. i'd join the army but my medical history/diagnoses would probably bar me from entry. i've been fired from every job i've had. what do?
Stick to one path or do nothing and suffer the consequences later.
>>34540820>army but my medical history/diagnoses would probably bar me from entry.>probablyFucking apply then, worst they'll say is no.If you don't want to apply, you just wouldn't join the army. Go get a job at a grocery store or something, beats sitting around being a resource drain.
>>34540820>what do?You should turn yourself into a strong capable person you like and take proactive steps to achieve those goals daily. You already knew that though, you're just here wasting time asking and looking for encouragement.
>>34540837even if i get accepted i'd have to wait a few months before actually being called into serve. i guess a plan is better than no plan but i don't want to further destroy my mind and body by staying passive and degenerate before then
>>34540853are you retarded>i don't wanna apply because if i get accepted i won't be able to start immediately!!you are a lazy useless fag
>>34540853>even if i get accepted i'd have to wait a few months...and? What's the alternative, wait years until you die? Just apply, I don't fuck with the army at all but you need SOME direction.If you don't actually apply you're saying "I'd totally join the army but ******" for 'clout'.
>>34540872i can't apply before i'm mailed about new openings for conscripts. do plan on applying as soon as i am
