I’m a so social pariah i am a joke it wasn’t for a specific thing but started since childhood first started by all of my siblings and even parents who laughed to my face and mocked me before i was 6 and this became the norm my family all young and old see me as a joke at worst and someone to be used and disrespect at best. it wasn’t literal psychological torture even at work and university i have found that it cannot be fixed what is lost (my self of self respect) cannot be replaced or fixed it is gone the perception of my self and how they see meHas anyone here had to deal with the same thing?what to do about this situation
picrelated court jester this expression is perfect representation of how i feel i personally think it is over for me even though im in my 20s i cannot think of any happy ending as in no future, not necessarily ideal future but one that at least I have something just one thing that make me happy
no help for the wicked
