We'll see if that skeezy kikel responds... teeth sharp and bared in threat and celebration.

Ah, and of course my source of information and aid for this is on vacation for two fucking weeks. We'll see what the other avenue reaps, and I've still the round pink guy as an option.
Cinq.

i hate my life and i contemplate suicide everyday. i don't even think big tiddies can save me.

I am getting bullied on 4chan dot org

why is everything so expensive. i can't afford anything

Thinking of reaching out to you again just to ask for money. Would you let me "borrow" about $1k?

>go to everyone i know for advice on how to improve my life
>get told none of this matters, fuck everyone else, fuck relationships, don't try, life is about suffering, just endure it until you die

you guys are more miserable than me

>>34741479
Are you a short brown boy coveting some woman's husband by chance?

i need money

I want to hang out with you

>>34741503
Who are you?

>>34741504
Your friend

Can you stop trying to fuck me please?

>>34741505
I hope so. That would be cool. Wanna toss out any initials

I often think about how it's also my fault that I enable half your bad behavior and don't call you out on the other half. Like the fact that you are technically my rapist. Maybe I shouldn't forgive you or something

fuck this maybe i should just be a criminal

not sure how else to say it. you just make my life worse in every way. i don't know why i love you. has to be some mental illness thing or a result of poor upbringing

PTSD sucks

Holy shit my keyboard is dirty af

I miss blockbuster

>>34741508
No

Remembering drinking you in, an ambrosia...

Time for a smooth jazz solo

I genuinely think you faked being retarded your whole life so you won't have to do anything hard. There's just no way you are this stupid for real

can i at least smash before you kill yourself

I've known four people throughout my life who turned out to be eggs and became trans. Each time it felt like my friend told me they had a terminal disease. Why does this keep happening? Even worse, now as I walk around I keep clocking random people who might be troons. I thought trans people were supposed to be super rare: less than 0.1% of the population.

I hope that I can get a new job, its evident that its time for me to move on. Even if i stay stuck its still a full time job so i shouldn't be too upset. I'm grateful for it and the fact they they hired me so I could get back up on my feet but I can taste the impending decay when I inhale. I can't trade growth for stability.

Fuck niggers
Fucking savage jungle bunny shitskins

i just want my bf back

>>34742006
I am better

>>34742033
drop a contact then and we will see if we vibe

>>34742104
You drop your

>>34742189
fuck me? fuck YOU bitch

>>34742197
fuck you bloody bastard bitch

i really wish i could talk to you too but i'm really committed to this whole abandoning you thing. sigh. if only things were different.

>>34742197
Fuck you, you're a dirty nigger shitskin

>>34742202
lol fuck my life

>>34742197
fuck you omar

>>34742204
fuck you shove it up your ass
>>34742199
fuck you
>>34742209
fuck you too for some reason

Bloody

I wish I was sexually attracted to my partner but that feeling is gone now. Maybe I got tired of being rejected and feeling immature for having a sex drive.

anyway if i weren't abandoning you right now i would tell you i'm watching the show you recommended and it sucks. it's just a bunch of one dimensional characters just going about their day and they talk. the humor is "realistic dialogue XD" but it's just not funny

i'd also show you what i'm having for lunch too. but i'm abandoning you so i can't

I am going to confront them on their... "embellishments." Lies. I've a guide to accompany and aid me in correcting them, make amendments, safely. We'll see if the new face is as bad as that lying cunt, or if her vacant niggerbrain will be of benefit.

No, I don't feel bad if what I said cut you deep and made you cry. In fact, I hope it made you feel some fucking shame for once in your life.

>>34742228
Good to know this ain't about me

>>34742257
Shame is a woman's game. Men don't feel shame.

well well well...15 STIs later look who comes crawling back

hahahahahahahahahahahahaha

>>34741806
They are supposed to be rare. Most trannies are AGP, autistic or mentally ill, gay men or gender nonconforming (very feminine) who are convinced they are trannies but aren't. These people get convinced they are trans which they aren't, is what is causing this.

I wish you'd stop relating everything I do back to you. I have my own life and other things to worry about. I have things I enjoy that don't have anything to do with you.

i am petty enough to kill myself just to spite you

>>34742228
The Sopranos?

>>34742280
In my experience, if he gets the snip then he's genuinely mentally ill and was failed by everyone around him. If he doesn't, he's just some well-hung dude with an exhibitionism fetish (and weak foresight).

wish i got the mental illness that just made me screw everyone else over instead of the kind where i always blame myself for other people's fuck ups

>>34742315
>well-hung dude with an exhibitionism fetish (and weak foresight)
This is every guy I dated from 4chan. All various shades of AGP. Another thing these types all have in common is their self loathing of being male/worship of women. Absent/distant father, whether that is physically or emotionally, in all cases as well. Never again

I just hate everyone around me and people who interact with me i just thought that they're just a bunch of self-centered Individuals who have bigger problems than me. Even though I still act like an kind angel towards them I still hate them with a burning passion (I get it I'm two-faced)

>>34742535
>I'm two-faced
based

I have no one

I have My Sun. He has His Moon. Ensemble, toujours.

I think this is the first time in an extremely long time I've contemplated *actually* killing myself.
I don't think there's any future for me, I'm suddenly dizzy and vomiting whenever I move around, I can barely type without making some kind of mistake, I feel like a brain damaged fucking retard, I have no family, I have no-one.
I miss my clingy ex because she was the one person on this earth who actually cared about me.

I miss that girl a lot.

>>34742595
You have us, your pals on 4chan

Never kill yourself

Stopped taking antidepressants and therapy, been feeling better lately. No men in my life ever told me to toughen up, which might have been what I needed.

>>34742733
tell her

FUCK IT, I'm going to ask you out again even though I told myself that was the last time. If it's too late, it's too late, but I need a definitive answer.

Sliced my foot open, can't find the plasters, but I can find the condoms.
The fucking STATE of me.

>>34741928
Same man

>>34743154
Made a makeshift solution of tissues and a sock.

>>34743088
I can’t. The only way I can talk to her is on discord, and I removed her from my friends list after our last conversation. I’ve sent her a request but it’s still pending.
She made that account to talk to me specifically, so I don’t know if she’ll ever check it again and talk to me.

>>34743170
i've had this same exact thing happen to me before as the girl. i lost access to the account

>>34743240
She doesn’t seem like the type to be able to lose access to it by accident, but I can see her trying to forget I existed. I don’t know why I’m doing this to myself

How do I know if I'm dead? Sometimes I wonder if I died a long time ago and just haven't realized it fully yet. Like, I feel alive, but what if I'm not? If I cut myself of course I'd bleed, but is it real blood or some postmortem hallucination? I know what feelings and aches felt like, so how do I know they're real and I'm not superimposing sensations onto myself based off of memory?

>>34742634
Larp is lame

Confession time I love namefags and schizoposters

I am in love with my second cousin.i have trouble talking to normal women and don't have much experience except with them. Whatever the reasons for this infatuation i dont care. I enjoy her company more than others. I wish I was more of a man with testosterone to know what I should do

>>34743546
What is a second cousin

>>34743546
Remember that time you f-f-f-fucked your cousin?

>>34743546
>I enjoy her company more than others
It's like she's family or something

you see, the funniest part of that post is the last line which implies he thinks trying to fuck his cousin is the right answer and he has failed in his manhood by not choosing to do so thus far

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g3mVwt0B6G4

i wish i had cousins i could lust over. goddamn parents just both had to be single children

>>34743570
We did not spend time together growing up but we were around eachother and didnt speak until the past two years.
>>34743561
Mother's cousins daughter

>>34743604
you should ask her out on a date

>>34743627
I'm in love with you too but I'm just scared *ghosts you again*

>>34741722
Probably not lmao

>>34742202
Just stop abandoning me

>>34743575
That is what my internal carnal drive really wants but I know i should focus on finding another women with her traits. I am having trouble using logic

>>34743634
Stop being so scared and just love me already, it's driving me crazy, I spend all day thinking about you

>>34743604
>Mother's cousins daughter
Yeah that's fair game you guys basically don't share DNA or something

it's over.

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>>34741348
I wish the entire world was just one race. I wish it was a population of about 1.5 billion people and a 1 world government that functioned as a highly advanced Technocratic post Monetary federated cooperative. The human lifespan would be around 250 years and we would harmonize technology with nature. The fundamental principle for our existence would be the advancement of humankind, the exploration and discovery of the cosmos, and the protection and conservation of the environment on our own planet. The average Human would be around 6ft 4 inches 175lbs , lean built, aesthetically and mathematically beautiful due to the golden ratio, the average age would be around 75 years old due to lifespan but 75 years in this reality looks 28 years old in our reality. For every 1 Male, there would be 3 Females. The average skin color is a canvas but mainly a range of 3 skin colors, white, light brown and the darkest being Tan brown. Family units would average 3 kids and to become a family unit is considered a very high honor. Single young human citizens are expected to be highly physically fit and by age 19 they have mastered all martial arts and 1 additional skill set that will be practical in real world use which enhances their individuality, but they are also expected to learn the principles of empathy, integrity, intelligence, honesty, modesty, patience, prudence, self control, and cohesion. Elder human citizens are taken care of, celebrated, and they speak wisely and kindly. Only the wisest elders are selected for a high council but the council is 8 seats with only 3 allowed to be Elders and the rest being no older than 35. Food, Housing, medical care, and education are basic human rights and humanity has moved past a monetary principle of acquiring these rights. The entire population lives within the land mass of North America (US and Canada) THIS is not a Utopia. It wouldn't be perfect, but it would be a hell of a lot better than what the world is today.

>>34743799
you should write a book

>>34743619
We went to eat and had drinks a couples of times. It was always fun laughing and talking. Never tried to escalate i stopped myself from trying.
>>34743681
That's what my urges tell me and you're right. But our older family know each other

>>34743812
Do you think she's interested in you?

I wish we were born the same gender and we could just be best friends and not have everything be so complicated. I miss hanging out with you more than anything

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>>34743905
painful

i wish i got the version of you that was younger and more attractive. you're not even 30 yet and you're balding which is insane

>>34743831
I don't know. The last few gatherings she always made her out to be around me. She's briefly told me of her past shitty boyfriend and how younger guy's would hit on her but that she not interested in them and wants to be single. How can one tell?

maybe you're not really balding and you just shave some of your hair from your temples to get back at me when i piss you off

I still cant stop thinking about Kratom. Im not addicted to it. Only used it twice. I thought it was nice, got me through a productive work day when I was sick once. Since then I love having it on hand for if I ever get sick or whatever. But then I start looking online for prices and its so insanely cheap. I could buy a life time supply for like 100 bucks or something. But then I would be sitting on this huge supply of an addictive substance which is a bad idea. And these two conflicting things are fighting inside my mind. The insane positive value of a life time supply of pain relief for only a hundred bucks. But the huge risk of what happens if I let my supply lead me to addiction. Using any drug might cause this kind of question in one, but the sheer cheapness and utility really appeals to me so much. I still might just buy the shit.

>>34743939
Anon, every drug addict in history has done exactly what you're planning to do right now.

I can't be with you because I love you too much. I can't bear even the possibility of having you then losing you. I think I would just die.

i miss staying up with you all night. those moments we shared always made me feel like a kid again, excited to stay up past my bed time on a school night

>>34743803
My writing is dogshit but thanks if serious anon. I like thinking about a world like this. The first 19 years of this human existence would be intense physical and mental training. No drugs, No alcohol, no sex, no junk food. Bookwork, skill training, physical training, and survival skills are the number 1 priority from age 3 to 19. But at age 19, you are now considered an adult and You are admitted and allowed into what's called "The Halls of Bliss". Within the Halls of Bliss, Human lust, greed, sin, violence, debauchery, chaos, and excess are allowed and new members are encouraged to carry out their hedonistic tendencies for a period of 3 days. Computer simulators and AI are used within the Halls and new members can experience their desires either alone or with other members in a "controlled demolition" style of celebration. You could simulate a chariot race, a battlefield, a nightclub, a bank robbery, etc. The possibilities are endless. Once the 3 days are over, you can only visit the hall once a year and only if you fulfilled 6 months of skill-work requirements. (6months on/6 months off style of "work") You are not penalized for not fulfilling work requirements. You simply don't get access to the Hall. Life still goes on outside of the Halls. Humans can still experience leisure, recreation, sporting events, theater and several other aspects of what humans consider fun. The Halls of Bliss is a mandated outlet for humans to tap into their most carnal urges in an attempt to achieve "balance". After the first visit to the halls, therapy and discussion are available to help recoup and return the young human back to normalcy. If you refuse to leave the hall after 3 days, The simulation is turned off and you will not gain access for 3 years. No policing is required for this world. Incarceration and capital punishment are replaced with controlled isolation, restitution, mental study, and education. Educated people don't need to be policed.

>>34743905
Yes, but which gender would you both be? Would you remember a past life where you both were the genders you are now? This is very important stuff.

>>34743971
you really should do something with this if not a book or story in the traditional sense, maybe like a cyoa game or something

>>34743905
I feel the same about her. I feel like I'm obligated to make a move on her, but really I just want to talk and talk with her forever any time we're alone together.

>>34744035
>>34744045
god i hope he doesn't feel this way about me. nothing could make me feel less desirable

Im not suicidal, never was :>

My Love im not gonna rack up a 1k-2k body count! I lost my virginity at 12. I dont need that. But fuck toronto canada, i cant do game here

>>34743947
a hearts a heavy burden

>>34744013
Thanks anon. I would make it very race focused. I would explain the origin of this society leading up to it's beginning in 2988. The year 3000 would be considered the official beginning of the "Golden era" of this society. In this universe, there are similarities to our reality of 2026. 2026 in this reality had Global conflicts, environmental decay, resource decline, population instability, overcrowding, food scarcity, political corruption, exploitation, violence and so on, which leads to a great Race war. I know Turner diaries and other books have done this, but I just like the idea of a great reset where one race actually achieves the goal of establishing a one world government. One world language. One world cooperative economy. One coat of arms. One flag. One global defense force. One people. Finally allowed to advance into a new age. However, Earth isn't alone in this solar system. There is a yin and Yang within this Solar system and 3 planets away reside humanity's arch nemesis, The Grims. The Grims are a dark skin people, orcish, brutal race of humanoids and their population is estimated to be around 5 billion, outnumbering the humans. The Grims are the complete opposite of humans, low thinking, impulsive, physically bigger as their average size is 7ft 5inches and weighing around 325 lbs. The Grim lack any concept of insight, curiosity, or creativity. They are a barbarian race that reproduce wildly but have mastered hand to hand combat with crude intricate melee weapons enchanted with Dark matter. Where the humans have highly advanced technologically influenced, efficient cities, The Grim live in caves and mud sculpted hollowed out homes. Although they lack the mental capacity similar to that of humans, they make up for it through their numbers and their mastery of dark matter and dark energy. Humans constantly skirmish with them to steal these secrets and end the system war once and for all.

There nothing more sexually grinding to females than a man whose awoken to the will of power by his heavenly father, juden peterstein is attacking this.

How do i even break the cycle of sissy porn, "oh no if someone find out i jerk off to this i would be ruin, nobody would love me and respect me from this"

The swamp in which you drown in is the signal,
May the mother goddess or the chief diety call you in the prison cave,
My friend let the negative gravity bind you to the whims of your father in heaven,
Where he erected the mountains and carved the female
May his lighting chisel your core, may mary build your soul
The cave that imprisons you, let the stone roll in due time
As your features shine like the demigod you are.

It's over

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Edgy, critical, would be smart guy talking online turns out to have fat rolls? Whats next, bunch of fat guys talking about shrek?

Ugh red hair turns me on so hard