I am autistic to a small degree. I lack the capacity to talk normally and to make small talk. I also have an egg/chicken situation where I don't have friends yet can't stand having friends.I am 26 years old, 2 years left to graduate from uni. I am severely depressed all the time and I feel too old and that it's over.My parents are responsible for how things turned out, esp. my father, who ruined my life essentially by limiting my options and putting himself first always.Anyway, so I am 26, lonely, unable to make money or work, fat, severely depressed and I feel like I will never recover out of this.I feel like I am unlovable.Anyway, I joined a gym and I picked up a workout routine. That's all I can do.I need practical steps. Fixes. Not "PULL YO SELF FROM YO BOOTSTRAPS TAKE RESPONSIBILITY FO YO LYFE MATE" because I am, my circumstances are just overwhelmingly shit.
I was always like this, from 1st grade. I was unable to make friends and I always somehow ended up being bullied. My mother always told me that things will get better once I grow up but she lied. I am 26, same fucking dynamic.
>>34786473rate yourself out of 10.are you balding?how is your dress sense?how much do you weigh?and what's your facial hair situation or clean?what are you doing to pursue relationships?
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>>347864875>baldingyes>dress sense0, i wear shitty clothes and spend my money off useless shit that i don't have any left to buy decent clothes>weigh34% body fat percentage, 93 kg, 168 cm tall>facescars (acne), clean-shaven.>whatnothing right now. i want to graduate and get a job, one thing at a time but i want to think ahead.
>>34786487i forgot to state again that i joined a gym and thus i am trying to get lean, and will improve my fashion sense once i get near my goal weight
>>34786473My life was a mess until I started reading John. This gave me the clarity to make progress.You should read the Gospel of John and 1 John (the letter). Doesn't take long.With motivation everything works out.
>>34786528>baldingyou've shaved it off, right?>dressgo to the thrift store. dead grandparents donate their attire every day.>weighok good. cut out sugar, high fructose, seed oils and don't eat reprocessed foods. if you're in us 80% of the shit on store shelves is poison. read labels. count calories. meat and veggies. rice and beans if you're broke. helped me to go this route to shrink my stomach cause i ate much less when the food was boring.>datinghave you signed up to a dating app?are you trying to find people in school? school is a great place to look for relationships. just ask a girl a question about homework, compliment her, and ask her for her number if she wants coffee...>self-reportif you took care of yourself, what do you think you'd rate? better than 5?
