>>34897174
The world is an awful place and I don't see any reason to continue living in it. I am also going to die so anything I accomplish will not last and is meaningless.

>>34897321
You are so real for that. We are all slaves who forced to ‘help’ this stupid, motherfucking imaginary society.We are just small husks in a big universe. And even in terms of nature, we do more harm than good. If all worms die out, the Earth is kaput. But if humans disappear altogether, nature is going to be much better. Still, what’s the point of saving environment when more people are gonna populate the Earth and pollute everything again.

>>34897174
I've missed out on fundamental human forming experiences. Now its just too late as an old man.

>>34897174
i have never had a gf and i am 26. it sucks. looking at couples kills me honestly. people just say get over it, doesnt matter but it matters. I dont think i am ugly or disgusting but idk what i am missing. i wish i socialized more from a young age, fuck

>>34897174
At the moment I am having my chronic headache. Painkillers stopped working a long time ago and relatively recently I got terrible stomach pain (maybe cramps, possibly because I took benexol vitamins) and I have to be very careful about what I eat.

>>34897174
im not rich and i don't have a tall redheaded gf that loves me. honestly those are my only two problems, i can't really complain. oh and my dick is on the smaller side but hey what can you do.

>>34897174
The US government let hundreds of millions of crimes be committed against me, from people temporarily blinding me to rape, and they did nothing about it. The stupid shit police officers of Stafford County, VA and Fredericksburg VA would ignore any requests for help waste my time with their incoherent shittiness.

I hope they get got.

>>34897174
>33 and never had a gf
>ex-fat and have loose skin
>4.3in penis
>unemployed programmer who isn't good enough to get a job in this market

>>34897508
Same but 28. I just feel like I can never bond with anybody cause I haven't done the one thing that's one everybody's minds 24/7. Old uni friends just talk about girls. Work friends talk about girls. It's all anybody cares about and I just feel left out.
Never feeling like a woman's been attracted to me and not knowing what being loved feels like stings like shit. It makes me feel like an alien.

So recently I talked with my old friend for first time in like 4 years, for most of my life she was my only friend and like I really enjoyed talking with her but I kinda don't know how to talk to people especially her. I really want to talk to her and thank her for all the time she spent with me but I am just to scared, how should i approach this situation?

>>34897948
How fat were you to get loose skin?

>>34897174
my wife of 19 years divorced me last Christmas morning, after spending all our savings, I'm down to 10k and my rent will consume that in 4 months. cant move without a job. can't get a job because I now hate all women and the hr roasties can smell it

I'm courting a woman who said shes gonna start planning her marriage with her bf of 15 years next year. I met her 6 months ago and it feels like she is my soul mate with how much we complete/compliment each other, but she is with her loser bf... they trauma bonded when they got together but i have a feeling she is depressed with him and wants me as a potential out.

>>34897990
Go do scrapyard work after you do a course for operation of heavy machinery or enter the merchant marine. You will be making decent money in no time.

Merchant marine can be 80k or more per year but you are on the ship for only half a year. Go through a union.

>>34897174
I'm fat. I'm broke. And I miss my ex.

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>>34897174
Totally alone. Not much family left, no friends, no hope for women. Fucked my career prospects, too old to restart. Things are getting expensive. Starting to dip into savings. If I have a catastrophic medical issue I'll probably end up homeless.

Only things that make me happy are my cats and booze. Trying to quit the booze now, but being sober is terrifying. The future looks like a cold dark tunnel man. I have no idea what to do.

>>34897174
I am living a good life but I am worthless to the people around me despite everything I do for them. They don't fucking care. Nobody in my life fucking cares about me. I care about them more than they care about me.

My problem is that I cannot confide in you.

>>34897174
make own income i come to mental blocks with the idea of being able or allowed to do that, can i become financially allowed without being disabled on my own. I know its wrong to have a job, it's wrong. I feel so wrong for the job, i dont smoke i have not drank alcohol its like being someone on drugs having a job is like becoming a prostitute its just wrong

>>34897174
No job for most of the year
No girlfriend
No real friends in general
No real jobs for my career where I live
Fat
Out of shape
Lazy
Depressed
No healthcare because no job
Losing money because no job
Stressed the fuck out because no income
Insomnia because stress
30 and still a virgin because autism (made huge improvements over my 20s so that's nice)
That's about it
I'm thinking it's not worth sticking around here anymore. I don't really see a future for me where I am. At least not a future where I'm happy. So I'm gonna try to move out west.

Just a woman who’s tired of the system. I feel awful thinking about living decades in this world, all I want at this point is peace and quiet and to be 100% safe and fed until I inevitably die. I take meds and try to act like the normal human being I’m supposed to be, but it feels really pointless. Nothing feels real. Seeking love and companionship feels pointless.

Nothing is real

>>34899640
>Seeking love and companionship feels pointless.
Why? You have better chances at this than a guy.

>>34897174
I was born in the wrong century.
I would be happier in the 1800s.
Terrified at first, but happier.

>>34897955
It gets worse when you realize nearly all songs are about fucking, cheating, and homewrecking. It's sick. I detest most music with lyrics because of this.

>>34897957
Just tell her you would like to thank her for being such a good friend to you, then add details casually.

>>34898237
You're scum and so is she.
Get her pregnant and snitch to her boyfriend.
It's the least you can do for being a dick.

>>34897990
You can sue her in court for grand larceny.
You would probably win if the records show she was the one draining the account.
Half of that money was legally yours and you're entitled to it even now.
Also sue for alimony if you can.
Also sue that bastard she was fucking for alienation of affection and sue her for adultery.
Those laws exist for your exact situation.

>>34899404
Lose weight.
Get a job.
Fuck your ex. She's a cunt.

>>34899432
Make new friends.
Find a wife.
It helps.
You're never too old for either.
Don't let anyone tell you otherwise.

>>34899512
That, unfortunately, is just how most people are.
I'm not, but I'm a cowardly hermit.
I don't fear death or injury.
I fear being alone and, paradoxally, I fear people.
If we were neighbors, you'd never see me, but I'd be wishing you the best and would help you out of a bind if nobody else would. Like if your car got stuck in the snow. I'd help get it out. Being a fairly strong guy makes such things easy for me.
Conversation in person...that's hard for me.
I've seen too much dark shit to be social.

>>34899623
Keto diet.
Join activity clubs.
Life will improve.

>>34899640
YWNBAW
If you are, tits or gtfo.

>>34899643
He is a guy.
Women don't have dicks.

>>34899735

Last time I checked I have a uterus and less rights than the average man with fake tits, unless it’s still not enough for me to count as a woman. Oh well

>>34899643

My very existence is out of birth control manipulation, so you can imagine I had a wonderful childhood full of great examples of real, loving non-toxic relationships… yeah.

I’m struggling to put myself in a place of vulnerability, and that’s part of letting someone in, I guess. I also feel like I don’t have much to bring in a relationship. I mean, I have great looks (if you don’t count the scars), but really, what stops a man from seeking a one night stand or paying a woman for a night, getting whatever he wants without having to be tangled in my emotions and needs? If I had a schlong that’s definitely something I’d prefer, I think.

>>34899775
>Last time I checked I have a uterus
post discord please I wanna be your boyfriend

>>34899775
>tee hee I'm a REAL girl
Tits or gtfo.
YWNBAW

>>34899775
>great looks
How fat are you?
Post hand.

>>34897174
the women I fall in love with eventually dump me
the women who fall in love with me, bore me after a few months

>>34897174
Nothing I can't solve.

>>34899775
I'm honest and loyal.
Foids never are.
Scars don't bother me.
Even if a girl looked like a female Freddy Krueger, I could still love her as long as she wasn't dishonest, disloyal, cruel, or a sadistic cunt.
The chances of finding a decent girl are virtually nonexistant. I'd have a better chance of swallowing a bag of razor blades and surviving it.

>>34900059
You're your own worst enemy.

>>34899775
>birth control manipulation
I had one ex do this to entrap me.
I had another flat out lie about being infertile.
Never believe foids.
They're literal demons.

>>34899775
Women tend to overestimate how high they are on the looks scale. Not saying you're not hot but you sound like a Becky at best. Also fwiw I think scars can be really hot on women.
>I have less right than a man
This is not true, you have more rights. What rights do men have that women don't have? I bet you won't even answer me.
>Why enter in to a relationship when you can get sex from a prostitute
Do you understand how expensive an actual girlfriend experience simulation is lol?

>>34900120

I’m middle eastern, I do have less rights funnily enough. I would sell my soul for a green card. No idea what’s a Becky, and I’m well aware of who I am on the scale, at least I would like to believe that. I could’ve advertised myself as a god, but I think I look good. Not breathtaking, but definitely nice in comparison to the beauty standard. I don’t aim for the sun when I’m more of a Pluto, yk?

>>34900052

Honestly I have no idea how safe it is to post anything on this site, desu. I don’t mind, but my gut feeling is that I shouldn’t post even a finger nail here

>>34900079

It’s the worst. I’m sorry. It’s sexual assault when the other side is being vocal about not wanting kids. As an unwanted girl, I wouldn’t wish it upon anyone. Knowing I exist out of spite is the worst feeling ever. Keep it wrapped

>>34900255
>I'm middle eastern
You should mention this if you post something like that desu
>Is it safe to post an image on this website
When you post an image online, people can use location data from your photograph to track you down. When you post an image on 4chan however, the website takes away that data, so you should be fine honestly.
>What is a Becky
A Becky is a woman who is above average looking but not super hot. A Stacy is like a top 10-20% in looks. Both terms are quite common on this website.

>>34897174
i feel uncomfortable meeting with my friends (know mainly from school, we're all well out of school at this point) these days, like i have nothing in common and cant connect with them. anytime i go, i feel forced to talk, and then i'll end up being quiet after the normal pleasantries. should i just continue not meeting with them? the more i skip these meetings, the more i will just fade from the group.

I just found out im pregnant (about 5weeks along)

I smoke pot (very little, small bowl 1-3 times per day) - socially with my husband and use as a productivity/creativity booster.

When I found out about the baby I immediately quit but then when Husband comes inside (we smoke outside) smelling like weed, I told him that it's making it harder for me to abstain because it's just like, right there, ya know? So we talked about it and he gave the greenlight to smoke one more weekend. One last weekend of fun. Also for context, he is quitting too, but still has to go through what's left. I think he actually bought more but I dont know that for certain.

Now it's Monday and the craving is hitting super hard.

I know I need to quit, I want to quit, I want to give this baby the best shot at life. Im exercising, taking prenatal vitamins, eating healthy, made the first doctor appointment...but I feel like a shitty person because I'm still debating the idea of smoking "one more day". Ive actually been trying to quit for almost a year- so this pregnancy is just about the only catalyst for quitting for real life. (We have been trying for a baby and I really wanted to be totally clean first but that ship sailed)

My sister has 2 kids and she smoked during her pregnancies (not everyday, very little actually) and her kids are wonderful

I havent even gotten the pregnancy confirmed by a doctor - so it doesnt feel real yet. I need to get the dishes done, go grocery shopping, mop and straighten the house. These are my today problems/tasks and now I'm writing to strangers on the internet seeking validation for drug use when I'm pregnant. That, by definition, makes me a horrible person and an even worse mother.

If husband had been like, "no I dont want you using drugs because my baby is in there! You cant do it" I probably would be able to quit - because the stakes are there. But unfortunately/ fortunately he doesnt see it as a big deal/wants me to be happy.

What do anon?

Everyday is a new humiliation

>>34897174
Feeling like a slave in a world that couldn't give two shits about me. Nothing worth fighting for, nobody to care for, I don't have a job or the desire to get one. I don't even bother meeting people IRL, I just talk to random anons online these days. Money is fake, most jobs are fake, careers are fake and mostly based on time you spend being obedient rather than skill, you can't change identities and once you get into debt you can never, ever escape. How can you go on if you know all this? Since COVID I've had this feeling like I am trapped inside of a prison anywhere I go, outside or inside. There's cameras everywhere (I mean everybody has one in their pocket), every bank or card transaction is tracked, every web search, just about everything you do is saved on a database somewhere and it's going to get much, much worse. You can't even do stuff like talk about suicide anymore because it's practically illegal due to law around psych wards in my cunt.

I've poisoned myself by reading a bit too much of Ted Kaczynski and dystopian sci-fi to ignore what I believe is where we are all heading as a society--eternally controlled bugmen inside of a self-healing, self-propagating system with no way of escaping. And where could you even escape to, Mars? Maybe you could go ahead and live in the rainforests ("illegally"), but it's hopeless to do so alone, and once you start bringing people in and forming an alternate society that's when unwanted attention starts regardless, pointless to even think about things like these.

Anyway, I might be developing schizophrenia (at 28). From my perspective it's just resistance to an evil system but alas, I guess that's how genuine schizophrenics think anyway. Starting antidepressants this week though, we'll see if it helps me cope. For some horrifically cursed reason, I can't just simply be content with living a "normal" life like 95% of other people seem to be.

Thank you for coming to my TED talk.

>>34900384
>My sister has 2 kids and she smoked during her pregnancies (not everyday, very little actually) and her kids are wonderful
Oh, just keep smoking then. Don't even think about it.

>>34897963
Not that fat, heaviest was 270lbs at 5'10, but it was still enough to leave me flabby. Not hanging skin flabby, but still flabby.

>>34900483
That's whats getting me in the pickle. There's not a lot of actual scientific studies on this, obviously. So it's either totally fine or it's an evil plant. Just seems like if you asked the baby they would say no, I dont want THC in my developing neurological system.

Ive actually been doing ok without so far - I started a load of laundry, the robot is mopping, and I pulled out halloween decorations to stay busy. Fuck those dishes!

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>>34897174
I hate my autistic nephew.

Every damn time he comes over to my house he opts to mess up rooms and stuff cause his mother(Single black Mom for context) can’t say no.

His dad(White and my brother) is out of the picture due to war PTSD and no one knows where he is. Family forces me to watch the little shite but he had NO substance.

It’s consistent watching the same brainrot videos and only wanting pizza every time he comes over. If he hears ‘no’ then he spaz’s out and attacks.

Mind you finally he’s in 5th grade, yet reads only kindergarten books cause his brain is wonky.

Each day I am upset that I am farther behind than most people in life. I have yet to have seen one thing I am good at that no one has prevailed at more than me. Maybe God is trying to get me to understand humility or he is too afraid I'd idolize myself if I had those things.

>>34900766
Yeah well ae usual, those who hate kids the most get kids the most.

>>34900825
To be fair, it wouldn’t be so bad if his mom would be a damn parent ACTUALLY do some stuff for him

>>34900497
Is there a surgery for it?

>>34900766
If he's so young why don't you try to mentor him? Take away the phone and take him to the park or some shit? You're part of the problem. What's the point of having family at all?

>>34901005
>You're part of the problem. What's the point of having family at all?

I have better things to do on off days from work then watch an 8 year old retard who mom can’t control him desu.

I’d mentor him if he was a lot smarter and less spergy….or at least able to clean up after himself

>>34901301
To add to this, this retard REALLY does not understand older cartoons or even what sports are. Even when someone is explaining stuff to him.

He can’t pay attention for more then 10 seconds and he CONSTANTLY asks the same questions over and over again.

>>34900255
>I’m middle eastern
What country?
>Keep it wrapped
Condoms are a joke.
I know so many people who used them and still ended up with kids.
I honestly want to slap idiots who bought into the condom lie.

>>34897321
You say the world is awful
How much of it have you seen?
Is it possible you are in a particularly bad place?
Is it also possible that you don’t believe this because when you express it, people around you gaslight you & don’t let you believe it?

>>34897508
As a late in life virgin, best thing I did was start fucking whores. Wish I’d done it years earlier.
My advice on the topic is do what you want to do & ignore the noise.

>>34897948
The one problem on that list we can help solve is self esteem.
Whether or not you’re ’good enough’ is not well correlated to whether you can get a job. There are some truly retarded individuals at my job cashing checks.

One guy, and I’m not making this up it’s a 3rd hand story, struggled to take the area of a rectangle

>>34899728
I hope you find people like yourself

>>34897174
i'm stuck because i don't wanna be saved (i hate my subhuman crippling anxiety and a fixable face defect) plus the world is so shit and boring it's not worth an effort

>>34897174
I want to be objectified by women.

>>34897174
im tired of people "listening" and pretend they care or even pretend take me serious. We need people who take action

>>34899609
dont you compare working with those nasty disease spreading whires.
having a job is NOTHING like prostitution.
prostitution is sex. not work

>>34902826
Just go be a prostitute then

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I really wish I had a friend
Recently my best friend (only friend) distance herself from me
And I understand since I know it was more of a one-sided friendship from the start
I started talking to her because she was dating my sister and then suddenly 5 years pass by
We were close but at the end of the day she's my sister's best friend
If my family didn't treat me like shit I wouldn't care about having no friends
Being alone isn't an actual issue for me but rather
Its knowing I'll never have a best friend again that sucks
Nobody has ever cared for me as much as much as I cared for them
And I am painfully aware that I made the mistake of choosing the wrong people to get close, I am a dumbass
Last 5 years I've wasted, I wanna make up those years seriously!
It would be nice if I had a friend who had no connections to my sister and someone I could call my bro
Even if we could only talk once a month! I'd love to talk about anything!
Whether it be stupid shit or encouraging each other to be our best selves, I'd be so down! I know this is easy to say,but I truly want to make a new friend soon
Okay genie, I wish for a bro who's chill and likes harem anime and manga!

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>>34897174
Lack of a big breasted wife who cares for me until the end. If not that, at least a long-term male friend who I fully relate to and we help each other out.

>>34897321
Man i wish i would die

>>34897174
I'm a grower with an average erect penis so I don't make bulges, it's quite embarrassing sometimes

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>>34897174
I wish I could lanzamax but I live in gay Australia...

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>>34901392
Life is inherently an awful state of affairs and there is absolutely nothing good about it. If I could drop the nuke I would for sure. The function of organisms to reproduce themselves endlessly is completely senseless. It's even worse being alive as a human than as any other creature because we have ideas of sentience, introspection, and identity. None of these things improve our existence in any way, in fact they make it worse. To be alive means you inherently buy into a value system of survival and reproduction good and anything prohibiting that is bad. Having ideas of value means that you will always be unhappy. Even the most spoiled emperor in history has at some point felt unhappy. If that doesn't tell you about life then I don't know what will. It would be better for everybody if life and consciousness stopped existing. I hate plants too. Anything living has to go.

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>>34900473
If you live in America shoot people

no one listens to me or understands me
everyone makes decisions for me and convinces me it’s for my benefit and I should be grateful; I’m never asked what it is I actually want
no friends, don’t really seek out relationships but got burned/screwed over by the few I did have
family has conflicting values and recently came to the realization that they don’t have my best interests at heart either and employ the same manipulation tactics and toxic traits I observed in others
unironically live in basement, work 50-60 hours a week, no time to appreciate any of my possessions anyway
most of my money goes to paying off student debt
depressed and lazy af
nothing ever happens but at the same time, some bullshit always happens everytime I try to pull myself out of my rut or make a positive change in my life
talked to a really cute new hire at dead end fast food job, was supposed to go into orientation but said job wasn’t for her and walked out, dad was probably forcing her to get a job
today I asked out coworker who was into me a year ago but I turned down because depression, got rejected
blading and receding at 24, physical strength is starting to go too
constant brainfog and forgetting shit
too stupid to get real job, not strong enough to get warehouse job

>>34897174
I have no ambition, I don't like doing things, the only time I'm really happy is when I'm alone in my room playing video games or reading about interesting stuff online. I hate doing anything else, but I have to do other things if I want to live.

>>34897174
I recently found out that a friend of mine has been constantly talking shit about me behind my back to other people. In the past few months I've been listening to her venting about her life and stuff when I can without complaining but behind me she's been telling people I look down on her and I wouldn't understand shit because I had it easy with my life. Kinda sucks because I wish nothing but good for her.
GG go next I guess.

>>34905804
>family has conflicting values and recently came to the realization that they don’t have my best interests at heart either and employ the same manipulation tactics and toxic traits I observed in others
same, most crushing feeling ever

I keep getting nightmares every day and can't sleep well. My OCD is affecting my daily life even more these days, and it's kind of causing the former.

That, and I want to find a job soon. But in NY, I'm still not going to get hired around here, even with job experience.

>>34905804
>depressed and lazy af
>physical strength is starting to go too
testosterone

>>34906304
>My OCD is affecting my daily life even more these days
What does it look like?

My apartment is a mess. I have things piling up and all I have to do is make listings on ebay but I can never find enough energy to get through it. Now I have a shelf of pokemon cards I'm supposed to get rid of

>>34897174
My asshole itches really bad right now. But I cant itch it or else it'll just itch more later

>>34909982
Same I have so much /k/ shit it need to get rid of

My gf lost her job and totaled her car and I can’t carry the financial burden. Then they raised our rent. We are both probably going to have to move back to our parents. I’m over it at this point. I graduated college, been working in my field and it’s just not working out. Everybody I work with 60+ has a house, family, everything. I guess the gettin was gooder 20 years ago. Fuck the world

>>34909996
try sitz bath and wipe better

R*f*rm*t because our system thinks your post is spam

>>34897321
It can be both awful and both great, depends. It might not last forever but it can for some duration beyond your death (passing onto family or somebody, inventing something that changes the world or a smaller subset, changing rules, etc)

>>34897501
You can't miss out on that, because the present moment always has a non-zero chance you'll bump into one. Although that is far too vague. You missed out on the Normie pipeline of relationship-having then kids-having? What? Relationship-having is always on the table but yeah kids-having has a real expiry date

>>34897508
>i wish i socialized more from a young age, fuck

And if you stay like this, then at some point in the future, you'll also wish you socialised more when you were 26. So start now.

>>34897614
Fix ur health obviously. Ask AI + go to doc

>>34897647
Both straightforward to fix and you know it anyway

R*f*rm*t pt. ii

>>34897943
>US government let hundreds of millions of crimes be committed against me, from people temporarily blinding me to rape

Firstly, are those even crimes?
Secondly, do you have any evidence that those crimes happened to you?
Thirdly, maybe talk to a lawyer or something.
Fourthly, you may be having delusions. Clarify, to yourself, what actually happened or is happening to you.

>>34897948
>Never had a gf
So get one
>Cosmetic imperfections
Too bad, we all have those, find somebody who'll take you in anyway
>Job
So get a not-programming job

>>34897955
Instead of trying to bond with males who are trying to bond with females, try bonding with females who might bond with you.

>>34897957
Just tell her exactly that.

>>34897990
Why even wife someone if no kids
How much did she spent

R*f*rm*t pt. iii

>>34898237
She's just as much of a loser as her bf and you probably have rose tinted glasses for her because you think she's an easy steal. Go on, tell her to break up with her bf and become your gf. Then move on to someone else and stop interfering with their relationship if it's a no.

>>34899404
>>34899721

Humanity is as good as dead. at least 90% of the population is going to die off by the end of the century and we are just letting this AI surveillance shit get built up that will prevent us from doing anything to shape our society differently.

I live with my parents in the middle of bumfuck nowhere, neeting.
Now, I want to try to start my life, but I have no car. And I need a car to go anywhere down here. My parents know this, because they gave cars to my elder siblings.
My mom has promised to give me her old car,one that sits in our driveway and just needs a new windshield and to pay up tags.
years ago, I had made a little bit of money in crypto and I was going to pull it all out to fix my car. My mom convinced me not to because "I'll take care of that, you made money you should enjoy your own money." I thought that was really nice.
However, its been years, and that car has still not been fixed. And I know she makes enough money to do it, because she just got new windows put in on our house. Not because they were necessary, she just wanted new windows.
And these windows cost like double the amount of money it would take to get the car fixed.
I don't want to be ungrateful, but this feels so unfair and frustrating to me.

There are too many cameras everywhere and it makes me never want to leave the house. I can't even go for a walk without being picked up by a few hundred cameras anymore. There's no reason for any of this shit and it pisses me off how people just bent over and accepted this filth.
The older I get, the more it feels like I was never meant for this world. I've gained like 20 pounds in the past year and I think it just boils down to me having given up. I genuinely don't think happiness is possible for me due to how the world is, so why bother trying to be healthy?

R*f*rm*t

>>34899432
Move somewhere with jobs n easier to live

>>34899512
Pretty sure ur >>34899508
First thing to realise is that no, your life is not good. It's subpar. It's mediocre. Stop doing things for other people. Be more selective with who you choose to do things for, and if the juice ain't worth the squeeze, if there's no return on investment, cut your losses and find other people that will actually appreciate n return the gestures that you do.

>>34899534
Yeah OP you said you were gonna listen but like, are you really ????

>>34899609
>can i become financially allowed without being disabled on my own
????
Can you become
Financially "allowed" (allowed to do what? Make your own income?)
Without being disabled
"On your own"?

So let's get this straight, are you allowed to make your own income WITHOUT being disabled?

Yes, you are, by law, allowed to make your own income whether you are able-bodied or disabled. ????

If it's a question of ability, well, if you do not possess the ability to make your own income, well then you're gonna have to depend and leech off of someone else, whether that be taxpayers, your family, charities, or whoever else is willing to do it.

Having a job and being on drugs are not related. Unless you want to get fired for showing up with obvious signs of being drugged up. Having a job is not like becoming a prostitute unless your job is being a prostitute.

Well that was hard to decipher

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>>34899623
So get one so get one so get one or some
Move or get non-career job
Unfat yourself
Get healthy
Do shit
Get sleepy from doing shit
Weaponize autism to get what you want

>>34899640
>all I want at this point is peace and quiet and to be 100% safe and fed until I inevitably die.

Then just do that it's not hard to achieve in the modern world

>>34899700
Yeah you'd be happier coz you'd be dead by 5 from the billion unsanitary diseases floating around with no treatments available, can't be unhappy if you're dead

>>34899705
Shitty mainstream pop songs sure but that's certainly not nearly "all" songs out there

R*f*rm*t

>>34899728
What dark shit do that be

>>34899775
(You)

Um, wanting a family and not having sex might stop a man from using you for one night?

How can an existence spring out of birth control manipulation, did your dad get spermjacked or sthn

>>34900059
Stop the "falling in love" faggot business are you 14 or something

>>34900061
Good

>>34900255
>for a green card

Then just do that? It's not hard, plenty of losers desperate in first world countries passport bro-ing. I'm sure you'd find billions online or even on this site or even in this thread willing to offer it for a crumb of pussy

>how safe it is to post anything

There's an entire fucking board dedicated to posting oneself on this site >>>/soc/

You're not that fucking incredibly interesting for people to start targetting you, get over yourself

Sounds like your parents are shitty but that doesn't mean everyone else on the planet is shitty like them

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>>34900371
Keep going but also meet new people and friends.

>>34900384
>I know I need to quit, I want to quit

So fucking quit you retard. Maybe do one celebration smoke after the pregnancy is done and that's it. Don't pass your substance dependence down to your kids.

>>34900404
It'll run out eventually

>>34900473
If money's fake how tf do you afford food to feed yourself? Sounds like your life is too comfortable.

>>34900766
Go find your brother? TF? And be a parental figure for that kid or go find one for him? Don't you give any shit about your nephew? Or go get him disability supports if his brain is really that impaired.

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>>34900816
Why do you need to be better than other people at XYZ? Seems completely arbitrary. You either want X and you get it or you don't. Other people being better at Y or Z shouldn't really have any functional impact on you. Like some grandmaster chess wiz kid can be better at me at chess, why am I suppose to care?

>>34902797
Don't wanna be saved from what?
Anxiety for what?
If you hate your fixable face defect so much, why dom't you fix it?
And then same as first poster, the world can be awful or great, depending. Please refrain from cliche over-generalizations about the world...

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>>34902802
You want to be sexually desired by women or you wanted to be sexually desired by women and only used for sex and nothing else?

>>34902821
So take action

>>34902970
Why were you best friends with a lesbian, don't trust lesbians. Plenty of people out there who could fit the role of "your friend". Go and find them.

>>34903615
There are plenty of big breasted people out there, but how many people out there would care for you until the end? Given the second is probably already an exceedingly small number, you might not want to put further restrictions filters criteria that would drive an already low probability down to a zero. Again with the male friend but in reverse, no human should be a full match but helpful humans that would give you a hand are aplenty.

>>34903635
Make bulges for what?

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>>34903916
Well you could always just stab, they are mostly tiny and wouldn't be able to put much resistance against you whom I presume to be a full sized adult

>>34903957
>It's even worse being alive as a human than as any other creature because we have ideas of sentience, introspection

Iunno man I think getting mauled in the wild or starving to death or dying of an infection is probably worse than living in relative modern comfort and safety in which human sentience and introspection was probably necessary in the constructing of. Maybe be a little more grateful?

>>34905804
>I’m never asked what it is I actually want
Don't wait to be asked next time. Let it be known without having to be asked first for it.

>don’t really seek out relationships
Your fault then

Stop falling for random cunts at work and go meet new people and prospects everywhere else

>>34905827
You like playing video games and reading about "interesting" stuff online. Well all that stuff is influenced by something in real life. Somewhere along that influence chain you'll probably find other shit you like that ends up not being just video games or reading shit online.

>>34905923
Well do you look down on her? Did you have it easy with your life? Does this affect your ability to understand shit? You could clear this shit up with her, or just drop her and move on. Doesn't sound like you were getting anything out of that friendship anyway.

>>34906304
Move maybe

>>34909982
Where'd all ya energy go into instead?

>>34909996
Wash your asshole maybe

>>34910438
Well they are 60+ that's a bunch of time to accumulate those things. Sounds like now you can save money you'd otherwise flush down the toilet on rent and start accumulating yourself.

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>>34910630
Die from what? What were we meant to do to shape society differently, before the AI surveillance shit prevented us from doing it?

>>34910695
Just bring it up? Is it really so unfair if the reason was she just accidentally forgot about it?

>>34910847
Sure you're being picked up by cameras but you just as easily get dropped because nobody's gonna bother keeping footage of you

Man did I just reply to every post on a GIOYC thread

>>34901392
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Enough to know that they way things are going, it won't be around here for much longer
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No. I have good days and bad days, but I am concerned for the future based on the shit I'm seeing today nobody else can bother to change
>
If people tried to gaslight me, I just point to the evidence. My views are also pretty popular with the people I speak to, or if not then I just tap the sign and walk away cause you ain't gonna tell me the skys not falling.

I'm disappointed in us, maybe we deserve what's coming