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>>940814431
I got fucked by a black man when I was in high school

>>940814431
I will start
>Be me, 19 yo who had just ended my first relationship
>Curious and registered on a hook up site with the intention to meet bi couples or TS
>It is a site where anyone can message anyone and my inbox started flooding over with messages from older men
>Ignored the most of the messages but was a bit excited over the attention
>Uploaded some more pictures of my naked think body
>Mailbox explodes
>Gets a message from an older man in his 60s
>Clean cut, big dick and friendly but firmly approach
>We chat back and forth
>He compliments my think bubble butt
>He gets super excited about the fact that I did not have any previous experience of taking dick
>He tells me he wants to show me the wonders of sex between men
>I hesitate but do not reject him totally
>One friday night after a couple of drinks do I log in to the site
>He is online and convinced me to meet
>Fuck it, Im horny af and a bit tipsy
>He says that he can pick me up by a bus stop close to the fancy part of the town
>Agrees
>Gets to the bus stop and he is waiting in his car, inviting me in

>Post pictures of myself crossdressing on /b/
>Guy asks for my discord
>We chat for 2 weeks
>We meet up at a hotel and I suck his dick and he fucks me
>We move in together after 2 years of dating
>Shortly after he loses interest in having sex with me
>We still stay together, but he starts hiding his phone, disappearing on "work" trips
>I tolerate it for a few years, but slowly it starts to eat away at me
>We've now been together for 9 years, and I know he's living with a filipino twink 10 years younger than him half the week
>I'm left alone at home, I can't even comfort myself with the luxuries of his high paying career anymore, every week he turns into more and more of a jew and I'm basically living on the bare minimum right now
I have nowhere else to go. I'm a socially retarded NEET who's never worked in his life, I'm in my 30's now and I feel like there's no way out for me but death. I could get a job, get my own place, but why? I'd still be alone, still be miserable, suffering just to go on living for no real reason...

>>940814510
By that black man?

>>940814554
Part 2
>I jump in and he starts the engine
>We start driving in complete silence
>After a minute or so does he says that he is so glad that I showed up and places his hand om my thigh
>Instant erection
>We drive out of the fancy neighborhood and to my disappointment do we drive in on a camping site
>We park next to a caravan and he tells me that this is where we are heading
>He shows me in and directly hand me a thong and tells me to put them on in the caravan bathroom
>I do as I am told and when I come out again is he totally naked
>He is complimenting me and telling me how nice my ass looks on that thong
>He the demand me to get down on my knees
>I obey and he takes a step forward
>His dick is now next to my face
>I understand the assignment and starts taking care of his dick and balls under his instructions

>>940814560
Yes, he got life in prison over killing a pregnant woman. I miss him :(

>>940814559
Me and my boyfriend have been together for 4 years now. We've been through a lot together and he's the best boyfriend. We're planning on getting married soon and have a family. We're going to be a cute little gay couple!

>>940814431
First was getting fucked by a black twink with a 4.5" cock. I had already played with my ass before so his was disappointing. Plus I don't think he liked topping.

Best was sex with a 50-something physician in his office after hours. He gave me my first orgasm from a blow job, then had me lay on the carpet, lifted my legs back over my head and jackhammered my ass. It was great and the rug burns were worth it.

>>940815244
post hole

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i was like 19, im a tall bear type, over 6 feet like 290lbs, was curious and made a grindr account. i had a girlfriend at the time who i had lots of fun with but i never had fun with a guy before. after sifting thru the old gross dudes i get a message from a twinkish guy whos like 7 years my senior. we exchange pics and i invite him over. it was really awkward, i was really awkward. i let him inside and he comes into my room and starts undressing, he tells me to get my dick out so i do. i notice hes wearing a sexy thong that catches his little bulge perfectly, whale tails up his ass n everything. instantly get hard and he starts sucking my cock, after a few minutes he just takes my dick out of his mouth and bends over for me, tells me he wants my dick. me not being on prep at this time i put a condom on and lube up his ass, slowly fingering him loosening him up for my dick. i slide my dick into him and he gives out a feminine moan as i push my dick into him. that noise was all i needed to know that i was very bi sexual. after fucking him for a few minutes he stops me, i thought i had maybe done something wrong. he pulls my cock out of him and proceeds to remove my condom. in hindsight, i def should have stopped him. but in the moment it was so hot, he wanted my seed deep inside of him. i didnt even think twice, once i knew he wanted it raw i started to pound his ass, he moaned even harder begging for me to fill him up. and soon after i came deep deep inside of him. then he just put his clothes on we said goodbye and he left.

then i freaked the fuck out and ordered an overnight hiv test and did it the next day not realizing that was retarded.

didnt get an sti or anything but yea that was my first time with a guy lol

>>940815269
I'll pass thanks.

Both 11 years old, playing truth or dare that progressed to sucking and eventually fucking after a few years

>>940814431
>14 at the time, long time ago
>school holiday (Catholic school so no one else has the day off)
>go to movies with friends
>no one there so we take the whole row and put jackets on seats between us
>I'm on the end
>watching movie and guy walks in
>looks around the nearly empty theatre and sits right next to me
>watching movie and his hand ends up on my leg
>scared, curious, maybe aroused but don't tell him to stop
>after a few minutes he tells me to go to the men's room in a couple of minutes
>gets up and leaves
>few minutes later I follow
>walk into the men's room and he's by a stall and motions me in
>he sits on the toilet, opens my pants and starts blowing me
>despite being nervous, get hard
>takes about 5 minutes but blow my load (such as it is) in his mouth
>he gets up and leaves. I go back to my seat
>went back to the men's room two more times to see if he was there but never saw him again

>>940814431
Drugged and gangraped on my 18th birthday for being a time-waster on CL

17 years old, shooting hoops at a couple of friend's house. Playing horse and the older brother sets up a ridiculously impossible shot over the garage. Loud enough for the neighborhood to hear, I yell "You make that shot and I'll suck your fucking dick." Dude hits it nothing but net. Starts running around going "You heard him! He said he'd suck my dick!" haha, everyone laughs, day moves on.

We get drunk, I spend the night (happens frequently). One friend passes out in his room, the older brother is up sleeping on the couch. I go down to the older brother's room and start checking porn on the computer. I just pull my dick out when the brother walks up behind me and puts his hands on my shoulders. "You owe me a blowjob." I go fucking diamonds.

I get up, turn around and push him back on the bed. I pull out his dick and start blowing. First time, but I was horny as fuck, had seen plenty of porn, and knew what I would like done to me, so I just did that to him. I was deep throating, choking on it, playing with his balls, the whole 9 yards. Dude is in ecstasy. Knowing how conservative the family is, the fact that we live in a small town, and that he's only 18, I know this is his first time, too.

Suddenly, he starts trying to pull my head up away from his cock. I can tell he's probably about to cum and I assume his drunk redneck brain told him "As long as I don't cum in his mouth, it ain't gay!" Well, fuck that.

I grab his hips and go full anaconda. I hold his dick to the back of my throat and suck like I'm trying to start a leaf blower. Dude starts bucking like a bronco and I refuse to let go. It was a mix of his pleasure and still thinking he needs to get my dick out of his mouth. It was so goddamn wild. Dude blows it all down my throat. I get up and he pulls the covers over and rolls over and either pretends to or actually passes out. I went back to his computer and jerked off like a bitch. 20 years later, I still jack off to that moment. Wish I could live it again.

Only ever had one gay experience
>be me 24 just divorced out a young stupid army marriage
>trying to pick up pussy on a Saturday night
>get throughly wasted and started chatting with a Latino dude next to me and we're talking drinking and smoking
>find out he also just broke up with his girl and was looking for the same thing and is messaging girls on his phone
>he is messaging a hoe he knows when I state might be easier to get her to come down if she gets a 3some out of it
>bar goes to close i don't have beer at my place he doesn't have smokes and we are sloshed
>start walking to his place drunk after when I offer to show off my ex wife's tit's because ftb
> go to my dirty album as we are walking give him the phone to look through pictures of my cock are on there and he says damn man that's a pretty looking dick
> i laugh and now I find out he is bisexual
>finally get to his place still talking to the hoe
> we drink beer smoke play video games girl eventually stops responding
> at this point it's like 4 am and I'm tired af
>I'm about to go when he asks me what kind of porn I like i says all types "what should I put on bro"
> i say Megan rain 3some just like we were going to do to the girl
>he puts it on and I'm watching it as he slowly reaches for my dick at first I stop him but fuck I'm horny
>he eventually started jerking me off till I'm hard
>he then pushes me back gets on all 4 perpendicular to me and starts sucking my cock
>it feels fucking good and I see him getting a boner doing this
>sure dude do what you want, he does a great job and I tell him to slow down because im actually liking it
>he does for a little but then I bust a load down his throat feels good man
>get up and go home with no contact info, I moved shortly after

>>940818587
Being horny makes you do crazy things

>>940814431
he pretended to be top after thinking im gay still happens to me not so far all btards are like it (rip)

>first/only
me and my step brother would wait until everyone was sleeping and then we'd just masturbate together, each other and play with each others cum.
never did anything more than making him cum on me with my hand.

we never had sex though he probably would have if i didnt stop visiting (not related to him).

Was at a house party when I was 18, went to the bathroom upstairs (no-one was supposed to go up there, but I knew the host well so I figured it was fine) and walked in on two guys having a private moment. They were very twink-ish, very unclothed, and very smooth - if it wasn’t for the cocks, I would’ve assumed they were chicks just based on how feminine their bodies looked. I’m guessing they meant to lock the door but forgot, because they panicked immediately - even an almost cartoony ‘pop’ sound when twink 1’s cock came out of the other’s mouth. I was tipsy and didn’t really give a fuck, told them to carry on and I just needed a piss.

Twink 1 was definitely more comfortable with the whole ‘exhibition’ thing because he calmed down very quick, and while I pissed he coaxed the other to resume sucking him. It was a little awkward, I was rocking a semi at that point and pissing was a pain, but I finished up and watched them while I washed my hands. The look on twink 1’s face was amazing, like, he was getting the best head in that moment or was just super into being watched. Whether it was the drink in me or just how incredibly horny I was in that moment, I walked over to them and pulled out my cock. I stood next to twink 1 and stroked myself while watching the other work. He looked up at me, saw my cock was out, then glanced at twink 1 as if looking for permission - which he was given with a nod.

Almost hungrily, he took my cock into his throat and sucked like his life depended on it. It took everything in me to not cum down his throat then and there. Twink 1 was slapping his cock against the other’s cheek as he sucked me, calling him a “good slut” and all that good stuff. I told him I was about to cum, so suckled on my tip while twink 1 jerked my shaft - I exploded in his mouth and my legs damn near gave out. When I recovered, I tousled his hair and called him a good boy, put myself away and went back to the party. It was a good night lol.

I was 19 horny as fuck one night decided to post if Craigslist (which still had the connections page) that I was looking to try sucking dick for the first time an old guy messaged instantly and went to his trailer he was kind and took things slow ended up being a regular fuck buddy until I moved away for work when I was 21

>>940819210
You topped?

>>940818346
Tell me more

>>940814431
My first orgy. It was 2009 i rented a beach house for the week, and i knew well before hand what i was planning on doing. I got a shit load of supply's ranging from small condoms to mags and a bunch of lubes and toys. over a 1000$ for of shit. I set out and posted ad's on sites found guys i wanted to hookup with and invited them over for a two day all payed vacation. Food and drink and shelter was provided. I had over 50 guys at one point who said they were gonna be here. I had to sadly pick and narrow it down as 50 guys is too many plus i could not have 50 guys in a house. I got 20 guys who all said they would show up. The day before this was to go down, I prepped my ass and made sure my diet was good. The day came and after 15 of the twenty guys showed up we started things out right. With a few shots and me lining up everyone and going down the line sucking there dicks! Each guy got 5 mins of sucking before moving on to the next hard throbbing dick. It did not take long before things were out of my control and all i could do is lay back and let what was gonna happen happen. The second i felt some one grab me flip me over and push my body in to the back of the couch i knew it was over and i was no longer in control. I then felt the guys fingers removing my dock johnson plug and sticking his fingers in. Then his dick made its way to the hole and all i could do is say please use lube before the dick i been sucking was pushed deeper in my mouth. And for the next 24 hours i fucked , sucked, had loads dumped in me on me, had my dick basically drained through ether hands free anal or being jerked off why being fucked.. It was epic and felt amazing.. I at one point had my own cum used as lube to fuck my ass with both a toy but two dicks raw! It felt amazing, i was riding a high like nothing ever before. The evening we stopped had normal dinner chatted and hung out. The fallowing morning we went at it hard again.

I have this friend who I used to experiment with back in high school but didnt really enjoy it, but through the years i thought about him and dicks so much that i decided to try again, so i looked him up and gave it a shot.

I told him I had bad anxiety with a habit of backing out of anything involving another person and my fantasies were to get cornered and made to suck a dick.
So i show up to this guys shop one night after work, shops closed. I drive around back and get in his truck and he moves us farther back. This guy is easily three times my size, im a tiny nerd and hes a huge farm guy. when he got in the back with me I panicked but he said no youre staying.
He slid his shorts down and told me to touch it. As soon as i held it in my hand i calmed down and got turned on. Before he could command me to taste it i already was bent forward with it in my mouth. I was so turned on and mesmerized all i could do was moan into his dick as he said things like you like that dont you, you like daddys thick dick. He told me to take off my clothes which after a small amount of protest i did.

as i am a grower not a shower i was sitting in the back of this guys truck with one of the biggest erections of my life and his dick in my mouth. after a while of kissing, licking, and deep throating his dick like a pornstar he put my dick in his mouth and i almost instantly came buckets with my legs flopping around the car like fish. then i was a bit less turned on and i sheepishly licked his tip while he jerked himself off.

Fast forward im with the love of my life and he comes to visit once in a while for bisexual three ways. get yourself a swinger gf guys this is the life

>>940814431
I spent a large part of my childhood/tweens as my stepdads sexdoll.

had a few good gay experiences after that but nothing like i did when i was 10-12 (everything before that was less great for me)

>>940814431
There was this super twinky kid that I went to school with. He was super obsessed with me from like 7th grade on for whatever reason. He was harmless, just always present in some capacity. His infatuation really peaked junior year. My family was moving that summer, so I didn't really have much to lose. I took him to prom. It really wasn't anything special. We went out for dinner, went to prom, danced a couple of times, and I dropped him off at his house after. No real intimate activity. I'm not even bi. Just wanted to do something nice before I moved away.

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>>940818346
Now that sounds like a fun birthday... well I mean not really but in a porn scenario

Well, dang it, I was hoping that nobody would ever ask that question, so, um, I blame it on whoever invented floating platform docks, thin nylon bathing trunks and the buddy swimming system, mm-hmm! But I promise you, I never pushed back while being saw bladed while half n the water! Just don't ask about the second time, okay?

>>940819398
Broke up with gf before summer, spent it with blue balls one day I get super horny and go on CL on dudes posting but get turned on reading them. After a while I start contacting ops but never follow through this goes on for a few months. FF to October folks are going away for a few weeks over my busy. Tell myself I'll definitely go through with it this time. Go back on CL find an older guy he tells me to give him my address which I do and immediately regret but it's done, we chat for a bit which helps, get super horny again and tell him a few fantasies, tied up, passed around and fucked senseless. Turns up at 6, I pop a pill we have a smoke and drunk, doesn't take long until his cock is on my mouth, tastes weird but nice, felt even better than I had imagined. Start coming up, tells me pop another high asf and drooling over his cock n balls at this point. He ties my hand behind my back and face fucks me, starts getting rough and telling me I'm going to get what I deserve, I'm high asf so get right into it. I hear something but can't really respond to it next thing I know there's a hand pulling my head back and laughing. There's another 4 guys standing watching I start to freak out but my hands are bound, they stuff a couple more pulls uo my ass and take turns face fucking me, almost hitting hyperspace levels of high. Spent the next few hrs getting railed senseless while they tell I can't do shit as I agreed to it all in email

>>940819398
>>940820734
>>940820861
Sorry I'm shit at greentext. It actually was amazing once the shock and come down wore off. Ended up meeting them a few more times, taken to parties. Must have suck n fucked over 80 different guys

>>940819357
We switched a lot but he preferred top

>>940820861
slut

>>940820362
Aww that’s actually super sweet, bet he was hoping for a little more though

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>>940820920
Now that's fucking hot. If I weren't a massive coward I would love to do that

My first time with a guy was in high school at a party I went to the bathroom to take a piss and this twink guy that I saw checking me out a few time snuck in when I unlocked the door pushed me back against the vanity and began unbuckling my pants I said I’m not gay bro stop and he said he doesn’t care and put my cock in his mouth I immediately started getting hard and decided not to fight it I came in his mouth a few minutes later he kissed me hard on the lips smiled and we went our separate ways pretending not to know eachother at school

>>940821338
>I said I’m not gay bro
sure

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>>940821338
>I immediately started getting hard and decided not to fight it I came in his mouth a few minutes later he kissed me hard on the lips
Sounds pretty gay bro

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>>940821566
Strange my boyfriend had the same responses when I told him this story. Guys I think I might be gay

>>940821011
Can't really disagree

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>>940821619
>boyfriend
Kinda sus

>>940821950
this would fix me

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>>940822171
Vitamin D is good for everybody

>>940822365
Kind of friendship I need

>>940822365
where is your story porn anon

>>940822457
there are lots of nudists around if you're looking for friends

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>>940822485
I've never been one for stories. Just want to do my best to keep this thread alive for other people's stories and keep everyone titillated

>>940814431
>Best, (and also worst) gay experience.
> I was held against my will for more than a day, and brutally skull & ass fucked, I did go there willingly, but didn't sign-up for the pounding I received.
> I'm a crossdresser, totally not passable, but I put the whole outfit on, heels, stockings, usually mini skirts, make-up, wig, lipstick and nails, I used to meet up with guys on Craigslist.
>This time I arranged to meet a black guy at a motel I used a lot, you didn't need to go through reception to get to the room, anyway his description sounded perfect for me dominant, total top, 7 inch cock. 6'1"

First Time
>Get on grindr
>start talking to a guy about how i've never seen or touched another guys cock before
>he lives around the corner from where i work
>he's getting ready to host thanksgiving but tells me to meet him in the lobby of his building
>i head over on my lunch break
>he leads me into a bathroom stall
>I get on my knees and pull his cock out
>9 inch black cock, holy shit
>I just jack him off and massage his balls with the other hand until he shoots his load all over the stall
>I get up and go wash my hands, someone else walks into the bathroom, i head back to work
>Started craving

best time was at a porn theater and it was a group thing, happy to share if theres interest

When I was 14, I was camping in Wisconsin with my family and an older man took me into the woods and jerked off on my face and chest. He preyed on me all week

>>940823173
>it was a group thing
Love hearing about group things

>>940814431
In my teens, hanging out with my best friend, watching films, playing video etc as we normally did. Always been very close with each other. One day we were playing VS on Gears of War, and some joke came up that led to me saying he could suck my dick both laughed and went on as normal for a few minutes.
Then he brings it up. Why don't we say whoever loses the next round does suck a dick. I thought he was joking but he made it very clear he wasn't, It would be a secret no one would ever know. I was up for the bet, I was nervous but agreed. ( MY plan was to win then say I was ok not to do it.)
We played and I lost. I did try and talk my way out of it but he wasn't accepting that I had made a deal.
He sat back on his sofa, got his dick out the 1st time I had ever seen another guy's dick hard IRL.
I closed my eyes and did what I needed to do, just tried to copy stuff I had seen in porn and game him head right there in his games room.

>>940823394
Did it fuck up the friendship or were you able to move past it

>>940822992
stop being coy, post it

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>>940823394
He obviously must have been practicing nonstop once you said that

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>>940814431
First was at 13 in Boy Scouts with older Eagle Scouts. About a year after that I tried anal after getting used to being fingered with lube. I was at a sleepover with the older Eagle Scout and we’re going to practice stuff for scouts. His parents ended up going out so he took me to the bathroom and bent me over the counter and fucked me. It was nerve wracking but one of the best orgasms I’ve ever had

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>>940823818
A gentleman does not kiss and tell. I will however say that my first time was when I was about 8 with my best friend because his family was moving to another city and I wanted to do something special with him before he left

>>940824115
always knew those dudes were fucking each other

>>940824166
you are full of shit

>>940824233
Not all of them but quite a few lol. I was groomed by 2 of them

>>940824377
are you sure you didn't seek it out

>>940824233
As a former boy scout I can assure you not all of them did

>>940823257


>Go to porn theater in sweats and hoodie, wearing lingerie underneath and a chastity cage
>Go to a booth with a curtain and strip down to my lingerie
>Open the curtain just enough to stick my ass out
>Guys start walking by and feeling me up
>I reach back and stroke him through his pants, pull him into the booth with me
>Within 30 seconds I'm pulling him out of his pants and he's fingering me
>Within a minute he's inside me, and is immediately pounding me from behind, my face is against the wall
>Someone else walks by and tried to open the curtain to watch
>Guy fucking me closes it
>I tell him I want it open and he's cool but that
>I get an audience while I'm moaning like a bitch in heat, face still against wall
>He slips out and I lead him out of the booth to the couch in the middle of the room
>I get on my back, legs spread and he starts pumping into me again
>Now the other guys are running their hands over me, pulling on my cage
>He pulls out and finishes on me, next guy slides right in
>I go through 5 guys total, each taking their turns while the other ones grope me, some flip me over to hit it from behind
>Covered in cum
>Other guy lines up but my hole is sore and I need to get home
>Throw my clothes on without wiping down, my car and I smell like cum the rest of the day

>16 at the time
>friend's twin brother was gay (around the same age, I think they may have been 17)
>noticed he would constantly "accidentally" find a way to be naked or as close to naked as possible when I was near
>his family had a big pool so we'd constantly be shirtless with nothing but swim wear
>come over one day, my friend is not home yet because of baseball practice
>the brother says we can start swimming while we wait
>he's wearing some super tight swim wear, like the thong thing olympians wear
>I'm in normal swim trunks
>can't help but notice he's in really good shape
>notice his ass is like oddly plump for a guy
>maybe it's the way the swimwear he had on was cupping his ass cheeks
>can't help but stare
>he catches me
>"anon if I didn't know any better, I'd say you were checking me out"
>laughs at me and strikes a mini pose that shows off his ass some more
>unconsciously rub my hardening cock through my shorts
>catch myself as I do it. He saw me do it
>immediately want to die of shame and embarrassment
>"oh c'mon don't feel bad,I was fucking around"
>We get quiet and drift around the pool for a few minutes
>he mentions there's nothing wrong with checking out guys and that if I want, we can do some stuff to test if I'm actually gay or at least bi
>finally look up at him with a "huh?"
>he's looking me directly in the face when he says "I can suck your dick if you want, we stop any time you don't like it or feel uncomfortable"
>fast forward to me sitting on the edge of the pool with my back to the door leading to he house in case my friend got home
>have him between my legs sucking and slurping away
>Looking down I have the sight of essentially a clone of my best friend sucking the head of my cock like a paid whore while massaging my balls
>he's looking up at and occasionally humming on the tip of my dick
>end up filling his mouth with my cum. He swallows every drop, licks his fingers clean and thanks me
>We continue this for the rest of summer

>>940824530
No because he was the one who initiated it. We were overnight camping and my zipper broke on my sleeping bag and the Eagle Scout had a 2 person one and told me we should share for body heat. Ended up jerking me for the first time

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>>940825162
Well if it's for body heat then I can understand

When I was in 4th grade I went over to a classmates house the lived near me. His house was huge and his parents kept to themselves so we weren't really supervised. We ended up playing truth or dare and he turned it sexual pretty much instantly. It started off with just basic flashing, fondling etc., but he ended up sucking my dick and pressured me to suck his too. Ended up turning into way more but that was my first experience.

>>940814559
Idk. Kind of similar story i gelt compelled to share after reading yours
>demisexual
>get married out of college to Gf
>gf now wife changes a lot in thr following years
>try desperately to stay in love her
>eventually divorce
>30 years old and alone
>genuinely struggle for years because my attraction is based on connectivity
>hard to gey close to anyone as a middle aged man
>stop trying entirely fuck it ill just do me
>now 35 not the cute little shit i was in high-school or college
>oh well
>at friends house party really just a cookout in backyard
>his work friends shows up
>one guy in particular spends most of the party trying to get to know me
>awkward but friendly
>give him my number casually no thought behind it
>starts slow but soon texts me regularly
>think we're friends he's nice enough
>about 6 months in asks for a date
>genuinely taken aback
>ask why as knee jerk reaction
>"just because i like you. Youre cute and funny. I like being around you"
>remind him im not gay
>reminds me im not straight
>technically true but comes with caveats
>after a day or two thinking it over figure whats their to lose? If i dont feel anything than its just hanging out
>try my hardest to get in the mindset fir romance
>assume because he's more masculine he likes the softness of me
>follow several guides on how to appear soft as a man
>get hair styled. Build an outfit. Use hair products i hadnt touched in years maybe a decade
>forgot how nice it is to be smooth
>feel stupid literally minutes after because i become self conscious over the fact ive not had to shave or anything for years (besides my face)
>when we meet the next day at the theatre he jokes he didnt recognize me
>know its meant to be a compliment feels likeches saying "youre too old to be dressed cute"
>watch isle of dogs
>feel him find my hand in the dark
>makes my heart pound
>my reaction scares me because obviously my mind is telling me "you like him" and i hadnt mentally prepared

>>940825832
It soon became about pleasure and since we lived close, we hung out and did a lot more. Eventually it became more about him and less about me tho.

>>940826376
>spend the rest of the movie hyper focused on everything he does
>when he sips a doda he immediately offers it to me next
>when he goes to get more popcorn 9ffers to buy me a candy or ice cream
>while he's gone tell myself he's being nice its just a joke someone put him up to it
>things that dont even make sense
>when he comes back he immediately looks for my hand again
>im awkward the whole rest of the movie just quiet
>aftet though he walks me to my car. Didnt ask
>fumble at door. Not sure what to do in the sense of not sure how to end a date i didnt initiate
>tells me i was real quiet
>say i was nervous
>i make you nervous?
>i clam up because i genuinely dont know what to say
>can i kiss you?
>i get nauseous and hot immediately
>i had never felt sweat form under my armpits so fucking fast
>let him kiss me
>expect a peck. Maybe even a cheek kiss
>holds my waist and leans in
>back against door shaking no choice but to take it
>when he pulls away realize i hasnt been just been acceoting the kiss i was meeting it
>he comments a nice first date and kiss
>feel stupid. Hard to explain why. Just felt guilty
>i awkwardly agree andcget in my car he waves bye and walks to his car
I won't bore you guys with the other dates or me slowly coming to terms with being the sub. Really the point was just when i though id spend the rest of my life alone. Someone found me that saw something worth nurturing. Just be open to love in unexpected places. Dont shut yourself in because it all feels pointless

>>940826615
>Eventually it became more about him and less about me tho.
Shame

>>940826873
This is so adorable

I've never had any romantic or sexual interest in men—my mind doesn't naturally go there the way it does with women.

A few years ago, I was visiting NYC alone and found myself sitting on a bench in Times Square, overwhelmed by loneliness and not knowing where to go to shake it off. I needed an ego boost, so I ended up at Stonewall for drinks, partly out of fascination with its history and also to be around people.

While I was there, I got hit on pretty aggressively until a more laid-back guy invited me over, probably because I looked like a lost puppy. We talked, he flirted, and to my surprise, I actually enjoyed the attention.

As the night wound down, he invited me back to his place so I wouldn't have to make the long trip to my Airbnb in Brooklyn. We kept talking about life, and before long I was on his couch in just my briefs, heart pounding. He teased my bulge through the fabric with his mouth until I had to decide whether to let him take them off. Although I had a rough idea of what would happen, I eventually ended up naked, my briefs put to the side, exploring things I never expected.

There were flashes where I thought, This isn't for me, but walking out suddenly felt more awkward than staying in the moment. I would just lie there or be put in a position, waiting for the next act to begin, which didn't feel natural. But the idea of stopping things and awkwardly leaving in the middle of the night seemed completely foreign to me.

>>940814554
>60 y/o man
You made me more homophopic. Disgusting ngl

>>940827175
gay

>>940814755
Lol typical

> Spend my teen years anxiously never asking out any guys despite wanting them so badly
> Hide being gay
> At 16 a classmate comes out as gay in front of the class
> Nowornever.png
> Walk up next to him and say "Me too. I am bi though..."
> Girls go wild and tell us that we should date
> He says in a joking tone "haha we should"
> After school he waits for me at the gate
> Gives me his #
> He was not joking
> Spend a year being boyfriends
> Multiple sleepovers but the sex just isn't happening. He chickens out every time we take shirts off and leave it at kissing
> Desperate to lose my virginity before I turn 17 (idk why that was so important to me but it just got into head at the time)
> Pin him down on his bed a week before his 17th birthday (mine was 6 weeks after his)
> Pull down his pants and underwear in one motion
> See his fully erect cock
> It is small. Very small. Just barely enough for a penetration but nothing more than that.
> "Anon sorry but this is all I have. This is why I chickened out"
> Love him so much that I don't fucking care at all
> Slather my drool on his cute minidick
> He cums fast
> Make him face forward
> Put condom on
> Try to put dick in
> Doesn't go in no matter how hard I push
> ???
> Didn't know of lube, had to Google it
> Read that vaseline is a good alternative
> Slather dick with vaseline
> Slide in like butter
> Heaven on earth
> Don't last lost either
And that's the very same repetitive sex we had for months. I would suck him until he cums, then he'd suck me, put vaseline on my dick and we would fuck doggy. No chaging styles. No other actions. It took until 2 months before his 18th birthday for him to top me and we both decided to return to the old routine and only switch up once a month. Despite it sounding boring, that's been my sex life for 4 years. We recently started doing a bit more things like missionary and stuff but honestly the old routine just works best for us. At least we're happy so that's all that counts.

>>940827377
i've been lucky enough to have a lot of good experiences.

my first was when i was in middle school. i was in a school band with a guy who was in the chorus. we were in a group of three guys, and we were the only guys in the chorus

>>940824115
>I was at a sleepover with the older Eagle Scout and we’re going to practice stuff for scouts. ... he took me to the bathroom and bent me over the counter and fucked me.

That sounds like the Boy Scouts to me.

>>940830064
We hung out numerous times before anything happened and he showed me a lot of the typical stuff like archery, first aid, cooking blah blah

>>940814431
Sucked a friend off when we were 13-14 when camping

seems like boy scouts and camping are gateways to homosexuality

>>940814431
First time kissing or getting more intimate?

>>940830469
Definitely makes it easier to get close to impressionable boys like myself. Little did I know I was going to become a fleshlight for some of them. They should have given me a badge for being their toy and wearing girl scout clothes

>>940830763
both

>>940830838
slut

>>940831007
Felt good

>>940830820
Got to talking with a guy at the bar and it was mentioned that I'm queer and he's gay. Two minutes later we're under the deck making out and feeling each other up.
A few months later I got to know a friend's (legal) son. He eventually started texting me and dropping hints. After one event we both volunteered for we jerked each other off in his car. Sometimes he'd send photos of his dick and butt.

>>940831045
how many times have you 'tried' sucking cock

>>940831070
>A few months later I got to know a friend's (legal) son
yikes

>>940831204
Just that time. I get on grindr sometimes but never find someone in time before I cum and am over it

>>940831241
gotta pump those numbers up bro

>>940831310
Lemme see your dick

>>940827055
I just got off work.
Your comment made me fuzzy I'll post another story
>been dating like a month
>not really titled anything about us
>cuddle a lot sleep together kiss A LOT
>I thrive off of affection and he loves it and its really really nice to have my need to be close desired
>but we haven't had sex yet
>cuddling on his couch
>im leaned into him while he's rubbing my legs
>its nice but making me nervous because his hand keeps moving higher
>afraid but dont want to tell him to stop
>let him cup me and massage my balls growing erect in his grasp
>he is nipping my ear and neck
>admit im scared. The most ive ever done with guy is oral.
>asks if he should be jealous against my neck
>makes me embarrassed dont know what to do
>asks if he should stop
>no
>continues runs his thump over my tip as he squeezes my length
>feels good makes me want to kiss more
>we're practically laying down now
>can feel he's hard its pressed into my side
>exciting. Massage him back
>he hums against me murmuring finally
>feel good he wanted to be touched by me
>grind and stroke eachother through shorts and pants
>eventually pulls his pants down more to expose himself
>first time seeing his dick. He's bigger.
>felt bigger. Looks bigger
>touch him bare
>he says my hands are soft
>heart pounds. We hadn't titled ourselves but i think "im giving my boyfriend a handjob"
>im so fucking hard
>he comments i seem excited
>yeah i am
>he tells me it makes him happy he was nervous being so forward. Didnt want to push me
>heart flutters
>squirm away getting lower
>at first he looks displeased but immediately understands what happening
>face to face with his cock
>smells like soap and sweat a few errant hairs
>dont bother me
>press him against my tongue
>long lick to his head
>kiss his tip
>he seems to really like that
>give the rest of his length a kiss. Down to the base and up again
>his hand is gripping his thigh the other the cushions
>let him know he can touch me

>>940831229
She's middle aged. I'm a young man.

>>940830769
Were you ’fleshlighted’ in a group setting?

Did they take care of you? What I mean is if you got to cum also

>>940831767
Sorry for my autistic brain trying to do a funny, but shouldn't the past tense be fleshlit?

>>940831911
I think you’re right. I first thought to go with the word ‘fucked’ but then changed it to be more on the point.

>>940831475
>hand threads my hair as i take him into my mouth
>he's big. I cant take as much as i imagined
>appologize a few times during if im toothy its been a long time
>says im perfect
>know hes lying but its a good lie
>asks me to bite softly
>confused. What?
>he appologizes. He knows its an odd request but he likes the mild pain
>uh ok
>next time im down i bite around his girth
>i try as gingerly as possible
>he hisses and arches feel him grow more solid against my teeth
>wtf?!
>pull back laughing a bit. Not loudly. Just huffs
>asks if hes weird
>no not weird do you want kisses too still?
>he nods with a soft yeah
>go back to giving oral
>can only fit about half
>start feeling confident
>holding him firm against my lips when i kiss him
>gently gliding my teeth down his length
>stroke him and kiss his tip as i breathe or rest my jaw
>lean into his touch as he strokes my face whenever i rest.
>kiss his palm and fingers
>feel very very comfortable
>not to be cringe but feel happy
>can feel his crown flare in my mouth he says my name strangled
>know whats coming
>grind my tongue under his head and i stroke his base
>give a groaning "fuck" as he begins to cum
>imagined id swallow it
>lol no
>nearly choke
>pull off
>cums on my face mostly nose and cheek as i cough
>he appologizes he should have said something
>tell him its fine after i recovered
>lay in his lap stroking him lazily and infatuated
>he strokes my hair and cheek in disbelief
Just so you guys know i wasn't left hanging. He sucked me off like 5 mins after. But sucking dick lives far more vividly in my memory

>>940830469
Yep, it’s a right of passage for a young man to struggle to wipe the Crisco and old man cum out of his ass crack while squatting in the woods. That bullshit biodegradable toilet paper is inadequate at best

>>940832311
sounds like you're speaking from personal experience. hope you got the crisco out

>>940814431
First: fooling around with a cousin when we were young
Best: threesome with two middle-aged guys

>>940832636
Ended up using my socks

>>940814431
First/best experience was with a good friend of mine and his twink bf. I visited them for about a week two summers ago as he works on the other side of the country. While there they invited me to join them in a threesome. Was hot, got to suck dick, get sucked, rimmed, and fucked his twink bf

>>940831767
The biggest group session was three. Sometimes id get sucked off before. But id usually cum hands free from anal anyway regardless. Was usually a “here put this girl scout uniform on and go wait in the bedroom” situation. Sometimes it was one at a time and other times it was multiple. luckily there was a big bottle of astroglide and many towels.

>>940832661
Ugh. I hate sharing. God i love close intimate lovemaking.
Kissing nuzzling having your legs pushed back and spread
Im love sick now. I want him to come home. Im gonna go shower and get ready. We're having sex as soon as he's home

>>940832795
getting fucked then a life lesson, what more could a young boy need

>>940832951
>having your legs pushed back and spread
this is my fave, always makes me horny

>>940814431
Once or twice a week after my late night shifts I'll drive by the street where some homeless guys and junkies hang out and get my dick sucked. They usually give top-tier head

>>940831911
Yes i was definitely fleshlit

>>940814431
> Be me
> Just turned legal age in my country
> Instantly jump on a gay sex dating site
> Meet up with a guy more than twice my age and like ~40cm taller than me
> Meet up at his place after school under the cover of visiting a friend
> Get fucked vigorously
> Get nutted in
> Meet up with guy on a weekly basis
> Low key worry for like ~3 years if I had something despite showing zero symptoms
> Get tested all good

>>940832940
Would you have liked to top sometimes? How many loads they ended up giving you on average?

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3

>>940833305
The sessions with 3 of them usually ended up with a couple of them cumming twice. Sometimes id have to top ride while sucking as well sometimes. But they always came in my ass while doing doggy standing. Id walk home sometimes afterwards because I lived close and id try to get to the bathroom/shower as fast as possible.

>>940832269
reddit level larp
go back
also neck yourself

>>940830469
Lol yes! I went camping with 4 friends and their parents, we the boys all shared a big tent and the parents their own individual tents. We were between 14 and 16 so all of us *wanted* to jack off, but not getting caught was a massive task.
> We kept one dim light on in the tent in case someone needed to go out to pee at night
> Decide every night to be on the look-out to catch a friend
> On day 3 I see my friend from across the tent obviously jacking off in his sleeping bag thinking we're all asleep
> whisper "Dylan! Are you jacking off?"
> "Huh oh shit! Errr no err yes."
> Run across the tent waking everybody up
> Open his sleeping bag
> Reveal his boner to everyone
> Everyone laughs, then silence
> Dylans boner is fucking huge
> "You gonna keep looking at it? Want me to continue where I left off or are you done laughing?"
> I sit down in front of him and smirk and say "By all means, continue then, if you dare"
> Fun fact: You can make a guy do anything if you dare him to
> He hesitantly starts tugging his forskin a little bit, situation becomes awkward
> "May I do it?"
> "Are you gay or what?!"
> "That's not a no."
> Grab Dylans dick and give it a few jerks
> One friend speaks up "What the fuck are you doing?! Okay I want no part of this. Fuck you faggots."
> Grabs his headphones, puts them on and buries his head in his pillow
> The two other friends look puzzled at each other, as if unsure what to do
> "Feel free to join or watch"
> Sit on top of Dylan's belly and start jerking his dick as if its my own, clearly flashing it to the other guys
> One comes forward and starts playing with my dick
> The other just timidly sits and watches
> reposition so Dylan can play with other friend's cock
> See that the voyeur is playing with himself
> Invite him over
> "I'm fine like this, continue"
> Jerk each other off until we cum
> Luckily Dylan had tissues to wipe it off
For the sake of the straight friend, we decided not to jerk off the other nights but...

>>940830469
Dude, dude, think about it. He’s out in the middle of nowhere with some dude he barely knows. He looks around and what does she see? Nothing but deep, dark woods. “Ahhh, there’s nowhere for me to run. What am I going to do? Say no?”

>>940833776
> After that holiday I meet up with Dylan at his home
> Tell him we weren't finished with playing
> He agreed and we give each other head
> Two years of giving head later when we were 17 and 18 we decided to finally fuck
> Never became boyfriends because we all did it for fun and shit
> He's now engaged to a girl, I'm still single (though I've had 3 gaylationships inbetween). I fully respect his relationship and don't ask him to cheat on her, that'd be foul as fuck. But sometimes when I'm horny I do text him shit like "Remember back in that tent?" and we just have a good laugh about it.

>>940833843
everybody so far has wanted it and actively participated but sure let's pretend they had no choice

>>940834048
We're not pretending they didn't have a choice. They were obviously free to say "no"

But they weren't going to say "no"... because of the implications

>>940834192
i think you need to believe there are implications but there aren't any

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>>940834192
Mweh I did have a boy scouts leader who got a bit frisky. I shoved his hand away and he took the hint and stayed off of me. I only wanted the fellow boys of my age. I mean, yeah if you're alone with him, sure. But they're also terribly afraid that you let out one scream and then the entire camp is awake and has direct visual evidence of him molesting you.

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I worked at a gay glory hole at the back of an adult sex toy shop back when I was in college. Twice a week, met the owner through CL. He had a group of pre-approved guys who had gotten checked and were in the know. Some nights it would be 1-2 cocks, others busy like 6 or 7. AMA

>>940833632
How old were you guys when you started? How often did you had your sessions? Weekly, daily?

>>940834716
It was right when I turned 14. They were 18-19. It was almost weekly. But depending on how our schedules lined up, sometimes it was longer between.

>>940834691
what do you mean worked

>>940834859
The owner paid me. He had a well set up glory hole in a back room of his store.

>>940834800
Oh I thought you all were roughly the same age. Were you forced to participate?

How did this thing even started or progressed?