idk, i wish i'd be doing cool stuff in USA/Canada instead of withering away in the dead-end limbo known as Finland.shit's just grim.i'm not against the idea of being employed. it's just that i find living in finland highly depressing but in this current energy configuration of everything, it's kind of entropically impossible.idk, my starting points in life were kinda fucked up
>>943941252You will NEVER be a woman.
idk, maybe the whole finland thing is some elaborately staged alien simulation thing or something i find myself in.idk, cabin fever from living here ?sure, whatever.doesn't change the fact that shit sux
maybe i have secret NSA friends who look at everything i do and maybe they think i might be coolafter all, i'm a glimpse into meaningless isolation at the edge of the world bordering nothingreal case study in the deterioration of mental health due to many factors i supposeoh well though
inborn sociocultural mismatchnorth american spirit (part japanese)
Winter's citysideCrystal bits of snowflakesAll around my head and in the windI had no illusionsThat I'd ever find a glimpseOf summer's heatwaves in your eyesYou did what you did to meNow it's history, I seeHere's my comeback on the road againThings will happen while they canI will wait here for my man tonight
The bloody scene is bloody sadThe bloody news is bloody badThe bloody weed is bloody turfThe bloody speed is bloody SurfBloody folks are bloody daftDon't make me bloody laughBloody hurts to look aroundEverywhere in ChickentownThe bloody train is bloody lateYou bloody wait, you bloody waitYou're bloody lost and bloody foundStuck in fucking ChickentownThe bloody view is bloody vileFor bloody miles and bloody milesBloody babies bloody cryBloody flowers bloody dieBloody food is bloody muckBloody drains are bloody fuckedColour scheme is bloody brownEvidently Chickentown
>>943941252hi kat :3
Eew this doxxer is back
>>943941773heyohhh
nice spam finn-stalker but you knowi'm still far more respectable and intelligent than you for the simple fact that i face facts and admit themlike the fact that finland fucking sucks and if finland wouldn't suck, you wouldn't be here stalking me and posting this low-iq spam.face it, we're both fucked here and finland is an economically dead dump and i'm just once again ahead of the masses when it comes to realization.
>>943941881I'm not a stalker, you retard. I guess you're not as smart as you think and its time to update your meds.
>>943941252Finland is pretty based idkEat more fat and spend more time outside
>>943941881You are not smart enough to leave Finland.
>>943941980Finland is kind of unleavable to begin with.The thing with people like you is that you are unable to grasp harsh realities and facts.I simply live in these harsh realities and facts.
>>943942000So I was right? You're not smart.
>>943942028I am quite smart and I've been psychologically profiled to be a viable candidate for NSA/CIA work.
You act like you're living in some third world slumMeanwhile you got nothing to do but drink imported beer and smoke cigs in a place that's cluttered with all sorts of your belongings
>>943942043Anyone with even a little intelligence will know that every word you said is a lie.
>>943942087Low socioeconomic stata are borderline impossible to evacuate from
>>943942043Got any proof of that?
>>943942131Why would there be
>>943942160Why not?
>>943942184My behavioural profile has been under surveillance and analysis for a very long time.They know me in and out.
The only psych profile you fit is mentally ill, seek help and benefit your country’s society you fuckin lump of shit. Being lazy and dressing like a woman don’t make you different or special you’re just another mental case unwilling to face their own problems. But what do I care keep playing dress up and drinking alone in mommies house you twat.
>>943942105Sure, if you spend all day dreaming instead of planning and doing something about it a lot of things are impossible
>>943942203So they don´t hire you because analysis? I wouldn't hire a lazy retard for a job either.
>>943942208If Finland functioned more like a North American society, I would be more than pleased to.Heh, if I were geolocated in North America I'd be more than happy enough to seek out work.Life in Finland just ain't it for me. No offense, it just isn't. I'm not a sociocultural match for this place. Never was.That's fundamentally where the problem lies. People like you would rather keep me here against my will and have everything deteriorate everywhere than simply let me fuck off.May the CIA abduct me.
Oh shit is the Kat once again doing shit threads!
>>943941252post bussy
>>943942224Such is the way in demotivated depression in a socioculturally foreign place with no real way out.
>>943942273You are the only one who can change the course of your own life. No one will come to pick you up from home. Find a job, save money and move abroad.Stop being lazy and making excuses.
>>943942355Is it really the case, though?
>>943942000>harsh realities and factsThe few blurry pics you posted are enough to see you're full of shit. I work in healthcare, I see plenty of harsh realities, and yours are not one of them.Mental health issues are no joke. Even so, incriminating the starting points in your life is doing you no good at all.
>>943942551Uh huh, duly noted.
>>943942386Yes. Get a reality check, stop rotting at home and go get a job. You may not get your dream job at first, but think of it as a good start towards something bigger. Working experience is a big help when it comes to getting abroad. That's brutal truth. Time flies very fast and the older you get, the harder it is to get a job.
>>943942335Even niggers go out to burn cables and tires for wire to sell because they have toYou don't have to do anything so instead of doing something anyway you just sit around and mull about crapQuit that comfort
>>943942585Go suck a dick, faggot.Finland is a shithole cornered in eastern europe. Life here blows and the CIA has infinitely more respect for someone like me than some dicksucking loser like you who wants to outsource the blame onto people like me. Fuck off, cunt. Eat a dick.
>>943942618Yes? Finland is a meaningless depressing social institution limbo of welfare and doctors.I have no desire to partake in any of Finland's societal functions. It fucking sucks.
>>943942623Again you are making excuses. You're just a lazy piece of shit. Maybe it's better for you to stay in Finland. We don't need lazy piles of shit.
>>943942684Sure, keep talking.
Sure feels good to be truly honest.
>>943942809At least you admitted you are lazy
Truth is, Finland was fucked from the start given the geographical situationness.Anyone who fucking sees through the charade wants the fuck out.
>>943942905Get a jobindolent!
>>943942939Not happening.This country's fudamentally just fucked. Youth unemployment oh boy. But go ahead, keep calling the young people lazy and shit.This country's a corpse.
>>943942623>The CIA respects me because I can't get a job because Finland is a shithole.Listen. If you believe that, you need help from professionals. Try and picture it from the outside, maybe it'll click how absurd this belief is. It is entirely divorced from reality. Everyone but you can notice that, and that's not because everyone but you is an NPC.
Even a meth town in Nebraska has more future than all of Finland combined.That's just how it fucking is and I have all the right to be fucking disillusioned and miserable.Because people like me? We're smart enough to see through the bullshit of nationalism and other garbage.New World, North America.Better than this Old World garbageThere's a reason everyone left and a reason why I've always wanted to leave.But a lot of you people are too fucking sensitive and stubborn to see it for how it really is.I am actually the fucking enlightened one here.
>>943943002Stop twisting and putting words in my mouth, dumbfuck.
>>943942977>YoungBuddy you are 10 years too late to be "youth". Apply for remote jobs or freelancer abroad. No excuses this time.
>>943943043Stop being lazy retard.
>>943943043>I am actually the fucking enlightened one hereBecause you've set yourself on fire
You know I'm right.
>>943943043If you were really smart you would already have a job.
>>943943043
>>943943151I know you are lazy.
>>943941252How old are you?
>>94394327827
>>943943299I knew your obsessed freak ass would answer on my behalf.
>>943943299Damm bro thats not youth years. Op is old as fuck!
>>943943299>>943943315>27>Young
Why do you samefag so much?
>>943941252Youd just be another discarded trans fag here.
>>943943396Nice cope lazy ass
>>943943477Your obsessive behaviour is indicating a rather low general intelligence. Your methods of amplifying your own posts by samefagging, just like with how you replied to the post asking for my age. You're a low intelligence person with major obsessive behaviour. A form of OCD, really.
>>943943407Don't they euthanize the mentally ill in Canada or is that just a meme?
>>943943509You're pretty stupid if you think that
>>943943533Whatever, Mr. Civil Informant.
>>943943556You have no argument
>>943943583My argument is you're a cowardly snitch with no friends and a pathological stalker obsession and you'd beg to lick the government's dirty asshole if it gave you real informant rights.To justify your whole sad pathetic existence.4chan laughs at you.
>>943943604Cool schizo story bro
>>943943604Reading this thread OP himself seems like a sad case.
Very sad indeed!
I'd love to be an FBI criminal profiler but I'm an ocean away to do that and too deep in the hole.Oh well, such is life in the isolation of Finland
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DWtpNPZ4tb4
>>943943846It's your decision to stay in Finland.
>>943942288exactly, in the era of discord and OF just become a femboy and you will gain millions at the cost of your dignity. also finland isnt even some third world scum i live in fucking BANGLADESH.
>>943944082i prefer to do it for free
>>943944139You could make so much money
>>943944187I already tried it out a few times and it never felt right with me. I prefer being honest on 4chan. FOR FREE.
>>943944224OH you are just lazy. Got it.
>>943944241I stick to my principles.I'm a 4chan trap.
>>943944263To be honest. Your pictures are of poor quality, content is so boring and you always post the same pictures. You are probably one of the worst posters on /b
Into the distance a ribbon of blackStretched to the point of no turning backA flight of fancy on a windswept fieldStanding alone, as my senses reeledA fatal attraction is holding me fastHow can I escape this irresistible grasp?Can't keep my eyes from the circling skiesTongue tied and twisted, just an earth bound misfit, IIce is forming on the tips of my wingsUnheeded warnings, I thought, I'd thought of everythingNo navigator to find my way homeUnladened, empty and turned to stoneA soul in tension that's learning to flyCondition grounded, but determined to tryCan't keep my eyes from the circling skiesTongue-tied and twisted, just an earth-bound misfit, IFriction lock, setMixtures, richPropellers, fully forwardFlaps, set, ten degreesEngine gauges and suction, checkMixture set to maximum percent, recheckFlight instrumentsAltimeters, check bothNavigation lights, onStrobes, onConfirm three-eight-echo ready for departureHello again, this is now 129.4129.4, it's to goYou may commence your takeoff, winds over ten knotsThree-eight-echoEasy on the brakes, take it easy, its gonna roll this timeJust hand the power gradually, and itAbove the planet on a wing and a prayerMy grubby halo, a vapor trail in the empty airAcross the clouds, I see my shadow flyOut of the corner of my watering eyeA dream unthreatened by the morning lightCould blow this soul right through the roof of the nightThere's no sensation to compare with thisSuspended animation, a state of blissCan't keep my mind from the circling skiesTongue-tied and twisted, just an earth-bound misfit, I
>>943944344And? I'm not doing cookie cutter high production onlyfans stuff.This is how everything used to be.
>>943944263love the hobby you got there cute trap now we dont gotta pay, side note i do want to post my cosplay on the cosplay board but im skeptical
>>943944344now now dont be so harsh its better than paying