Girl left day after Christmas. 5 years. Chronic pain. A lot more than 5 years. Got rid of the guns due to thoughts from the pain. What the fuck does one do. She even left her (our?) dog here. (I love the dog but it is hers and I'm not physically able to play with it enough to make sure it has a fulfilled and happy life.)Haven't ever posted, just been lurking about a decade plus change. Maybe someone here has some insight. Godspeed.
You got rid of the guns? Bloody hell, you dickhead. There was your fucking solution right THERE!
>>944211307Yeah, I have a bunch of pet chickens and shit though so I don't wanna fuck those over. They didn't ask to be here.
>>944211265Treat your chronic pain it’s sapping your mental energy and making you feel miserable If you can’t treat your chronic pain then you need transcendent meditation to get a break from your pain to clean up your mind.
>>944211354Fairy naff. Start "deconstructing" your existence. "Slenderize" it, to use a word I once read. Find a nice home for the pets. Decide whether you're going to stay or check out. Act accordingly. Anything that's hers? Get rid of it. Anything that's yours, but was relevant to when she was with you? GET RID OF IT.Whatever your perception of life as we know it, there is one battle that's eternally-fought: the battle between order and chaos. Right now you're leaning towards chaos. You don't have to be spectacularly-orderly, but the chaos IS destroying you right now.Remove that which does not truly matter. It hinders any coherent thoughts you might have.
>>944211307>>944211478Look, nigger, this is me being constructive
>>944211429Oh wait nevermind this is decent
>>944211361Treated it with pain pills and alcohol. Roughly 30 mg hydro and a 3rd of a handle neutral grain (moonshine) a day for about a baker's dozen years. Got off the pain pills. Still drink, but a lot less; still dependant either way. I function fine with it but seize up if I don't drink at all. Weed helps but I don't like being stoned so I only poof it literally once in the morning so I can kinda get myself going.Where and what would I start with given the meditation practices if you would be so kind as to share?
>>944211429Fair. I have been known to be a chaotic person. Show business is a hell of a drug. I will take your insight to heart and I appreciate it.
>>944211494It made me laugh so there's something.
>>944211628Is this barrel smasher
>>944212018Unfortunately I don't know what/who you are talking about, so I assume not.
>>944212069You sound like a friend of mine
>>944212543I see. Probably not unless you are in extremely remote Texas.
