where i live, all the minorities i see on a regular basis plus the general scumminess of the area is unfortunately keeping a "rapper man" delusion intact in my head, i started having this delusion in 2012 after smoking weed and since then i have been "honing my rap skills" for absolutely no good reason at all since nothing will ever come of it, but at this point i am actually extremely good at rapping and writing lyrics but will do nothing with it since the rest of my life (besides rapping) is a complete failure anyway and there is simply no way for me to become a "somebody" around here, let alone in the rest of the world. i would seriously like to remove this delusion from my head space entirely if possible, it's actually bothering me quite a lot. do any of you know how to do this? to remove a delusion from a person's psyche?
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