it's fucked up how miserable and depressing this shit ass life is in this finland kuhmo isolation holy fuck i'm depressed and feel like shit
Wonder if I got a lymphoma too
Butthole please :)
>>945311956Do a pig nose, it’ll help you feel better (it’ll help me goon)
>Finland One of the gayest countries on Earth
I'm sure moving to Canada will fix all your problems, as they are all Finland's fault. You yourself are obviously perfect, and certainly have no problems that you take with you wherever you go.
It's fucked up how fucking miserable and depressing my shitty ass isolation finland prison life is holy FUCK it's so incredibly depressing to be stuck in this finland kuhmo place I feel like total fucking shit holy fuck I'm so fucking depressed and feel like such utter shit oh my fucking god I'm so fucking tired of this shit oh my fucking god dark 24/7 right now and soon it'll be bright 24/7 oh my fucking god I'm so fucking sick of this place it feels like I'm fucking dying
Jesus fucking Christ this place is fucking torture oh my fucking god this place is just not fucking right people aren't supposed to live in this kind of environment oh my fucking god fucking god oh my fucking god I feel so fucking horrible and awful I feel like such total fucking shit oh my fucking GOD
oh my fucking god i feel so utterly fucking horrible weed no longer fucking helps
i feel so fucking bad
and my eye is so fucked, my eye muscles coordination so utterly fuckedwhen i dont wear my contact lens in my left eye and im basically fucking blind and my eye muscles are just so discoordinated and messed up my right eye points all the way to the left even when im wearing my shitty glassesholy fuck im so fucking FUCKEDi feel like im just fucking gone like im dead but i aintim fucking suffering
>>945311956Princess looking so cute <3
>>945311956Shit spawn tbh I was lucky to be born in swe and became a feminized man
I lost out on fucking everything.
>>945313164top tier bootymaking me want to finnish>get it?
>>945311956>>945313164>>94531323310/10, no notes. would wife
Hey /b/! Can you keep this schizo under control? He is spamming /vg/ again.
>>945311956Good. You brought it on yourself. Faggot.
>>945313291But she deserves a /vg/ husband though
>>945313357I VOLUNTEER AS TRIBUTE
>>945313291Cant. He's so far beyond mentally ill. We've tried praising him, harassing him, belittling him. Nothing works. He will keep fagging it up until he kills himself in his Finnish hellscape. Hopefully soon.
>>945313357>sheStop being a faggot enabler, you gay retard.
>>945313246Would you believe I’ve only fucked girl and women and thank you so much for the compliments and please finish I love my own cum I can only imagine someone else’s in my mouth
>>945313399It's amazing how this site let this ban evading doxing spammer be here.
>>945311956>>945313233feet pics.. please
>>945311956Let's assess the situation.>tranny>mentally fucked>broods in his stinky prison room all day>spams boards with his nonsense>constantly depressed>constantly bitching and whining>wants to move to different countries>but has no applicable skills or talents to make him desirable>is generally a gay, annoying retardDude. If YOU were in OUR shoes, would YOU want us to accept you into our countries???No. Hell no. You would say: "Stay the hell away you mentally ill freak."
>>945313399Next month, Finnish welfare money system will change. We can wish he loses money if he doesn't look for a job
>>945313448Kill yourself you fucked up degenerate. And you wonder why no one wants you outside of lonely faggots patrolling 4chuns.
>>945313448Hole pic please
>>9453134514chan is fucked. You can't fight this terrible system. I've tried.
>>945313448booty making me hungry>>945313495She can come live with me, no issues
>>945313495WE CAN ONLY HOPE. He needs a HEALTHY reality check, and soon.
>>945313484Trvth Nvke
>>945313484this. what country in their rite mind would accept op?none. cus hes a detriment to the system and not a boon.
>>945313484This
You're seriously running like 5 different bots to shit on someone whose life is in terminal shit status? Just to spam their thread out of spite with hateful bot posting?
>>945313484Holy based. Takes notes OP.>>945313549>sheYoure doing it again you fag. Stop.
>>945313621Bots won't call you a nigger.You stinky nigger.
>>945313621Giving OP(You) a reality check is bot posting? Count me surprised.
>>945313665LLM text output can be anything you design it to.
>>945313621Report them as "bots" if you suspect something like that.
>>945313621Lad maybe it's time you do some deep introspection, and realize you aren't a woman. That's the first step. The next would be addressing your current situation. You have no job, no connections. What do jobs do? Bring you money. What does money do? That's right, everything. You could move to your desired country if you saved up. You could be valuable member of society. Instead of throwing a piss fit whenever someone anonymous criticizes you about your self made situation.
>>945313665>>945313711Good luck. Got banned once for doin just that. "False Ban Reports" are bullshit./b/ dont care. Jannies and mods dont care. Get used to it, fags.
>>945313772spittin str8 facts.
>>945313772>your self made situation.yeah no real person writes this kind of rhetoric or even truly believes in itthis is just LLM bullshit from a dedicated schizo or maybe somewhere worseemotion baiting shitlmaofuck i just dont know anymore lmaoi know people are dicks but holy fuckmy life really is just terminal shitidk, damn.this place really is just fucked.
katkatkatkatkatkatkatkatkatkat
I mean, of course it makes sense there'd be people who genuinely wish for my death.For me to kill myself.Idk, I know my entire being just makes me a subject of dislike.I guess I could attach a NSFW post of myself in this post, wonder why I do that anywayWell I have no future here.I could be dying of lymphoma right now.Eastern Europe could go to war tomorrowAmong other possibilities of me being dead soon, there are many.But those 2 are at the top in my mind rn.
>>945313519I’m very desired by men, women and gay people like yourself. Take a chill pill pussy boy>>945313525I got you babes I have some stuff for y’all>>945313549I’m desperate for an eater to have his way with me
>>945313857>LLM Local Liars Military?My guy, you are truly cucked in the noodle. Lmao
>>945313960Get some help. Go to hospital. Now.
>>945313857OP oh my god, you're so fucking stupid. Stop BLAMING shit on us for your shortcomings. GET A JOB. CHANGE. GROW. STOP BEING A BITCH-MADE WELFARE CRYBABY.
>>945313977You are NOT desirable fucking kek. Why do you think no one has taken you in?(Besides your loony bin caretakers.)You've already lost, loony troon.
>>945313977M8 I hate to be there bearer of bad news... But if you were desirable, wouldn't you think the "many" people who wanted you... Would have helped you by now?No. Dudes on b want to jerk to your gross body, because they are also porn sick retards.Im so sorry you ended up this way. Maybe in another life you were actually happy, and sane.
>>945314051Diff Nordic princess my guey
>>945312293i overheard one guy saying that it's mostly immigrants who kill themselves cause they can't handle the dark
>>945313977>I have ppl who want me I swear!>please give me physical contact Im desperate!You gave your lie away in the very next two sentence. Get fucked, retard.
>>945314121i actually prefer when it's dark 24/7 but even that gets pretty fucking depressingthe summers are honestly kind of worse when its 30C and it never gets dark at all the sun barely dips below the horizon and its just fucking bright bright as day 24/7ITS FUCKING INSANE THAT IM LIKE THE ONLY PERSON EVER WHO EVEN MENTIONS IT OR HOW ANNOYING IT IS
>>945314118You are one of the porn sick retards anon warned us about.
>>945314051I’m going to use that last insult and truthfully I get 200+ matches when I use all those other apps as well. From avg about 10-20 I literally 10x it so you are wrong but who’s surprised you’re an American >>945314111Mate I’m generalizing and comparing my own experience with dating lmao
>>945314134Wow. It's almost a sign that SOMEONE should get a job.>>945314167>>945314167>>945314167HMMMM. But who I wonder?
>>945314134If you want to help the situation stop leaching social healthcare money. It would go towards employment.
>>945314204Lmao. Lmao'ing at you dude. You made your bed. Now sleep in it.
>>945313977>I’m desperate for an eater to have his way with meI'd make you breakfast lunch and dinner, fuck>>945314118>Nordic princessindeed
Do you really want me to kill myself.Are you pushing me to kill myself ?
>>945313977>>945314204all this nice legwear but no feet? :(
>>945314204Anons aren't wrong. You wouldn't be in the state you're in now, uf you weren't a depressed schizo shitposting on a mongolian basket weaving forum. You would be normal. Living your life, and we would know nothing about you.
>>945311956rope up tranny
>>945314255No one is saying that. Stop being a retard.Get a job. Save up money. Then live your dreams. Get REAL help for your mental issues. No, "gender affirming care" is not real help. You can't just slum it up on wlefare your whole life and expect MORE handouts.
>>945314255Ask your doctor first
>>945314265Truth. We wouldn't even be having this convo if OP would just stop being a fucking imbecile for once.
>>945314255Look inward like I told you. Stop blaming others for your problems. Realize you're not a woman. You never will be. You can be gay all you want, but it will never change that you were born with male DNA.Next, see a doctor for your many mental problems. Get on medicine that will help your mental state.After that, seek employment and become a desirable individual. Get a skill that will make other places other employers want you.Once you do all this, you'll have some cash saved up. Uou can become valuable to your community, whichever you choose to move to. I can't be any clearer, my man. This would truly get you out of your depressed state.
The fact I can't kill myself easily without painClosest choice is stealing a car and crashing into a truck is the closestHoly fuck this is grimThis shit is grimTheres no escape from this place other than gruesome violent suicide that traumatizes everyone
>>945314585You just blocked out everying I and other anons said about getting you help.We can't help you unless you help yourself. >>945314480Refer to my post again and again until it's drilled into your head.
>>945314239I’m a DL in the closet you fucking imbeciles I’m afraid of getting recognized and I’ve only ever fuck girls stfu you absolut retards>>945314214Copy that mr imigrant>>945314585Let’s talk finish Friend I’m I. Sweden and we’re close to each other let’s not do that>>945314257This good
>>945314585Lmao. What I tell ya? You're not happy. You're not desirable. Kek. Lying faggot.
>>945314663>lol stop being yourself That's your adviceFuck you.
I'm sure all the haters in this thread have never taken any form of government assistance whatsoever, and surely have not taken Unemployment when they need it, standing on principal....right?Get off your high fucking horse, turds.
>>945314693Dude gross.
>>945314693jesus that ass is a weapon op.
>>945314696You have to if you want to be happy. You have to throw away parts of yourself as a sacrifice if you want to reach attainable goals.It's a harsh truth you need to learn in this life. That, or wallow in tour self pity for the rest of your days. Your choice, man. Sorry you can't see that.
>>945314733>he cries as he strikes himselfYou never learn.
>>945314693>>945314733Lol lmao
>>945314747My wigs are coming today and I’m going to pick them up and a few toys hopefully I can leave your mind for the day after that >>945314763It’s missing some cum and spit and then it’s complete
>>945314733Taking some assistance is not weakness. Entirely depending on it until you're an infantilized individual like you? Yes. That is detrimental. You never learned to problem solve when you failed. That is why you are where you are now. You have buikt yourself a mental prison in addition to the physical one you live in.
>>945314881Oh my god that is fucking nasty. Kill yourself faggot.
>>945314881Keep whining and pissing yourself in your temper tantrum. It's really helping you.
>>945314787>>945314888More truth nukes and a based trips.
>>945314888B a s e d
>>945314888It's not worth giving him any advice. He's been spouting this same bullshit for many many years. He doesn't want to change and that's his decision
>>945314733being yourself does not mean you get to live off of handouts and expect people to help you without anything in return. ur worthless. ur nothing. u only get what you give. try giving for once, you filthy faggot.
I don't know why people hate you OP, you seem pretty cool friend. Would love. <3
>>945315058I know. It's rough, but genuine help can only come if he wants it to. Which he never will. It's really sad but some people are just like that.
Idk if you know this modsButI've called that suicide joyline (not gonna fix this autocorrect fuck you this whole thing is pathetic)It was always busy when I calledAn automatic bot reply saying they're busyAnd then hang upLolI don't like living where I "live'l"It's a dark awful place and then 24/7 daylight hell Lol
>>945315090No need to lie OP, we know you wouldn't befriend yourself. Because you haven't made yourself worthy of love.
>>945315142>he cries as he strikes himself.Still haven't learend yet?
>>945315142give for once, faggot. stop complaining and give for once in your worthless life.
>>945315090OP made irl bomb threads calls to airports
>>945315142OP is past coping. The mental defenses in his head can no longer bear the brunt of his circumstance. OP, you gotta change, guy. You gotta do it or you'll do something you'll regret for the rest of your days.
>>945315262He is just too fucked. No country would rightfully take him in.
i want out
>>945315304THEN FUCKING CHANGE. WE'VE TOLD YOU. LISTEN YOU STUPID CUNT.
>>945315304Na, you don't deserve it. You made your bed. Sleep in it.>>945315319He doesn't learn. He can't. He's gone.
>>945315142Order a taxi to the nearest hospital that is open and seek help. You will get help there.
>>945311956You post this every day. What do you want; agreement? A free plane ticket?Imagine if you devoted the same fervor to changing your circumstances. You'd be a fuckin' brain surgeon by now. Get off this site and go build some momentum in your life, friend.
>>945315304Waste away in your winter prison OP. You won't listen to the most reasonable of us. Why would anyone care what you do?Rot. Rot and be forgotten.
>>945311956>do nothing with your life but sit in your room and troon out>"its all finland's fault!"You are able to leave your room, and Finland, at any time.
>>945315383He's looking for acknowledgement that his situation was not created by him and that he is 100% a victim. He blocks out advice and criticism in kind, and blames it on "haters and bots."He's beyond help.
Another day! North-America is safe!#KeepKatAwayFromNorthAmerica
>>945311956i like ur leaf flag, stay warm finland
>>945315439Lmao this
>>945315304>he cries out as he strikes himselfMan doesn't this get tiring for you?
i wish there were places to stream.i havent felt this awful in a whilemy house has really thin wallsi can always hear what everyone else is doingits dreary
>>945315558He probably likes it and loves the attention. Why else would he do this?
>>945315659Kill yourself you deaf faggot.
>>945315304You should listen to "I Want Out" by Helloween, maybe some power metal will help you realize that you're the one that should be helping you.
>>945315668Exactly. The only attention he gets. Doesn't matter that it's 90% negative. Any to make him feel like he isn't a sub-human.
>>945312067Hydradinitus sapurativa
>>945315659What do you do for work, exactly?
>>945315659Your problem was so easy to solve, all of us in the thread understand it. But you? Na you gotta be retarded and push all of the valuable advice away. Pearls to swine, pearls to swine.
>>945315659>he cries out as he strikes himselfCan you stop dude, my hands are getting tired.
i dont care if youre actually coordinating bots or harassment ylilauta shit to get me to murder myselfi dont care\my life really is that shitif youre driving me to suicideconsider it a moot pointBECAUSE IM ALREADY THERE
>>945315659If i bring you to another country will you be my little plaphole maid?
>>945315900>ylilauta Go there and ask them stop?
>>945315900>can literally just get a job and save up and leave the country easily>muh suicide!!!!!
>>945314696Getting a job and being a functioning adult doesn't mean completely changing yourself.You fucking rat-faced fag.
>>945315900Again, blaming everyone but yourself. Never change OP, never change.>because we all know you won't, and it's by your own choice.
>>945315900>he cries out as he strikes himselfIf I or anyone here was a bot we would have told you a recipe for quiche, faglord. Get rekt.
>>945314881Nasty.You will get those wigs. You will get them, put them on, and go: "Wow, I don't look anymore like a woman. I should go shitpost on /b/ and say I'm suicidal."It's a real mystery why trannies have no introspection or self awareness. Real mystery.
im in helloh my fucking god i am in fucking hellI AM IN HELL
this fucking troonie is constantly spamming about finland/canada and being a sad faggot>enough already ROPE NOW (YOU) LITTLE QUEERBATE!POST HOLE AND SHUT THE FUCK UP!!!!!!!
>>945316298>you made it so>you made it so>you made it soUntil you learn, retard.
now this little huwyte nigger is poasting feet with BUNIONS!>I FUCKING HATE BUNIONSKILL ZIRSELF FAGGOT!!!
>>945316180This.>>945316298Look he's trying right now lmao. Holy shit you cant make this shit up.
the way they talk about methe way they yell and get angrythey never cared about methey just saw me as a hopeless sick creature conmfinde inside their roomim in hellfinland is hell im in hell
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>>945314480>>945314787>>945314888I think we made OP cry and sob. Ok, OP these cannot be understated. You really have to re-read these and change if you want help. Doesn't have to be big changes, do what you can a little at a time. It can get better. You have to try though.
im trapped in hell
>>945316629>>945316685just casually redirecting you here since your schizo addled brain can't handle anything.
my entire life has been a wasteim in hellim trappedim so fucking trapped in this horrible awful hell
>>945316629>>945316687>>945316723>you made it so>you made it so>you made it so
>>945316723>my entire life has been a waste.Then change. Turn it around. You can do it.
>>945316685He has been like this after his piss videos leaked Finnish forum
>>945316909*got leaked
im fucking done with weedthat shit aint helping anymore
>>945317075Hey op, reminder.>>945316685
>>945317075Great to hear! One step at a time towards healing!
>>945316909Grooooss lmao. What a stinky faggot. I knew he was a degenerate queer, but this is next level kind of nasty.
if only there was a way to restart life in north americacuz this finland thingdestroyed me
>>945317201HMMMM. restart you say? I wonder how...>>945316685HMMM.
>>945317241Restart? Na you ruined that chance. That ship has sailed. That dog wont hunt. That sun has set.
>>945317075Well that's progress at least. What's gonna be your next step?
>>945311956Try more wigs and girls clothes, fag. That will surely help you and your mental illness. Lol.
i'd enlist to be a fed in the united states MAYBE EVEN CANADA immediately if i got the chancei just dont want to be this depressed isolated and fucking dead anymore
>>945317375Want something new? Here's a handy post on how!>>945316685
i'd fucking be a space weather analyst at fucking NOAA and shit
>>945317375>>945317466You cant and wont be abything because youre worthless. You refuse change, and gight it like its your nemesis.
>nobody took his killing himself -bait so he move onewho would have guessed
>>945317512i've written software in C++ i have lots of fucking skills
>>9453175571st time Im hearing about this. Then apply yourself. Do simething about it.
>>945317375I hope you can move and your life gets better anon.
>>945317542Yep.
>>945317557Can we see sample?
>>945317588i frequent NOAA SWPC sites and constantly monitor space weather and other arctic climate stuffi go to climatereanalyzer oftentropicaltidbitsso onim actually quite invested in meterological shit
>>945317597He cant and wont. Dont give him pity. Hes been this way and will continue to be this way until his death by his own hands.
>>945317624Op thats... More of a hobby. I mean actually do stuff. Code. Build something. Learn mote to do those things. Once you do, then you can turn those skills into cash.
>>945317604What a narcissist he is. Playing with serious mental health problems to get a little attention for a couple of minutes. Absolute disgusting behavior.
RETARD TROONIE
>>945317680He is mentally a child, I know. Sad.
RETARD TROONIE!
RETARD TROONIE!!!
>>945317375I wish you could find peace, get healthier and maybe fully invest your time and money into music or anything.
>>945317761Won't happen. He`s too busy faking stories for attention.
>>945317803>`I mean, you're just proving the fact that this thread is 90% sociopath Finns dogpiling.
>>945317841I wouldn't be surprised if the OP wrote 90% of the posts to get attention
Be very glad that you possess Canadian/American citizenship/green card.You wouldn't want to be stuck in Finland.It really is bad in Finland
>>945318018I have been in Finland and it was fine place
terminal end stage depressionthis is how i feelthere's just no hope
>>945318262And back to depression baiting? Disgusting.
i feel suffocating
>>945311956I don't cared
Boring thread
>>945317841>dogpiling>the genuine anons suggest ways for op to change, and grow to escape his self made tormentAnon. You might be retarded.
>>945318511Duh He collects disability benefits
do it!
>>945318262There is always hope, even though it feels like you've gone too far.
There's just no room for a person like me in Finland.A person who's as outspoken like me. Someone with extrovertedness, spark of life.Desire to do and experience things.Finland doesn't have room for me.It's a bad place.I wanna just disappear into the United States.There'd be work too. All sorts of opportunities.NOAA, FBI, NSA.I mean yeah, I'm just oriented that way.Idk, I'd like to be freeI'm stifled here and dead.
>>945318315Take some deep breaths of fresh cold air. Really changes the head space for better. I wish I could come over and listen to some prog rock with you.
>>945318994>intelligence agencies accepting you as an applicant.Aaaaahahahaha.
>>945319131yeah, you kinda have to orient for that stuff in k-12 already and have american citizenshipidk. its tough.being spawned in finland like this is tough
>>945319214AHAHAHAHAHA
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1oLEyon0AlE
>>945319214Lad, its more to do with the fact that you ara about as mentally stable as a bowl of soup on the edge of a wobbly glass table.
>>945319357Yeah, that's what isolation in this place does.No one should have to live here.
>>945319410It's your own fault.
>>945319410Its too late for that. Aim lower. Work a shit job until you can save up to move.
>>945319460Like this anon said. Time is running out! You won't be young forever and the older you get, the harder it is to achieve.
>>945319410At least you could build a small home studio in the middle of the woods and maybe connect to people through that!
social stuff and life is different in Canada/USAfinland is hopelessly depressingthere is no life here.and i'm so tired of the 24/7 constant daylightj summers drives me crazy
>>945319692Jeh Op. Check out the huge amounts of time you wasted here today. That time could have been spent reaching for your goals by learning or working.
When OP talkshttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A1EhBdsTkl8
>>945319692Summers are the best, but can get lonely. Maybe do some roadtrip next summer.
i hope i get relocated to north americabecause in finland theres nothing but depression and deathim never getting up from this horrible doctor social institution limbo without a fed relocation jobits just untenable.its hopelessly untenable this situation
He`s spamming vg again
i'll do the lowest job imaginable if it meant i got to break free from finland and start over in NAim completely fucking broken
>>945320052Nobody cares anymore, sorry. You are like broken radio.
>>945320106You're an obsessed sociopathic stalker who is Finnish and doesn't like when someone else admits how shitty things are.You and the rest, fucking ylilauta spergs.
finland is a hopeless place
>>945320139What are you talking about? The wall is a much more interesting conversation partner than you.
Right now paint drying is a much more interesting topic to talk about. Anyone else likes drying paints?
>>945320139OP stop wasting HOURS here. Go out and build those skills up.
i can't leave finlandi can't escape.this whole place is inescapablei can't leavei want to leave but i canti want to live in NAi want to live lifei always wanted to move to NAbut im hopelessly stuck now. im so fucking hopelessly stuck theres no hope.waking up is so fucked up here
>>945320291Any Bob Ross fans?https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lLWEXRAnQd0&list=PLAEQD0ULngi67rwmhrkNjMZKvyCReqDV4
>>945320307OP. LISTEN. GET OF YOUR COMPUTER/PHONE. GO LOOK FOR WORK. GO LEARN SOME SKILLS. DO ANYTHING ELSE.
Get a job loser!
>>945320368
>>555376483No, Finland really is just that depressing and awful.I want to live in NA.Lots of federal agency jobs. I ALWAYS WANTEWD TO BVE A FUCKING FEDI KNOW ITS SADBUT I ALWAYS WANTED TO DO FED SHITEVEN NOAA SPACE METEOROLOGY IS FED SHITEVERYTHING IS FED SHIToh man it's so darkit's so fucking dark here it's unimaginably fucking dark it's so fucking dark
>>945320667Terrorists are not welcome
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-5FKNViujeMim the subject of this song
>>945320949Boring
Op got banned at vg and immediately bough a new account
i dont have a lifemy situation isnt lifeits slow withering away decay death depressionim in hell