>>945754085
Dunno. Just never been attracted to girls. Believe me, I TRIED to have a normal relationship with a girl. I just cant do it. The physical attraction isnt there for me, nor can I deal with the mind game bullshit they like playing. Finally admitted I was a fag at probably 27?ish?
I like bigger, hairier guys though. Not fat, but dad bod.
>you were molested
Nope, never went down that road.
>you have parasites, do a cleanse
I tried, still like men, still like cock. Could be I've taken several blows to the head when I was younger (no pun intended). I played sports in middle and high school and was under concussion protocol probably 8 times before I was a legal adult.

BBC.

Also interacting with women both publicly and privately. That made me love men.

>>945754085
What are we watching, Glee?

>>945754085

When I leared that I'd get special treatment because of where I put my penis, and get my own month dedicated to me, I decided to be gay.

It occurred to me about a year ago while I was being spit roasted.

>>945754085
Guys are aesthetically appealing but they fucking stink and their hard an hairy

So as annoying as fuck as women are I just don’t want to fuck guys

>>945754492
>he doesnt like man musk
Not a real fag.

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>>945754594
>not a real fag
I think that was pretty clear from my post

>>945754833
>thread about when did you realize you were gay
>comes to the thread to assure everyone he isnt gay
You see how that could be confusing?

>>945754085
Dating a trans girl who detransitioned lol

>>945754085
I dunno. I keep hitting the snooze.

>>945754492
>they fucking stink and their hard an hairy
Hot..

>>945754492
Guys do have a smell but it's bearable if they have decent hygiene.

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>>945754798
This is now an Archer Gif thread

my gay awakening was the neighbor kid down the street. went to the catholic high school. used to call me a faggot when i moaned. now any top that calls me a faggot pretty much owns me

>>945755417
>being gay isn’t a mental illness btw

It’s okay I was literally molested by my dad it’s just what it is

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>>945755477
Did that fuck you up at all?
I mean, I'd assume it did.

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>>945754085
>be in like 3rd grade
>flipping through the school catalogue
>see a girl in my parallel class
>easily the most beautiful person I've ever seen
>shoulder-length blonde hair, blue eyes, cute smile
>check what her name is
>"Olivia"
>fall asleep all love-struck thinking about her
>look again in the morning
>doesn't say "Olivia"
>it says "Oliver"
>oh fug
>try to scrub this memory from my brain
>like a year or two later
>come home from school and turn on the Disney channel
>oh what's this show never seen it before
>"The Suite Life of Zach and Cody"
>mfw

>>945755575
I mean yes and no, I pretty much am certain it’s why I’m gay now but I’ve gotten over being angry about it.

I remember being ashamed of it then being pissed about it but now as I get older It’s just part of what made me who I am

>>945754492
I shower at least 2 times a day.

>>945754085
My cousin's cock was everything I needed as a young man.

>>945754085
My hatred of women.

>>945755910
I don't "hate" them, they just can't breed me.
kinds rules them out tbh

I got chubby in my early teens, and I had a neighbor that liked my fat ass. He had made some creepy comments and all of a sudden wanted me to hang out at his place. He stole weed and rum from his dad and got me all fucked up in his basement. I could tell he was up to something because he wasn't drinking or smoking. He was a few years older than me and in really good shape. He got naked and said he wanted to wrestle. His dick was hard and I knew I was about to get fucked. I remember shaking like a leaf getting naked and I asked him not to hurt me. He had lube and had done it before. He had me get in doggie and took it really slow for a while. It hurt but I liked it and my dick got really hard. I started jerking off and pushing my ass back on his cock. I came huge load then he started fucking me hard making my cheeks clapp. That was more painful but didn't last long and I loved feeling him cum in me.

When I was 7 or 8 a group of high schoolers took turns on me, started off as rape but I was feeling good a little after the first one.

>>945754085
I watched so much blowjob porn that I wanted to try it. Got on craigslist found a guy that wanted to do coke and get his dick sucked. The combo really got me

BBC which is funny because I hate niggers

I had exactly one close friend in middle school, and when he missed a couple months of 7th grade with various illnesses and I was miserable all the time people saw that, saw how affectionate we are towards each other, and assumed we were gay for each other.

We weren't, obviously, but when I was told that people thought we were dating my initial reaction was that that didn't actually sound so bad. Which caused me to do a lot of reflection and, among other things, realise I liked guys.

Stole my friends older sisters vibrator. Got stoned put it up my ass and jerked off to her facebook. Took a few years of jerking with it up my ass till I decided to find a guy to fuck me.

>>945763484
Did he treat you well?

>>945754085
>19
>have girlfriend but meh about her
>in uni
>on Fridays I have an early class (0800) and late class (1600), nothing between
>decide to take tram into town and go to the movies on Fridays
>after seeing all the latest releases decide to go to porn theatres
>long time ago so porn movies need "redeeming social value" to be able to be shown
>go to one called "Marital Aids" showing ways to make your marriage sexually strong
>goofy scenarios... toys, 3-somes, solo
>one is where a husband should take a male lover
>shows one guy fucking another and suddenly realize "fuck yeah, that's what I want"
>drop GF, explore sex with guys
>hooked

>>945763644
He was an older guy with a nice house and his wife was away. I got treated like a hoe and kicked out. I loved it.

>>945754085
Got groomed by a guy on my paper route when I was 14. I had zero sexual experience/contact/education and enjoyed the experience and developed my sexuality.

>>945754085
>a horrible stormy night
>a weirdly trusting femboy
>a flat tire

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>>945754085
Was just playing soccer around the 7th grade like a normally was and one of the blond kids I was playing defense against started getting annoyed at me because I kept stealing the ball from him. He started cussing me out a bit and when I looked him in the eyes I noticed how blue they were and he softened his face after I looked into them a bit. Thought I was only attracted to girls at that point but I pretty much fully accepted I liked boys by the end of the day.

I've still barely done anything gay except a bit of kissing and flirting but I am fully bisexual , I just like women better

my older step brother groomed me at 13. Started fooling around and eventually became the bottom for he and his boyfriend until I was almost 15.

Locker rooms as a confused 12yo

>>945754085
it started when my brother and i began daring each other to suck their cock if the other couldn't do something, at first i wanted my dick sucked but eventually i realized i liked sucking dick better, we were like 12

>>945754085
I've always been bisexual. for as long as I can remember I've been attracted to both sexes.

my first gay experience was making out with a guy high school, we jerked each other off too. we were friends for a few years, and he was moving away, so we made memories. my first gay sex was with my friend's son.

>>945771419
>my first gay sex was with my friend's son
excuse me?

>>945771988
a friend of mine from work, I sucked his son's cock and we ended up fucking as well. it was a semi-regular things for a few years until he went away for uni.

I think the sneaking around made it better, his dad is fairly homophobic and probably would've killed us if he found out lol

>>945772020
what was the age gap between you 3? How did you even meet him

>>945772055
the dad is older than I am, and I'm older than the son. I met the dad at work, we became fast friends, I met the son through the dad when we'd hang out

>>945754085

my gay alarm clock

>>945754085
David Beckham when he was a floppy haired teenager and I was about 10.

I've dated women on and off since then, and mostly identified as bi, but I'm gay now.

>>945754085
Might've been when I as at somebody's house being babysat in my kindergarten years and the mom had to leave for the supermarket. I was left alone with the son who was in his high school years and he asked if I wanted to play with his dick. It was pretty big, but I only got to grasp it for a few seconds before he chickened out. All I remember was really liking it and wishing I could've played with it longer. I was also popping boners around guys prior to this.

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I grew up with nudist parents and an extremely open dad.

I was always fascinated with my dad's penis. It was so big! Especially compared to my little pp.

Once a month, my mom would visit family for the weekend and it would be just us. Dad would order us a pizza and we'd play video games and watch rated R movies. We shared showers, peed together, roughhoused... Just a couple of guys being dudes! hehe

As I grew a little older, I started asking him about girls, my penis and sex. That's when he introduced me to his massive porn collection. From then on, porn became the most exciting part of those weekends. We spent countless hours flipping through magazine pages, watching VHS movies and laughing at the silly plots.

He wasn't shy about getting hard or masturbating next to me either. He'd say stuff like "I can tell you like her", look down at my hard little pp and laugh. I'd get embarrassed and covered myself, but the acknowledgment turned me on like crazy.

Most of the times, I'd be too shy to fully masturbate my little pp next to his monster, but I was more than happy watching him play with himself while sneakily toying with myself under a blanket!

It was amazing seeing his 6 inch hanger turn into a 9-10 inch rock hard monster! I loved analyzing his strokes and all the ways he pleasured himself. I could tell when he was getting close to cumming. His strokes became deliberate, he focused on his (cock) head and his breathing deepened. He'd start moaning like lion as he shot thick white ropes from his cock. It was beautiful.

These sessions lasted over several years and honestly the best part of my childhood.

We never crossed the line, but even back then I had weird sexual fantasies that I never got the courage to ask for...

As I moved out and went to college, I experimented quite a bit. I watched porn with dudes, got and gave a couple handjobs/blowjobs and fucked a cute Asian twink once, but none of that fulfilled me like watching porn with my dad did:/

>>945774730
Shame you never got to taste any of that.

>>945754085
Viciously gangraped on my 18th birthday

i had a crush on my best friend

>>945755685
>>doesn't say "Olivia"
>>it says "Oliver"
kek
bless your blind gay ass anon

I'm solidifying my oldfag status here but...
>AOL/Yahoo chat rooms
>a friend and I finding a bunch of porno mags tossed in a box in a dumpster, much of it gay
>alot of silver daddy and old top/young bottom.
>Coach Jamie from my 6th grade baseball team

>>945776573
>girl friends genuinely asked me how i got it
fellow dump truck operator here. ours was a blessed and cursed road, wasn't it? kek

Probably in my early 20s, found out a close friend I grew up with was also really into porn so we would chat about it all the time.
Went to his cottage for a weekend and watched porn together, we were both getting into it so we started stroking and then he reached over and started pumping my dick. Was nervous as hell lol, and then he told me to fuck his ass. Bent him over and fucked him so hard, came all over his back.
We kept up a casual relationship for a while till he got married.

>>945765090
I feel like I missed out by never getting groomed when I had my paper route. I played around with some friends in middle school, but it was the 80s and we were all scared of being called out as gay.

Fast forward to today and I'm talking about this with my wife. She is super turned on and supporting me explore this. I'll take her strap on once or twice a week and she can't wait to see me take a real cock when we go on vacation

>>945754085
Traps and femboys.
Guys like in tour pic doesn't do anything to me though, love cock but also the feminine aesthetic.

>>945754085
Gay friend wanted my dick

>>945777053
Find a bi top you two can share anon.
I've been with a few couples, always had fun watching them learn new things about each other lol

>>945777133
That's what we want. Finding one that's more into me seems to be the problem. Most think they are just going to get a shot at her

Always liked futa but was in denial, never did anything though, now I am old and while I now have a relatively nice body, my small cock and insecurity prevents me from trying anything, lost my chance years ago.

>>945777178
Don't look or post ads as a couple.
Post as you, married due, looking for a bi top.
Ideally, you two hook up first with just her watching. That should help establish the dynamic you're looking for.

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Whenevr zuko took his shirt off, it made me feel a kind a way.

bump

Gloryholes

>be me 16
>have gf somehow
>porn brain
>really want to do an mmf threesome
>somehow gf is somehow convinced
>friend who is constantly horny for my gf is selected
>day of threesome
>he whips his dick out
>fucking huge
>cant take my eyes off of it
>she's sucking his ginormous cock and stroking mine
>she's slobbering on his big fucking cock
>she comes up for air
>i give her the sloppiest kiss in the world
>i can taste and smell his cock
>i cum in her hand
>out for the count
>she asks if they can keep going
>yes please
>they fuck in missionary
>all i can watch is his cock go in and out of her
>his ass
>that man asshole
>those muscles
>the way he fucks
>i love men

My mom made me hangout with a boy from Columbia who just moved to town and didn't have any friends. I went to his house, and his mom looked like Selma Hayek walking around half naked. I got all horned up around her and ended up with a raging hard on when he brought me to his room to play video games. He was cute and I just started kissing him. It freaked him out a bit, but he went with it. Ended up naked in his bed. He had an uncut dick, and we joked around that his was bigger than mine. I stroked his dick and jerked myself off at the same time till we came. That was the turning point, and I was totally gay for him. I was over his place every chance I got. First guy I sucked and got fucked by. Couldn't get enough of his dick. His Dad came to the US a few months into it, and he didn't like me off the bat. Didn't want me in his house. His Mom had caught us in bed together and I'm sure that had something to do with it. My boyfriend got cold towards me and wanted to be with girls.

My first gay party. My college roommate was gay and he was hanging out at an apartment off campus with a bunch of guys. Invited me out because they were having a "regular" party where about 3 beers in I kissed my first boy. then my second. and third. got led to a bedroom by a cute strongfat manlet. sucked my dick, rode me on a couch until I nutted in him and we went back to the party. fucked him again before we left. really lost interest in my long distance gf after that.

>>945754085
I'm not attracted to other men but I do wish I was a homo because modern day women are nothing short of awful walking turds ever unhappy and ungrateful creatures

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My mom got remarried, and I ended up sharing a bedroom with my new step-brother. Who was a year younger than me, the cutest guy I'd ever met, and had an obvious crush on me.

I considered myself straight and had a gf, so I refused to think too deeply about the weird feelings I had about him. But I really enjoyed the attention he gave me, so I found myself showing off for him. Finding excuses to be shirtless and naked and letting his catch me jerking off. Told myself that I was just messing around and teasing him, that I wasn't being serious or really flirting with him or anything.

This went on for about a year. Then I went through a breakup with my gf... typically teenage drama. Without my usual sexual outlet, my horniness went through the roof and my "teasing" my of step-brother started getting physical, with me "jokingly" feeling him up to get cute reactions out of him. This eventually led to me letting/making him suck me off... and goddamn he gave way better head than my ex, lol.

That quickly became a regular thing, and in addition to his mouth I soon started using his ass as well. TBH I was pretty selfish about things, especially at first, but he didn't mind how one-sided it was. Been fuckbuddies ever since. If not for the fact that our folks were married we might've become more, idk. Later in college I eventually got with a couple other guys, but like 95% of my experience has been with my step-brother.

>>945779862
so jelly
my step-brother could have owned me, all he'd have had to do was ask

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Bbc porn, got to a point where I was just watching black guys jack off and finally downloaded grindr and tried it for myself. Been fun ever since.

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>>945780337
Cool

>>945770651
did you like seeing their butts?

>>945770651
Same. Gym was the last class of the day, so I’d check out the other guys in the locker room, then rush home to jerk off.

>>945770651
>>945781463
Jock/gym bro here. Three sport athlete.
almost everyone left and showered at home
those of us that stuck around to shower stuck around for a reason. we all found our dl fuckbuddies in the showers, or through other fuckbuddies. We all had gfs and most guys only wanted their dick sucked but, hey, that's fine by me

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>>945754085
Realizing I had a crush on Vic Fuentes from Pierce the Veil and Oliver Sykes from BMTH when I was a 12yo emo boy in the 2010's

Gay furry comics, especially SeaSalt from Redrusker and Marty from Hardblush

Was never molested or anything. My older sister did beat me up and call me a faggot constantly for a lot of my childhood. I think she knew I was gay before I did.

>>945754085
I've slept with a few men but I ain't gay cause I could never be in love with a man. I might think about going the spartan route and marrying a bald woman.

>>945759398
Lmfao first time getting anal you definitely shit all over him. I hate these fantasies where “virgin” guys are like and I just got fucked. Yea ok even pornstars need to douche most of the time. Smh

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>>945779902
Did you ever signal your interest?

I also had the hots for my brother (actual, not step). But I was closeted and I thought he was 100% straight, so I never even considered trying anything.

When I finally came out of the closet years later, he casually dropped "you totally should have said something when we were kids, I was so horny back then we could've helped each other out."

Blew my mind how nonchalant he was about it, especially since I hadn't even let on that I found him hot. Apparently he was "a little bi" and was fooling around with several of his buddies back then and it completely flew over my head.

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>>945782405
You know poop is stored in the colon, not the anus, right? If you've got a half-decent diet and shower (or bidet) after you poop, 90% of the time you should be having complete bowel movements that leave you clean enough to get fucked without any grossness. The only time you should be needing to specially clean yourself out with an enema for anal is if you've got a date planned and want to be 110% sure you're ready.

>>945781463
what was the hottest one you saw?

>>945782989
No, I didn't want to blow shit up, you know? And I had a neighbor dicking me down, so I was a bit occupied. Still would have, he was fucking hot af.

>>945754085
I woke up after being drugged in a NFL locker room covered in weird fluids

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as a teen I had a same-age cousin who came to live with us. he'd gotten kicked out by his folks cause they caught him fooling around with another boy.

at first he was crashing on an air mattress in my room. I felt bad making him sleep on the floor while I was in a comfy double. so I volunteered to share my bed.

I honestly had no lewd intentions at first. but sharing a bed with a cute gay femboy... especially one who had kinda latched onto me since I was making an effort to be super nice due to his shitty situation... yeah, it didn't take long before we were cuddling and grinding on each other. within a month I was parking my dick in him pretty much nightly.

>>945783200
He said he was a chubby. Aint no one chubby without have shit in there. You know even if you use a baby wipe there’s shit if your dick is bigger than fucking 2 inches. I don’t think you are underestimating how disgusting chubby and fat people are

>>945785029
bro I fuck with chubby bottoms regularly. you're vastly overstating the occurrence factor of shit issues man. and I don't think I know a bottom that isn't religiously clean and paranoid about it.
you're weird.

>>945782405
He used so much lube any shit would have become santorum

>>945754085
panties. When I put on panties I felt like a girl...and when I feel like a girl I want to service cock.

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>>945782989
Damn, I wish I had one like that.

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College. Was raised religious, so I came in pretty homophobic with the idea that all gay guys were all effeminate lisping queens. Sure, I'd had some awkward bouts of "body envy" towards other dudes, but I wasn't a fruit so I couldn't possibly be gay, right?

Ended up with an openly gay roommate. And he didn't match my stereotypes... he was just a regular guy. Maybe even more masculine than me. Which really fucked with my head.

I acted like a total shithead to him at first, always trying to pick a fight. He saw right through me though, and was good at defusing me and letting it roll off his back. Probably realized I had a weird guilty crush on him before I even did.

I eventually got wasted and jumped his bones. I think he'd been waiting for it and he just effortlessly took charge. We didn't even go that far the first time. Basically just frotting, but I still came harder than I ever had with a girl.

Had massive guilt/gay panic when I sobered up the next day. Pretended like I didn't remember and tried to give him the cold shoulder. Less than a week later, he was coaching me through giving my first blowjob.

This pattern repeated over and over. I felt guilty as fuck about it, but he knew exactly how to push my buttons. I probably would've had less hangups if I'd at least been the one topping. Finding out that I was not only a fag but also apparently a bottom really ramped up with my insecurities about my masculinity. Oh yeah, and his dick was bigger than mine too.

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the internet. i discovered what omegle was and I decided to hop on when i was 12. I saw lots of dicks and hardly any boobs. I decided to be one of the people on there and jerk off. Some guys loved my fat body and small dick. I loved the praise. I eventually started enjoying seeing dicks. This is how I became bisexual

It made shit worse when I finally got on 4chan when I was 16 and started talking with older men who wanted to play with my ass and small cock. I found it incredibly hot. I felt brain washed and started jerking off in woods and in public and getting into more degenerate shit.

Once I turned 18, I made a DL Reddit Account to hookup with someone in my city, male or female. I eventually found a man, 33, chubby, hispanic and cheating on gf with me. I met him in a parking lot and sucked him off.

Now I have a girlfriend and I'm still bisexual. Not gonna hookup with any guy soon, but I still enjoy helping men get off to me.

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>>945782989
Probably for the best that you didn't. I fooled around with my "straight" older brother a lot when we were teenagers. Or maybe it's more accurate to say I was his cumdump. I enjoyed it well enough, but it's led to us having a really weird and awkward relationship. Kinda wish we could just be normal brothers, but there's no putting the genie back in the bottle...

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Pic related, pretty much

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Used to have confusing guilty faps while eavesdropping on my older brother while he hooked up with with his male friends. He had three different buddies who he semi-regularly hooked up with... all guys he played football with. So now I have a weird stereotype of football players being secretly gay, even though I know most people don't think of them that way lol

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I was in denial until my first prostate orgasm. I knew I couldn't go back to chicks after that.

>>945754085
>make new friend in like 8th grade
>he is kinda cocky but in a sexual way I suppose (am ESL so dunno if there is a word for this)
>always seems flirty and just carries himself with an almost dominant sexual energy
>always had a grin on his face when talking to me with that glimmer in his eyes, moved his body in "that" way, always stood pretty close
>would throw out comments that were insinuating that he wanted to bang (I think anyway)
>did this to me and to a few adult women, like cashiers and the like
>hang out at his place many times, he's really cool and all but his attitude begins to bring something out in me
>try to deny it for as long as possible, told myself all kinds of cope
>sleep over at his house one night
>I have to ask him if he's ever had sex
>"yeah"
>"w-with girls or...?"
>"both, but I prefer guys"
>leaves me completely speechless
>"what about you anon?"
>"no"
>"you wanna try something? I like sucking"
and thus I cemented my path as a raging faggot

>>945789289
>football players being secretly gay
It's a thing
>source: bottomed for a couple football players in hs

I got friend zoned by a girl in high school and would hang out with her pretty often. Constantly jerking off to her and doing some creep shit. Her younger brother was gay and very feminine. I got him high for the first time, and he started talking like a girl and sashaying all over the place. His sister thought it was funny for a while then told him to go sleep it off. I took him to his room and he started kissing me. I realized how similar his face was to his sisters. Locked his door and took my dick out. One of the biggest loads I ever seen came out of me after a long session. Followed by fear and regret because of the age difference and my obsession for his sister.

Its trashy but i realized how much i loved it after meeting a few dudes from craigslist. i loved how easy it was. Like just a few messages and bam im getting my dick sucked.

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>>945790494
Many such cases. Common for repressed gay teenagers to go into sports (especially football) to prove their heterosexuality/masculinity to themselves and others. Only to then find themselves stripping in a locker room with a bunch of other physically-fit boys, at least some of who joined due to similar insecurities.

>source: ex-bf who went through this and hooked up with several of his teammates, and heard rumors of others fooling around as well

>>945791632
I used to get very secret head from one of our assistant coaches. eventually nailed him a few times. never told a soul and in hindsight am pretty sure i wasn't the only one getting blown.

>>945791149
I gave head to so many dudes off Craigslist.
Those were the days.

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Literally my dick

>>945792093
Craigslist was the best, so many guys picked me up in their car so I could suck their dick

>>945754085
>play boy girl as a kid
>slut for older guys as a teenager
>get gf in teens and never have gay interaction again
>new gf for 5 years from my mid 20s
>bitch left me
>instantly start dating twinks and trans women but no fucking
>nothing serious
>fucking on a nice one on friday
wish me luck i guess

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>>945791632
I've got a fuckbuddy who joined HS football basically cause he was a closeted but pretty-obviously-gay twink and his abusive dad demanded it as a way of trying to force him to "man up". But he was fucking awful at it, and the only way he avoided getting kicked off the team was by letting one of the coaches bend him over on the regular. He's pretty sure the only reason they let him on on the team in the first place is cause that coach had him sussed out from the start. Ironic that his dad thought that joining would make him less gay, lol.

>>945754085
Had a crazy friend that would jerk off in front of me or anyone if he was horny. He got suspended from school and had to go to therapy for it. I would get turned on watching him whack it and realized I wanted dick.

>Summer after 5th grade
>hanging out with 8th grader from next door
>sitting on bridge rail facing each other
>he's wearing some jeans he probably should have stopped wearing 2 years before
>suddenly notice his bulge
>can't keep from looking at it trying to figure out what's going on because it's way to big.
>I hadn't hit puberty yet so didn't know about the size increase
>we're still talking but my eyes keep going back to that bulge which the crotch seam has split in two. Major mooseknuckle.
>one side of the bulge seems to go up on to the top of his left thigh, about midway across
>was that always there? Didn't think so but unsure. And what would do anyway? Is it something in his pocket? WTF?

After that I wanted to see his junk but never had the wherewithall to try something. He is/was straight anyway. Not long after I read about being gay and had a mental uh oh.
>but anon your description indicates he got a boner while you were looking at him. How's that straight?
I've ended up deciding that for his part he was looking at my white, hairless thighs since I was wearing cutoffs that were so short the bottoms of the pockets were visible and it made him think of female thighs. That and being 14-15.

>>945754085
gym sauna room, found out guys jerk in there

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porn addiction, loneliness and men being friendly/kind made me a fag

>>945754085
I started trying to date again a few years after losing my wife. Loneliness was starting to have some physical side effects. It didn't take long for me to realize that a single man with a 5 year old branded me a social pariah with women. I've never been against gays, I've thought some guys were cute in the past. So there were a few months that I tried exploring that. Sadly, I found it to be so much worse in those circles. I'm not so desperate for adult companionship that I'm willing to be a glutton for punishment over it. My kid is older now. Pushing teens. I can go a lot farther with conversation than before at least. It's been good enough, and honestly, I'm willing to settle for that.

>>945754085
I downloaded grindr and fucked a few crossdressers.
I've never dated a man, don't see myself doing that, I prefer women.

>>945782989
Me and my younger brother fooled around as preteens. Couldn’t tell you who initiated it, probably me. Fun at the time but started feeling weird and guilty about it so put a stop to it.

Years later our relationship became strained and when I eventually came out as gay he started actively treating me like shit. Years after that he awkwardly came out too but is one of those self hating “nobody should know but me and my partner” kind of gays and cut contact. I’m almost certain he blames me for his faggotry.

When I got married last year having not spoken to him for at least 6 years I invited him as a good will gesture. According to my guests he was a total arsehole the entire time, insulted my husband, ruined entrance photos by purposely looking miserable in the background and while his date was in the big group photo, he refused to be.

So yeah, part of me blames myself for him turning out to be fucked up.

>>945755735
A literal retard.
You can't "fuck the gay" into someone.
You're gay because you're father was and you inherited it genetically, dumbass.
Let's just hope you didn't also inherit his predilection for children.

i started secretly visiting a cruising spot during high school and kind of got addicted.
I don't even consider myself gay at all, all my "real" relationships are with women. But i definitely once in awhile sneak out and get blown or fuck some complete stranger up the ass.

>>945754085
Guild Wars 2.

My older cousin he was probably 17or 18 I was 13 or so.

We found a sex book of different positions. Even time he slept over we would try something from the book

I was always the girl.

>>945780736
I liked seeing whatever I could

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>>945754085
I saw some clips of Melon from Beastars back in December 2024 and became a gay furry for him, first time I’ve ever had feelings for anyone and the irony is it’s a fictional serial killer who doesn’t have libido.

>>945806547
what did you think about doing when you jerked off to them?

When I was 12 or so, my cousin just a little bit younger than me, my dad had a few boxes of Playboy, a few Penthouse, the odd Hustler (!) in our basement storage room. This was in the early 80s and both my parents worked, we were always at home alone. Small town, nothing ever happened there and that was normal.

I found out about these magazines the winter before and had been jerking off to them for a while. I started masturbating when I was 9. So one day he and I were at hour place after school, with about 3 hours before my mom came home. I took him down to show him the magazines. We started looking at them, and I was hard, and mentioned it. He said he was too.

This led to me just unzipping my pants and pulling out my cock, which was pretty decent size for a kid. He looked at it for a second, and unzipped his pants without taking his eyes off it. His was much more what you'd expect for that age, but it was hard as rock. Sprung straight up, already leaking a bit of pre-cum. I asked if he'd ever jacked off, he said no. Long story short, I saw him have his first orgasm that day. He didn't ejaculate. Just more pre-cum. When he saw my load, he said "Whoa! Grossssss...."

This lead to us doing this together all through highschool, lots of sleepovers, camping etc. Last time we were in our 20s. We started giving each other head when we were in jr high. Never went further than that, and I've never done anything liek that with another guy since, but I still think about it. I like videos of guys jerking to porn together. Takes me back. I wish I knew how to quietly find a jerk buddy.

I'm in my

>>945808004
Cont'd
I'm in my 50s now, divorced and live alone. Have a GF (nothing serious) and a good sex life, but this kind of thing is missing. I've tried going on Grindr explaining what I wanna do, "goon bro" stuff. I have a lot of home made porn that I jerk to all the time and would love to stroke to it with another guy.

>>945808933
I should add that I never met up with any Grindr matches, they all wanted to do more than I wanted. I wanna masturbate to WOMEN, with other dudes.

inceldom and misogyny

>>945810859
so you're gay but a coward
no straight guy wants to jerk off with other dudes

>>945810859
are you charging your crystal?

>>945754085
Birth, and being groomed and used by my older brother's best friend whenever he had the chance..

>>945812692
What did he do with you

>>945814516
I mean, all pretty innocent stuff as kids. When my brother wasn't around we'd wrestle and he'd always get behind or on top of me and "jokingly" hump me. If we were in the pool alone he'd pull his dick out and "flash" me. Then dares to touch it, kiss it, etc. Kid shit. And remember, this is over a long, long period. But all it did was make me think about his dick non-stop.
Summer going into 8th grade for me, he was a sophomore, we were in the pool alone. he was sitting on the deck, I swam over asked him if I could "practice" on him and his eyes about popped out of his head he was so excited. After that, we started hanging out together more and more and less with my brother and their friends. I don't know, I just let him do whatever he wanted, I fucking worshipped him. And not cause he was like some Chad, he was normal and average in every way. but he was my first everything and pretty much his on-call sidepiece when his girlfriend wasn't around.

>>945815184
Hot. He tell you what a good boy you were?

>>945816584
Nah lol. After I got started he told me I didn't need practice tho. I let him cum in my mouth cause I didn't want it in the pool, spit most of it but quickly regretted not swallowing. his first time cumming in someone mouth cause his gf wouldn't let him, he fucking loved it. He split, had some pnc that first few times. I jerked off like crazy when he left.
He did say alot of hot shit when we were fucking. Made me ask/beg for his cum. Looooved that shit.

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>>945754492
If they shower regularly it's no big deal. I care more about oral hygiene.

>>945754492
>hard an hairy
Some guys are smooth. Most of them have soft parts even if they're self conscious about it

i got blown by a much older neighbor when i was younger. Felt terrible after i came but still went back for more. And again. And again.

> Sleepover with best friend, mid-teens
> We've never been ashamed around each other
> Did weird things like "swordfighting" without any sexual intent when we were younger
> Compared sizes as we were growing, again without sexual intent
> He dares me to jack off together, think nothing of it
> He dares me again to jack each other off, getting a bit weirder but I am giving it the benefit of the doubt
> I tell him to slow down because I am close to nutting
> He first looks me in the eyes as he teasingly jerks me off faster, then puts his mouth on my dick and I cum in 0.0001 seconds
> Not really sucking it, but more like placing his lips just over the tip to catch the cum
> I say "STOP!!! WHAT THE!!! That's too far dude!!!"
> He thinks I'm joking and goes back to my dick to lick some residual cum
> Push his head away and start to freak out a bit, saying "DUDE are you GAY?!"
> Suddenly his mood swifts and he pushes me over, grabs my wrists while hovering over me and he says "I don't know what your fucking problem is but just a minute ago you were happily jacking me off and now you're pretending that you're not gay like me? Either we finish what we started or I'm done with you."
> I really didn't know what to do. I didn't wanna lose him, but I felt like it had been more of a game than anything gay. I didn't really "feel gay" or "attracted to him". I didn't like being put under pressure, but at the same time... I also didn't dislike doing it.
> Tell him "Sorry, it just went a bit too fast for me. But I really like doing this with you. Let's not fight, okay?"
> He realises suddenly how pushy he just got and starts to apologise, changes his mind and tells me it's okay. He puts his underwear on and says "Maybe another time. Sorry."
> I keep mulling it over in my head, even long after he had gone to sleep
> Am I gay? Do I like him? Should our night end sour like this? Can we even pretend this never happened? If I don't do anything now it'll likely be ruined forever.

>>945823043
> Make up my mind. There's no harm in trying.
> Crawl over to his mattress
> Pull his underwear down extremely gently, centimeter by centimeter
> Took me quite some time, but I wanted to fully surprise him
> All the while his dick is hard in his sleep
> Odd, it's not morning
> Softly grab it and instantly put it in my mouth
> I expected him to jolt or moan but he laughs "You really thought you were stealthy?"
> Fuck, I should have known
> Decide to bob my head up and down a bit, now he finally moans softly
> Asks me to stop for a second
> Gets up real close and says "I just wanna say sorry again and I don't want you to do this out of guilt okay?"
> Gayest thing ever leaves my mouth "No, I do it because I love you."
> I really really really wanted to say "because I like it" but somehow my brain short-circuited.
> Now he starts kissing me like crazy
> After a while I go back down again
> Finish him off, swallow, rancid but worth it
> As he cums he moans my name and says that he loves me too
> Haven't even taken my lips off of his dick before he gets all giddy and says "Are we boyfriends now?"
> I again genuinely still don't know whether I am gay or whether this was just me being horny and trying something out, but I felt like giving it a chance so I said yes.
> Spent the rest of the night kissing and cuddling, feelsgood
> Morning after we announce that we are boyfriends and my parents obviously know we did *something* so we're being sat down for an extensive sex ed talk that no teenager wants to go through. But at least they were supportive.
> Mom always placed a pack of condoms on my nightstand whenever he came over. A bit weird, but thoughtful.

Sounds weird, but even now, after being boyfriends for 9 years, I know that I must be bi, but I still don't feel attracted in the same way I feel attracted to girls. There's this primal allure towards straight sex and the female gender that I don't have for men. Still, I will not cheat or leave him. I love him.

I want to suck a cock and swallow cum so bad but I’m terrified of catching something or getting caught since I’m married with a family. Can’t bring myself to do it.

>>945820524
>oral hygiene
based. Yes I want you to fuck me but I don't want to be blasted with dragon-ass breath while you're doing it

>>945823406
Yeah I floss, clean my tongue, and use mouthwash daily in addition to brushing. Before kissing or making out I usually use mouthwash too

I was in the right place/right time (or "wrong place/wrong time" lol) and was smoking and chatting at a rest stop late at night when he invited me to his truck to get blown.
I thought he was joking at first but i secretly really wanted it. And i'm sure he could tell.
i had been visiting a buddy and stopped to piss, and then there i was, barely 18 and in this stranger's big rig getting my dick swallowed by this dude who looked like my dad kind of. Was all kinds of fucked up.
Realized i was bi as he popped me out of my shorts and inhaled me.

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>>945823059
Cute and wholesome. Glad it worked out okay for you, anon -- that scenario could have very easily veered the other way if you two hadn't talked shit out.

>>945824418
To be honest, it would've caused like a week of awkwardness but like I said we had a strong friendship and did all kinds of weird things together. He didn't mean what he said back then, he was just frustrated because he was completely in love with me, then he saw me go along and suddenly pull out for seemingly no reason. The rejection-out-of-nowhere fried his brain for a minute. He's a really sweet guy, but he's got the kind of autism where rejections weigh him down much harder than the average person. One way or another, it would've turned out alright I think.

>>945823286
As long as you don’t have any sores in your mouth and don’t brush your teeth immediately before or after, catching something through swallowing cum is relatively low. The test in a clinic is a 2 second swab of your mouth.

Taking it up the ass is what you want to worry about with that kind of thing.

>>945823286
Don't do it because of the risk of catching something. Don't ruin your family over something that's not worth it. Seek therapy, now you can. Sex can be fun but cheating will destroy your life. Not. Worth. It.

>>945823059
cute wholesome story
your parents reaction is impressive

>>945825634
They've always been great. As a teen, the overbearing aspect was sometimes a bit annoying, but rather that than having shitty parents. Just 5 days after we got together, I had a big family meeting with all my siblings, uncles, aunts, cousins and their partners. And my dad was insistent that I brought my bf along as well. "Doesn't matter if you just got together or have been together a lifetime, he's now part of the fam whether he likes it or not!"

Poor boy even got interrogated the fuuuuck out of him by my female cousins. They were all over us like "Omg sooo cute what's your name? Where do you come from? You look a bit asian! (he's half-indonesian) How did you meet [me]? Does he treat you well? etc. And when we snuck out of the party to catch a little kiss outside, guess who was spying on us?

>>945826051
Thats so damn cute anon!

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>>945784776
I had a somewhat similar situation like this with a foster brother. IDK if it was natural chemistry or if he was just that starved for affection, but after my parents took him in he immediately latched onto me with a mega obvious crush.

He was too timid to make any direct moves, but instead kept throwing himself at me by acting all provocative and "vulnerable" around me, like he was expecting/encouraging me to jump his bones. Which actually backfired, since it was obviously learned behavior from his past abuse and made me feel skeevy at the prospect of taking advantage of him.

Still... I was a horny bicurious teenage boy myself. I only had so much self-control before I eventually gave into temptation. Luckily it went pretty good... the biggest hangup was that he was actually too fucking submissive, like he was always surprised/confused that I wanted to make him feel good too, not just treat him like a cumdump.

>>945827763
poor thing. hope he's alright now. and you too :)

My stepdad had a big welding shop with a bathroom and shower in it. He had a big stack of porn mags in there, some playboy, but some hardcore ones too. I was never allowed in there, but one day he caught me when I thought he wasn't home. I think I was 8-9. The first time he was pretty mad, but shortly after that he started teaching me how to shower with him. At some point he asked me if I liked the magazines, and he started letting me look at them before our showers. I really liked the BJ pics the most for some reason, and he told me he could teach me how to "suck it like a pretty girl." if I wanted. The first time he put a wet washcloth over my eyes so I couldn't see, and told me to just open my mouth and keep it open and he would do the rest.

It probably happened 5-6 times before mom and him got divorced. I absolutely know it was wrong, and that I was a kid, but after that first time I remember being excited to do it again.

After that my best friend growing up and I started fooling around "playing pretend" and sucking each other when we were 9-10. It continued all through high school, and into our late 20s. Even through both of us having girlfriends both in high school and college we were secretly making each other cum a few times a week at least. When we were younger we made several different games out of it. We were left alone a lot at each others houses, and during the summers pretty much had free reign to do whatever we wanted as teenagers. Some days we would make each other cum 5 or 6 times at least in a day. It was super fun to have someone who was just as horny and willing as you.

I told this story before, but I even ended up sucking him about 5 min after his cute little redhead high school gfs pussy was wrapped around his cock.

Those were the only two cocks I had sucked till this year when I finally got the nerve to go down on my new JO buddy during a stroke session.

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>>945827844
I think we're both doing okay? Like, we def went through some drama, cause once we started screwing he really fell hard for me and got really obsessed. But I was still figuring out my own sexuality and definitely wasn't ready for a serious gay relationship, much less one that intense. He didn't handle it well when I left home for college, but tbh the separation was probably best in the long run cause it kept him from getting too codependent on me.

He's got a steady bf now, but things are still a little awkward between us cause I'm pretty sure he's still carrying a torch for me.

>>945828587
thats great to hear it turned out well enough for him

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>>945828199
I had a weird relationship with my stepdad too. Developed a crush on him as I hit puberty. He was pretty built and had a habit of walking around the house in just his boxers, and one day I realized I just couldn't keep my eyes off him. Which was a very confusing way to figure out I was into guys.

It was extra weird because I didn't actually *like* the guy on a personal level. He was always kind of a dick and we didn't get along. But I still found him stupidly attractive. And he fucking knew it too, despite my attempts to hide it. He'd tease the fuck outta me about it, especially if he caught me staring... but only in private. As far as I know he never told my mom I was perving on him.

He always played it off like he just found me funny, but looking back, I realize he must've enjoyed the attention, and was subtly encouraging it. I guess you could say he was grooming me, except he never took it further. I guess he was decent enough to hold himself back from taking advantage of his jailbait stepson, even though I probably would've jumped at the opportunity.

Him and my mom got divorced when I was 15. I didn't see him again until 7 years later, when I ran into him on Grindr. Against my better judgement, I let him talk me into hooking up... and it went surprisingly well? He's less of a dick than I remembered, maybe he mellowed out idk. And the sex was just as I'd fantasized it might be, where he was dominant and selfish and rough, but not too much. Kinda makes we wish he *had* diddled me when I was a teen even though I'm sure that wouldn't have turned out as well.

>>945754085
this thread. also made my boner bigger.

>>945754085
Realizing that as a white man with a bland personality and no interesting skills or hobbies I needed a hook to boost my dismal social and professional life.

My mom made me hang out with a rich kid that didn't go to my school, and we didn't have any friends in common. His house was ridiculously nice, and he had every video game system. He liked me a bit too much and always wanted me to sleep over. After hanging out with him for a few weeks I agreed too. He stole some booze from his dad, and we got drunk and played video games. He had a DVD player and had porn. He had lube, a fake pussy, all kinds of dildos. We both ended up naked lubed up. He told me about how good a vibrator up your butt feels. I remember thinking thank god my friends won't find out about this. My dick got crazy hard watching Gianna Michels and having him put a vibrator up my ass. It escalated to me fucking the fake pussy while he fucked me. I came first and then froze up. I really enjoyed being in doggie just getting used like that till he came. Slept naked in his bed with him spooning me.

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>>945833550
Did the two of you become fuckbuddies or was it just a one time thing?

>>945833734
One more sleep over that was as good as the first. Kind of core memories for me. He couldn't keep it cool when we were around our mothers. He started feeling me up when are moms were talking and they noticed. We went to his room and started hooking up and his mom barged in there and kicked me out. I guess his mom told his dad and I wasn't aloud over anymore. Don't think are mothers hung out much after that. I didn't see him for years and he was with a girl.

When I was in highschool, I had a bully who was a year or two older than me.

One day, on the bus back home, he made me touch his dick. I fake resistance as I didn't want him to know i like it, but deep inside I was curious to know how it felt.

Days passed and he continued teasing me, until one day after the initial contact I started jerk him off.

It continued for a few weeks, he taught me how to jerk off and even sucked my dick a few times. Honestly, he had a huge dick for hes age (no kidding) like 7.8in, mine was 5.5in.

One afternoon, he 'dare' me to lay down in the back seat and to close my eyes. I did it, and immediately felt something in my mouth. It was warm and soft and hard at the same time. I instantly opened my lips and let his dick went through. We continued that "game" several days until i openly started going down on him while no one was looking.

He usually told me to stop just before cumming and i watched him go off in his school jacket. Somehow, he always had a lot of cum, like three or four shots of hot semen. One day I was sucking him off but didn't stop when he told to. I continued sucking until he started cumming in my mouth. I just loved the taste. I swallowed it all.

We did it like two times a week through out high school util he graduated.

After he left, I missed sucking his dick so much. And it wasn't until a couple years later after I graduated myself that I started to hook up with guys on grindr. At first, I look for guys to suck them off to remember those good ol' days. Then I started to be a top and fuck some of them. But recently i started to had some guys to pound me in the ass and even one of them get to put his dick inside me.

Weirdly enough if only been attracted to men for sex. I still get aroused by women. I just can't see myself sentimentaly attracted to men at the point where idon'tt kiss my men sexual partners

>>945754085
Nothing. I'm asexual.

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>>945834301
Did he ever drop the "bully" act, or did you ever drop the fake reluctance?

Asking cause I had a very similar relationship back in high school, except I was on the other side of it. I was a very repressed and insecure closet case back then. So when I got a crush on this cute guy who was on swim team with me, I didn't really know how to deal with it except for kinda picking on the guy. Trying to subconsciously sabotage things by driving him away and making him hate me, I guess?

Except that instead of avoiding me, he kept taking the bait when I teased him. I'd get him alone and feel him up, then make fun of him when he got flustered or hard. I wasn't outright violent or anything, it would have been easy for him to push me off or just avoid me, but instead he kept letting me do it.

So I took that as a sign that he was into it and starting "making" him suck my dick. And even though he acted all reluctant, he'd still go along with it. I eventually started giving him rides home after school, and made him "pay for gas" by stopping in empty parking lots to give me head. Or if I knew my mom wasn't home, sometimes I'd take him back to my house instead to drill his ass.

I'm not sure why we kept up the fiction that I was "forcing" him into all this stuff he obviously liked. I guess it made us both feel less faggy, somehow? Or he just liked me being dominant? We developed all these unspoken rules and rituals around the whole thing cause we were both allergic to simply talking shit out.

>>945754085
Apple devices

>>945835821
He (or we) never dropped it. We just keep doing it on that bus for years mostly after everyone else was gone. We both lived far from school. And while there was people arround he was just a regular bully that talked shit about women.

I didn't knew about his life that much. I think he had a girlfriend for a few months and during that period we did it far less.

If he was a closet fag, we'll never know for sure, as i haven't talk to him after that last cum i swallowed.

>>945754085
I smoked a marijuana

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Getting cummed inside. Sort of a joke, but also sort of not?

I'd been fooling around with this buddy of mine, and we were both doing the typical "we're not really gay, we're just helping each other out until we get girlfriends!" routine. BJs and fapping and frotting and stuff... kissing and anal were both strictly off limits. Or at least they were supposed to be.

But then one day a grinding sessions turns into him teasing my ass with his dick, playing "just the tip." And I know I should stop him, but I'm too horny and it feels too good to put up any real resistance. He keeps promising that he's not "really" gonna fuck me. He just wants to know what it feels like, he'll pull out before he cums, etc. Next thing I know he's letting out this sexy groan as he unloads balls deep in me.

Afterwards I acted mad and he gave me a sheepish apology for getting carried away. Then I went to the shower to clean up and fapped out the biggest orgasm of my life thinking about how I had another dude's load up my ass and how fucking right it felt.

>>945839251
Awesome! Did you ever got a revenge and fucked his ass?

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>>945839991
I tried... the next time we fooled around, he reluctantly agreed to let me take a turn topping him. But he wimped out before I could get my dick more than halfway up his ass... which was pretty annoying considering I took him without whining even though his dick was bigger than mine.

Then he had the gall to ask if he could instead try me again... and even though I knew it would be setting a bad precedent to let him get away with that, I was too horny to refuse. So I ended up getting fucked again, and liking it even more than the first time. And as I expected, that pretty much solidified my role as the bottom in our relationship going forward.

Did any of you start to enjoy the sensation of having to take a shit? The feeling of your colon being full?

>>945842095
I've only been fucked twice. One by my dildo and one by a guy. Both times i felt like i had to take a dump. It's weird but i think im getting used to it. I think i can start to like it tho.

>>945793539
I wonder if those two are still together

>>945807006
You’re so gray you’re basically a woman

>>945842095
It doesn't really feel like taking a shit

>>945836786
One marijuana injected onto eyeball is the quickest way to crave a twink lap warmer

>>945843614
I mean, I get why people make the comparison, but it's quite different.
It feels like a guy's dick is in your ass. It's way better than taking a good shit (tho don't get me wrong, love a good shit. Who doesn't?)

>>945843614
Shh you’re not supposed to tell them it feels like sex and not like poopin’

>>945754085
Porn pipeline, it started off normal then i started fapping to futanari and trannies then full blown men, i always wanted something more kinky, even faggotry isn't enough i want to be "turned" into a faggot, honestly wish i never came across porn

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>>945844214
Tell me anon, would you like an older maybe more dominant man to gratuitously flirt with you. Maybe even corner you so you can smell him while he cops a quick feel? Or are you thinking of a slim twink, gently leading you astray and one day letting him suck you off?

>>945844275
In an ""ideal world"" where generally things work perfectly and consequences are minor at best and specifically i don't need to wear diapers for the rest of my life for getting fucked by a huge cock then:-
The former but more aggressive and rapey i guess, it sounds paradoxical, "i *want* to be *raped*" but that makes the fantasy hotter for me, especially if it's an older more abusive and manipulative man who's muscular hung and aggressive, like some ideal man like that who'd molest and blackmail and manhandle me repeatedly would be my ultimate fantasy, mind you in such a fantasy i wouldn't resist in any real capacity, or at least ideally i want to resist as hard as i can while still failing and getting forced and abused.
>submissive twink or dominant oldman
Most fantasies i have are of dominant men weather twink or manly idc, both are hot for different reasons, i want someone to take the lead for 2 reasons i think, one because im submissive duh, second is because I'm fatherless and have been abused throughout my child and alot of undesired responsibility has been placed upon me against my will, someone else doing the thinking for me sounds nice, mind you i wouldn't accept usually so i think that's why i like rape and blackmail. I can fantasize about being dominant but it's like 5%~10% of my fantasies at best, i clearly like to serve and be subdued, i also think my fatherless childhood made me into a people pleaser, idk but i think it's because deep down I'm scared of being abandoned and feel like I'm not worthy of a normal relationship.
idk, hope i managed to answer whatever question you wanted to be answered

>>945844459
Mmm, dominant fems are a guilty pleasure of mine

>>945754085
>be me, junior year, bi closeted and have had the same gf since 7th grade
>prude, only lets me play with her tits and won't touch my dick cause Jesus
>have a class with my little brother's obviously gay friend
>"Bobby" - always though he was cute, a little chubby, blonde
>have a class together, public speaking 1
>before class one day some seniors were giving him and another freshman shit, calling them faggots
>told them to shut the fuck up
>6'3" offensive tackle, they shut the fuck up
>sit down, look at Bobby and smile
>he's blushing, shit's cute
>flash forward to after school, get a text about 5 seconds in the door
>"Hey, it's Bobby. Thank you for sticking up for me, yada yada yada ...
>"If there's anything I can do for you just let me know"
>brain racing. balls full. potentially bad decision incoming
>text back "Anything? ;-)"
>instant reply "lol ANYTHING (various faggy emojis)
>fuck it, I'm doing this
>"What are you doing later? How about I pick you up?
>(more faggy emojis) and "OMG yes"
>tell him I'm text him when I'm on my way
>gf calls and asks if I can come over later, tell her it will be late-late but I'll stop by
>freaking out in the shower, have to knock down my diamonds thinking about whats about to happen
(cont)

>>945845081
(cont)
>text him "omw"
>(again, faggy emoji dump)
>smiling the entire time he walks out the door and into my car
>plops in the seat and says "hi" all coy and cute
>"Sooo where we going?"
>I'm nervous as shit, so I just kinda brain dump
>pretty sure I'm bi but don't want that known
>not breaking up with my gf
>just...curious
>he understands, can't keep his hands off me as I drive
>"She doesn't take care of you, does she"
>no she does not lol
>I park in the back of a closed tool shop nearby, great hiding spot I know
>as soon as I shut off the car he's straddling me in the driver seat
>wasn't sure about kissing a boy, but he's GREAT so fuck yeah, this is happening
>god, we probably made out for 20 minutes
>chubby butt grinding on me got me titanium
>stops and looks at me all hot like
>"lean your seat back. I'll take care of you."
>errrrrrt, seat back slam
>climbs back and kneels in the passenger seat
>unzips my jeans, lift up to pull them down
>not my first bj, but my first actual quality one with enthusiasm
>slow, wet to start
>looks over at me every once in a while and smiles at me
>faster and faster, love when he moans with my dick in his mouth
>he can tell I'm close, keeps jerking me off, lays across the center console to kiss me
>"I know she's never done this"
>vigorously finishes me, swallows every drop
>keeps sucking while I'm a spasming, moaning idiot
>need him to stop so I kiss him (tasted my own cum before so nbd)
>try to get him set so I can blow him but he just pushed me back down and starts sucking me again
>"I'm not done."
>starts licking and sucking me back hard
>finishes taking off his pants and straddles me
>holy shit is this happening?!
(cont)

>>945845484
(cont)
>takes some awkward positioning in the drivers seat but he gets me in and sits down hard with a "uuuggghh" that I felt in my bones and just made me harder
>if that's possible at this point
>this hot little shit is taking my v card I guess
>slow grind ride. both moaning and sweating and HOLY SHIT IS IT HOT IN HERE
>practically screaming as I'm about to cum
>he cums first, dick was rubbing against me stomach the whole time, covers my chest in cum
>I've got both hand on his hips pushing him as far down on my dick as possible
>super ultra mega sploosh
>Make out for a bit
>me: "OMG that was great. holy fuck"
>Bobby: "we have a problem tho. your cum is just going to spill out when I get up
>me: "I don't care, I'll clean it"
>he gets up. cum on my drivers seat
>cum on my center console
>take my white undershirt and start mopping up what I can
>he felt pretty bad and kept apologizing
>I was bummed but kept saying it's fine
>drop him off, tell him he was great, text me
>even more cum on the passenger seat, fuck that shit gets everywhere
>go home, start cleaning the upholstery
>gf calls, "where are you? Aren't you coming over"
>tell her I spilled milkshake in the car, all over, have to clean it right now
>thankfully get it all up and out text him a pic, "see, all better"
>he dumps that he's had a crush on me "since birth"
>he's dreamed about that shit for years and can't believe it happened
>"well, keep dreaming, it's going to happen more often"
>(faggy emoji tsunami)
>broke up with my gf about a month later cause fuck the work if I'm not getting paid
>Bobby and I fucked on the dl for years after that
>my little sister caught us in the garage once
>lil sis is a baller, never told a soul, didn't give a fuck really
>phew
>both married with kids now, last hookup was my brother's wedding a few years ago

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Some of us are just natural fag boys
We have a need for men and cock and cum

>>945844748
>dominant fems
basdo

>>945844033
It's such a slippery slope. Once you make the connection that twinks and femboys are infinitely more fun to get high with than girls, it's all over. I've been with mine for 3 years now, and really have no intentions of stopping. Bubbly, soft body, and just so fucking dumb. Not intelligence wise, he's smarter than I am. But absolutely no common sense or survival instinct. Think "Ok, hold my hand because we have to cross the street" tier derping after getting high. He's like a puppy, and makes me feel needed on a level girls never have. If you've ever watched How I Met Your Mother, he's a complete "oh, honey..." I really thought that it was an act at first, but to keep it up this far in would be fierce commitment to the bit. At this point, if I found out that it was, I wouldn't give a single fuck. I love my goofy little sweet potato.

Played truth or dare with friends (house party after college classes), mixed gender group (18-25 yr olds). One girl dared me (20) to kiss one of the guys (23). Bonus points if French kiss. We first protested a bit but once we started doing it, we just kept going at it. And going on, going on, going on, until some of them were going like "Ayo are you guys alright???". I break up the kiss to catch my breath and that dude has this wild fire in his eyes. He turns to the girl and says "thanks for helping out, bitch!". She erupts in laughter. That's when I knew that all of this was a fucking set-up. He was fully gay and into me and both of them doubted whether I was gay as well because I never showed interest in girls. Tbh I wasn't into sex/romance at all (kinda incel, thought I would never find someone) but I completely let myself go in that moment. So the whole idea of truth or dare was set up by them, all in order to have that kiss happen.

And boy my sexuality EXPLODED in that moment. I just got kissed INTENSELY by this handsome guy, my boner was HARDER than it had ever been and he went through all that effort to see if he had a chance with ME? I felt so validated and wanted for the first time in my life. I flung my arms around his neck, kissed him on the cheek and said "let's quit this game and take this somewhere else". As we left for his dorm, the others kept cheering shit like "AYYYYY THEY'RE GETTING LAIDDDD" ~typical college talk yaknow.

At his dorm we had a very long make-out session, followed by blowjobs. He put the brakes on me a bit and said that it's best not to rush into full sex. Makes sense, my heartbeat was already in the 200's.We kissed and sucked for hours though. The "real sex" happened a few weeks later after many dates together. I mostly bottom, but sometmes I top him. It became common habbit for me to stay the night there and my own dorm just became a storage room.

We'll have our 3 year anniversary next month. All is still going great!

Btw this >>945846200 is me

>>945845081
Tiny chubby blondes are simply the best.
t. a tiny chubby blonde ;)

>>945846057
I'm also like your boy and it's not an act, I can promise you. It's our sign that we feel safe with you. You relax your boy so much that he can keep his guard down around you. Cherish that. We're biologically male, so it's hard to get that "on-edge" sense out of our nature. So if we find a man that does that for us, that means you must be great. However, please realise that twink death is a thing. We might still be able to look good in our late 20s and 30s and our personalities may remain the same, but the twinkish body and youth will eventually disappear. Please don't dump him when that happens. In him you'll find the most loyal goofball you can get, That'll be worth more than youthful looks, I promise you. He will not disappoint you.

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>>945846228
>t. a tiny chubby blonde ;)
how YOU doin?

>>945754085
I grew up on an island and went to the beach a lot in the summer. Some of the beaches were clothing optional. My favorite one had cliffs covered in clay. Part of the cliffs had a stream going down it causing a soupy mess that spilled into the ocean. I was a little fat boy 8 or 9 and would roll around naked in the clay. I made friends with an older boy, and he joined me rolling around in it. He had swim trunks on and when he pulled them off, I rubbed clay on his dick. First time I remember being attracted to a cock. His dick got hard and he got aggressive with me. We were sliding around and he was pushing his hard cock against my belly and ass. I was loving it, but my friend's older sister saw what was going on and broke us up. He dragged me back to our group and left my new friend with some serious blue balls.

>>945828199
One of the earliest ones I remember with my best friend, we were around 11-12, there was this big rock pile, culverts, and all kinds of concrete stuff on the edge of our small town. We would ride our bikes out there and play around running up and down the piles, climbing on stuff..it was probably dangerous but nobody cared and we were on our own for the most part.

There was a big concrete box thing on the ground. Kinda secluded behind things, probably the size of a small car, and it had a square hole in the top of it, maybe a couple feet across. We would climb down into it and pretend it was a tank.

One of the days we were there playing, we dropped down into "the tank" and found two porn magazines in there. One was a playboy, but the other was a hustler featuring Traci Lords, which must have been why someone hid it there. For a couple weeks we would ride out there and enjoy looking at them, stroking our cocks together, giving each other handjobs, and sucking each other a bit after picking out a girl in the mag for one of us to pretend to be. I'm not positive, but I think that might have been the first time we had actually swallowed each others cum.

The magazines disappeared a couple weeks after we found them.

>>945846388
Doing good, just had my ass filled teehee :)

>>945846898
o we used to play this game we called "Simon sucks." It would start with something simple, one of us would reach over and rub the others cock through their shorts, maybe just for a few seconds, then say "Your turn." The other guy would do the same thing in return, but add a few seconds of stroking, or such, then say "ok, your turn."

It was just like a sexual game of Simon Says.

5 min into it, for sure one of us would be giving the first suck on his knees. The next one would try to suck the same, but add a hand stroke, and so on and so on, until we were making each other cum. Even that we tried to emulate doing all the steps correctly, everything, including the swallowing in the exact same way the guy before did it.

We did that together regularly from the time we were 14 or so until we were out of college.

Anyone wanna play?

>>945847287
So we were 16 or 17 our girlfriends were good friends too. They decided to have a girls day out, shopping at the mall and such. The idea was that my best friend and I would hang out too, then all get back together for pizza later that evening or such. My girl came to pick me up from my house to drive me over to his house to pick his girlfriend up and drop me off. The thing is she was really early, and I told her we should wait a bit, but she was so ready to go, and insisted it would be fine. My best friends house was kinda in the woods, and I could tell his bedroom was totally dark when we pulled in. My girl rang the doorbell, and after a couple of minutes they answered the door, looking kinda flustered. His cute little 16 year old redhead girlfriend was wearing a little schoolgirl skirt and tall boots, and looked adorable. The girls left pretty quickly, and once the door closed, and they were pulling out of the drive he says "dude! You owe me one. Seriously."

I told him I was sorry, and that it was her idea, and that I told her to wait, and all of that, but he was pretty pissy about it.

So we go into his bedroom, still dark, and I said "So, how far along were you guys?" He said "I was sitting on the edge of the bed, and she had just slid down all the way onto me. Maybe a few strokes up and down. Seriously dude."

I couldn't help but laugh a bit, but was still apologizing as I got onto my knees in front of him. He pulled his shorts down, sat on the edge of his bed, I went to work sucking his half hard cock, and I could taste her pussy on him. As I sucked I could feel him get harder in my mouth, and a few min later he was lying back on the bed, moaning and spurting into the back of my throat, and I was swallowing the cum that was meant for his girlfriend.

Even before puberty I would stick stuff up my butt, like pencils or the end of a chair (at least try to) it progressed from their, my older brother and I would wrestle and one day he asked to do it naked, he then proceeded to fuck my thighs, and would cum in them, I didn't know what it was and would get angry thinking he was peeing on me. We did that everyday until my grandma caught us, she told my mom, who went to CPS. They took us away to different foster homes, where I would let a foster brother hump my thighs and ass, he tried to fuck me properly, but he was a black dude, and couldn't fit especially without lube. After that I became addicted to anal, I'm not necessarily interested in men romantically, but I want them to fuck me, and I probably could be in a relationship with a guy so idk. But I'm typing this while using a sex machine.

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>>945782405
>>945842095
Please stop trying to inject your scat fetish into every gay thread on the site. This is the equivalent of constantly bringing up piss and periods in straight threads.

>>945846228
I've got no intentions of doing that. Our emotional connection is too deep to get hung up on looks. He's always going to be my dumb puppy. I'm 9 years older than he is. So if anything, I'm worried about me aging out more than him. Unless he goes through some dramatic personality change, I'm very much content to spend our evenings cuddled up on the couch watching the same dozen or so shows for as long as we've got together. I don't want to make it sound like I'm putting in all of the work. He's my emotional support human, and does a lot to keep me in good spirits and health. His back massages after a hard day of work alone are worth it. One of my favorite things about him is how I can feel him slowly getting harder the more in to massage he gets.

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>>945844459
Ravishment fantasies like yours are super common, even among people who have never suffered any past abuse or neglect.

I know people worry that having such thoughts is a sign that they're damaged or psychologically messed up in some way. But it's totally normal. Probably the most common kink overall, in fact. I suspect it's just part of human sexuality to sometimes crave the idea of a hot dominant guy/girl who will just take charge and "force" you to feel good, taking away the burden of your own guilt and agency and making you feel like a sexy prized possession.

>>945848112
>Even before puberty I would stick stuff up my butt
god help any hairbrush or kitchen utensil with a cocklike handle that came into the house growing up. until I found and started stealing my sister's dildo.

>>945848302
Fucking hell that image made me cackle out loud

Anyone else have their first experience in a group? It kind of ruined me on one-on-one sex with guys. With girls it's fine, never been with more than one girl at a time but I didn't do anything gay one-on-one until late college.
Yeah, I know, I'm a slut. no shit

crossdressing was the catalyst

bump

>>945850186
hot, stories?

>>945754085
I knew i was gay when I was pretty young. Like, 10 young. I just could't understand why my friends were starting to talk about girls and be interested in str8 porn.
I would search for pictures of guys in their underwear, which led me to gay porn and when I looked at gay porn, my lil dick got hard. I started jerking around then, acting out what I'd seen in porn. Started sticking things in my butt. I'd practice sucking on bananas.
Chat rooms were a big deal then and I'd chat with boys my age, older teen boys and guys. When I was 12, I met a 17yo in a chat room. We'd chat everyday. Send pix and Skype. Turns out, he lived only an hour away from each other.
He was horny af, I was horny af and we decided to meet. So, one weekend, we met. It wasn't unusual for me to spend the whole day at a friends house, I just had to be back by dinner. I rode my bike to a Burger King about 3 miles from my house and we met there.
I was afraid he wouldn't show, but he did. I was a bit nervous, but we'd been chatting and camming and I knew he was alright.
We drove around for a while, until we found this Industrial Park and we parked all the way in the back. No one was around.
Luckily, he borrowed his parents minivan, a Chrysler Town & Country. So, we had some space! We got naked and his cock was so hard. He just started to worship my body. Kissing me all over, feeling me, going to town on my cock. I was really getting into it fucking his face, but what I really wanted was his cock, so I started sucking his.
He was really into it and was getting a bit too excited and I would gag on it but, I wanted all of it. I knew he was going to nut and he was pounding my mouth, holding my head on his dick as he started to pump cum. I was doing my best to swallow it all, but it was so much. My cock was throbbing. He finished me off. I'd never nutted so hard before.
From that point on, all I could think about was getting more cock.

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>>945850089
Sort of... It wasn't like full-blown group sex out in the open or anything. But during sleepovers at my best friend's house, we'd watch porn and jerk off together side-by-side on the couch. Usually just me, my friend, and his little brother, but sometimes one other friend was involved too.

We'd keep our dicks under the covers, but it was pretty obvious when we were reaching across to trade handjobs. The most openly sexual it got was this one time where my friend's little brother lost some bullshit bet and had to go on his knees and "pretend" to suck each of us off in turn. This all happened under the covers for plausible deniability, and we all kept up the fiction that this was just a date and he wasn't *really* sucking ours dicks, even though he absolutely was

>>945852752
Yeah, we never fucked but there were 5 of us total, usually 3 of us playing at a time.. We did the under-the-covers stuff for a while but one day I "dared" them to all cum on me - so they all came on my face, of course. loved it, instantly addicted. they'd "make me" scoop it and swallow it and that's how a fetish is born...

>>945850186
Same for me. Stole clothes and a vibrator from my friends' older sister. Sodomized myself in a mini skirt and bra till I was gay.

>>945754085
Never really knew it until my last years in highschool, had some encounters where a guy hugs me and i would melt in his arms so that confirmed it for me (im pretty smol so having someone hold me like that felt amazing)
turns out i liked the female asthetics and not the female, so now im a femboy in private and look like a boymoder in public.

i have been wanting to meet other guys but im a bit too shy and kinda lost where to start.
been lurking on grindr but its all a bit too intimidating for me

>>945851624
I dont want to get into too many details but essentially I got into crossdressing during college because I left home at 18 so I had no parents to worry about. Eventually met other guys into it on 4chan and visited them well knowing shit was going to get gay. The very first time I had someone's bulging panties on my face I was scared because it was the moment of truth but I stopped giving a shit once I had his cock in my mouth and I had a raging boner. That moment I knew it was over for me

>>945754085
whatever it was just please stop hurting kids

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>>945850089
It was "just" a threesome, but yeah. There was this pair of guys in the room down the hall in my dorms who kept inviting me over to hang out and play vidya. They knew each other from high school so they were already friends... or more than just friends, as it turned out.

To this day, I'm still not sure how they sussed out that I was a fag? I didn't even really know myself, I was still confused and just starting to question my own sexuality at that point. So their initial attempts to seduce me went completely over my head. I thought they were just... idk, really friendly and physically affectionate? Probably didn't help that they were both very traditionally masculine and straight-acting.

But one night I was over there and we got high together. And suddenly I find myself on the couch between them, getting cuddled and felt up from both sides. And it finally sinks in... oh! these guys are a gay couple? and they're trying to get in my pants? oh shit, this is happening!

I was pretty flustered, in way over my head. But also too curious and horny to stop them, so I just let it happen. To their credit they tried to take it slow and easy with me... but getting shared by an experienced couple is a pretty overwhelming experience, especially if you're a relative virgin in comparison. And getting spit-roasted while high will short-circuit just about anyone. I think I still handled it pretty well, though I was in a complete daze the next day.

bump

my football coach convinced the team it was only "gay" if we swallowed, yeah he's in prison now

but I still remember how his cheesey corn dog tastes like

>>945852266
did you enjoy the calvin klein ads

>>945856797
lol

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>>945754085
When I went on a vacation to Israel.

>>945754085
All homosexuals should be quarantined if not killed outright.

>>945754085
>gay awakening
When I was a child, I always knew I liked both girls and boys (mostly girls). And that has stayed true for most of my life (30+).
I have only dated girls, but I've had some one night stands with boys. I think the only reason I haven't dated another man is the fact the only times the opportunities presented themselves I was already with a girl.
Nowadays I'm married with a girl that is quite open with stuff like that, so we employ a "open relationship". We are free to try things outside both of us, or us with more people, but it really hasn't took off because we are extremely over our heads with each other (more than ten years of relationship). In this timespan she's had one guy (where she disliked the sex) and I've had one guy (chubby, taller, tried to act dominant and ended up being a submissive in a power bottom fashion, me being the bottom) that I liked. I'll never leave her, so my experiences with guys will remain limited for the forseeable future, and I'm okay with that. She also pegs me so there's that, she scratches the itch.

>>945791710
>>945793539
>>945856797
Why is it always coaches? Coaches and stepdads, it seems like.

>>945860183
One of my regular hookups is a retired teacher and coach. I can't decide if I want to hear stories of his escapades or not. I'd have to think he has some.i totally had coaches that could have fucked me if they wanted to, fr

>>945860183
My coach was a buff, tanned football player with hairy legs, I wished so hard he would fuck me.

>>945754085
i had unlimited access to the internet as a teen. i discovered tumblr at some point, and came across a blog that did nothing but post porn and nsfw fanfic-ish scenarios, and it was through that blog i also discovered i was only attracted to the same sex.

>>945861470
it's always coaches because young boys are throwing their holes at every man in their life e.g.
>>945860917
>>945861009

>>945861470
didn't mean to tag you

>>945861501
I didn't throw my hole at EVERY man in my young life
just most of them