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I have a fantasy of transitioning and getting trapped and being used but no actual penetration. But i want the dick to be huge and fully erect.

>>948463142
I got raped, no idea of the size because the lights were out, but it felt like having a bowling pin shoved in my pussy, probably because I was dry

Got "raped" as a young m going through puberty by an older gay couple.

Size definitely made a difference for how it felt

I work with a girl who was raped by her dad. I’m her trusted adult so I get to hear a lot of details about it. I’d never do anything to her but I’d be lying if I said I never jerked off to what she’s told me

>>948465221
Likewise one of my exs was raped by her uncle when she was in her late teens, and I'd by lying if I said I never thought about that when I was fucking her.

>>948465299
Seen you before, you’re the guy who sends him her nudes

>>948464297
What position were you raped in and what were your thoughts as you were being raped? And did he cum inside you?

I was kidnapped for two days and raped repeatedly by a couple guys when I was 12. This was in the mid 90’s. Took my virginity and permanently fucked up my sexuality

>>948465423
Fucked up your sexuality in what way?

>>948465429
I was pretty sure I was a lesbian beforehand (although I hadn’t told anyone because, 90’s), but sexually developed really fast after this experience and became pretty slutty towards older men. I met my first husband when I was 15 and he was 26 and was fucking him after a week

>>948465462
Men cant be lesbians.

>>948465518
Not a man

>>948465307
That'd be difficult because her uncle passed away before I met her

>>948465423
How often would they rape you? What positions would they do it in and did they take turns or do it at the same time?

>>948465623
They took turns. Usually it was in doggy style but they put me on my back so they could look at me a couple times too. Raped me five vaginally five times, three on the first day and twice on the second, but they also spent a lot of time just generally torturing me. One at me out before fucking me the second or third time. They both made me suck them a couple times but I wasn’t good at it and they got frustrated about it pretty quick

>>948465221
Share some of that info so we can bust our nuts to her experience too, anon

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>>948465188
Putting raped in quotes raises a lot of questions.

>>948465678
How would they torture you? And did either of them cum in your vagina, ass, or mouth?

Forced myself on a close friend one night. Turned into a year long thing of her getting railed by me. I am quite hung and she is very petite

>>948464297
Fuuuck wait no but actually this brings up a great detail I’ve noticed

I notice that when vics are actually allowed to speak candidly about their experiences, there seems to be an over representation of big ass dicks within the population of men who rape.

Is it because these men are actually hung? Is there some connection between having a big dick and predatory behavior? Or is it a psychological thing where the victim just perceived the dick as large?

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>>948465221
> I’m her trusted adult
What is that? Sorry i am not yank enough to know.

>>948465771
Mostly they just came on my ass or stomach, whichever side they had me on. Once one of the guys tried to cum in my mouth but I refused to open it, so he ended up cumming on my face instead. They put cigarettes out on my skin both in and out of sex, they whipped me with a tree branch, they starved me the entire time. There was a lot of beating too

>>948465423
Lucky to be alive id say ... Literally not ever heard of anyone surviving that. was it a relative.

>>948465758
Anything specific you want to know?
>>948465870
Basically means I’m the adult at the program she’s in that she has the closest bond with so she trusts me with a lot of personal info and comes to me with her problems

>>948465905
Is she hot? How often did she get railed and was it raw?

>>948465678
Is it ok with you if I jerk off to the thought of you getting raped? I wanted to ask first.

>>948465905
what details do you jerk off the most to?

>>948465883
That sounds brutal. How do you feel about it now? Do you have PTSD?

>>948465921
She’s pretty cute. Skinny little pale thing with black hair and bangs, that slutty emo makeup look and adorable big blue eyes. She’s fucked her face up with piercings though, sadly.

It happened almost daily between the ages of 9 to 13. She says it was a pretty big mix of condom and no condom, but they got caught because she got pregnant, so clearly it was often enough
>>948466048
She’s told me a couple specific stories that are really hot. One of my favorites is that a couple times he made her suck off the family dog

>>948465905
>Anything specific you want to know?
No specific details, no, but tell us what kind of stuff has gotten you wanting to go beat your dick when you've spoken to her, or that you wind up thinking about later. Does she talk about how big he was? Whether or not she developed a rape fetish, or conversely, a fear of men or anything like that? Does she masturbate to the memory, or rape as a kink? Not sure what she would or wouldn't have said to you, so share the good shit that's made you wish you could get away with going on break to bust a load in the bathroom or some shit after one of those chats at work.

>>948465221
>>948465299
This is way more common than you think. I was raped by my older brother.

>>948466172
Did she ever mention how big he was? Has she developed any new preferences or fetishises? Is she hypersexual now? Does she ever masturbate to the thought of what happened?

>>948465791
She was the typical emo/scene girl, emotional wreck and attention seeking.

>>948466209
See one story here: >>948466172
She was pretty heavily groomed by him when they got busted, it took a long time for her to even process that she wasn’t in a consenting relationship with him. She used to brag that he was eight inches but I don’t know if she was lying or not. She’s also never seen another dick before so she doesn’t have the best frame of reference. She’s never talked about a rape fetish or fear of men, but it’s worth noting all the faculty she’s closest with are men and she definitely has a crush on a couple of them. She says she masturbated a lot when she first got here but it’s slowed down a lot, and now it’s actually really hard for her to. She usually tells me the following day when she does but not in a slutty way, it’s actual technical information in her case. Only time I ever jerked off at work was when she told me she’d made herself cum from masturbation for the first time, which was big for her because she’d only ever cum from him before
>>948466301
She’s definitely showing signs of hypersexuality in the future. She’s been very flirty with a couple of the male faculty and talks about sex a lot. It’s both a way to cope and process I think. I asked her once what she thinks about when she masturbates and she said mostly him still but sometimes boys from school and the like

>>948466321
She sounds very hot then. How did she dress?

>>948466379
Thigh highs of various colors, skate shoes, short skirts or shorts with a oversized hoodie and dyed hair. Usually lace thongs or cutesy panties

>>948466356
Does she ever go into detail about her masturbation? Has she tried coming on to you at all or hinted at it? Do you have fears the other faculty might try to fuck her?

>>948466038
That’s why I’m posting
>>948466141
It was the worst few days of my life counting the follow up after my rescue. I was diagnosed with ptsd and bpd. It’s weird, I don’t like it or feel good about it but I do still like masturbating to it. I wouldn’t ever want to experience it again though

>>948466440
Do you orgasm the best when masturbating to that?

>>948466415
She hasn’t ever told me anything beyond when she does and the one time about making herself cum. She hasn’t tried to come onto me but she does things like emulate my speech patterns, try to get into the stuff I’m into, is very physically touchy with me (leaning on my shoulder, playing with my hair, etc.) but nothing beyond that. Clear “I have a crush on a boy” behavior but nothing more really. I’m not worried about the other faculty, we’ve all been in this position before and I trust all of them

>>948466440
I'm glad you got rescued. So many girls end up getting murdered in situations like those. I hope you never have to go through something like that again.

>>948466401
She sounds so hot and cute. How did you start raping her? Were you and her hanging out and you suddenly grabbed her and shoved her onto a bed or something?

>>948466491
Thats good to hear, she seems innocent enough. Does she ever ask advice on toys or masturbation? Is it awkward when she mentions her orgasms?

>>948466480
I don’t really get a difference
>>948466501
Thank you, that means a lot. I was lucky, I really was only held for a little over 24 hours

>>948466516
We were driving around together and I told her I wanted to mess around, she agreed to me touching her so I fondled her tits and pinched her nipples, even took her shorts off and fingered her while driving around. I kept hinting at fucking her that night but she kept saying no, I eventually parked us and kept playing with her clit and climbed in the back and told her to ride me, she kept saying no so I climbed back up front and grabbed her legs open, she started saying stop and whimpering. I pulled her panties to the side and started forcibly pressing my cock into her. She kept saying please no and stop. I only thrusted for a little before I felt bad and stopped. I took her home and she was pissed off at me but forgave me saying she was gonna fuck me anyways just didnt want to that day. Her boyfriend was none the wiser

>>948466547
Is it hard for you to have sexual relationships with other men now?

>>948466528
Never asks advice on any of that stuff. She doesn’t have any toys because there’s no way to get any at the facility she’s at, I think she just uses her hands. It’s never really awkward. It helps that she’s so open about it all, but also we’re trained to be very casual and comforting about it. She’s a very sweet girl, even aside from using her stories as guilty pleasure goon material she’s one of my favorites. We just connect really well

>>948466646
It was the first time but after I got over that it got easy pretty quick. It feels kind of empowering actually

>>948465365
I was between on my side and on my front, sleeping on a sofa. Was very confused, hadn't had sex before but knew what it was. Once I realized what was going on I was just terrified. No idea if he came inside.

>>948465802
I suspect it's partially psychological, partially due to lack of lubrication. When you're not turned on, everything feels bigger and more difficult to get in there. Sometimes the angle as well can affect how big something feels inside you, too.

>>948466661
How often do you want to her? Do you ever feel bad after doing so? Has she ever confessed to masturbating to you? Do yall get to do any other activities for fun while you are together?

>>948463142
Got kinda raped a couple times by the neighborhood Cool Guy, who was a lot older than anyone else in our friend group. He never managed to get his dick in, so he would just jack off onto me and play with me till I came.

>>948466735
Have you confided about what happened to any of these newer lovers? What type of position do you take with them, are you submissive or dominant?

>>948466760
Was he too small to fuck you or something?

>>948466759
Pretty often. I never really feel bad per se? I kind of see it as a way to give the intrusive thoughts an outlet, and ensure I’d never actually do anything to her or any of the other girls I work with.
She’s never confessed to masturbating to me or any of the other faculty but I’m pretty sure she has. We play magic a lot, and sometimes I’ll take her out to the skatepark with a couple other kids. She’s not allowed to have any technology so sometimes I’ll let her use my phone for music if I’m on duty with her, she likes a lot of metal and stuff

>>948466777
Both my ex-husbands knew, I told a couple other long term relationships as well. I guess you could describe me as a power bottom?

>>948466808
Nah I was like eleven and he was in his twenties. It was like trying to force a corncob into a keyhole. It hurt like hell.

>>948466868
Thats good, im sure it helps clear your mind. Wouldn't be surprised if you bust the fattest loads to her. That sounds like pretty wholesome time spending. See if she likes Tool. Do you ever have to really lock in when she tells certain stories, to try and prevent a hard on? Ive dated a couple girls who were in places like this and yeah I bet she fingers herself to you often.

>>948466911
Oof, well good for you he couldnt get in

>>948466895
Ah okay, so get really into being their slut so you can take back that control, hope sex has become more enjoyable for you these days

>>948466945
She’s definitely milked out some of my biggest before. She does indeed fuck with tool, type o negative is her favorite though. I’ve definitely had to lock in before, although I also wear a sweatshirt around my waist pretty often for this exact reason. The idea that she fingers herself to me is so hot, I’d love to know what she imagines me doing with her

>>948466982
It definitely has, I think I’ve reclaimed it well. It’s been three decades since it happened so I’m doing okay now

>>948465802
They usually got raped by their dad or some other adult when they were very young. Everything feels big but the reality is that most guys raping children are doing it because they have micropeens.

>>948467003
She seems like a dope girl overall. She probably has caught on to some time you've slipped up. And you know she probably absolutely fingerblasts herself to the thought of you pinning her legs back and plowing her. Girls like that think up all sorts of crazy sexy shit

>>948467017
Thats pretty wholesome and hot to hear, what are you preferences in men these days? Younger or older. Bigger or smaller cock?

>>948467228
That’s exactly what I imagine when I jerk off to the stories too, funny enough. I do hope she’s never noticed though, she deserves to feel like more than a sex object with me. Poor girl has been put through a lot already

>>948467381
Older, although it’s shrunk from twenty year age gaps to a few years now that I’m older. I don’t really have a preference in size but both my husbands were on the bigger side

>>948467435
Current boyfriend or husband? Or just the occasional fling? Do you like guys going down on you?

>>948467411
If she ever caught on i dont think she'd feel objectified, especially since yalls relationship is much more wholesome, girls like that if anything get extremely flattered by the small stuff. You make her feel safe so in turn she feels safe cumming like crazy to the thought of you balls deep in her, even if she knows it cant realistically happen

>>948467228
Does she have milkers ?

>>948466516
Forgot to mention she was barely pushing past 5ft while I was 6ft 3, so using her like a fuckdoll was quite the image

>>948467529
Fair enough, although a boner at the story of her rape probably isn’t super flattering. In her mind maybe it would be though, she’s weird like that
>>948467543
No, she’s pretty petite. I’d guess b cups. She’s still growing though, and based off her mother I’d guess she’ll come into

>>948467817
They associate a lot of things differently than non trauma victims. She seems like shes gonna be someone's top tier fucktoy later on in life. Whoever gets her hopefully treats her well for her sake

>>948467883
Oh for sure. It’s awful to say but that early training is going to pay off for some other guy down the road big time. I do hope he treats her well. It’s weird to say because there’s also the animal part of my brain that wants to fuck the shit out of her, but mostly she feels like kind of a daughter figure. I hope she has a good life.
I also wonder if she’ll develop any fetishes or kinks around her experienced and the stuff he did with her later in life (or if she has now and hasn’t told me about them)

>>948468018
Based on what ive experienced when she leaves there depending on how she feels she either may try to stay in contact with you and have you as a potential father figure or let that other side come forth and come onto you. I know what you mean though, it feels bad when you've helped someone in a familial way but your primal urge wants to breed the absolute fuck out of them. As time goes on dont be surprised if she brings up something that sounds like a new kink. At least you can get a good jerk session thinking what it would be like to have her petite emo self bouncing on your cock. Im sure she will be thinking the same when she fingers herself later

>>948465221
>raped by her dad
Impossible, like saying a man can steal his won car. Is father's right to fuck his daughter, its what daughters are for

>>948468094
I really hope she doesn’t come on to me, shutting her down would be so difficult. What kind of kinks do you think she might develop?
>>948468116
You’d probably enjoy hearing how much use he got out of her then. She was an obedient toy for him for years and took it daily

>>948467817
s a girl, you experience so many guys popping boners around you, it really isn't a surprise when it happens. They're always sneaky trying to hide it too, which just makes it more obvious.

>>948468210
Probably had an asphyxiation, degradation,biting,spanking, and daddy kink goin on at minimum. Definitely will lean into bdsm at least the light to medium stuff. If you let her down go easy and be there for her. If she gets a boyfriend anytime soon he better realize how lucky he is and if he isnt eating her pussy tell her to get a new guy, grippy sock pussy tastes amazing. She probably is going to develop into a goth/alt power bottom. Hopefully not a generic slut for anyone but for the right guy

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I went to meet a guy off Grindr the first time was good I sucked him off while I was dressed like a sissy in the back seat of my car but the second time he had me come into his house dressed up and I thought it was weird he locked his door and put a chair in front of it. So he told me to get on my belly and start sucking so I did and he started smacking my ass and squeezing it, that really had me turned on but then he went to fuck me and he didn’t use enough lube and his dick was because it hurt and I told him I couldn’t take it. It was really thick and long. So I tried to crawl away and he picked me up by my belly and put me back on his cock and held me down by my shoulders as he pushed me down into the bed he started fucking me harder and faster even though I told him to stop that I couldn’t take his dick that it was hurting
Afterwards he told me to make sure I had all my stuff and as I walked out he slapped me on the ass and said that I was a good slut and for me to come back again that I was his now this is what I wore that night

>>948468375
ngl this is a turn on.

>>948468283
Spanking and daddy kinks are givens. He was spanking her even before he started fucking her. I’m curious about the impact of the more extreme stuff he did with her, I bet she’s gonna be a freak down the line a bit.
She said getting head was her favorite part of sex with him so I’m sure she’ll make sure whatever future guy she’s with is tonguing her often. She’s not very gothic but alt is right on for her, and she’s definitely got potential for a power bottom
>>948468226
Sure but it’s the context, yknow? It’s one thing if she notices a boner while she’s talking about touching herself, it’s another when she’s tearfully telling me about being whipped with a belt or something

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>>948468404
I know I jerk of to that night all the time but too scared to go back he was very aggressive sexually with me I felt very used and slutty

>>948468375
Stories like this used to turn me on until I worked at Starbucks for a few months. Turns out that it's not just fantasy writing. Every single faggot on the planet has some story about getting raped by a Grindrjeet and enjoying it.

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>>948468477
Yeah that wasn’t not fantasy writing just a really bad experience from Grindr I mean it was still a turn on but I was not expecting it to go down like that

>>948468447
Forgot to add i wouldn't be surprised if she gets into pet play, like collars and leash type of thing while getting eaten out or fucked hard. Perfect making for a nympho so I bet shes gonna wring a guy dry and still demand more. I love sluts like that. My wife was a grippy sock girl lmao. Youre gonna be strangling your dick the longer you know this one

>>948468600
God she would look so good in a collar. I’m imaging that now. Did I tell you about him making her suck the family dog off?

>>948463142
>>948463264
moar

>>948468654
Fuck imagine her on her knees with a collar begging for your load while you tug on it, her pussy absolutely soaked. No j didnt see that, so yeah definitely gonna be into degradation

>>948468447
oh yeah, that would be pretty fucked up. I just mean guys getting boners around you with no instigation whatsoever. Its the most obvious in swimming pools, but I used to get a lot of detention from a specific teacher who'd pitch a massive tent under his desk where he thought I couldn't see. Spread my legs and flashed him my panties a few times while making my homework for fun just to see him shift uncomfortably trying to make room. He never actually mentioned or did anything though.

>>948468729
Oh for sure. He did a lot of humiliating stuff to her, part of the way he broke her. She said it was a pretty routine cycle of making her do something awful or painful or gross, followed by him lovebombing her by focusing on her or doing “gentle” stuff. I can definitely see that developing into some kind of power bottom dynamic in the future for her
>>948468765
Hot. To be fair, that’s pretty in character for her as well

When I was 12 I was groomed to be a femboy by a man I met online

>>948468812
Tell us the story of the dog? Or the thing that made you nearly explode then and there when she told you what he did

>>948468812
Yeah absolutely. Shes probably gonna get off on her man having her call him daddy or master. I feel bad for her that she had to go through all this. Hope she has a wholesome loving future, but also I know shes the type of girl I would be glued to making sure shes cumming non stop. Alt sluts are addicting bro. Her face down ass up wagging her ass with a wet pussy and a leash around her. Keep being good to her bro, she needs someone nice in her life

>>948468927
Unfortunately I have to get going but next time I’m around I’ll share some more stories
>>948468997
I will. Thanks for listening

>>948469045
Take care man, keep doing what you can for her, and definitely enjoy wanking to her, Ill blow a load for yall haha

>>948466661
> using her stories as guilty pleasure goon material she’s one of my favorites. We just connect really well

You have no idea how much the average dude envies you anon.

How old is the dame now?

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>>948468375
Damn you're hot.

Fair warning before you start reading that I'm a guy talking about getting raped by my cousin when we were young.

It started over spring break when he came to stay with my family for a week. He was sixteen and I was eleven or twelve, and I was completely enthralled to say the least because I thought he was so cool.
I remember it started off with him jerking off in front of me, but I can't remember how he convinced me to suck him off. His dick was way too big and I kept gagging and choking. Eventually he got frustrated and bent me over to use my ass. I managed to keep my butt clenched enough to keep his dick out, but he grabbed something from the kitchen and used it as lube.
So after it was over he was really cool about it and somehow made me feel like I'd done something great for him, so I kept on letting him do it. Mostly because I didn't want to loose my cool cousin who liked to hang out with me.

>>948469728
Closeted faggots

>>948465678

Are you still bad at sucking cock?

It must have been disappointing for them to kidnap a dud like you.

not full on rape, just a failed attempt, but when i was 6 my older brother used my wanting to play house as a pretense to try to bang me. i told him no repeatedly, but he pleaded with me until i begrudgingly agreed to let him do it for a few seconds. no idea what he was doing, but he couldn’t get it in, and eventually i just left.

even that much rewired my brain chemistry though, with the added caveat to my psychology that i had basically the child rape version of blue balls. went from living as a lesbian and suppressing my sexuality hardcore to leaving my gf in my late 20s to be a slave for a man i’d never met.

at this point my whole immediate family knows that i’m into hardcore bdsm and have a huge incest kink (and where it came from) and we’re all chill.

>>948469728
Did he cum inside?

>>948468453
No i wouldn't go back either. Mind you it's gotta be intense being taken like they took you.

>>948468375
you came as he used you
you came buckets more from the memory

M here. Kinda weird but one time at college there was a party at our house. I came to with some strange large girl in my bed with me jerking my mostly flacid dick. Was weird af