>>948866671
>What's your regret, Anon?
Bumping this thread.

>>948866671
> be me
> fucked up childhood lots of neglect and abuse
> become hopelessly depressed and suicidal
> Dad goes to prison, and I suddenly find meaning in taking on responsibility
> Go to uni, get job, marry gf, try to take care of family, work hard
> Think about all I want is a dog, house, kid, 2 cars
> Get all of those those things
> After having child become hopelessly depressed, and drowning in responsibilities
> feel like no one really knows me or wants me for who I am, only what I provide
> Feel like I've been simply performing my whole life to be liked by others. Trying to be the best colleague, husband, father, brother, friend I can be
> try to reflect on what I really want
> realize that all of my hobbies have been performative and nothing interests me
> feelsbad

>>948867238
Oof. Hits close to home.

fumbled the absolute fuck out of a potential relationship with a cute/smart/funny girl from my home town because i was insecure about my dick size...i recently worked up the courage to message her on facebook after years of not talking to her...she messaged me back, i fumbled it again immediately...there must be something fundamentally wrong with me that makes me unable to deal with women, i am 35 years old and i've only had sex with 2 girls my entire life

doing drugs because the damage it did to my mind and body is insane.

Im fully sober now for 3 years but nonetheless my best friend killed himself because of his addiction. ig I was the lucky one of us two.