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it was this faggot trooning out for me

My cock has probably made some anons have a bi or gay awakening on this site

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>>949154640

>>949154683
i want to squeeze his balls hard while ram my cock up his faggot ass

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>>949154564
>What was your gay or bi awakening?

Melzinha

She changed everything

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Ended up with this cute gay twink as my dormmate in my sophomore year of college. Immediately developed a huge crush on him... very confusing since I'd never felt that way about another guy before and had been raised to be mildly homophobic.

After several months "jokingly" flirting with him while trying to repress my gay feelings and convince myself that I really was just playing around. Then one night we got drunk together, ended up rolling around, aggressively making out and grinding on each other. Didn't even get our clothes off, I came in my pants, but it was still hotter than any of the actual full-blown sex I'd had with girls up to that point.

Took over a year of us making each other cum almost daily despite "not dating" before I finally admitted to myself that I was super fucking gay for him. Been together ever since... probably gonna get married eventually, but I still need to stop being a pussy and come out to my family first...

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Anya.

>>949154564
wish i had awakened to my face in a nice crotch like this

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Had three friends I started experimenting with in middle school, as we were all hitting puberty together.

It started as a group thing, jerking off together and trading handjobs, but gradually shifted into more one-on-one stuff with each of them as we got older and took it further.

The cutest guy out of the four of us was also the most willing to take dick without reciprocation, so he basically ended up as the group cumdump. He eventually ended up coming out as fully gay, to no-one's surprise.

I liked taking dick too, but I was way more insecure and self-conscious about my sexuality so I played tsundere and pretended like I only put up with it so I could get my turn on top. I guess I'm bi, though I'm not out of the closet about it yet.

My other two friends are both supposedly "straight," but we still fool around every once in a while. Less often these days than when we were teenagers, but it's never really completely stopped. Ironically we seem to be shifting away from the one-on-one stuff and back towards group shenanigans lately, I guess cause we're just feeling less shy about it now.

>>949156118
Same

I know it sounds terrible but getting secret head from a much older neighbor when i was 14. Bi now, still closeted.

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OC, 27 m USA
This is what happens when you get bullied and no pussy in highschool

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>>949157202
Had a similar experience with a friend's dad when I was 16. I guess you could say the guy groomed me or that I had daddy issues or whatever. But I knew what I was getting into and 100% wanted it. Eventually gave my anal virginity to the guy and never regretted it, he was a very gentle and "safe" outlet for figuring out my sexuality.

>>949155126
what a cute ending, happy for you anon
and good luck coming out, hopefully your bf is a cool guy, that can make a big difference
either way, he’ll be there for you through it if it goes bad
and many parents end up coming around eventually, my dad sure did

>>949157422
Same kind of. Technically groomed as well but never did anything more than get head. Still it made me feel really kind of secret agent about it, getting this amazing feeling that no one could know about. Felt special. Sounds corny to say now but still.

>>949154564
Being the one hung friend of the group growing up. Got me a fair amount of action fairly easily by curious friends

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>>949157582
Thx anon. To be honest I don't think coming out will be that bad... I'll probably have to put up with some stupid bullshit until my folks come around too, but I don't think I'm gonna get disowned or anything like that.

I think most of my reluctance at this point is just internalized homophobia... I'm very traditionally masculine and "straight acting," so even though I've been dating this guy for over 5 years now, statements like "I'm gay" or "I have a boyfriend" still sometimes give me this weird dissociative feeling since it doesn't match the image I project. I probably just need to get over it progressively by coming out to my friends first... though I think most of them have probably figured it out by now.

>>949157892
post pp

Bi. A bit on the feminine side for looks. I cross dressed for Halloween in highschool. Friends got me really drunk. A few of them rape my butt while barely conscious. Awakened into Anal Slut. Addicted to it. Pretend to be blackout drunk every weekend with them.

>>949154564
Rather boring unfortunately. I was very socially award as a teen/young adult and also had a very twinky rail thin body and a pretty face and lacking any prejudice against homosexuality I just went for it because women seemed unattainable to me at the time and I just wanted some sex for once. Ironically now I'm rather buff and manly looking and could easily be the chad I always wanted to be but I enjoy being fucked too much now to bother. I guess I'm just "verse" now?

Pretty sure i was bi my whole life but didn't sack up or get brave until high school and craigslist. Got blown and then fucked some complete stranger cross dresser and i was totally hooked.

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In terms of when I knew that I like guys, it was early. I used to see construction workers shirtless in summer and I'd want to keep looking at the muscular ones.
When it set in for real was probably when I was like 15 and my friend who is probably twice as hung as me wanted to jerk off together, and he was laughing cause I kept grabbing at his dick totally amazed

>>949158869
vers means you top and bottom
bi means you like men and women

>>949154564
I started smoking weed around the time I started jerking off a lot. I had a computer in my bedroom and watched porn, got stoned and liked when the guys had big dicks. Turned into fantasies of being the girl in the video's more than the guy. Started fucking myself with a dildo I stole from my friends mom. Older guy got me drunk and took his dick out when I was 16 and I went to town on it. I was so eager to suck him off it freaked him out.

Jerking off with a friend in highschool. He was showing me nudes of his gf and I was more interested im his dick than her tits. I helped him nut and then used his cum as lube to finish myself. He was super straight and his response to my handjob was literally "haha thanks bro that was almost as good as fucking her"

>>949154564

your mum. she was so terrible she turned me gay

>>949158869
>I'm rather buff and manly looking
proof?

What does it mean when you aren't attracted to men, don't have feelings for them, but love cock?

>>949160503
gay in denial

I started sucking boys from school at 12yo. There was also a 15yo that lived on my street that was really cute, so I became friends with him, got him to let me suck his dick, which was thick, uncut, 7" and I could barely work the tip. When he came, I swallowed as much as I could, but a lot spilled out and down my chin as I felt his dick pulsing in my hands. That's the gay awakening moment I realized it was more than just fun, and I've been an unapologetic slut since.

A couple years later, the same guy had a girlfriend, so I told her about us, how "it's not cheating when it's with me," and offered to teach her how to suck his dick by having her practice on me. We surprised him on his 17th birthday (we were both 14) with a shared blowjob. After he came, while we were all naked in bed, I started grinding my dick on her pussy. I told her "it's not cheating when it's with me" and fucked her (her first time, btw) while our boyfriend watched and got hard again. I had a buttplug in the whole time. After I came, our boyfriend pulled the plug out, grabbed me by the hips and though he started slow, he fucked me harder than ever while I was on my hands and knees over our girlfriend, as she rubbed her clit hard. That was my bisexual awakening.

>>949160503
a woman

>>949160600
But I do feel sexual attraction to women and have romantic feelings towards them. Bi maybe?

>>949160503
too much porn

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>>949158372
You ever talk to your friends candidly about what they do to you? Or do you all just have an unspoken understanding?

Asking cause I used to have a similar thing going on with this cousin of mine. Ever since we were kids he's always been kind of a bully towards me. When we hit puberty it turned sexual... which I ended up liking. A lot.

But of course I was an insecure teenager who didn't want to admit I was gay, especially not for a prick like him. So I always played hard to get and pretended like I didn't like it. It developed into this whole elaborate ritual where I'd put up token resistance while he "forced" me into either sucking him off or taking it up the ass. It made me feel like less of a fag for submitting to him if I could pretend like he forced me, even though I knew that was bullshit.

We did this all through our teens, and even though we never openly talked about it, I 100% thought we had an unspoken mutual understanding that the whole thing was a big stupid act. Like, if I didn't really want it, it would've been trivial for me to tell someone, or just not let him drag me off into private... hell, half the time I was the one who engineered opportunities for him to dick me down.

Then one day he just randomly stopped, and started avoiding me. I figured okay, he decided he was straight and doesn't want to do gay shit anymore, whatever. But then a few years later, he ends up calling me out of the blue, drunk off his ass, with this rambling apology about how he regretted "molesting" and "raping" me... like wtf dude, you thought all that was for real?

>>949157995
i remember my previous boyfriend being the same way. we were long distance for a while and he would refer to me as his “girlfriend” to his coworkers and family until he finally visited me and they asked for photos hehe. it was hard for him for the same exact reason you described, he’s a very masculine straight passing dude with normal guy friends, not gal pals like most gays. but after a few visits (me visiting him, him visiting me, then me eventually moving in) he got super comfortable about it and naturally stopped giving a fuck. i still remember the first time he confidently said “oh, that’s my boyfriend!” when some of his family members came over for a barbecue and asked who i was. it made me so happy to see that growth in him. eventually he even became the one to initiate hugging and holding hands in public, not me just because i’m too shy in general lol. it was so sweet. and now even though we broke up (unrelated to any of this obviously) he still dates other guys and is living his best life. you really will get over it with time.

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>>949160503
It's possible that you're just "heteroflexible" (i.e. bi-sexual but hetero-romantic). But to be honest what you describe is extremely common for inexperienced bi/gay guys who just haven't worked through their subconscious internalized homophobia yet.

It's likely that as you explore your sexuality, you'll start finding guys more attractive beyond just their dicks... or maybe not. You won't know for sure until you work it out for yourself, my advice would be to not worry about labels for the time being. Get some experience, don't avoid examining your feelings, and you'll eventually figure yourself out.

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>>949160656
Always cute to hear about a bi poly couple working out. Did you guys stay together long?

>>949161365
We hook up once a month, and their first kid is mine. That guy's dick has always been my favorite.

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Developed a very confusing and guilty crush on my older brother when I hit puberty.

He's a very attractive guy... five years older than me, tall, handsome face, swimmer's build, hung like a horse. And we grew up sharing a bedroom, so we had no modesty around each other and I saw him naked all the time. Him walking around with his morning wood tenting out his boxers was pretty foundational to my sexuality, lol.

I tried to hide my attraction to him... but looking back it must've been painfully obvious. I was always staring at him, jerking off in his bed or with his boxers, pervy shit like that. But he never called me out on it, just pretended not to notice.

I fapped like crazy eavesdropping on him while he fucked girls... and then one day I heard him fooling around with one of his male friends and that really kicked my crush into turbo overdrive. I eventually screwed up the courage to try making a few clumsy passes at him... but again he just played it off like I was just joking around.

>>949154564
Older brother's friend made me suck his fat cock during hide and seek, in a sleepover. I was 11. Pretty sure it was the first time in my life I ever masturbated too.

>>949157995
So, no the same situation but I got married for the first time at age 50 and it took me forever to get used to saying "my wife". Eventually it stopped feeling wrong, then neutral, then normal. Just takes time.

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>>949161876
I had similar feelings towards my stepdad. was extra confusing for me since I didn't really like the guy despite how attractive I found him

for his part he definitely picked up on my crush, and it seemed like he enjoyed the attention... he'd tease me when he caught me ogling him, find excuses to be shirtless/naked in front of me, shit like that

but despite all the borderline grooming... nothing ever actually happened. we had a few close calls where there was a ton of sexual tension and it seemed like he was on the verge of making a move... but he always pulled back at the last minute.

pretty sure that if I'd had the balls to make any kind of move of my own, he would've dicked me down. but despite fantasizing about it a bunch, I was always too nervous/intimidated/insecure to start anything myself.

>>949161876
Man if only we lived in the 80's and crop tops were still normal for guys... My man would be even more eye candy in the summers than he already is <3

Birthday party at a friends house when we were like 12. His family was really open to gay people even at that time. His brother was a drag queen and we watched one of his videos, we put his Ken dolls in sex positions, from then I pretty much knew.

>>949154564
Saw my dad naked a few times (non sexually at all) at the right developmental age and it sorta unlocked something in me. My first crush was on my male doctor and then a few male teachers. Realized I always caught feelings for older men.

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Fooling around with my best friend back in high school

At first we did the whole "oh we're not gay, we're just trading favors, helping each other come" cope. Had all these rules and boundaries to make us feel less gay about it.

The one day we were grinding on each other and he started playing "just the tip", teasing my ass with his lubed-up dick. Anal was supposed to be off limits and I put up some verbal protest but was too horny to stop him. He gave me all the cliche promises, saying it was just for a second, just to see what it feels like, he wasn't *really* gonna fuck me, he'd stop before it got too uncomfortable, he'd stop before he came, he'd let me take a turn doing it to him, etc, etc...

Next thing I know he's balls deep, gently rocking his hips in and out. And I realize we're not just messing around, I am legit *getting fucked* by another dude. And it didn't hurt, in fact even though it felt weird it also felt *right,* like I'd always needed this and just hadn't realized it. When he warned me he was about to cum, I told him not to stop.

That pretty much unlocked it for me, though it took me a while to come to terms with it.

>best friend growing up
>end up watching porn together in his basement when his parents weren't home
>this leads to "practising" what we saw in the videos
>his dick was bigger than mine and he was a bit more alpha so he was dom and I was more submissive and would suck and jerk him frequently
>nearly caught by his parents on more than a few occasions
>by high school I was regularly blowing him almost daily either at one of are houses or at school or in a nearby mall washroom
>he eventually gets a gf and stops letting me have him

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>>949165788
I think the whole "just the tip" maneuver must be baked into the teenage male instinct. Cause I did the exact thing to my first fuckbuddy, even though I'm normally not pushy or aggressive about sex at all.

I legit did not go into it intending to manipulate him into bottoming for me, it just... happened naturally. I was super horny and into it and couldn't help but push his boundaries a bit... and when I did I could clearly see that he was into it too, that he actively wanted me to push that boundary.

I like to believe that I would've had the self-control to stop if he'd asked me to. But he didn't try to stop me, so I just kept going, and next thing I knew I was slowly fucking him. It didn't even occur to me that we'd gone way beyond just "fooling around" until we were both laying their catching our breath in the post-cum realization that we'd both definitely just lost our virginities.

>be me, 19-20ish
>have gotten extremely curious
>attribute it to too much porn
>start posting on craigslist looking for someone to take my virginity
>tell myself it's just experimenting, doesn't matter
>long story short, end up meeting this guy in his mid 20s, suck his cock, he fucks me
>whole thing makes me a bit uncomfortable and I have an instant 'oh no, I'm not into this' reaction as soon as I got close to his dick, but went through with it because felt like I had to
>afterwards decide that it's not for me but at least now I know for sure
>fast forward a year
>parents go overseas and leave me home alone for multiple weeks
>my curiosities have been slowly coming back
>post online
>reply from 50yo man
>he's fat, thick cock, I'm horny
>meet up
>fucks me senseless
>so obsessed that I invite him over 10 times in the 3 weeks where I have the house to myself
>realise I'm only into fat old men with big dicks

/b/

>>949160503
A whore

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>>949161876
I was in your older brother's position, except I didn't have his self-control. Noticed my younger brother perving on me, enjoyed the attention, starting teasing him, showing off etc.

Told myself that I wasn't gonna let it cross any lines, but of course it eventually did. And with us both being horny latchkey kids with way too much privacy, we took it way too far... got to the point where he was draining my balls daily (at least), basically completely replacing my need for masturbation.

I felt guilty as fuck about it, but was too horny to stop. Things would've probably been okay if we could've just kept it at a casual "brothers-with-benefits" level, but all the sex and intimacy took him from "awkward crush" all the way up to falling head over heels in romantic love with me.

He did not handle it well when I left home for college, and our whole relationship eventually blew up into a bunch of drama when I got a serious gf and told him we had to stop for good. We're still recovering from that, dunno if we'll ever get back to having a semi-"normal" relationship at this point...