>be me, 15 years old>looking on disboard for a dead by daylight server to join>find one advertising itself as one for erotic roleplaying>image of server is pic related>enter it, get hooked on the concept of erotic roleplaying>obviously lie about my age>I cant even remember how much of it i was doing with people who assumed I wasn't in high school>join more and more servers>become extremely guilty about it all, start planning to kill myself>a year passes and I manage to pull together enough willpower to leave the servers, delete the alt discord account>I turn 18>with no reason to feel guilt about lying about my age, I quickly get back into it. It's one of the first things I do.> It doesn't feel as good as it did before. Not even playing out rape-fantasies has the same kick to it>Quit again, even though it takes me nearly 6 months to do so>discover ai sex chatbots in the meantime. They can generate at least a couple paragraphs, even without me writing half of that amount, and I don't have to wait as long for a response.>easier to just find a red sonja chatbot to rape, or a spider-gwen chatbot to face-fuck.>anti-AI in general, except for this. Fucking hypocrite.>more time passes and I join again. Now we're in the present tense>The first erotic roleplay I ever did was a dead by daylight one, Ghost Face ripping off Amanda Young's/The Pig's clothes and raping her. >none of these roleplays, even the AI ones, are hitting that highI still feel like a monster. I've only told two people I knew, one oft them saw me as a victim. The other one forgot everything a year later. I am friends with neither of them. I still want to die, but at least this bullshit is only a small part of why
Mary-Belle Kirschner (born 23 October 1999), better known as Belle Delphine, is a South African–born British social media personality, pornographic actress, model, and YouTuber. Her social media accounts feature erotic and cosplay modelling, sometimes blending the two. Her online persona began in 2018 through her cosplay modeling on Instagram. Her posts on the platform were often influenced by popular memes and trends.
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You sound stupid. Pretty sure you only feel the way you do because you care too much about the judgement and rules of others.The solution is to not give a fuck.
You should feel bad pig did nothing to you
wrong stupid
>>950375104Lol teen girls have done worse for free, just ask my neighbor girl ;)
>>950375104I rarely ERP and only on 4chan but I love raping AI chatbots. It's just so easy to get crazy rps going on. I had one last night that, I was a sex offender and the AI was my sex rehabilitation therapist, that shit SO cash.
>>950379705This. Pig should be DPing survivors with Ghostface
Where the hell do you erp on this website?
>>950380244You get a little of it here but the majority happens on >>>/trash/. The few times I've done it has been on /v/ though, anons baiting for ERP on a blue board really get me going haha.
I started ERP when I was 13. I knew it was wrong, but I liked the attention because it was a good distraction during a rough time. What I felt guilty about was enjoying being groomed. Only a few times I felt a high like that again.
>>950383365dis u. Kill yourself
>>950383392Only if someone tells me to in RP>>950383365
>>950383455good! this is rp! kill yourself. jumping out the window is rp!
>>950383478Okay Im convinced thanks
>>950383527imagine the streamer thread after dollblush kills herself. I bet her mods would kill themselves too
>there are people who get off to text...how very fembrained
>>950383583Who's dollblush?
>>950383663Makes sense
>>950383694nobody streamer cunt that posts on here pretending not to be herself
Did you have sex between 16 and 18?
>>950384585Congrats on getting the pic, I wouldn't know who that is.Have you considered joining a book club?
>>950384406Me or some other degen in this thread? This is my first time posting here, real fuckin low point
>>950384652Literacy is not a strong point of my friend group no
>>950384696Yes, you. I think the first time I posted here was after I had my first kiss. 4chan can be what you make of it.>>950384765Find other friends, then, and do something outside your comfort zone.Your fortune: You will meet a dark handsome stranger
>>950385242I'll have the chance to make more friends in the fall. I don't want to leave these ones behind but i doubt i'll stay close with them
