write your blogs or whatever else you want to write.
I NEED TO FUCK BOYBUTTS HNGGG
>>23209741thank you for your service
>>23209656https://pastebin.com/JZ35TxvnAnyone wanna help me build this up?
I can't talk about this without sounding like an egocentric arsehole, but...recently it feels a lot more like the distance has increased between me and other people; I can barely follow their trains of thought (or often even DETECT a cohesive thought process behind the words); the things they say seem contradictory, or just completely devoid of substancepeople speak in bizarre vagaries and tautologies—then seem to get angry, frustrated, or even suddenly attempt to condescend to ME when I point this out whilst asking for clarificationit also feels like I'm having to go off on meandering tangents all the time explaining the most basic of concepts, to even arrive at the actual point I'm making, leaving me wondering if the nuance of what it is I actually intended to say is even registering with themand this is even when talking to highly-educated peoplemany seem to be so reliant upon their internal toy mental models of the world, rather than reasoning... or even sensory data, that they just outright make things up, believing feeling and impulse alone to be truthI'm unable to shake the feeling that the people around me really aren't very intelligent (which is not to say that I view myself as highly intelligent—only that they're dumb)I've been wondering if I'm... becoming more autistic over timeor if instead, my increasing bouts of self-imposed isolation have caused me to further divert course from some zeitgeist of collective psyche, and I'm simply experiencing a form of 'cognitive drift'or perhaps the vaccine is slowly making these fucking retards yet more tarded, as the autoimmunity eats away at their prefrontal cortices—I'm seeing a lot more ambulances out on the road, despite living somewhere so sleepyit just feels like I'm on a weird wavelength compared to everybody else in my life right nowI can't decide if they're all freaks, or if it's me—I do appreciate the likelihood that it is indeed mebut it's starting to get a little lonely
I believe in bustyboy supremacy
>>23209822skill issue>many seem to be so reliant upon their internal toy mental models of the world, rather than reasoning... or even sensory data, that they just outright make things up, believing feeling and impulse alone to be truthit's not like thateven if it were, this>I'm unable to shake the feeling that the people around me really aren't very intelligent (which is not to say that I view myself as highly intelligent—only that they're dumb)doesn't followpeople don't use mental models lol
>>23209822>it just feels like I'm on a weird wavelength compared to everybody else in my life right now>I can't decide if they're all freaks, or if it's me—I do appreciate the likelihood that it is indeed mestop worrying about that dumbassit's a fool's errandeither continue trying to get through to them or focus on something goodthere's no way to classify people as human or subhuman, human or zombies, as convenient as thatwould benot worth obsessing over
>>23210181this tbqh...I went into uni with a similar mindset of categorizing people based on whether they were "human" or behaved like mindless zombies and these two labels were never able to consistently predict my experiences with them. I stopped thinking about people like that pretty quicklyafter some thinking and observation, now I'm not really sure there is a template for what makes a human a human. theyre just dipshits all around that can think and feel
>>23209656I hate nons
>>23210267>after some thinking and observation, now I'm not really sure there is a template for what makes a human a human. theyre just dipshits all around that can think and feelthe most subhuman people are arguably some people condemned to mental asylums, who just repeat the same behaviors day after day, and have no self-awareness or desire to live any better, even though they're smart and capable enough to do soso i think self awareness is probably a componentbut really, everyone has a soul, and everyone can change drastically within even a few monthsanyone can be reduced to an animal or become more self-aware, so it's retarded to classify people that way as if it's some preset programming
humans are interdependent self-balancing systems within larger interdependent self-balancing systemsthe psyche is an interdependent self-balancing system within the humannothing about it is programmed or set in stone, humans (and every other creature) constantly adapt to their environmentadaptability is vital to any creature with much of a population
it's not well-understood, and even then, it's subjective what makes someone human/subhuman, and even THEN, it's a whole other problem to OBSERVE/MEASURE those things objectivelyit's a waste of timethe brain is a bundle of snakes, and you should hold it back from unobservable things
I can't wait to get my own house and sleep naked good god I wanna do it so bad
>>23211870i feel youbut you can't sleep naked where you live now?
>>23212575I have to share a room with someone. Its a 2 bed with 6 people at home so separate bedrooms are out of the question. Sometimes I'm checked up on and scolded if my tank tops reveal too much as i sleep.... But yeah. Society. I can't wear anything showing too much skin because God forbid my dad or brother have to see me!? Sleeping naked sounds super comfy so I hope I can get my own house one day to do whatever I want in alone lol. Sorry if this came out messy I've gotten 4 hours of sleep in the past 2 days
>>23212639>Sorry if this came out messy I've gotten 4 hours of sleep in the past 2 dayssorry anon>Sleeping naked sounds super comfy so I hope I can get my own house one day to do whatever I want in alone lol.there's probably a way
if you can somehow find anywhere else to sleep in peace, like maybe a friend's house or something, it might be worth doingi used to do that sometimes in highschool but no friends nowidk though
>>23212642There is zero chance I'm risking my younger siblings having to see that.... hell nah Lol. I'll stick to shorts and tank tops in the mean time..... maybe panties if I think it's safe enough
>>23212647Oh even disregarding the clothing issue I can sleep fine. I chose not to because 4chan addiction lol
>>23212651oh no, i mean there's probably a way to get your own place in the futureit is a quest
>>23212658ah lol
>>>/v/719402250no video game discussion going onjust /dbs/ shitposting380 postsup for nearly an entire dayI'm not even surprised at this point.
I gave you chances.I've gotten no answersI can say no morehttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6Xi9Hx1RSsM
glacy day in japan
holy shit lol I'm bored
zero nahppenings
>>23216680not everything has to happen all the timebe patient
be impatient
>>23216680happening: B0B ID
>>23216769if i didn't have to work tomorrow
>>23209822You’re spending too much time alone.
/nah/ is shit but
Oily foods are kind of scary. Not enough for me to stop eating them though..... if you don't know of the calorie content, don't bother looking. Ignorance is bliss.
>>23217587Hurry up and make it better!
i like these two images, can't remember who posted them
No idea who that could have been.
>>23218197O.O
i got new meds to make me hungry and they seem to workthe other day i sperged out and cooked up shitloads of food and ate until i ended up throwing up and laid down in my bed with brutal stomach pains for a hour or two, then i got up and ate some moreso all things considered i would say they are working rather well
bro got new meds
>>23221999bro got fresh trips
>>>/v/719562652boobs in the fire emblem thread
>>23218189gngnlet's seei think i'll call you neoneosince elliot retired
>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g6_UjhDS9O8>we're getting rid of section 230 because of dem kids>and that's a good thing>infinite dicksucking in the commentsman i fucking hate the modern internet. people voting against their own interests. people literally cheering on the death of privacy online because a few stupid kids killed themselves or got raped.
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I want to like this board but half of people here are mad at everything Makes me sad
It's so funny when people tell me to go back home. I'm a citizen. Where are you gonna deport me to? My house?
>>23224996People judge you by your ancestors country
>>23225012Which is meaningless to me. I don't know anything about my home country or its culture besides the food, movies, and music. I couldn't tell you about the languages, culture, or politics, or best places to get food there, nothing. As opposed to NYC where I've lived since I was a baby. Here I've got friends, food places I like, places I'm fond and sentimental of. I'd be more of a fish out of water if I were placed in my birth country, so by all means America is my home. Right wingers can be as mad as they want but idgaf
