No matter how hard I try, I can't accept that there's nothing after death.Ever since I was a kid, I've always wanted to believe that there was a painless afterlife, or just a second chance to do it right.I felt, and still feel like its the only thing I have to look forward to. I am stuck in a constant waiting.
>>23311310You don't belong here.On Earth, I mean.We die for a reason. Our time is up, and we get to go home.Life is a lot easier, I think, when you realize that you're not meant to be happy here.Of course it's ideal for you to be happy, and you aren't meant to be unhappy, but your long restful happiness that you wish for is something that you won't find during your time here, and while you are in this mortal world you have other more immediate things to attend to. You have a work to do, to become someone who can be happy in the place you're meant to stay, and to do your best to help others on that same path.
>>23311333Yes, thats kind of how I see it. This life is to prepare myself for the next one, shaping myself into someone I want to be, experiencing things and gathering knowledge for the next life.I've always thought of it as going home. I'm homesick.
good luck anons
>>23311349This is why suicide is bad. And murder too I guess. Of course we want to go home. Of course it hurts. But we're not here for no reason. The pain stretches us out, sorta. Makes more room inside for us to feel more happiness, to hold more love, to let each other in and give each other that love. Life doesn't make any sense unless the struggle here is as drawn out and intense as this is for a very good reason that couldn't have been done back home.
>>23311310Demoralization psyop.Dont kill yourself you dumb fags
If you kill yourself, you end up in hell.
>>23312855This is a undisputible fact>>23311333Stop tryna drag ppl down with you, cunt. You are fucking scum for saying shit like that.
>>23312822>>23312855>>23312905Believe what you want. It is in MY best interest to die.
>>23314137No it isn't you fucking moron. You know that deep down or you wouldnt be posting about it online and already be dead.You are just being a pussy its pathetic that you would rather die than try changing the way you live your life and create your own happiness you just expect others to do it for you.
>>23314170I'm not going to waste my time explaining my reasoning. I'll just tell you that you know very little of what you're talking about.
>>23312855>If you kill yourself you will be tortured for eternity Your evil good isn't real and hell isn't real
>>23314189>you know very little of what you're talking aboutI've more expirence with suicide and feeling suicidal than most people. Iv struggled with feeling suicidal for most of my life untill recently and I've lost 5 people close to me because they killed themselves >>23314331Have fun in hell
>>23314341>Believe or suffer foreverNot interested in omnipotent terrorists sorry
>>23314341>I've more expirence with suicide and feeling suicidal than most people. Iv struggled with feeling suicidal for most of my life untill recently and I've lost 5 people close to me because they killed themselvesAnd all of that gives you zero information on my situation or thought process.
>>23314346OK :)>>23314349True I dont know anything about your situation but judging by your posts and my past expirence dealing with thoughts similar to what you are saying and being around people talking about similar things I do have some small idea of what you're thought process is
>>23314366Nobody should believe in something solely because they fear what will happen to them if they don't. You might as well be holding a gun to their head. >Have fun in hellFuck off nigger.
>>23314385Thats not the only reason I believe in god im just in a somewhat shitty mood so struggling to be more positive.I realize iv not been particularly pleasant but pls don't kill yourself anon
>>23312905Drag people down? What are you talking about
>>23314446Validating suicidal ideation
>>23314484I don't think you understood me then
>>23314484>>23314493I don't think he understood it either. He might have the autism. They struggle with nuance.
>>23314513I have autism
>>23314493Yeah my bad I only read some of it properly and the rest got garbled due to dyslexia.I now see you were saying the exact opposite of what I initially thought. Apologies for the unpleasantness
>I felt, and still feel like its the only thing I have to look forward to. I am stuck in a constant waiting.Yeah but if you just keep waiting for something that exists in a different life (if at all) you're gonna miss out on what this life has to offer. Even assuming the other side is better why not enjoy what you have here while you're well, here? Sure the world might suck but are you really gonna let that stop you?
>>23311310Well too bad because theres NOTHING because SCIENCE says so
>>23314646I've always been confused by people who go on acting like that's an actual argument >Science proves there's no God!>My dude you clearly don't know the scientific method, if there was a way to prove such a thing with science I'd be working on it myself not talking to you
>>23314366I guess I'm just curious as to what you think I think, because I said close to nothing of my beliefs/perspective/philosophies about living were
