What has been troubling you recently? Let it all out.
There's something wrong with my liver. I'm waiting for test results. Meanwhile I almost threw up today and worry about having to call an ambulance and get hospitalized. It's better now so at least that's nice.
>>23346582That sucks man. Get well soon.
>>23346974Thank you
>>23346582get well soon buddy
>>23346574I have nerve pain in my glutes and have been bed ridden since end of May. I also have chronic gastritis for the last 2 years. My physical health and mental health have been destroyed. Now I am awaiting death, I hope it comes in the coming weeks or else I might just have to an hero myself.
>>23346582hope you get better
>>23347169Do you have an idea of what caused this?
>>23347282Sitting on a hard chair for long periods of time nerve pain, and h pylori for the gastritis.
>>23346574Trying to convert people on 4chan has fucking killed me inside. It's not even worth it anymore. I just do it for fun at this point, even if it doesn't mean shit.
>>23346574It is not troubling recently but for a long time.I want someone to love and be loved back.But everyone one is disgusting they can't even love themself, even less an another living thing.What should I do going full insane and trying to burn the world down or going full insane and pretending that a disgusting thing is lovable and then it loves me back when it is only in its own interest that it chose to be with me.
venting on social media or 4chan is the same thing as venting to your job colleagues that you only know superficially and that would only listen to you and express some fake/forced concern because it would be socially inappropriate to turn you down and tell you that they don't actually care, it's really sad and unfortunate that no matter how far we progress as a society 99% of the people still wouldn't care enough to make any real difference and they still would treat you as a stranger and an alien even though we're all the same species and mostly experience the same issues and letdowns that could be easily aided with just a bit more personal and in-depth attitude and not just the generic "damn dude this sucks, hope you get better"
>>23347605maybe stop hating and blaming other ppl for your own shortcomings?>>23347660wrong. venting on 4chan is way better than unloading your shit on your friends or colleagues or anyone you know irl.
>>23346574just general stress and anxiety i guess man.Kind of stressed about a lot of mundane shit that i need to stay ontop off
>>23347660venting on 4chan allows you to get shit off your chest without having to put unnecessary stress on other people irl
>>23348158Last time I checked I'm not the one that forces my lifestyle on others, and will refuse to deal with the terrible consequences when my poor decision hits reality.
>>23346574Being a telemarketer with a 50 hour work week fucking sucks. I'm going to get gray hairs at 29 at this rate.
>>2335081690% of my calls, both inbound and outbound consist of arguing with idiots, gays, crazy people, or other filth. I hate it but I NEED THE MONEY.So I'm stuck between a rock and a hard place, and it's literally making me go insane.
Lab results came in and apparently there's nothing wrong with me?? I'm just glad I don't have hepatitis...
I might be watched my whole life by Feds and the idea is horrifying and terrible to me I don’t really want that. It’s like the eye of Horus, or the evil eye in Egypt in general, the eye of Mordor, and the fucking matrix or some shit. It’s just like the fucking worst thing imaginable like it’s seriously awful and horrible. I’m like an innocent black guy in the states who is always a suspect and is blamed for crimes
Had a job interview yesterday. I nailed it but as soon as I walked out of that building I made a wrong move and now my back hurts like hell. Can't do shit. I'm supposed to start on Monday. Hoping it will be gone by then.
>>23346574Oh anon, people are strange these days, some talk behind back, some betray after many years of working together and they do it for small gratification. I can no longer trust anybody. Or maybe it's just me being an absolute asshole and pay the price of neglect. I only hope that i can learn not to care, that's what i envy You anons.
I’ve had a lot of frustration with women for one it seems like my relation with most women I’ve known have been transactional largely to some extent. But also, I think intelligence and other aspects like maybe even moral superiority or innate goodness has proven to be an issue, and I’ll attempt to elaborate. It also seems like most seem naturally for whatever reason are hardwired to shrewdly look for security above all else and also social prominence of a mate, it seems they’re always looking for these two factors and due to this I’ve often been overlooked. But I wonder how liberalism plays into this, it’s generally considered that women are more liberal then men are on average, but yet their natural inclinations and expectations or judgements looking for mate potential and material seem almost kind of right wing almost thus I wonder what Marx and Engels would have thought about things like feminism and the Frankfurt school altogether. Like, how many women out there are rational, and logical leftists and apply this to their ongoing appraisal of the world? But it just seems like no matter what when you’re dealing with women you’re dealing with their understanding of the world and their ability to succeed in some way, which often times seems kind of skewed and biased to me. But my problem was always basically, I’m pretty sure I was gifted or most likely somewhere around that level, probably not extraordinarily or anything but still, I was often quite misunderstood. What angered me is I was always judged by my ability to succeed when I was smart enough to be able to go far in school if I really wanted to, I could basically do just about any job I wanted to do. But success is not that simple, and I found most women didn’t have any understanding of this. And it’s like outright I had to prove how ambitious I was to women in a really shallow, basic and obvious way. I’ve always been more ambitious then most people in some sense of the term
Ugh it’s too complicated to go into detail with probably I won’t even bother I was more ambitious than most people probably but it’s something I really didn’t like to talk about for some reason. And I don’t think most people would understand my ambition that well either. I won’t bother going into detail about that, but it’s often the security thing again like what are you supposed to say to them or explain and get across? It’s almost rebellious and outrageous to think outside the box too much or question norms, most people have no tolerance for that. But when it comes to work/jobs/business it takes on a different state of affairs and nature altogether almost, because sometimes thinking differently or creatively can really pay off or such traits or sought out and looked for in different fields. The way I see it, it’s not much different then starting your own business or something, but instead most people would be willing to go along with the working stiff who works all day at a predictable safe job then do something risky at all that’s unconventional a little.
I guess I’ve just honestly been kind of fucked over by the way things have been socially and economically. Like for various reasons I’ve always been sort of ‘alternative’ but like for example, punk is sort of a big part of that for me, and there’s hardly any punks out there making it through anymore, most of them are just crust punks on the street doing hard drugs or who are just completely out of it. Then there was hipsters I guess, but they were a lot more privileged then me most of the time, so it was this really indentured class divide that was hard to cross over. And then that leaves normal people, and I honestly just think normal people are like fucking ass to be honest, there’s not much to be profited from their association really, the epitome of normal and conventional not willing to really think too differently. What does that leave me? Practically nothing, the only innovation that you see or is acceptable anymore is basically fucking tech bro shit, that’s it pretty much.There’s just this huge divide because of it and I’ve just been completely fucked over in general.
Man i gotta get a job asap the need for money is piling up very quick. I already signed up for an internship and got accepted but GODDAMN these guys are so slow. they're doing some bureaucracy hell shit
My morals constantly sway. Couldnt describe my personality to you. I dont know what i am.At mild failures my mood drops down to hell itself and i want to fucking hurt myself and die. Too pussy to ever get a blade and cut for real though.I cant even starve correctly. Like a pig i eat and eat. I just want to lose weight goddamnitMy past haunts me and i dont know anyone irl i can talk to about it properly. I dont want to talk to friends about it, it hurts too much that wayWas mildly groped as a kid once and im overreacting and wasting proffesionals' time over talking to them about it. Dont know why im so sensitive
>>23347319you've converted me on bustyboys
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I have a cold
>>23354466sybau unc
>>23346574I have a second child on the way and I'm fucking scared to death. I'm not sure I'll be able to cope with another few years without sleep.
Thinking of cutting off my friend in a petty waythe idiot can't even be bothered to text first, why should I have to put all the effort in our friendship?when i kill myself i also want to let her know her silence contributed to it
Unsurprisingly i dont even have to balls to confront her about it. yay me for being a pussy
>>23346574Im very deep in debt and have to work 55 hours a week to stay afloat.
>>23353623Literally nearly every grown man has a molestation or gay shame story. The retards let it eat them alive like they’re some kind of unique snowflake. Get it out with someone. I’ve seen too many retard men drink themselves to death over crap like that. >t. knower in the addiction field
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>>23355483can't you just take some kind of personal bankruptcy?
Fucking hell the guy in the suite above me is noisy as fuck I’m sure he’s some kind of a glowie or something like that, so it’s a little distressing. He was playing loud bass thumping music tonight and it kept waking me up while I was sleeping and he bangs all the time, last morning he woke up now tonight he woke me up as well he stomps on the ground nonstop I fucking hate him
