The truth is I started watching porn so young, puberty hadn't even fully set in for me yet. I didn't give my vulnerable brain time to develop before I started pumping garbage into it. My parents really fucked me over I think, allowing me unrestricted access to the internet and also having really loud sex in our little apartment so I could always hear. Even when my mom was cheating on my dad, I could hear it all. So that plus the porn, is it any wonder I've grown into an AGP cuckold. I jerk off three times a day to the thought of black men raping me, raping my mother, humiliating and emasculating me. I moan and whine and hump my bed for hours, crying like a bitch with my ass in the air. I can't even look at myself in the mirror.I've given up on ever being with a woman, my dick is so small (not my fault) and limp (my fault) it barely functions. I tried fucking a hooker once and it took me 2 hours to cum and I couldn't even fuck her because my cock kept shriveling up and the condoms wouldn't stay on. Knowing I've sucked dick and had other men in my asshole makes it hard for me to find the courage to speak to women, even casually. I'm sure they can sense my beta ness.Anyways I know this post is probably pretty depressing and gross. I don't know if I'm looking for advice or condolences or what. I don't even care about finding love at this point, I just want to cut my dick off and become actually celibate. So I can get on with what's left of my life
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>>23639888u feel this way cuz u keep thinking about this topic wich became a problem ; u can't find a solution while u still did it multiple time , i feel the best way is to trust ur self more and educated ur self and try to know ur self more and go out find new hobbies .........or if u have some money go to therapy .i hope my idea is clear and have a nice day
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>>23639888>my dick is so small (not my fault) and limp (my fault) it barely functions>I tried fucking a hooker once and it took me 2 hours to cum>I've sucked dick and had other men in my assholemaybe you're just a bottomi really, really dont like encouraging homosexuality but... idk did you ever get it off to getting fucked?
>>23639888New DT lore just dropped?!?!?!?
How are the lovely females that you see in adult entertainment any different from a gfor wife, significant other?You watched because you loved the hell out of it.Don’t be shy now. What If that beast you were when you watching sawyou like this. I don’t understand how your kind lives with yourselves.Cause you’ll do it again.
