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ICH WILL JETZT MEINE OSTMULLE: VIELLEICHT HÖR ICH DANN AUCH AUF LINKS ZU SEIN AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH

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>>23703481
DU BIST KEINEN METER LINKS
https://youtu.be/pbRJ6hUFe4Y?si=BK5807MFZqUGNdqn

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>>23703481
ICH WETTE DU KANNST NICHTMAL DEINE ZIGARETTEN TEILEN

>>23703494
ICH BIN LINKS UND RECHTS, ALPHA UND OMEGA, ICH BIN WEISS UND SCHWARZ, ICH SPIELE ALLE GEGENEINANDER AUS. I AM TITANIUUUUUUUUUUUM

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>>23703507
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH ICH SEHE DEN HORIZONT, DAS WEISSE LICHT

Ja, bin schon links, ökonomisch und auch sozial, aber ich bin halt nicht ultratranny-homoliberal.

>>23703501
Just think your people used to wander around half naked in loin clothes flailing around sharp metal while the Roman’s had an entire civilization at that point

>>23703527
hehe totally. and we didn't even need clothes at all

>>23703501
ICH KANN WEIN TEILEN, BROT UND FISCH. ICH KANN MEERE TEILEN
ICH KANN TEILE TEILEN
ABER ZIGARETTEN TEILE ICH NICHT

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>>23703536
just.

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>>23703545

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I wrecked that roman civilization too

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>>23703557
NOOOOO STOP IT'S ME

>>23703586
sorry I didn't recognize you zoomie
https://youtu.be/4KMWRPb0ykM?si=ls3Ul2JxivhiOu88

Dumme Hurensöhne von HSN haben mir kostenloses Päckchen Whey mitgegeben. Gingerbreadman, schmeckt total beschissen und hat übel langen Nachgeschmack. Irgendwie wie so Zuckerwattenkirsche, cursed.

taking another nap, filled with beans and despair. will do cardio later. praying for better times.

>>23703628
>Clavicular
you can see that he's got a fixed jaw. He's talking in a slight underbite. It's not natural.

actually, like the guy the vid. Their mouthposition is weird.

>2nd feat
kek, I'm a deadeye-maxxer.

>>23703663
I'm kinda still from the generation were having a huge scar on your face made you a man kek

>>23703657
any
& every time
u call someone else
soulless or
a waste or
anything like thos
u damage ur own psyche
& soul

if u want
better times
4 urself
u have to help others
2 have better times
themselves
& wish them all well
THA LORD GOD ALMIGHTY
told u 2
pray 4 ur
enemies

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>>23703679
https://youtu.be/Olgn9sXNdl0?si=U0vNmwLCJ8PmDzmY

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>>23703716
looksmaxxing was easier back then

>>23703739
sieht aus wie Schmiss, KEKLMAO

>>23703536
Me and my friends used to go around picking cigarettes off the street all the time I can’t believe it in retrospect never got a disease from it

>>23703776
Yes, you're perfectly healthy, we can attest you that.

>>23703779
I used to hang around with street kids do you have a problem with that, Winston?

Well that’s sort of a generalization and a stereotype I probably shouldn’t have said that. I think I’m street smart a little bit but I can’t think of many ways it would actually aid me. I think I have a good radar for people and things that were honed through experiences like that. I wanted to become as worldly as possible, and to have as many experiences as I could have. But it just ended up making me develop sort of a harsh Darwinist perspective sort of like Hitler. But I guess you could say I did almost have my own Vienna.

any of you gypsies got a good cevapi recipe?

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Boboidz, mumoidz, sniboidz, jannoidz, female brokoidz, boomoidz, cryptoidz, zoomoidz, femoidz, jeetoidz, negroidz, whitoidz...

>>23704693
judoidz 2
want 2 have
myself an
ice cold
BANGS
root beer
now

>>23703849
so when you said that you grew up in the wilderness you meant the concrete jungle?

>>23704701
hit it hard today with the snow. im doing a hot chocolate with whipped cream. she put too many marshmallows in it but shes trying to be nice. she knows this is when the livin aint easy. howd you make out? up here we got blessed with 7” coat of light powder. took me three and a half hours to clear the drive, the walkways, and the section of roof that causes problems if left unattended. not bad for the first storm. i get faster when i build my strength back up.

>>23704821
its just
cold hear
i dont live
anywhere near
where i did
back then
& i dont miss it
but not bc
of tha snow
but 4
whole other reasons
bc that part
was my fav part
of moast of tha
parts 2 that
particular
l
a
c
ers is niggers after ta nigg

>>23704839
yeah, leaving crosses my mind by the time an april noreaster comes around. i find myself looking at property for sale in the carolinas, or costa rica. its becomes a grueling marathon and i struggle to stay positive. its one thing to get a storm cleaned up, you look back on the winter wonderland, and your sharp lines from the blower and plow and shovel. feels good. but. when you have to do the whole thing over again, every day, for two weeks straight…its the annual test of my mettle.

then spring comes and life is good and the mountains come alive and i fall back in love with this land and these hills. and the cycle begins again. i think ill be here until my body quits. theres trouble everywhere if you look long enough.

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I am not pleased with the performance of CHD

>>23704890
i
did it daily
but did not mind
any of that
i just h8ed whole other things
about that particular place
thousands of miles
away from
things taken 4
granted
& better revealed by tha
contrastsing contexts
& their various
factors
but tha snow
& all things which
went along with it were
the primary things
that i moast
loved

did not get the breadth thrusts that were possible today. i guess they're still possible by friday if the week is very good, or if tomorrow is shockingly green. kind of disappointing and worrying, but otherwise see a lot to like in this market. still 5% off my all time highs in the portfolio even with intc at highs of the year, there was a ton of damage under the surface, speculative stocks got hit very hard, and i've mentioned before that kind of thing is a bad sign, especially since they aren't recovering quickly, as if the prices are psychic and know another down move is coming. got a strong crypto recovery today though, that's kinda reassuring, and futes look good. just paranoid i guess, little too levered up maybe.
so upset about my love life. she was awful today, both in how she behaved and what she said about me. makes me want to confront her harshly, and i plan to, but don't know how much good it will do. she's so wrong about so many things, but not only that, she's evil. today she was in /pol/ talking about the boat bombings and she was like, "i don't care if they were fisherman or not, i like it when ****skins get killed" or something like that, just the most shockingly evil and irrational thing, subtext being 'i can't be reasoned with, i am evil and like evil things.' she unironically has evil flunky energy, like not even malfoy or sauron kind of stuff, she's more like the sycophantic lackeys that delight in terror. and she says she's a christian, that she loves god, but then says and does things like that, and she uses her faith more as justification to hate than anything, hate the jews, hate indians. in the past she's shown willingness to change but she always backslides. she told me a few weeks ago she was going to stop using "bad words," and she did for a few hours but then just went right back to it. i'm going to suggest "people of the lie" to her. that book helped and changed me, and it's done the same for millions of people. character limit

>>23705279
if you guys haven't read it you should. it takes a day to read and it's pretty simple. it's about good and evil, but more importantly the cause of evil, the unwillingness to acknowledge ones own sins, how that develops into a deceitful narcissism, and how dishonesty is the hallmark of evil. really helps with self-delusion, which is something we all do, and with the process of repentance, which is difficult and taxing. makes you wiser too, helped me to see the world more clearly. i really can't overstate how much this book changed me, i've brought it up a lot, it's a great read.

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>>23705279
>people of the lie
SUS
U
SUS

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>>23705330
New York City?!

>>23705086
i will channel this into my labors
someday i will be too feeble to live out here

>>23705311
perhaps value judgements about good vs evil are the wrong frame. ultimately all about the application of power in service of vested interests.

>>23705330
before i knew i was jewish, i had a lot of jealousy of jews myself. had a lot of pride in being smart and white. finding out i was part jewish was one of the hardest things for me, really smashed a part of my identity. i get where you're coming from, the disdain for jews, the whole reputation for being smarter, their whole chosen people thing. and the truth hurts and isn't satisfying, that they really are particularly smart people. nobody who values intellect, who sees themself as smart, likes that idea, of an innately superior group of people. i'm not saying to give deference to jews, you shouldn't do that either, but don't resent them because there really are a lot of great jewish thinkers.

>>23705349
not sure i know what you mean by that, but it sounds kind of machiavellian, which she totally is, the kind of anything goes justification for what she wants, moral double standards. like i am not talking about the boat thing and i don't really care, i know it's geopolitics stuff, it's her way of thinking about it that is the problem, her way of dealing with criticism. if she had used a different answer it would have been nice but it just would have masked the problem, it's still there inside of her.

>>23705345
KEK
E
KKK
>>23705349
ye
i could not
do it now
anymoar
oh
something that
happooned
a few times was
our door opened 2 tha
outside &
sometimes tha heat
from inside would
go through tha
crack & melt a little of tha
snow that was piling up
@ tha door which wud
immediate freeze
in2 ice & seal
tha door
closed

>>23705378
ah yes the classic "I used to be like you" jewish debate tactic

>>23705378
KEK
E
KKK

nice try
on that but
no

>>23705378
when i’m back on my keyboard i can explain why i meant. too tired to blogpost on a phone. but in a nutshell. the good evil dichotomy doesn’t have clean boundaries. but power, does. you have it or you don’t.

>>23705383
yeah that happened to me once. had to jump off the deck to get to the other side of the front door and break up the ice that was trying to entomb us. now i grease the door with OIL in the spot where it froze

having my smoothie and getting ready for the gym. i have the absolute worst sleep schedule possible at the moment, and i'm going to need to fix that. i'm staying home this winter so there is time, but untimely, erratic sleep is acting like a jailer keeping me in my prison, keeps me from doing things that i want and need to do. anyways another day older and no closer to what i really want, but trying to grind something out of today. no dating app matches for a few days. no messages in a long time. discouraging.
up on both my tqqq and spxl trades, about $700 minus the interest charged, futes green. wondering how long to hold these. down on some other trades i've made, bought snap, wkey, btbt, at what i consider good prices but what turned out to be too high, too early, missed some very good chances to take very nice profits too. convinced they will be higher someday but until then i'm over a barrel and paying interest. not too highly levered, but it's a lot of money to me and it does keep me nervous. want more of this upside. anyways bored and lonely, watching youtube, drinking tea, soon to be at the gym and then in bed again.

/biz/ is gloating about intc
>owari da

anyways got my wiggles out. decent cardio session, better than last time and i'm sweaty. still not back to where i was a few weeks ago but back on track. gonna get a little sleep i hope, see what tomorrow brings. i doubt it could be worse than today.

weight: -7.8 lbs

niggers +jews

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>>23705378
that was a nice read but I think being genetically jewish is very debatable if not retarded

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>>23706350
and just plain racist

>>23705378
you are probably related to hitler though as explained by the other german flag in the previous thread

>>23706350
1 thing
that is not debatable
is that alphas
& omegas
r watching u
wen u
wiggle ur
waggle
& they c all of tha
facial expressions that
u make tha
whole
time
& they record it all
on ur permanent
record &
will play it back
2 u in front
of a live
studio
audience
on that
day

& yes
it includes
all of tha
audio
u
diggers
iggers
oh no where is tha n for niggers it must be to tha left

they will also
have t shirts 4 sale
with ur facial
expressions on it
in tha merch booths
@ that stadiums
full of ppl
watching on tha
jumbotron
screens

tickets will b free
so that no 1
who wants 2 go watch
cant get in
& this means that
even tha
jannies will all
b able 2
go

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>>23706364
on what day and do I get paid like onlyfans

>>23706372
>tickets will b free
oh I see.
Well everything is
free in heaven I guess
that is why heaven is jew
hell

or maybe it's not even hell like that but the people bought subscriptions beforehand and are donating on tha fly

it really depends on what day it is

and if armageddon has already happened

>>23706399
checked
dubs of
kekable
truth

@ least now
we kno why
INTCanon
dont listen 2 enough
ELVIS
PRESLEY
GOSPEL

it all makes
so much
sense
now

STOP
calling ur enemies
soulless
wastes
& pray 4 them instead
like
THA LORD GOD ALMIGHTY
incarnate instructed
u or u will continue
2 destroy ur very own
psyche & soul
with ur
curses that u
dish out
& also
other things 2
but we will
just leave it @
that 4 rite
now 2 try 2
keep it
simple

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>>23706418
that is true. I curse no one
but KEWZ anon.

Don't you even dare to show up ITT KEWZ-anon POS

>>23706423
well
i understand where
KEWZ-anon
is coming from
even tho
i hard disagree with
his way of reacting 2 tha
realities he is
seeing

it can be
very difficult 2
determine
tha
thing which must
b determined
sometimes

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I remember I was cursing ppl alot and that was a time were my life was really shit, like I was going into the "die early" trajectory just physically, drugs, drinking, probably some sicknesses I didn't know of etc. wishing for everyone's doom although I never met them again and couldn't even tell if they are doing good or not due to lack of social media profiles being anything but a picture nowadays for us stalkers

>>23706434
ye
e

>>23706436
the thing is that cursing ppl maybe works so it is a real opposite to a win-win situation

>>23706443
thats
an interdasting
observation
rite there
& makes some
breddy something
sense
i think it works on tha other
sometimes
& sometimes not
but it always
destroys
tha self

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>>23706445
Makes you wonder if someone has ever tested saying curse words like the N-WORD on a daily basis. I could really see that destroying a person's mind to the point where they might even be unable to really self reflect on it

>>23706451
N-WORD
isnt a curse word tho
its a comedy
word
instead

>>23704061
Which style you want? Serbian ћeвaпи, Bosnian ćevapi, or Macedonian ќeбaпи?
>>23705989
Always or just every time?

>>23706455
I get it. THe N-WORD is also sometimes for me just a word I want to say

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No Nigger ain't tellin' me what to do

>>23706451
This N reused that image.

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when I started being a swiftie it was kind of a niché still but now after that new album it has changed. there seems to be like a civil war going on right now within the swifties kek
real gangsta shit when its about billions of dollars not like the usual music industry starlets

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you go donnie!

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I'm off to /ptg/ now
this last trump speech has changed my life
https://x.com/C_3C_3/status/1995998524282925510

LET EM GO BACK TO WHERE THEY CAME FROM AND FIX IT

DÖP DÖDÖ DÖP DÖP DÖDÖ DÖP

THE DAY GERMANY IS FREE OF FOREIGN SCUM I WILL BE CRYING FROM HAPPINESS

THEY COME FROM HELL

NIGGERS NIGGERS NIGGERS

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AND THEY COMPLAIN AND THEY BITCH

THIS WAS PERSONAL YOU CAN TELL HAHA

>>23706565
>let em go back
What is that, an invitation to go back?

>>23706581
before the holocaust there was an announcement like this too

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>>23706581
they didn't listen, they never listen

>>23706584
And look what it did to Germany.

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>>23706587
oh it's gonna be glorious in germany

>>23706589
Will future generations call it the “Somalicaust”?

>>23706630
I don't even know why it is called holocaust and I don't care

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>>23706589
The Ostmullen must have radicalized you.

>>23706640
no you

>>23706640
and KEWZ anon

>>23706643
I guess I have to start a countermovement. Westmullendonnerstag. Donnerstag as it will be welcomed with thunderous applause.

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>>23706640
but to make it simple you both count as one person.
so then we shall call it the stavros-caust
wich is how I imagine you and KEWZ anon to both look like

>>23706654
who is to say that you weren't samefagging KEWZ anon with a VPN

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anyway if you look like this it's your fault

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dead thread

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>>23706655
But I can tell you, I don't look like that. Also not if he wasn't fat. Just a different type.

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>>23706674
((You people)) look all the same to me

>>23706674
oh and the KEWZ anon is a fat balding manlet so...

>>23706674
that type gets holocausted anyway no matter what nationality

>>23706685
BUT I'M EU YOU CANT DO THIS AAAAAAAH

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>>23706693
I'm sorry but debt burden is too high.
A chain is only as strong as its weakest link.

>>23706683
Stfu black pig I may be crazy but I still have a half hard non working penis than you

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Actually, I'M AM EUROPE.

>>23706697
Imagine still caring about debt. CDU did that until they came into power this year. Afd does it until they come into power, if they ever come.

had a dream TS was trying to seduce me but only because she got off on her football bf beating the shit out of me when he found out

morning everyone. little bit of red today. slept a few hours last night, took a long time to get to sleep, had to pee a lot. breadth looks really good today but tech getting hit. would like to see a whole-market rally instead of what we've been seeing, tech or everything else basically. i'll be happy if the s&p and nasdaq just go green though. don't see my love anywhere. feeling pretty gloomy about that. just watching prices change and i guess i'll have some tea. account went green as i was writing this post though.

GOD FUCKING DAMN IT
GO DOWN
FUCK

should have known it was the Germans up late at night keeping this thread going

FUCK THIS FUCKING CLOWN MARKET
FUCK

>>23706788
I thought you were talking about your dick

>>23706791
and based KEWZ

>>23706794
As an american you should know better that everything that matters is the stockmarket. Whenever Trump gets called out
>look at the stockmarket
It won't just dump, especially not so short before FOMC. Maybe one day earlier, possibly because of a leak or something which you can always expect with Trump aligned faggots at the Fed.

This market fucking sucks.
It already erased all the loses from premarket.
News means nothing.
Its about to rally to new highs.
What is this gay nigger clown market doing?

FUCKING GO DOWN YOU GOD DAMN PIECE OF SHIT NIGGER MARKET
ITS OVER

>>23706494
usually
generally
often enough
2 b
notable

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boring flat day. no sign of my love. gonna get back into bed soon, lift later today, might exit my leveraged index trades today, depending on where the market is and if i wake up in time. small caps having a good day, same with arkk, same crypto, so i guess under the surface there are some good things going on.

captcha; njjx2

This market is as boring as Swiftie

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>>23707088
checked
kek'd
rekt

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Fuck niggers
Fuck jews
Fuck trannies
Fuck jannies

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>>23707134
DAS
RITE

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Went out and watched them set up our Christmas Market. We may not have all the traditional things like, Merkel-Lego, Diversity Barriers, and Palestine Flags, that the Western Europeans have but it is comfy. Come home white man. Best Macedonia is waiting for you.

>>23707250
still
a city tho
id rather stay
@ that
mountain
church

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>>23707250
this is what paradise in communism looks like

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I love humanity
https://x.com/TheMandyGall/status/1996152700539469886?s=20

>>23707446
imagine
having 2 stand @
attention 4
& take orders from a
JEW
comedian

got a pretty good nap, and it turned into a pretty good day on the market. gonna hold onto these trades a bit longer, it feels like the market wants to push higher, that the sell wave is over. perhaps it's the last gasp of the recovery though, but i don't think so. about 4% off my portfolio highs now, several of my big trades still down a lot though. don't see penelope on /ptg/ or /biz/. told her to read people of the lie last night. hope she is and that it changes her.

finished up ~1.15%. the margin messes up the daily tally for some weird reason. indices closed a little off highs but really good breadth. gotta resist the urge to nap again so i can actually sleep well tonight, try to fix that problem. bored and lonely and i don't see any fix for that. just rotting in front of my computer... maybe i'll get some good lifts in tonight though.

>>23707862
create
r
e
a
things & stuff
e

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>>23707887
losing heart...
watching this. you might like it.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2PjL1P7ernE

>>23708273
i dont
ever worry with
coompanies
i just trade
FUTAS price BASED
ETFs
that go up
& down
with tha price
of tha
NATGAS AND OIL
futas

BOIL
KOLD
UNG
UNL
UCO
SCO
USO
USL

>>23706703
I’m done mockish satirical impersonations of Stallone too
Because I just know a lot about pop culture and always thought he was funny but it fell really flat several times because it just reminded people of America nationalism and all that so they hated it and thought it was weird

if you continue to go down
this path, you will encounter
the most based and demonic
force imaginable. You will be
devoured entirely, in a matter
of second's, faggot.

mom made chile rellenos again. yummy. she's baking cookies now. gotta have my smoothie in a couple hours and get to the gym though. futes flat and account a little red in the after hours. didn't see penelope all day and that has me blue, but i guess it's better than yesterday seeing her anger and resentment towards me. jensen huang just spoke at csis, watched that, he has a herpes sore on his lip (bearish).

Did you sign on this operation?

i bogled
moar
KOLD
O
LIGMA BOIL
D

>>23709341
where's the big tit broad

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>we are watching Jensen on Joe Rogan podcast bro
Is this bullish or bearish for NVDA?
>the bull case
Jensen shills the stock to millions of retail viewers who will bid the stock up
>the bear case
The reason Jensen is shilling the stock to millions of retail viewers is to generate an increase in retail buy volume to hold the bags while insiders and institutions drive price down, leaving retail holding bags to lessen the blow while they sell. Is the bottom in bros?

i had cevapi
now im brappy
but at least my tastebuds were very happy

>>23708445
wtf are you following me?

i had another nightmare this time there was a forest at night it’s like i was looking at it from far away the image was zoomed out and suddenly there was this greet beam of light shining down on the middle of the forest and suddenly i saw in between the trees far into the middle of the forest under the light and there was this demon creature looking out waiting for me and then i woke up

it kind of looked like the spirit of the forest from princess Mononoke

>>23709356
in
my
heart

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grew weary and went to bed. have made this a cardio day. just gonna sleep some more i guess.
here's walter with a breadth thrust update. one is still possible this week.

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/bant/ is my home
/smg/ my resting place
I am home
I am free
I
am
/smg/

>>23709821
time 2 snooze
NIGGERSZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzz
JEWSZZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzz

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s_psFZuUxh0

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plants don’t worry

>>23710540
i
wouldnt b
so sure

read
tha secret
life of
plants
&
consider tha
potentials
& implications
+ 2 also
its
breddy
interdasting

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Baggot tongues my anus.

making this a rest and cardio day was a good decision. i badly needed it, still sore even now, and needed extra sleep as well. laes just invested in an actual quantum company, so by extension wkey is a quantum company now too. went through the /bant/ archives, read a lot of penelope's old posts. some troubling and confusing stuff, contradictory personal information, lot of hate, turns out she replied to one of my posts in july, nothing that interesting but it is nice knowing we've been near for longer than i thought. hard to tell what is real and what is not though.

>>23710675
hey john. hope you're doing good. i'm having a pretty lousy week emotionally, otoh a pretty good week financially, intc at highs of the year. today was particularly bad but i'm gonna try to salvage it with a little cardio and a little more sleep.

>>23710774
Why is your week lousy emotionally?

>>23710775
penelope said some hurtful things about me on /pol/ also some really troubling stuff, the usual extremely racist vile stuff. also reading through the archives seeing what a bigot and anti-semite she is, and some posts in the archive that look written by a man, talking about matching with girls on tinder. stuff like that is so confusing. i chalk it up to just pretending, reversing genders to try not to get attention, still seems like a woman otherwise. also she's not posting today after we had a bad day which is hard. just so many emotions and conflict and sadness combined with my terrible sleeping and boredom and the cold weather gets to me too. i'm really feeling awful, feeling old and lonely and unwanted, dreading the future and regretting the past. sorry to dump but you asked. thanks for showing concern though, glad to know someone cares.

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anyways off to the gym. wrote a long sadpost but just deleted it. i am very troubled though. but i've got to keep my chin up and keep working. i've come a long way this year and i will have happier days.

>talking about matching with girls on tinder. stuff like that is so confusing

He's almost there

>>23710821
du bist so gemein

>>23710830
allgemein or gemein? Gemein ist die deutsche Sprache, die aus allgemein ein abwertendes mit negativen Eigenschaften konnotiertes Wort wie "gemein" schafft, das ursprünglich eine weite, große Menschengruppe beschreibt. Das ist gemein. Und gut als attribut für etwas positives schafft, abgeleitet vom Gut, das Vermögen darstellt. Als ob der Reiche und vom allgemeinen Volk hervorstechende eine Bereicherung wäre, etwas Gutes, nur wegen dessen Gut. Das ist ungemein gemein.

>>23710834
>he never played with german children

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>>23710786
if you shave youll shave years off your face. just a thought. keep throwing your line out either way, i think that getting attention from less toxic women is what you need fwiw. even if you feel a bit disingenuous doing so, ultimately online dating seems like a crapshoot where most of the time people just want the ego boost from the attention and arent really pursuing true connection. though. it happens all the time. why not to you? but other than that have you started practicing piano again? or reading something? wallowing in negative emotions isnt doing you any favors. you gotta find a way to stay positive. i know thats hard and i struggle with it too despite my blessings. as far as the cold dark days ahead. were almost at the bottom with the solstice less than 3 weeks away. after that we start the ascent back to longer days and warmer seasons. we’lll get there one day at a time.

bito getting bumped ahead of friday isnt what i wanted, was hoping for lower prices to reinvest. bought 100 gallons of natural gas. gonna buy some intc, enough to sell a call, and dca into a position over time. not sure what the target is. maybe 1000 shares. hope they start their dividend again, they suspended them earlier this year ostensibly for “strategic investment” but im sure its more complicated than that. i love the idea of america making its own chips and not relying on asians to do it for us. so even if this investment loses me money ill be glad for the opportunity to bet on american excellence and independence, which historically is a good wager especially over time.

>>23710842
No, it's worse. I read Nietzsche.

>>23710848
wieso was meint der denn über die Gemeinen

>>23710807
didnt see this before i finished my blog. glad you are a step ahead on the positivity front. have a good morning.

>>23710850
Nein, der Ursprung der Begriffe. Beziehungsweise die Ableitung "gemein" von der Gemeinheit, der Allgemeinheit, dem Großteil der Menschen. Und umgekehrt den Guten, vom Gut, dem Materiellen.

Das und seine Rant über das Christentum als jüdische Subversion, daran erinnere ich mich in etwa noch. Aber das heißt etwas. Hab schon einiges gelesen, was ich nur gelesen habe, weil es "klassiche Werke" sind und eigentlich NICHTS ist mir im Sinn geblieben. Das aber schon noch. Aus Genealogie der Moral.

>>23710857
Ich habe mehr aus Zarathustra gelesen, also mehr Seiten, mehr vom Buch verhältnismäßig, aber keinen Plan mehr. Irgendwas mit "Wille" vielleicht noch, aber das ist glaube ich in so ziemlich allen Büchern.

Ich kann mir nur vorstellen, was für ein prätentiöser Müll Evola sein muss.

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>>23710851
i appreciate it. and always enjoy reading your posts. wishing you luck with intc, i think it will go up a lot. we seem to be breaking the downtrend, these are weekly candles and it probably tests lower today, good day to buy if you believe, especially since friday is a possible breadth thrust confirmation day, they might pump on all cylinders tomorrow.

i've been thinking more and more about cutting my beard but it's hard. there's pride involved, i happen to like it, really hate shaving, and i'm superstitious about it. feel it's like a coat of arms too, everyone's beard is unique and is like a display of heritage. you are right though, i'd probably look younger and more handsome without it. i grew it years ago in part to look older though. time has changed the equation now i guess. i'll think about it.
penelope is a toxic woman. i know that now, tried to deny it for a long time, know i'm in love with an ideal more than her, but that's the way it goes. she can change though, and it wouldn't even be that difficult, she just has to want to. kind of like me and the beard though. pride and habit can be bigger obstacles than they appear.

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This song goes out to schizo anon. Don't worry about Penelope, she'll come around. Love takes time.

https://youtu.be/z6vw9plZBVY?si=gFmdGQeD7TmeluZV

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>>23710880
sometimes I believe that you are so autistic you pick out youtube links that aren't available in germany on purpose

>>23710880
I don't know how you would do this but I subtract the social credits score anyway

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>>23710890
IF you can't watch my links you are not one of God's chosen people, turkroach.

>>23710902
I thank God I can't watch them.