i wish i was normal.
>>23788278it's a nightmare world in many waysbetter to figure out what you want, or why you like the idea of being normal, extract those things & go after themu don't need to be normal
i am a hypocrite though, i also wish i were normal
>>23788291i don't like being alone all day every day for decades anymore, and it's too late for me to change. magically becoming normal is the only solution
>>23788295naaaah that's dumbolder people make friendsalso being normal wouldn't guarantee not being alone/isolated, realisticallybut yeah anon, if your problem is loneliness, just try to fix/worry about that, don't worry about being normal in some rigid sense
>>23788307there is nothing i can do. my problem is so severely bad it cannot be put into words. i have literally nothing in common with people and nothing to say to people. not music, not video games, not hobbies, nothing. i cant pretend to be into things other people are into. im doomed
>>23788315whatever you saybut there's no such thing as "people"of course you don't have anything in common with "people", nobody doesu don't gotta have anything in common with the monolith "people", you just have to opportunistically put yourself in a position where there's individual men & women around you who you relate toyou're literally doing it right now over the internet, it's the same thing in principle
>>23788278Is this a simplified image of a world map with the US and Israel highlighted in red for some reason?
>>23788278what makes you not normal>>23788295im an autist and finally made my first friend after 16 years of not have anystill pretty new so i could totally blow it
>>23788278i wish i was no ill anymore
>>23788315you have failed yourself
>>23788278Sometimes I feel the same and then I realize if I was I'd be debating over Sportsball teams like every other dimwit moron out there, and I just can't do it. I don't even hate sports and those who play but I can't stand the people who dedicate hours of their life just watching it and then feeling need to argue over it.