I'm tired of being surrounded by self loathing, white hating entropy demons my entire life. I'm going to break free of their negative spiritual influences and ignore any whiny bitch thing they have to say about their own self inflected pain while they try to drag me down with them.
Wats the matter big guy? Did you break your scooty puff?
>>23805477based if you actually do it
>>23805484It was a cold long journey into the watery abyss. But their are only certain lights that can be seen in complete darkness. I already got through numerous hoops. I am now taming chaos and bringing order to my world. I already have intense inspiration for both my life path and the create endeavor I am working on. No more leaked or lost energy. Healthy echo's create a healthy soul.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jUwh-C5w7II
>>23805519mega based
>>23805477relax take it easy
>>23805599I've been chained to the ground for way to long. Even when I tried to get up I was knocked down over and over again and then punished even further for it by other people telling me to just get over it and to shut up. I now have the strength to remain standing even when struck down and mental strength to ignore others poisonous emotions they want to infect me with.
>>23805619do you know the chinese farmer story?
They will be given toyou, or they will not.
>>23805625No, but I also know how to pace myself. I'm not going to drive myself to exhaustion.
>>23805702https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sWd6fNVZ20o
>>23805711Ah yes, I heard a variation of this story before and I understand it well. It's why I don't really get angry anymore. I just know that everything that has happened to me both good and bad has made me what I am today, and I love myself more then ever before now.
>>23805728thoughts on this https://youtu.be/_F_-fTJvEw0
>>23805732>1 hourI'll sit down and give it a listen to.
Can’t wait!
>>23805732>>23805738alan watts is amazing and can help you reach higher consciousnesseveryone should listen and consider what he says
>>23805755take what you can get from it und scheiß auf den Rest
Treat me like it!
>>23805771come here and i will show you
Last Nerve.
>>23805732I see what you are getting at. That you are afraid I am becoming too attached and trying too hard. That I am only going to hurt myself with my own ego if I fail or even if I succeed. And yes, while a point of this post was to ego affirm myself this isn't all about me, this is about bringing life back inside of myself and to spread that life to other people so they could hopefully ease their own pain. I'm doing this to fight entropy. Life is the answer, not the question. I already learned to let go of everything by delving deep into my shadows and pain. And just like with your horse video, it is a good thing that I made this post so we could talk to each other and learn from one another. And yes, if you try too hard you are going to ruin things. Having a schedule to train and strengthen yourself is nice, but if you try you are doing it wrong. Trying brings fog and doubt into your mind, words and just words if not followed through. Flowing water slowly etches it's way to create a path.
>>23806069you're extrapolating too much from that nigger's slop
>>23806070why do you call alan watts slop?do you know of a better path?
>>23806070This anon is trying to hard.
>>23806091You’re fucking stupid.
