my brain don't work ackcan i have yours instead?
sems, your room is too small for you
>>24132398I got schizophrenia, trust me, you'll want yours back
>>24132405that's fine i'd rather be worse than whatever this is
>>24132407The voices in my brain tell me I'm gonna chop my dick off one day and I don't think they're lying. What's wrong with your brain?
>>24132433if you do it now they will stop telling you to do it, think about how nice that would feel to be finally alone in your own head
>>24132398mine don't work either...
>>24132433>>24132465better to just find something else to dothe voices always want to drive you into a false corner where your life becomes "chop your dick off or DON'T chop your dick off", when what usually helps is to just find something else/unrelated to do entirely
>>24132433You should be proud of your dick, regardless of what it's like. Tell the voices to fuck off.>>24132398Lose weight with me Sems.
>>24132433Put some headphones in works for me to block the voices even if they're not on
>>24132470this dude is trying to keep the voices, why would they go away if they dont get what they want
>>24132398Imagine the deepness of the depression of someone who post pictures and text the way this "woman" does.May none of us reach such levels of sadness and self-hate, ever.
>>24133540imagine thinking anyone would talk to 4channers on 4chan like they do actual friendsmay i never reach this level of retardation
>>24133546He's a gook jabba, leave him. Hatred is all they know
>>24133548i will not leave it dearest canacuck, i need to bump my thread every once in a while without actually saying anythingi neeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed tooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
>>24133546Seems like I struck a nerve, also, a retard talking about retardation while taking discourse literally. Jesus christ. I guess you were right, your brain "don't" work.
>>24133554copypasting your banter back at you is the least nerve wracking thing thats on my mind tewdayi am worried about serious stuff, like doing my laundry and what i will eat today because idk what to cook and im lazy. also the stray cat that came back.
>>24132407Wtf is this shit you try to do with your meat claw sausage hands
>>24133562Nah, you never reply, so I know how you suffer.You try to convince yourself that you have a fat fetish and get off of being insulted but the simple truth is you are actually suffering by being who and how you are. Fat, lazy, low IQ, boring, uninteresting attention-whoring. Hoping for a fantasy in which you are saved, that never comes. Just another lolcow on another anonymous weaving basket forum.
Damn.
Pam.
>>24133569whatever makes you feel better bud
>>24133581Yo bud bitch, fucknig retard
>>24133581This is not about me, this is about you, remember? You are the one that made this thread and posted all those vicious, horrible pictures on the internet of yourself. Begging for an inch of attention because you get none irl.
>>24133586it seems like its about you and ur seethe idk
>>24133589there really is no hope. don't try to change a thing. this applies to everyone, not just you.
>>24133589I am not the one making threads about myself while doing mental gymnastics to self-pity. If it was about me you can simply stop replying, but you can't do that, right?
>>24132398Your hair is greasy
>>24132398I can save you.
>>24132544the voices try to put thoughts in your head, you gotta put thoughts in the VOICES' heads
>>24133922does not work if their ego is self aware
>>24133926you can break anything if it's alone in a room with you for long enough
>>24133933im diagnosed paranoid schizophrenic since 2018/19 they have too many phoenix feathers or soemthing lole because they keep coming back
>>24133941i seeit seems like there might be some dietary basis for schizophrenia, i didn't look into it a whole lot but u could see if altering diet alters the symptoms at all (if you haven't already)
>>24132433dude i used to get into crazy arguments in my head with mine but now we're friends and cuddle at night. have you ever tried to make friends with yours? i mean they still try to convince me of silly things but its almost like rage bait and i can tell now...one of the most annoying things they do is repeatedly say my name to get my attention, like someone is standing behind me saying my name over and over and over, but thats been less frequent>>24132528if mine want to get my attention they can get through headphones pretty easily but have a more difficult time when i've got music on speakers though>>24133546im am this retarded though>>24133941what do yours say or try to convince you of lately?
>>24133959>...one of the most annoying things they do is repeatedly say my name to get my attention, like someone is standing behind me saying my name over and over and over, but thats been less frequenti've heard stories of demons doing that>i mean they still try to convince me of silly things but its almost like rage bait and i can tell now..lole
>>24133956nyo dunno about that>>24133959nothing reallyits "just" being oberserved all the time by some judging group of people but that happens on other boards to me too all the time, so its ogey i never seen another schizo who could also distinguish that the voices are not real for some thats cold hard reality
>>24133966>nyo dunno about thatyei don't think it's CAUSED by diet, but some people have had miraculous results by changing their diet and sticking to it, strangely enoughi think it has something to do with brain inflammation, eating a lot of shitty bread for example aggrevates symptoms in some people, iircthings like nicotine probably tend to worsen it as wellobviously it's better to eat well than not, but it could also probably make the symptoms much betteridk what exact diet the people who got good results did though>>24133933i take this back btw ,there are probably things people shouldn't fuck withbut i think people often have a lot more power than they realize when it comes to their own mind, it's just a different kind of power/force than people are used to, so they assume they're at the mercy of thingsyour brain should be subordinate to (You), not the other way aroundyou're not your brain, you're not your body, etcyou HAVE these things, but you are not them
>>24133980where do thoughts come from i wonder
>>24132398sems is zombie
>>24133982me too..
>>24133961its just one of many things they dothey've also figured out how to communicate yes/no to me and will ring my right ear for no and left ear for yesyou know, when i need a second opinioni used to think it was demonic but after having conversations with them im not so sure but they are trolly too...its weird>>24133966yeah the paranoia part of being watched/followed was a tough one to come to terms with and for a while i just accepted that 'whoever is that good at finding me deserves it' and just became indifferent to its presencethat indifference ended getting me to where im at today and can interact on a cordial level and i even get a little lonely when its quietthey really dont like when i talk about them though
>>24133996for some time i just build mental uhh barricades i dont remeber what book it was some military stuff i think on how to stay sane in stressfull situations. the old Stoics were helpfull for some time too then i got into zen buddhism all just big cope in the end. for me its just missfirering receptors in le brain in the end so the only thing that can help is meds, therapy is useless when you think about it for too long you end up in the same place where at the beginning
i find stoicism and Jungian philosophy to be helpful along with connecting to my inner energy and maintaining chakra alignment. however I believe each person must find their own path as what makes sense to one individual may not resonate with another. can't stand therapy as it often leads to ruminating on issues and turns people into perpetual victims with a "poor me" mindset.
>>24134100>>24134935lol didnt (you)
>>24134935>can't stand therapy as it often leads to ruminating on issues and turns people into perpetual victims with a "poor me" mindset.that's just shit therapistspast issues will affect your behavior whether you're conscious of them or not, only if you're NOT conscious they'll be an all-enveloping black fog rather than a small pointed contained black shape/pill which can be managedstep 1 is to find the issues & step 2 is to resolve them, more or less
if you have other methods besides therapy which work, though, that's fine by all means
>>24133766No, that is exactly her problemShe needs to not use so much shampoo and not use hot water on the hair
>>24135435>>24133766my hair was wet from the shower more anons deluding themselves into false realities purely through the power of seethe
>>24132398I deal with major depression with a psychotic episode every couple years
Well my problem is I am not really mentally illBut I have had a lot of videos recommended to me about intelligence and the difference this can make between you and others. I don't know if I buy it, that it's all caused by intelligence, your inability to go along with the tribe or group, but they make a really compelling argument and it's kind of sad that you almost have to come to this conclusion that there's a difference between us.But I am often ridiculed, secluded and alone, it's almost impossible for me to fit in easily. It's almost like the stereotypical nerd or geek I guess, except I'm more of a freak then anything. I have been drastically misunderstood my whole life and people think I am crazy. I don't live my life in some kind of illusion.
>>24136365when is your birthday? I will send you a box of wine.
>>24136365Your mom has deluded your existence into a false reality, since both of you suffer from the same condition. Also, you are a coward or lack energy to counterback because of fatness, low self-steem or a slow brain.
>>24136395i dont want gifts for my bday>>24136425>you are a coward or lack energy to counterbackyes i lack the desire to put true energy into retards who say the same projected seethe every timeif you wanna talk about industrial or nature or an actual conversation/discussion i'd have some sort of substance to my response or passion https://youtu.be/iIAntAlH_FE?=RDiIAntAlH_FEdigging into brigade werther, my god they've got "the sauce" gonna look more into Snog inna after and some Bile
