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Great drawing edition

>Who is Betty's biggest lolcow?
Austin/Treefingers/Pigshit, known for being a mentally ill degenerate gooner. Has been exploding on Betty, suicide baiting, and humiliating himself for the past two years. You'll know it's him because of his extremely high post count per thread. Recently exploded on Betty again but now back obsessing over her and stalking her again.

Alternatively this is a /bbg/ spinoff thread, Betty discussion goes here.

>Betty's socials
http://www.x.com/BallerinaBitty
https://www.kick.com/betty_fae

>News
Betty got recently verified on Kick, expect a lot of Betty streams soon.
Betty rocks!

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Reminder:
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nice hes back to devoting entire /bbg/ threads about me

thank you!

i love you betty!!!
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phlox from last thread
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i would do anything for betty to forgive me and i will never give up
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even if she says "youll never be forgiven" i will just keep trying -__-
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LMFAO. Anyways tell us what happened to the last girl you were obsessed with and almost made you kill yourself.
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because

I LOVE HER

its no cap
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she means so much to me and she dont even know it
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i dont want to be sad anymore
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TbDwK9iJ00c
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if anyone has any advice how to get her to forgive me im listening

also goodnight
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Morning Xisters!
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If she was Trans I'd still date her. Just saying
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You abandoned me smoke buddy
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You abandoned me for a woman
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https://x.com/BallerinaBitty/status/2048935102348992588
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You'll never win prick

Love always finds a way!!
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Barry can you reach out to Whopper Dan and cancel the whole Mexico resort team retreat thing thanks, no time for allat. Ain't no time for allat.

We ain't got no time for any Mexican resort team retreats right now. I ain't got no time for no Mexican resorts any time in the foreseeable future at all really just shut it down. Pull it. Thanks Barry.
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>>24254918
it's what you always wanted pigshit
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>>24255314
We love our Austins here at BLT
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nah im not gonna post anymore sorry guys

really
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Looks like I won.
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hey TreeFingers
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Shadi, Diamond is taking advantage of HER position of power in this scenario.
She's in charge of what happens to Kevin.
She's keeping a roof over his head, she's using him for content, and she is his ride home.
She's also drugging him and keeping him drunk, and she's fucking him or her crew is.
He can't consent to anything while drugged out of his mind.
He can't consent to anything because he is retarded.
Diamond is still ok, but Jet isnt.
Youre a fucking hypocrite.
Nothing good about you.
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>>24255933
Wrong thread. Try again
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woa blacked betty?
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>>24255905
im gone

betty made a tweet about not coming to florida unless she had a gun obv for shooting me because im such a bad person

even though she toild me to kms, tried to get me too, told me "leave or die" etc.. many idle threats towards me alongside using my dox to try and extort and harass me irl with her friends.

im done goodbye

hopefully she gets better
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And there's the upcoming nuclear melty.
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>i am leaving forever for real for the 1000th time
>is still posting essays

Betty huge W
gigaTHAD W
bettybugs W
treeniggers eternal L
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betty won
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go make content butthead im not stopping you

i give u money to go do it

stop larping :|

luv u bitch
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i alrdy pay for like 20 guns u could shoot me w/
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like the entire thing was this long played out bit wasting time contacting these people knowing all along she would make the tweet as an excuse at the end just to pick at me more

get over it im done fighting with u everytime u be mean im just gonna be nice so have fun w/ that. at least i try to be a better person and make things right
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>i cant go to florida because this scary guy i continue to accept donations from might get me even though he lives 400 miles away
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anyways i wash my clothes b4 bed yesteray and i brush my teef and took shower this morning :flexemoji: nothing will stop me from here on i will only become a better stronger person.

i refuse to fight or let me life and light be taken from me anymore. im better than that whether betty wants to be or not.
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also this is my last post since thats how she really feels then fine
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igi why i would make her nervous or afraid so wever. i failed in that department

all i can say is i live 400 miles away i have no car and no money because i give it all to u

just dont larping.. idk.. u alrdy know all these things. but w/ever is fine. its my fault for saying the stuff to make you feel that way because i let myself be emotional.
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>>24256238
Are these from this April? You should realize how your behavior comes across to other people and the hoes desu. You be scaring them Austin
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>>24256277
They are from every month for the last 2 years even after she tried to make me kms called me ugly,troon, insulted my penis, i still support her as much as I can.

Just shoot me ig
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I give up I will be Betty's official lolcow
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She loves my yacket because she loves me :3
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My official job description is snuggle and scruffle kitties all day
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I sincerely apologize to Betty and her entire community for the things I've said and done that would make her feel unsafe and worried about having to kill me in self defense.

I swear I would never hurt a hair on her head. I love her no matter what. I'm just an asshole with a bad mouth and no foresight into the things I say and how they will effect people and relationships.
I swear on God and everything dear in my life she never has to worry about me crossing any lines like that. I already don't want to fight. Especially not irl.
Just make fun of me I'll be your lolcow still love and support you. And you'll never have anything to worry about. I'd kms before I ever let myself hurt her.
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I have said a lot of really f'd up stuff atp. None of it was true though it's just me being a womanly emotional bitch. I won't blame it on mental illness. I'm an asshole, a bad person. Not a "bad boy" just rotten. Emotional, negative, aggressive, no self discipline, masochist, victim and persecution complex. Main character syndrome. Retarded. Ugly and poor too.
I deserve the life I have and I deserve for bitty to hate me but I promise to God I would never stalk her or hurt her like that. I'm not that insane...
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I'm trying really hard to work on my emotions and my mouth and the fucked up shit I say. It's my main priority I promise. I'm not going to be mean anymore.
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>>24257031
I believe in you tree I know where ur hearts at u just gotta learn to give grace to others, but also to yourself. Forgive yourself for the wrongs you have done, accept what has happened, and what you have done in your time, and genuinely endeavor to change for the better. Don't give way to grief and anger, draw strength from the lessons you have learned. Be kind to urself tree and remember that only when u are able to do that genuinely for yourself, to allow yourself those mistakes and to let them go, you will be able to do so genuinely for others, second nature.

U have a good day bud I want u around for when we all have personal helicopter hats for travelling purposes, both business and pleasure.

Life is gonna get better
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Not for Pigshit it won't LMFAOOOOO.
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>>24256836
is that dr pepper cream soda any good? i haven't pulled the trigger on trying it and want a second opinion
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stop making new fucking generals you worthless subhumans
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>>24257306
Yes very good

There's a mtn dew cream soda now called dirty mtn dew (ew)
I refuse to try because of the name
Also seems like it'd be gross
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Anyways I'm gonna stop posting since Betty thinks I'm a serial killer or something.
Maybe I'll come back one day but it be kinda pointless. Everyone just hates on me and she holds grudges for life. I'm just gonna keep grinding and working on my physical and mental health.
I'll always support her even though I said really fuckdd up shit when I was being a little bitch.

I want her to have anything she wants and me not posting is one of those things. It's gonna be really hard for me but it's what I need to do. For her and me and both our stress levels.

I'm super sorry bug I know I'm pos. I'm harmless though I swear. You have complete power and control over me and that's my weakness trying to express itself as something tough or strong but it's really just me having a womanly meltdown on the inside.

I just want to do right fir once. I wish I could put this place down and just go do something else. Obv I'm trapped and addicted to posting.

I'm gonna stop though and I won't be mean or say mean things to her ever again. It's very immature especially for my age. I gotta get it together.

Love you bug I swear
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If I fail at not posting please don't blame me it's a work in progress. I have an addiction.
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Anyways...

Betty is live on Kick!
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she doesnt care... i tweeted an apology at her but she wont even look at it
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>using an alt to contact Betty
Severe mental illness behavior, Pigshit.
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ilu betty i hope you read my last few posts. i promise i mean it. i know my promises are worthless by now but really i do.
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LMFAO only 6 views.
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i guess i probly do need to make an alt account since bettycels are still stalking me
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i need a better way to talk to her than this place or places where you guys stalk me.

you talk about barry being weird but you do 10x worse
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>admitting to stalking Betty with alt account
Everyday you get worse and worse Pigshit. Only a matter of time before you become Brandon Clark.
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its not an alt account btw its the same account shes had me blocked on for 8 months

i dont ban evade or make alt accounts. never have. shes always had me banned from everything this is nothing new.
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im trying to tell this girl she is safe and has nothing to be afraid of and you ppl are stalking me and trying to interfere and make her more afraid than she is..

chill out grow up
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What's good smoke buddy. Just got home not that long ago. Chilling and catching stream, wbu
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i dont think she can even see @mentions from accounts shes blocked desu its pointless
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>>24258155
trying to reach out to betty but i cant and its making me feel awful
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Have you thought maybe she wants nothing to do with you at all? By the way what happened with the last chick that made you Baker Act?
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it wasnt a girl it was benzo abuse and fighting with my dad about not going to work
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we use to fight really really bad when we were both using drugs but hes sobered up now and i mostly have too

we get along much better these days. man i fucked up really bad that night though. im lucky they didnt charge me with anything.

that night is why i dont have a vehicle rn
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i hope this is the kind of lolcow content u guys are looking for its the best ive got
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i guess i could post nudes or something idk what else is there i tell the truth and be myself and u ppl are all like HAHAH LOLCOW

so yeah i just do that
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if its listed as a baker act and not a marchman's act (which it technically should have been) but i refused to pee

not that it really does anything unless you are going for SSDI

looks worse on record though maybe
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meant to say it should have been*
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oh wait i did say that lul

lets have another drink together family
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thanks do you, pigshit, Betty doesn't want to go to Florida anymore. good job
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she's getting numbers this stream
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i guess i need to give up trying to tell betty anything its impossible she will never see it and she just has this idea in her mind that im the most evil person on the planet and im out to get her when thats nowhere near the case.

i thought she knew how big of a loser i was by now... i can barely drive in my hometown let alone to miami 400 miles away.
i would never do anything to try to hurt her or invade her privacy.
its completely my fault for making her feel that way toward me but its extremely depressing i cant even reach her with my words to try to make it right or help her feel safe.
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>>24258213
miami is the same distance from me as north carolina

i drive my dads car and it has 300k+ miles on it. you can see the road under your feet from corrosion like a flintstones car

i would never in my life ever no matter what happened or even if she did the most extreme terrible thing to me a person could EVER do.

i would absolutely never try to harm, stalk or invade betty's privacy in any way. especially not IRL. i swear to god on everything.

she makes me super frustrated but she means way too much to me to wish for her downfall in any way. the more i try to not like her the more i hate myself for it. she deserves to be liked. its me thats got something wrong with them.
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i tuned in for literally 5 seconds and she was calling me a weirdo

nice

thats why i dont bother watching
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XFkzRNyygfk

this song feels really appropriate
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>>24258266
tbf senpai that was kinda funny. The universe be like that
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why though

what am i suppose to learn from synchronicity other than making me feel like an ass or im crazy.
its never helped me win the lottery or make good choices.

god is a bully
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i wish i was special...

but im a CREEP


im a weirdooo

what the hell am i doin here?
i dont belong here
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whatever makes u happy

whatever u want

your so fuckin special

i wish i was special

but im a creeep

im a weirdoo

what the hell am i doin here?
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let have another drink buds whos with me

where my smoking buddy... (i think hes a larper)
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>shit talking Billy, the only Bug that slightly cares
This is why you never have any friends, Pigshit.
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>fake caring

he was just snooping like everyone else who contacts me
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no one actually wants to be friends i asked sosvic if he want to play fortnite w/ me and hes all like "uhhhh idk man ill have to ask my friends or something"

complete bs

dude is and asshole
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thats why i left the telegram the first time everyone was just mean to me for no reason
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Betty's streaming again, Bettybuggies.
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at least betty has an excuse for being mean to me because of my bad attitude but the rest of you are just fake and snoop around and stalked me like januki.
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You're the fakest though, Pigshit.
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explain how im fake
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ive been 100% honest and transparent with this community more than anybody else since i came here

i facedoxxed i gave bitty all my personal infos
i shared my hobbies and interests
i shared what i do for work
ive even given her my emerngency contact
sent her pictures of my driver license before i ever came to bant
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not only that but i didnt even get mad when she doxxed me to everyone for no reason
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That's not being real or genuine, that's just being a retarded loser. No one wants to know that you pissed your pants for the hundredth time or how long you jacked off to Betty. TMI exists for a reason.
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none of that has to do with anything i said

you just werent here in the last 2 years
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why ruin your own thread trying to make arguments with me?
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i love her a whole bunch i wish i could tell her somehow
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Betty is getting more and more popular and it's making simps nervous.
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>>24258502
not true i want her to go far as she dreams of

i give her everything i can to help her do whatever she wans in life even at my own expense, i just want to see her happy.

u dont know how hard this had been for me. ive been the target of ridicule for years now. only for a month did i have the peace and feeling of love when she was being nice to me. its all gone now and it has been.

nothing would ever be worse than that
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i wish she would just come back and post again
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you guys made this general about me and no one even talks to me
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i fucked up a lot of stuff in my life abusing benzos
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i hate my life so much
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>>24258101
You were just saying you need to leave her alone. Nigga you need to die at this point.
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>>24258581
do you really mean that
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At this point a lot of people are saying this, including Betty. The more you don't leave her alone for good the worse and worse it will get for you. Your 2-year-long ongoing crashout is proof.
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See what you've done, Pigshit? Betty's bleeding out and it's your fault. If something bad happens to her, her blood is on your hands. Should have left her alone, freak.
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>>24258742
He can't keep getting away with it
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betty's always wanted me dead since the first DM i ever sent her what else is new
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ive been falling to sleep with this album on 100% volume the last couple days

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=U2YBK-eDfDc
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its hump day btw
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another day has passed betty didnt see or read any of my apologies.

i continue to live in hell but i will keep pushing forward
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shut the fuck up already faggot
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>>24259540
retarded faggot
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the thread is dedicated to me idk why u r reading if it makes u so mad
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i fucking hate treefingers so much because he is a hopelessly pathetic subhuman that worships 3dpd TRASH
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>>24259526
announcing sage is a reportable offense, reported :)
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also

i am inn no way responsible for betty having nosebleeds

its wrong to try to put that on me and make me feel worse than i already do, she simply called me a weirdo in 3 seconds and moved on. she is not stressed about me at all. she couldnt care less other than just wanting me to die fore being annoying and typing a lot
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>>24259562
cryo is that u?
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thats the only part of the stream i watched to i tuned in and the first thing i hear her talking about is im a weirdo so i turn it off again because that feels really bad
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you know what she said already
I hope she does shoot you dead
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i understand and its completely normal to feel that way but i dont deserve to die fore posting on 4chan
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i shouldnt have got up so early this sucks

i would just live at work if i could, coming "home" is dumb except to see the animals thats the only thing that keeps me coming back desu it always has been otherwise i probly just stayed couchsurfing or renting rooms


my dads getting to that age where i have to worry about him too and his avoidant anxiety is 100x worse than mine for some reason. he wasnt always like that when he was young he was a cool motorcycle guy that moved all around and worked all kind of diff jobs.. now its really bad though he refuses to leave the house its been years since he has even gone to the gas station or anything
he still ask me to do stuff like order him new chainsaw parts and i cringe because i know he cant see anymore and hes just at that age where i dont feel safe about it but hes grown and at what point do i step in and say no your not allowed to do x y z because your too old i dont trust you! thats a good way to start and argument so i worry about him because this is only going to become a bigger deal as the years go on.

it puts me in a really weird position.

even if i get my own place to live its going to be on my property next door so im basically inhereted this position of caring for him and its going to suck really bad watching him age more and more until the inevitable which scares me the most. i dont want to have to go through that and it makes me want to hide and move away somewhere far so i dont have to deal with it but thats also really shitty to do maybe? i guess it depends on whos advice you listen to..

i am thankful for a place to stay for the time being though but this kind of just fell in my lap this way. my brother helps where he can but the more close personal stuff that goes on within the household he cant be there for.. even he thinks our dad shouldnt be using a chainsaw at his age.. what do u do?

i just try to help out best i can i dont really know what im doing and i stay so stressed out from stuff
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anyways im gonna try to not post anymore again

at least not until betty comes back and gives me permission. everytime i mess up and post again i just feel bad. i wish i could stop.

thats the last thing she asked of me that i couldnt do. i manage to do everything else...

well that and the other thing but i pretend she didnt mean that
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>>24259576
no i am BVLLY
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hopefully gray hair from stress goes away once ur life gets better
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if anyone has any advice how to show betty im not a weirdo please tell
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Try going away forever. You're never getting that specific closure you want. Betty is done with you, no chance of forgiveness no matter how much money you give her.
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i will stop sending her money and i dont expect her to forgive me honestly
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the only place i havnt gone away from is 4chan
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i am addicted to posting here itsd pretty bad
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You should make more unconventional animals doing stuff out of glass. They could even all just be holding flowers or whatever that's not even a bad thematic element to work around. I imagine cute animals are probably actually difficult to make cute in that medium, so youd want to lean into that weird stuff you could make look cute, like the rose lobster. That lobster with the rose was good, he had charm to him. Like one of those movies where some lanky nerd loser goes to pick up his prom date kind of energy. Unconventional yet endearing. You gotta find urself again treefingers u had hobbies and dreams and a whole life outside of Betty dood u can have it again u can have Wakanda u just have to build it
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>>24259648
I've told you this before, and I'll tell you again: sometimes when you break something, it can't be put back together
you can't unscramble an egg
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>>24259673
it makes me feel so sick to even go out there now. i havnt turned the tanks on since we had the fight.

heres a little cat i guess. one of the last things i messed around with.

i appreciate it but u just cant understand how it feels now. its not even about being "in love" with her it just feels really really bad everything that happened and was never made right


i am an asshole and i do deserve it shes right about everything but that doesnt make it feel any better.

i wasnt interested in going back to glassblowing i alrdy put it down forever i only started again to try to impress betty but it just turned into another thing that makes me a weirdo

i feel sick about it everyday but i just keep going to work and trying to press forward its the only thing i can do. she holds all the power over me its a 1 way thing. i am just a ship lost at sea and she is the storms..
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ok maybe a little bit is because i crush on her on a very parasocial way and its not healthy im working really hard on that too. i think im doing better i want to make a dating profile or something once i get a car. its really not like that. i think shes incredible in every way but im not trying to marry her istg
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i just dont want her to hate me and think im a weirdo im sorry
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have a good day everybody :(
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>>24259705
>i just dont want her to hate me and think im a weirdo im sorry
way too late for her to think otherwise. good job.
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Can I tell u guys something?
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Is it bad that I am relieved and hopeful that Betty only called me a weirdo and not a stalker,psycho,murderer etc?
She's called me a weirdo a bunch of time before. It makes me feel better somehow that's the worst she called me.. maybe she not hating me as much these days? I'm trying really hard to be good and nice like I first promised I would.
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I can't even tell if this is all one guy making up the entirety of this thread by himself or if its multiple mentally ill individuals who are all obsessed with Betty
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>>24261157
She did call you a psycho, to your face even. She said you're one of the two biggest psychos, second being Deject.
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>>24261292
nah i dont remember her saying that

she did say deject was a better person than me though
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i just cant believe she actually think about killing me with a gun because i post in /bbg/ and type a lot and said some mean things i didnt really mean when i was being emotional.

its making me feel so shitty
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You did mean it though. Reminder you said you're "authentic".
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Hi Boomfies & smoke buddy. I'm back
>>24261284
Both but mostly the former
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i didnt really mean it though i just got emotional and let my anger make me act out

its my biggest regrets
the first and last thing i think about everyday since it happened

all i do is ruminate about the fight. the things we said to each other, the things i did to act out, the way she tricked me out of $1000 knowing how vulnerable and sorry i was.. it all just tears me down slowly.

i still get up everyday and i been going to work and doing what i have to do. i never should have let any of this happen, its all my fault.

especially for abusing my meds when i said i was seeing a doctor to get better.

so many things i did wrong. i really did have a shitty attitude and was mean to her a lot. i wasnt trying to be a seether it just happened.

i want to be a different person i dont like this. i hate feeling depressed everyday. wishing i had said and done differently.

im genuinely a bad person. bad at life. bad at being human.
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>>24261336
i dont believe u are actually my buddy.

nobody here likes me everyone wants me to die
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im a bettybug too its not fair
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a pickaxe to your face is too good for you
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>>24261339
I'm just BPD. I switch up in an instant, pretty scary to witness desu, don't take it too personell
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what if i agreed w/ u

im saying how awful i feel about the whole thing. i dont even want to be alive anymore i just keep going because im too much of a puss to kms. shes right ill be here forever and die alone. i suck and thats why my life sucks.

everything i said was jealousy and projection im such an emotional bitch and i deserve to die like everybody wants. i just cant do it. i wouldnt be this old if i could. obviously im grown into being a complete failure and garbage genuinely bad person.

i apologize every day
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>>24261352
are you actually BPD borderline personality disorder or are you larping and trying to say you are bipolar disorder? many get these two mixed up they are not the same
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>>24261367
Borderline. Had it forever. Anyways
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i think theres a few specific things thats excludes me from BPD but i am prescribed multiple medications for bipolar disorder and anxiety

this is the longest ive ever taken them its just over a year now im psure. they are working better and better but i still have my moments of bitching out and getting really angry or sad

its mostly about the fight me and betty had though and the stuff we said and did to each other. i cant get over it. maybe it just hasnt been enough time. it still hurts so bad if i think about it so i try not to as much as possible.
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>>24261376
sorry i wasnt trying to be a dick i just thought maybe u were implying i had BPD in a backhanded way. im really use to people being mean to me.
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i have like 90% of the criteria for BPD but theres a few things i think that makes me not technically having that

like changing identities stuff for example. im always just been the same loser.

ive been treefingers typing walls of text and getting banned on the internet since i was 17

im completely different irl. i barely talk. though when engaged i am a good conversationalist i think?
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>the way she tricked me out of $1000
She didn't though, you willingly gave her that money because in your own head thought that she may have forgiven you if you did.
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im just really bad about typing a lot and wanting to talk a lot over the internet

im like hyperactive online but irl im very meehh and wel lately im just depressed and hate my life
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>>24261390
she was preying on my life for her she knew i would do it

i forgive her for it i deserved it and i still do
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>>24261393
my love for her*
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i knew she wasnt going to forgive me too i just wanted to show her i was still willing to trust even after all that happened.


i still am. i guess thats pathetic but she owns me. its a 1 way power dynamic
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i cant tell if u guys want me to keep posting or not because u always reply to me or ask where im at if i dont posting but when i do then u are mean to me or dont actually want to talk......
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its like u exclude me from everything but u still want me around pick 1. i cant be the official lolcow if i leave forever?
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im doing my best. trying to be nice. let everyone making fun of me and not arguing back.

not sure what else i can do...
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oh well tho time to get drunk
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JXy0XnzTQuc
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u can vc with me @tfers on discord

(everyone but lamborgini suicide because hes make up stories and lie all the time - get blocked)
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does anyone know if betty can see/read her stream elements donations??
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its almost not worth sendning if she cant even tell i did

ive been giving her gift donations for so long now even though shes mad at me. she probly never even seen the first one.
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fuck i hate my life
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fuck you faggot
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>>24261590
WHY ARE YOU SO MAD AT ME???
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thats probably betty she called me faggot more than anyone... god i miss her so much
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BETTY IF YOU ARE READING THIS I AM DRINKING MYSELF TO DEATH FOR U BECAUSE I CANT FIND HEROIN

ILU SO MUCH IM SO SORRY FOR EVERYTHING I SAID AND POSTING YOUR WORKOUT VIDEOS IM A POS AND I WISH I WOULD DIE ILU AND MISS U EVERYDAY
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https://x.com/11anon404

this is my twitter since prick alrdy leaked it to everyone. i thought betty could see my @mentions even if i was blocked but google AI says she cant so i was wasting my time... whoever clicked on it must have just been some random person searching her mentions.

its hopeless. im walled in. theres no way to reach her and i refuse to make alt accout or ban evade.

it hurting my heart so bad.


i also refuse to self harm because its gay i will never do it again. instead i will drink.
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>>24261743
What are you drinking
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But you already leaked your Twitter before though, it's the same one.
https://archive.palanq.win/bant/thread/23258360/#23259494

You're losing authenticity points.
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i drinking bud lights wbu?
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>>24261854
i thought if i changed the link and stuff no one could find it.. im pretty sure u searched her @mentions to stalk me.

idc tho she cant see them anyways. but thats my only account and i stay blocked on it out of respect. i wont ban evade even if it means i dont get notifications. :(
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>i thought if i changed the link and stuff no one could find it..
Twitter saves your data on previous profile names, searching the old name shows the current name profile.
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but im a creeep
im a weirdo

what the hell am i doin here
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HBsEbdMjun4
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fuck

i go thru my paypal and cashapp history i spam her with so many $1 messages im so sorry fuck

its gotta be some way to fix this about me

idk why i need to type so much
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if i could just shut the fuck up that would be the greatest super power on earth for me
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>>24261861
>>24261864
i have not used the shop since the fight we had... im serious it really f'd me up
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i was complaining and being more and more of an asshole though i see it now its just nothing i can do about it. and i feel hurt and betrayed about the $1000 thing and making fun of my christmas present but im trying to learn to process this like an adult and just be happy anyways
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im just doing to drink myself to sleep since no one will talk to me anymore
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Anyway...

Time to watch Betty stream while preparing dinner with my wife.
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Lol Ariel is drinking herself to death I hear.

That's funny.
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Oh shid it's skull
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>>24262354
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You failed (again btw) to take down fishtank. Don't (you) me
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>24262365
It's the thought that counts. Besides it was funnier seeing everyone start wishing I did get it taken down towards the end.

Also what's with this gay "crazygang" shit? It's being mogged by that fat Druski in white face looking bitch. I've been feeding her shit about Jet. She's trying to link up with Johnny Neptune now.

Jet's getting wrecked.
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>Johnny Neptune
I'd kneel desu
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>>24262345
>>24262370
Grim.
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hate & death club

u all deserve each other
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well i love betty and i hate being alive

thats all i have to say today
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do u guys really think i shouldnt send her money any more because its like stalking?

i just want to show her how sorry i am idk how else do it she doesnt listen to my words
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idk if she can even see them through stream elemets so it does starting to feel stupid of me

i dont think she even knows i sent her birthday/christmas present. or maybe she just doesnt cares.
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theres no other way to show love or im sorry other than my stupid words i type or money i can send... idk how else to do it???
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B_Xy1eyOh5o
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she got money taking BBC
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betty is nigger fuck meat
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take your hate somewhere else

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7LvP9iwdJxA
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DoNBh4SW2rk
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We're gonna make it tree
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unless u mean make it back into betty's good graces idc desu
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>>24262932
>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O1O_TNZfvBY
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>>24263038
<3
I hope everyone is having a good day



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