Hi all. I'm the guy who made those other autism threads. I've decided to make a thread where autistic people can talk about sexuality. This can be a hard thing to talk about, but getting stuff off my chest might make me feel better.Questions:1. What are you sexually attracted to?2. Do you think that your sexuality is influenced by your autism significantly?3. Are you a virgin? If not, when did you lose your virginity?4. How has your sex life been lately?5. Are there any aspects of sex that scare you?>In b4 "Why are you posting this on 4chan instead of using a mainstream autism website like Wrong Planet or the autism subreddits?"Because most autism sites are heavily censored and also the typical users on those sites are REALLY sexually controlling, judgemental and bitchy, to the point where they make traditionalist Catholics look like hippies.
My Answers:1. I'm mainly sexually attracted to goth women or nerdy women or men who are both effeminate and nerdy. I'm also into a lot of furry, monster woman and robot woman art.2. I am well aware of the fact that my sexuality is influenced by my autism to a MASSIVE degree and I choose to just accept that. I like nerdy people because autistic people are nerds. I like goths because goths are weird social outsiders and so I imagine that a large portion of them are autistic probably. I like furries because everyone knows that furries are autistic and because normies think that autistic people aren't fully human. I like monsters because normies often think that autistic people are monsters. I like robots because my normie sister used to tell me shit like "You have no emotions like a fucking robot." and so now I'm attracted to robots. I've pretty much allowed my autism to influence my sexuality in every way imaginable because ... well ... why not?3. I lost my virginity at the age of 22.4. I haven't had sex in almost 9 years.5. First, of all, the idea of dating a normie scares me because my normie family (including my mother) make mean jabs at my autism all the time. Second, my mother has a paranoid fear that everyone online is trying to "catfish" me. Third, a lot of people in the world think that autistic men are all rapists and also autistic men get murdered more often than normies OR women and this makes me worried because I'm afraid that someone will falsely accuse me of rape and then murder me.>In b4 "You need to man up and get away from your parents!"... and then what? The wider world will probably torture me even more than my parents do!
To be brutally honest, mate, I’m not reading all of that.
>>24319538You should have asked this on /trash/ also most autists are either sexual deviants or completely asexual.There is a sub phenotype of autists who are completely deranged and have a lower sensitivy to certain kinds of "corruptions".I would say as an autist myself I lean more on the slightly sexually deviant, but not chris chan autism tier.as for your questions, i have never been kissed by a girl and im a hikikomori.
I've never had a single romantic or sexual experience in my entire life and, hopefully, I never will. I avoid all forms of intimacy like the plague. I've never even had any friends and, again, I try my best to keep it that way. I don't engage in any kind of social activities unless I have to. Also, I have no ability to feel joy or pleasure and, as such, I have zero interest in any activities that people would consider "fun" or pleasurable.
>>24319538ok
>>24319656>chris chan autismI still think that Chris-Chan is a product of abuse. It's not right to claim that he is only a product of autism.>as for your questions, i have never been kissed by a girl and im a hikikomori.Would you LIKE to be kissed by a girl? I could help you if you like.
>>24320111>I could help you if you like.W-what you don't have to kiss me Anon.Also yes I would like a girl kiss>It's not right to claim that he is only a product of autism.Fair, but I do think there are genuine cases of the person just being naturally mentally ill.
>>24319690What do you even live for?Seriously. You okay man?
>>24320015Are you the Algerian anon that I helped out before or are you a different Algerian person?
>>24320206Yep that's me don't you get bored making the same threads over and over againI stopped using 4chan everything here is so lame
>>24320138>W-what you don't have to kiss me Anon.UwU>Also yes I would like a girl kissWell ... what do you think the problem is? Like ... what usually happens when you try to get a woman to love you?>Fair, but I do think there are genuine cases of the person just being naturally mentally ill.Well ... I've been on Wrong Planet before. Some of the users there are annoying but none of them are even remotely as weird as Chris-Chan. Not even the low-functioning Wrong Planet users are as bad as Chris-Chan.Anyone who has spent any time in the autistic community knows that the autistic community has a major misandry problem and a major self-hatred problem ... but Chris-Chan is crazy on another level. Autism couldn't possibly be the only factor.
>>24320199>What do you even live for?What does anyone live for? Life is an endless abyss with no purpose that we were all born to slave away and die in.
>>24320252>Yep that's meYOU ARE STILL ALIVE! YAY!>don't you get bored making the same threads over and over againFirst of all, I make threads about autistic issues and men's issues because THIS IS WHAT I HAVE LIVED THROUGH and also autistic people commit suicide more than normies and also men commit suicide more often than women and I know why because of first-hand lived experience. You think I shouldn't make these threads? You might as well tell a man not to scream or cry when he's in serious pain. I'm telling my monster brothers and monster sisters across the world about my agony man.Second, this board is constantly filled with Pepe/Cirno/Longcat spam and shitposting. Look at the big picture before you judge my "Give autistic men hugs please!" threads.>I stopped using 4chan everything here is so lame... and yet here you are.
>>24320297>What does anyone live for?I have friends. I have fun. I have a place to express myself. Hopefully I'll get sex again soon. ^-^>that picDon't you have any free time to chillax and enjoy things?>Life is an endless abyss with no purpose that we were all born to slave away and die in.Are you suicidal man?If you are then I will fix that. <3
>>24320298>YOU ARE STILL ALIVE! YAY!No>You think I shouldn't make these threads? You might as well tell a man not to scream or cry when he's in serious pain. I'm telling my monster brothers and monster sisters across the world about my agony man.Do that somewhere else in then>... and yet here you are.I was about to close the tab and not reply I don't wanna use this site anymoreoh yeah I also met a really cute chick online but she is kinda scaring me she is way too nice
>>24320340>Do that somewhere else in thenWhat other site will give me free speech?>oh yeah I also met a really cute chick online but she is kinda scaring me she is way too niceI'm just glad that you have found your princess. Good luck laddie.
>>24320402>will give me free speech?reddit I guess>I'm just glad that you have found your princessnah she is not my princess she is nice I don't trust her she weird
>>24320322I don't enjoy anything and I never have. The only reason that I don't kill myself is because I am too afraid of death. If not for that, I would have killed myself long ago.
>>24320423>Implying that Reddit has free speech.It's not 2011 anymore lad.>nah she is not my princess she is nice I don't trust her she weirdWell ... do you want to find someone else or would you rather just settle for what you can get?
>>24320448Well ... stay alive for now. You'll eventually find something that makes you happy.
>>24320464>It's not 2011 anymore lad.I do know a site but I don't wanna give it to you>omeone else or would you rather just settle for what you can get?well she is beautiful blondie, smart, fit she is like reze from chinsaw man movie like it's good to be too true she is out of my league and I can't be that special for a chick like her to talk to me
>>24319538i have assburgers and hate autists i do not want to be associated with you retards
>>243195381. I like women that tell me what they want. If they expect me to read their mind, I lose interest. I very much like the forward tomboy type. Not the cliche 4chan sporty short haired girl, but the type that is very much a normal woman but also is totally cool with having stereotypically masculine interests and likes the outdoors, would probably be genuinely interested in a knife or bug collection or somethingI dunno how to exactly describe it, maybe people's preconceived notions around the word tomboy ate misleading, if anything it just feels like the way women are supposed to be and everything else is a deviation from it2. Yeah probably. Or maybe it's just changed the context surrounding it? 3. Yes4. Non-existent, obviously5. Mostly just "what if I'm not good at it?" But I know that whoever I end up with we're gonna be terrible starting out and we can learn together so it's no big deal. I also have a little anxiety over the thought of hurting her during our first time since that's how women work, she's gonna be torn and bleeding in a really sensitive area. I absolutely need a virgin. Sex is so heavily tied to romantic attraction and your ability to form long term bonds and stuff, and I want a wife not just someone to fuck.
>>24320543Understandable. We're pretty terrible.
>>24320543>assburgersI'm OG too, and I agree the autismos these days are fucking weird faggotsI can be pretty weird too but that's when I'm inches away from puking
>>24320491>I do know a site but I don't wanna give it to youCome on man. I tried so hard to help you when you were suicidal. I guess I'll have to find someone else to be my best buddy. :(>well she is beautiful blondie, smart, fit she is like reze from chinsaw man movie like it's good to be too true she is out of my league and I can't be that special for a chick like her to talk to meI feel this way every single time a woman shows any interest in me. "Me? Why would you want me?"Clearly, both of us have issues to work out. Both of us have low self-esteem due to internalized abuse. Sometimes, women see the goodness in us that we can't see.
>>24320543>i have assburgers and hate autists i do not want to be associated with you retardsI also have Asperger's, but the term isn't used much nowadays. These days, people who used to be considered Aspies are just considered to be autistic.I still like the terms "Asperger's" and "Aspie" but these terms are falling out of use and so some of the younger Aspies might not even know that they are Aspies. I honestly wanted to call this thread "Aspie Sexuality Thread" but the English language has changed and we sadly need to adapt.
>>24319538>1. What are you sexually attracted to?Good legs are ultimate for me. I think ultimately, I am attracted to the female form and aesthetic, not just the female…so I understand why even traps are ok for me. That said, I’m a fairly big zoo as well and find attraction to various animals though I would love to fuck a mare or dolphin one day. It goes without saying I’m into furry/xeno/monster.>2. Do you think that your sexuality is influenced by your autism significantly?No. I belong to a polyamorous pansexual orgiastic species of animal and any diversion from this is conditioning and I am aware of this.>3. Are you a virgin? If not, when did you lose your virginity?No. I paid when I was 26 wish I paid when I was 22. Everyone should learn sex as a teen.>4. How has your sex life been lately?Shit. Recently broke a relationship after 9 years but sex was less and less.>5. Are there any aspects of sex that scare you?No not really. Just performance and hoping I don’t ever catch stage fright like I did in my early 20s. Even now the potential scares me and I don’t know how to shake it. Being told “I’m so inexperienced” mid sex back in my early 20s affects me to this day. I think growing up greatly repressed has made me more wanting and willing for sex than fearing it.
>>24321731How do I even begin with youJust decide to believe you're joking, I guess
>>24321731>I’m a fairly big zooIs that being attracted to REAL animals?>I paid when I was 26 wish I paid when I was 22.What are hookers like?I've never used them because I imagine that sex with a hooker would be gross. Plus, I want a long-term relationship.>Everyone should learn sex as a teen.Well ... my mother didn't let me have sex when I was a teenager. I'm not mad though. Teenage girls are jerks anyway.
>>24321861Yes that's what zoo meansHe's claiming to be a genuine real life animal fucker
>>24321866Isn't that illegal?
1.I'm a zoophile and a near-militant ascetic. My parents want me to make friends and socialize at college, but I refuse to do so and spend as much time away from people as possible, usually in my dorm or outside.2. Almost certainly, but even so I have no regret.3. Yeah4. I should stop fapping. I've got to find the strength to do that. I probably only crank one out twice or so a month but I've got to quit. I want to purify myself for my future G.S.D wife. I hate that I watch Jewish pornography.5. That I will never be able to afford a place far away from other people and a G.S.D wife.
>>24321880Yes
>>24321988Well ... I'm glad we warned him.I've read that, statistically, autistic men go to jail more often than women or normies. I imagine that autistic men are probably eaten alive in jails so ... yeah. Don't wind up in jail guys.
>>24322026He already knows, I'm sure
>>24322053>He already knows, I'm sureSo ... he's prepared to go to jail?I mean, I WANT to see other autistic men as my brothers, since we have all felt the same pain ... but what am I supposed to do when other autistic guys are discussing the illegal sex acts that they desire?
>>24322123That's a foolish thought. Your brother is he who will be your brother. You don't need to seek out those that have carried a similar burden, look for people that will see you struggling under the weight of whatever you're carrying and help you lift it regardless of how personal it is to them.
Okay. I guess I'll add another question. Are you into romance or just sex?There are some autistic people who openly just want sex, but I've had a strong desire for romance for quite some time now. I want to end up with someone who will see me as a classy gentleman. It feels like most people see me as just a monster and so I so badly want to be with someone who will see me as a refined gentleman instead.
>>24322177Definitely romance. >>24320654I genuinely get kinda disgusted and turned off by the idea of detached casual sex
I think this is more of a "Why should canadian anon kill himself" thread
>>24322270>Canadian anonYou doing alright?
>>24322287HOW DARE YOU
>>24322350Uh... Easily?
>>24322459FUCKING AUTIST
>>24322464Yeah, that's not a secret
>>24321861>what are sex with hookers like.ColdI mostly go to AMPs because at least I get a massage too.>>24321866No I’m claiming I WANT to be a real life animal fucker.Ironically I fear and hate dogs so that’s a no go. Hopefully one day I get rich enough for a mare or lucky enough for a dolphin.Sorry about your mom.My mom and grandmom were the same. I had religion and “don’t mess with any girls as my only advice.”When I got old enough where it became weird my only advice to get girls was to pray to god to send me one.
>>24323896>ColdYeah. I imagine that trying to have sex with a hooker would be depressing and soul-crushing. Do hookers actually enjoy the sex? I doubt it.>No I’m claiming I WANT to be a real life animal fucker.How to you plan on protecting your asshole from prison shower rape?... but seriously mother fucker. I feel like I'm telling a little kid not to play with matches.>I had religionIn my experience, religious people tend to hate autistic men. The religious types always think that autistic men are "Weak faggot neckbeard atheist nerds!" I'm not sure how autistic women are treated by religious types and so I'll let autistic women speak for themselves ... but I imagine that religious types probably wouldn't treat autistic women very well either.I've observed that a large portion of autistic men are "militant atheists" or "rationalists". It's not very hard to see why. I don't know much about the religious beliefs of autistic women, but a lot of these "modern witch" types come across as a tad autistic to me.>When I got old enough where it became weird my only advice to get girls was to pray to god to send me one.HOLY FUCK! Not even my parents are this crazy.I mean, isn't it deeply misogynistic to think that God is going to give you a woman like she's a piece of property? I've always imagined that a woman will see the gentleman in me instead of just seeing the monster. It would feel horrible if she was just given to me as property. Plus, I find that Christian woman are especially bad when it comes to torturing autistic men and boys. The women who give us compassion and mercy are usually the witches and hippies.Anyways, I appreciate your kindness but DO NOT fuck animals or do anything else illegal.
>>24319538>1. What are you sexually attracted to?twinks/twunks with hairy armpits>2. Do you think that your sexuality is influenced by your autism significantly?yes>3. Are you a virgin? If not, when did you lose your virginity?No. At the age of 26 or so after I moved into my own home, I got into a relationship with a femboy>4. How has your sex life been lately?Non-existent but I haven't really been trying, i've been prioritizing work and projects. >5. Are there any aspects of sex that scare you?Poopcock. Also most faggots are promiscuous and just want sex, its hard to find someone that will also meet my needs, like cuddling or being smarter than a doorknob
>>24324163>being smarter than a doorknobThat's weird. A lot of people use the term "gay nerd" as an insult ... but real gay guys aren't very nerdy I guess?Unfortunate.
>>24319538I'm not autistic, only form of neurodivergence I've got is ADHD. Still, this thread's been a good read, thanks for making it, leaf.Do I have anything of value to add? Nah.
>>24324178>but real gay guys aren't very nerdy I guess?idk, im a top so I go for people who are fine with strictly being a bottom and every one i've met seemed to be incompetent. One guy was into using Blender to make 3d models but, he was still pretty incompetent when it came to life in general and being independent. I met him 3 years ago, he was 18 and I was 28 and we fucked a bunch. About 2 months ago he asked to stay with me because he was hotel hopping or something, but he asked for 'only a month'. We didn't fuck or cuddle because apparently he isn't gay anymore. He had the bright idea of quitting his job 3 days before that month ended and asked if I could let him stay another month and i said "no". If I actually got something out of it like sex or cuddles I probably would have said yes desu. The sad part is I found him even more attractive now than when I first met him, since he stopped being a femboy, stopped shaving his body, and was a bit more muscular. One day he walked into my room wearing a wife beater to talk about something and he raised his arm to scratch his head, giving me a glimps of his unshaven armpits and I thought to myself that if i had him around any longer it would make me even more depressed.
>>24324161My mom and grandmom mostly just wanted me to be a hand and for whatever I bring in to go to them.I was “man of the house” so I didn’t get clothes or resources so my younger brother and sister could. Went to school dirty. Things my brother and sister never had to worry about. In my 30s I realize how deep the abuse goes Mares are one of the few animals who are mind broken to prefer human cock over their own species.There is literally nothing wrong with fucking one and I hope to one day.
>>24319538>1. What are you sexually attracted to?I've myriad fetishes, scenariosthey vary across time, mostly women, but sometimes menI'd probably rather not list them all out of embarrassment, though I don't think there's anything too weird>2. Do you think that your sexuality is influenced by your autism significantly?empirically, I think... that I would have to experience my sexuality as a non-autistic version of myself to know for certain, to do anything but speculatetautologically (and thus a priori): if I was different, I would be different, you know?>3. Are you a virgin? If not, when did you lose your virginity?no, 13-14, to an older girlI've been very lucky in having various people become obsessed with me (I'm aware this sounds very arrogant, but it's involved things like weird fan art, a graffiti mural, and self-harm name-carving, so the word really feels apropos here), and kind of 'scoop me up', which has allowed me to experience different facets of lifeI have strong doubts that I'd've been able to do those things as a solitary autistthere are lots of different worlds people walk in>4. How has your sex life been lately?it's good, it's pretty much whenever I wantI have a new staircase that I like doing it on, it feels quite animalistic (though I suppose animals don't have stairs)I'd actually like to masturbate more often, but there's a selfish aspect to onanism, and I'm expending my libidinal energy on sex out of love>5. Are there any aspects of sex that scare you?when you're 69'ing with a girl, I'm occasionally cognisant of the possibility that she could deign to shit on my face, or that it could happen accidentallyit's never happened to me before; I've never heard of it happening; but the face-anus proximity undeniably does make it a remote chancegenerally though, sex is more silly than scary if you trust the other person
>>24324200I have ADHD too. Your support is appreciated.
>>24324256>a new staircase that I like doing it onIs that safe?>I'd actually like to masturbate more often, but there's a selfish aspect to onanismWell ... that's just your opinion man.
>>24324161>In my experience, religious people tend to hate autistic men.I have never experienced thatAnd I have been both religious and autistic all my life
