It appears I am different in some way, “greetings” I am supposed to view myself almost like I am Spock. I goAgainst the grain supposedly. But oh, what does it even mean to be good? Am I even human? An animal? A human animal? Can science and reason really answer all our questions these days? Don’t you see? Don’t you see how people can almost be made into villains Oh well, never mind Washed away in the flood
>>24323349nigger you need to stop thinking about this if you observe people outside youll see theres many weird people with weird behaviour and weird opinions
>>24323349お前の回答は間違い
>>24323603https://youtu.be/fhnrrLxQEVQ?si=a2Bdaca6ciHemm9N
>>24323397Well, I try really hard to imagine what it must be like to live in a different country, like America as an example, just because it likes to portray itself as some type of metric for normalcy across the world. But this has been my experience in Canada at least but then even when I go on the internet, I am almost always met with the same opinions. Most people are not willing to engage with, and I am either completely ignored, or people just constantly gaslight me, and strawman me or pettifog me. So it doesn't help that whenever I try to engage I am met with constant pettifogging and then I look at the flag and it's like an american or some shit. But I've come across and met people from all over the world. I've lived in parts of Canada that have a high amount of foreigners and tourists, I've met more people from different parts of the world than are actually Canadian. Germans were nice to me a bit though which really surprised me I did not expect that at all.I bet some bad germans though, like this one guy who I thought might try to kill me, he mentioned something about a glock and he was trying to make me angry, but I didn't respond but I thought for sure he wanted to kill me. You are totally dismissing the issue though. It is true that I have experienced this my entire life. That's why I made this thread, you don't get the reasoning or what I was trying to get at why I made this thread in relation to the rest of the threads, they all have pretty deep meaning, but explaining it would cheapen it away.
>>24323753そのバンドは宦者達
>>24323772The only that makes America different from anywhere else, including Canada, is that I'm here
out of the whole allotted sum of my experiences including online on social media, including facebook, instagram, discord, and various online forums. I feel comfortable saying that people will tolerate and accept different opinions, but only first if you are accepted into their social sphere of influence. And to do that first, you have to adhere to all these unspoken social procedures to gain any access to social capital. Not everyone is born equally with the same access to social, and economic capital or resources. It's just a losing game if you're locked out for whatever reason. It's like how automatically just going to post-secondary, all these people will try to be open to you and be your friend. But if you try to forego post secondary then these same people will not have anything to do with you.I think you are pretty much stuck in whatever social position on the hierarchy you are born into most of the time. Especially if you're lower or working class, then it is made almost impossible to escape this position. It's very easy to be marginalized. I've known people who were from working class backgrounds, but because they had greater ease of access to resources and were more greatly accepted socially. Everything they would talk about and say was some time of greatly well-manicured and tailored discussions that had some type of inside almost secret hand-shake type stuff surrounding it, that no matter how smart or cultivated you were you had no chance of prevailing against. I've tried my hardest to be nice, and that's what it was for me for my early life, I thought because at least I was nice or something it should carry for something, but that was never a part of the equation. I remember being beguiled and called Kurt Cobain and then laughed at by these people. For the most part they were hipsters, they had similar backgrounds, and they were in fact worse then me in some ways and were jealous of me, but I could never know the secret handshake secret codes
But that's one reason why I posted the great gatsby because it has become apparent that it is possible for me to make 100 K annually somehow , which makes you one of the top highest percentage of earners. But like the Great Gatsby, I had to literally claw my way bloody out of poverty.My mother found some guy that is wealthy a bit, I don't know why he likes my mother but due to this I've experienced the inside of privilege and wealth just a little bit. But I'll probably never be fully accepted in that world for whatever reason.
but I've tried to figure out why I am not accepted, it's like how I've been told I "go against the grain" when, I don't actually really try to do so. And I think, for reasons like that, I truly am different. I am for whatever reason, simply not the majority if you were to try and hold that against me I could say, well, demographically, I am simply not the majority. I simply ask and pose the question as to what it really means to be "good" here in this thread with The Sword and the Stone, and Excalibur. You see, I think it's my ancestry a little bit to be the way I am. You could almost say I am chivalrous or something but that's considered funny and a joke these days. It is basically Don Quixote. But I question further, is that the reason people hate me so much and dislike me? thus I can only ask, what is the true nature of "good" what is it actually and does it matter anymore? But then I was quoting Nirvana "nevermind" If my intentions are really pure, and that seems to be ongoingly the reason why people seem to be so offended or opposed to me. I guess maybe I strike others as idealistic, and there's simply no monetary incentive to bolster or encourage such trivial thoughts. It gets in the way of business. Simple as that. But also, it's not "peace and love" anymore, that can almost be certain, for a myriad of reasons but particularly, in recent history we can see that this simply did not work out in the end for the baby boomers as they went back on all their ideals.
But I guess if I were to be honest I don't know what I think for sure, I am still not entirely hardened or sure about certain beliefs, I am still open to the world. But it continues to be closed.
I'm....just...a...machine
