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>>61188080Hi jerry. Please put a shirt on.
Ever since 2019 I've had a fucked up sensation in my head like the fluids ain't flowing. Started with a sudden "pop" then a lack of sensation in my left center brain. Lack of "self". Memories,didn't feel like my own anymore. Depersonalization. The part of the brain the monologs, went silent. I felt like I devolved. I figured a failed a cosmic test. God had forsaken me.It was a downward spiral for a couple years. Lost jobs. Lost motivation. Success didn't feel like anything. The good in life had no sensation. Only lust and hunger were the "good" sensations, that I could feel. My heart was no longer co nected to my mind. And I was once one who could feel a lot.Slowly, very slowly I was able to track the sensations, or lack thereof. It was as if the magnetic feild that projects awareness no longer worked on my left side. I figured I had a stoke. Through diet, stretching, certain supplements, posture correction, and mindfulness, I've healed. I've gained a new faith in God. I now understand that God doesn't forsake anyone, ever. But what CAN happen, is you can block your connection to God...which is what happened to me. I had a blockage. No, I never took the vax. But the "pop" occurred in August 2019.I have more sensation. I can almost feel the balance of my brains magnetic feild, like it should be. Like I think it used to be...but memory and awareness can still fluctuate. And still strive for "normalcy". Which frankly I've forgotten exactly what it felt like. Suffice to say, it's a fluid dynamic. It has something to do which what you're talking about. So I'll ask. Please, let me know what you're getting at here. Is this a cosmic occurance? Is it the virus? Is anyone else experiencing what I've described? Thanks.
>>61193240I think its just a stroke dude. Or 'stoke' as you called it
>>61193240I feel you nigger. I lost it somehow too. No 'pop' for me but i feel i lost some connection. I still get good fortune and lucky escapes but i used to be able to hear voices sometimes and have very vivid dreams.Weirdly, the only one strong enough to still get through to me is if I focus and call on Satan. LolBut I feel like im regressing. Maybe I need to change my diet
>>61193361Ketosis helps a lot. You can eat some carbs eventually. Not all carbs are equal. Also intermediate fasting. NAC, benfotamine, vitamin d, vit c, zinc, magnesium and boron. Twin Labs- Tri boron plus brand supplement contains most of these. But not enough vit d for the day on its own. These things helped me greatly.Also, keyword...chlorine dioxide. Do your own research. Don't take it with NAC or methylene blue as they cancel each other out
>>61193329Yeah, I may have. But I'm healing. Might have been a muscle that coiled around nerves in my neck too. Can't say foe sure. Swallowing was difficult for a while though.
>>61193361What I gave you is my default answer to anyone who responds with similar problems as me. It's the most honest I can be but you have to do your own research. Satan is just a word. A made up name. If it means good things to you, then fine. What matters is feeling your heart, and letting it guide you. Not the heart in your head, the heart in your chest. It's easy, but requires feeling. Requires love that was passed onto you. Hopefully you felt that at some point in your life. Hopefully you can still feel others hearts. That is the bond of mankind and perhaps all living creatures on some level. Our unified connection to God. To the universal good. Though our hearts. Morality is not relative. It is universal. You'll understand if you can feel it in your heart.
>>61193679Morals are definitely relative. Stealing to survive vs Stealing because you're greedy etc. Its always relative to you the observer.Interestingly, love isnt an emotion. Its all of them and none of them.
