I traded my soul for a salary.
That shit is poison, it will fuck you up hard if you keep taking it. I recommend stopping immediately.
>>61238186Take less and don't take XR that shit will fuck your sleep.
>>61238186ADHD is a Reddit disorder invented in the 90s to help parents cope with having slow children. Instead, focus on discipline.
Do you actually have ADHD because itll affect people differently with and without it.
>>61238192I know. I will likely experience sudden death secondary to stimulant induced afib in the next 5-10 years. To be honest it stopped truly working a while ago. My caffeine intake is measured in grams at this point. I dont want to go up and risk even more tolerance so I added wellbutrin. I take as many breaks as humanly possible even if that means rotting in bed every second I'm not working. I have accepted that a short productive life is better than a long useless one. It was over for me before it ever started.
I'm a former pharmacist (recently retired early). I used to love telling crackheads that we're out of stock on Adderall and other stimulants. It's not that I think it's too dangerous or anything. Handling C2 meds was one of the few things I didn't allow my technicians to do but I was too lazy get off my stool and do it too often.
first time i took this shit new synapses were formed in my brain and I turned into a zombie unable to sleep for 48hrs just in a state of methed out tunnel vision I suppose you could call "focus". subsequent times (weeks later) were much milder. fun though definitely accomplished more
>>61238186You ungrateful little NIGGER. I let you have more in life than a minimum wagie job and THIS is how you show gratitude??Should I take it away and make your pathetic life collapse around you?Thats right. Take your pills like a good little bitch
>>61238186I need this or I can't work until I'm 100 like Ben Shapiro says.
>>61238186That's what I do every day. I get tired of being happy and go to work, then I come back home to keep watching the npc chart, my life is incredible
>>61238224Adderall is the cure to low intelligence
many such cases.
>>61238192>parroting le adderall is bad meme with literally zero source or evidenceKek. Literally just popped 5mg teva IR. Been taking it for 20 years in moderation as part of a healthy breakfast and lifestyle. Get fucked faggot.
>>61238233Take NAC every other week day. Thank me later summer child.
>>6123865920mg is 400% more than 5.
>>61238694Good job you can do math. It’s called using in moderation to avoid tolerance and mitigate side effects. I’m prescribed 60mg a day and use less than half that in a week. Feels good man.
>>61238659Very good goy! Keep taking your pills!
>>61238186ADHD is made up. Just accept that you are a born loser and nothing will ever change that.
>>61238186>I traded my soul for a salary.it really does take your soul. it takes your ability to smile or be empathetic. it cuts you off from every other living thing.
>>61238472I have ADD and was tested by mensa as having an IQ of 144. Where did this new meme of "add makes you dumb" come from?
>>61238785Unironically agree it is not real, doesn’t change the fact amphetamines make you productive as fuck. >>61238776>keep taking the pills that have no downside and made you rich goy!Ok!
>>61238659>I'm a drug addictWOW GOY WE ARE ALL IMPRESSED
>>61238810> doesn’t change the fact amphetamines make you productive as fuck.that's an illusion. only thing it does is give you psychic powers. so unless you're pulling a tetsuo you're wasting your time, brother.
>>61238186There's no better feeling in this world then mixing Vyvanse and some opiates. It's the only way I can feel like a normal person. It's like an autism reversal potion.
>>61238792it's an under-development of your prefrontal cortex. in what world does that not make you dumb? so congrats for being an iq 144 retard. have fun having the cognitive capacity to understand just how miserable you screw everything up.
>>61238192Why?
>>61238868Amphetamines basically put you in a constant state of adrenaline, making you unable to naturally feel tired or fatigued. If you take it for prolonged periods of time, such as months or years, it can fuck up your brain and turn you into a zombie.
>>61238186We all did
>>61238838
>>61238810This wasn’t the own you thought it was. Also your pills make you act like a sperg, replying to every post with a picture. Not my problem, less competition for the rest of us. Reply if brown.
>>61238916>hey stop replying with pictures 4chan isn’t an image boardLiterally played yourself, congrats retard. Kek.
>>61238926>Reply if brown*replies*Thanks.
>>61238904>junky in denialwow, how unexpected.
>>61238931fuck off back to your containment-board, loser.
>>61238916>This wasn’t the own you thought it was.back to twitter you go faggot
>>61238186It’s so sad witnessing what this garbage does to people’s souls. Little wonder the world today is such a grim and depressing place. Everything is run by man-hating fembits high on prescription meth.
>>61238939not reading that shit, rabbi, also I don't trust jewniversity studies. Nice try though, shalom
>>61239246Unironically this saves abject loser 4chan types from themselves. They end up broke and on drugs once parental support drops. Fit in or die. Take the pills, I'm not even kidding.
>>61238186that shit aint good for you trust me i used to take those 30 mg xr unbranded
>>61239307This. They’re just a tool.
adderall is shit now lolidk what they did to it but it feels like nothing like it was a few years ago. maybe it's a good thing, who knows
>>61238224This is a meme. It has the same mechanism of action regardless. Increasing dopamine/norepinephrine doesn't magically affect people differently.
>>61239449The generic manufacturer you get matters. Some are absolute filler and bull shit, some are still good. Most people don’t pay attention to this though.
>>61238192lmao are you a doctor? you are one stupid mother fucker adderall is one of the best drugs to ever be made in the world next to modafinil lmao
>>61238854reduced prefrontal cortex is from being starved of dopamine. It actually recovers in ADHD people as they take stimulants. The issue ADHD people have is that their brain consumes dopamine before it reaches prefrontal cortex.>>61238886This is true if you are lifting your dopamine above baseline requirements. It's not true for people with ADHD. If they're taking the riight amount of amphetamines it will lift their dopamine up to the normal baseline level, they will stabilize at an amount, and it will be appropriate for years.>>61239470it actually does work differently in different people because ADHD is different in different people. The two big divides is hyperactivity/impulsivity vs attention deficit.
>he had a soulnormies get out reee
>>61239587you seem very cranky, might wanna up the adderall doseage at least do meth you faggot
>>61239838dont call me an off-hole
>>61238220>help parents cope with having slow childrenthe opposite thoughbeit
>>61238186I'm an inpatient psych nurse, how are you still getting this shit? Psych docs are really not prescribing shit like they used to, I basically don't see anyone on adderall, xanax, suboxone, etc like I used to these days. And there was a national shortage of adderall. Can you stick to coffee and nicotine like a normal person?
>>61240126lmao meth is based as long as its pureanyway the only downside to adderall is continuous vaso constriction so if you are prone to high bp and high RHR then dont take it
>>61240365solid bait pic
>>61238192Honestly on 40mg you could take it indefinitely and be fine if you have no underlying cardiac/renal/vascular abnormalities.I was doing fucking grams of the shit for years, decided to quit, but ironically now can't as I have lupus that's fucking eating my kidneys. I mean I'm sure amphetamine didn't help under the circumstances, I was also a bad caffeine fiend (accidentally, free nice fancy coffees at work, little did I realise they were about 300mg a cup and I was drinking 3 a day)
>>61238472Honestly my IQ is about 20 points lower off drugs, and not just "raw computing power", the "intuition" is absolutely subpar compared to with drugs
>>61238939It's not necessarily just "cardiac aging" that you may expect with any stimulant/vasoconstrictor but amphetamine does actually increase the rate of everything, it even fucks with the electron transport chain, so cellular processes are increased in rate
>>61240557>lupus This vexes me.
>>61240570Amphetamines are Satan's drug. They steal the life force from your future. You dont notice until it's too late.However most people that need it are truely fucked and they might as well condense their miserable useless lives into 20-40 years of decent living.
>>61238186i did, i'm 40 and i just beginning to realize what i done.
>>61240557G-GRAMS? And you don't mean street speed cut with a lot of useless chunk?How is it? Amphetamine highs reportedly don't feel very enjoyable
>>61238186My personality on adderall is the complete opposite of my normal loser self. I hate him. I wish I could be confident and in control and successful without meds. He hates me too, I hold him back. He is literally killing me and we're both going to hell. But it's my fault.
>>61240557>I was doing fucking grams of the shit for years>little did I realise they were about 300mg a cup and I was drinking 3 a daybro was doing grams of amphetamines and worried about less than 1 gram of caffeine you cant make this shit up
I have no idea what half of you guys are talking about with this thread I have ADHD and it makes a nice difference otherwise I just lounge around wishing I could do something and then never do it>Not realDon't care anymore I'm 31
>>61238192This is the new ”video games are making kids violent”.
>>61238233>I have accepted that a short productive life is better than a long useless one. It was over for me before it ever started.We are the same guy. I'm sorry for your loss, anon. The truth is, the game was rigged from the start. Take supplemental magnesium, it helps.
>>61238186As did I. And you want to know the worst part? It isn't that good of a salary. Just broke 6 figs for the first time at 30. I don't get to have a particularly nice life with it. And I'm still taking years off my life. Ironic.
>>61241405>>61241325Yes it was "clandestine" amphetamine which although usually not cut that much, is basically about 30-50% amphetamine even in the best case. Grams is probably an exaggerationI've only ever had adderall once, a 30mg. I found it almost comparable to meth (which is not necessarily true, meth isn't "just" superspeed), so obviously there is a huge differenceYes I do see the humour in previously being an amphetamine abuser and worrying about caffeine intake (but caffeine starts to get pretty nasty around the 1500mg range)
