Last year october, while I was eating meth all day everyday i decided to put 500k (my entire lfiesavings) all on ETH.. I am now down to about 200k and its not looking great.Learn from me gentlemen. I am now genuinely considering those switzerland assisted euthanasia pods if things dont go up soon
>>62024567yikes
Just don't become an addict. Alcohol, drugs... I was an alcoholic for 10 years and it ruined my life. Funny thing, I became an alcoholic for being a wagie. I got the night shift because the salary is good and became unable to sleep. I just couldn't sleep. Started drinking to sleep. Then one day I threatened my boss (alcohol rage). Now, I'm not a wagie and I'm not an alcoholic. I'm nothing.
>>62024567>eating meth all day everydaythe fuck? I do the same, 90% racemic p2p based methamphetamine hydrochloride5-25mg a day. im dying.
>>62024602Get some xanax and seroquel and sleep for 3 daysDo yall have the voices? I thought the cartel put a microchip in my brain and was driving me insane before they tortured me to death when I was smoking meth.
>>62024612>before they tortured me to death when I was smoking meth.tell me more anonthe worst ive gotten was bad psychedelic-like visual hallucinations and i always took that as a sign to pop xanax and sleep ASAP
>>62024630>bad psychedelic-like visual hallucinationsI got that after 5 days of not sleeping. like visual static.then I heard a siren in my house. (there is no siren in my house). I went straight to bed and didnt look at anything in the dark and sang in my head because I could no longer trust what I could hear or see.
>>62024567>>62024630to honor this thread im gonna do another 12mg, bless up bro. never smoking this shit but daaammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
>>62024635>I got that after 5 days of not sleeping. like visual static.It was more than static for me. For me, it was like the bright highlights of objects trailed along when i moved my sight - like the outline of the last object was glowing and following where i looked
>>62024567going all-in on one investment is already retarded, but going all-in on one shitcoin is fucking braindead
>>62024635>I went straight to bed and didnt look at anything in the darkGoddamn nigga thats some silent hill shit
My portfolio is 50% MSFT and 50% SPY. I’m down to ~$700,000 from a little over million. Not quite the same, but still a pretty miserable wait.
>>62024567Only a tweaker would buy into >uptober
>>62024567Contrary to popular belief Ritalin doesn’t make you a genius. But it will accelerate your present tendencies. Especially if you’re retarded
>>62024666>Goddamn nigga thats some silent hill shitsatan digitsseriously though you know what im talking about. there was NO WAY IN FUCKING HELL im gonna look at the dark corner in my room if im aware im hallucinating, I couldn't help but notice strange squirming centipede like creatures on my desk that would go away if I looked close enough. there was no fucking way I was gonna investigate. When I woke up everything was fine.>>62024659>t was like the bright highlights of objects trailed along when i moved my sightinteresting. for me it was like... a literal movie like filter, like webs just popping in and out and scattered like art, i knew it was a hallucination because it made no medical sense. The outline of the last object glowing and following sounds like some video game physics engine glitch. nutty.
>>62024666>>62024639>another 12mgby the way I did this. no heart palpitations and my hands arent blue yet. might do another 7mg IDK though, lmk
>>62024567I thought the purpose of meth was all-day sex orgies
>>62024945honestly bro I get fucking annoyed when I get horny on meth, you get ultra horny just eating it too; I can't imagine the people who fucking smoke it or whatever other ROA. Like wanting to just fuck NOW or jack off NOW, you have to either get into work fast or somehow avoid seeing/hearing women. When you're trying to get work done, it's really annoying.The most jarring thing about eating meth, there is no comedown. It's very surreal. I get why they say it's "clean", but it's an illusion and you need to take care of yourself before you slip into insanity (mania).disclaimer: look you can do whatever with your life, but please... if anything never ever ever ever inject meth; you will kill your kidneys, and if you dont you will enlarge and permanently damage your heart. Don't do it ever please. That being said I only read about it, I never did it myself. I only eat it (Oral ROA).
>>62024956glad to see im not the only meth-eater in town
>>62025233bro im still fucking going at it I cant believe I posted in this thread 6 hours ago bro I took another 12mgmost bitter taste in EXISTENCE dude, WHY is it so bitter GOD damn.
>>62025233cant stop fcking SCRATCHING MY HEAD GOD DAMNIT!!! my head... im gonna literally scratch all the hair off my head I NEED TO STOP GOD MY HEAD HURTS I cant stop scratching my headddddd
i THOUGHT IT WAS SUNDAY WE HAD THE FUTURES THING GO ON. its tuesday?
>>62025245>>62025246>>62025249kek, i use those gelatin capsules when i eat meth i never raw dog it like that
>>62025258I be fuckin (not sexually rn atm) getting my milligram weighing scale and just fucking SPLIT THEM CRYSTALINOS until I get the right amount, it works for me! then I just sweep the dusty shit into a bowl and it never really gets wasted. Ah just meth dust all over my table. Caffeine powder too (guarana seed baby).I use blate papes if I need to but just putting them on the tongue is enough. urgh i was gonna show you a pic of it IRL to show you im not shitting you but I cant find it rn sorry my /biz/igga (/biz/ nigga)
>>62024669godspeed anon. I bailed out of MSFT, idk what the case is any more but yeah possible they boost it back up to new ath.I'm thinking about getting back in just as a hedge against losing my job to AI.
>>62025268i can tell ur on sum electrifying shit
>>62025284the limit to oral meth: FORGET the mg amount, 10,20,30,40,50,60 FUCKING forget it (actually dont, just cap out at 40mg at once; that's a lot, dont die)the real limit:>are your hands blue? STOP.>heart arrhythmias? STOP.>traumas resurfacing? STOP.>eyes popping out? STOP.etconce you master that... well it's still fucking bad but ur not really dying. only 3% of meth users are oral. not a lot of data but the slow rise in dopamine implies far lower neurotoxicity. however the vasoconstriction is EXTREMELY bad.oh goddddd oh godddddd ooohh hohh ogdddddddddddddddd
>>62025294>>are your hands blue? STOP.i remember once i binged and my fingers were bluethat only happened that one time, but man that fucking alarmed me
>>62025295>but man that fucking alarmed mehappened to me at a party last friday, I get you. I just remember feeling very guilty, I was born so healthy. we were all born healthy I presume, and it's like we're violating our bodies like this. It's not right. I remember hiding my hands so that nobody noticed, but I looked down I was like "fuck, too much.", indeed it was; like 60mg in a 48 hour span. It really is not worth it.at least it aint mdpv
I CANT FUCKING REMEMBER IF I TOOK 10MG MORE OR MORE OR NOT
>>62025379Have another nibble, just to be sure fren :3
>>62025399GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR hand isnt blue so yolomolododongo bro
>>62025379goddamn niggastatus report????
>>62026933IM STILL AWAKKE AHHAHYAHAHAHAHA
METROBOOMIN we fucking work on this bro we aint stopping until we stopping and we stoppin when want to stopp
>>62026933alright listen I dont HEAR voices in my head, but I get FEELINGS and my FEELINGS are telling me you feel guilty because yes this thread made me do this impromptu extended ENDUUURANCE binge and. I wanna tell you dont fuckking feel guilty bro you are fine, listen listen to this if you wanna feel better because this is how I feel right now. I feel great: https://youtu.be/6-8E4Nirh9sI'm gonna crash maybe 6-8 hours, I have to because there's a part of my mind that know it's not okay to be awake for 2.5 days straight. I think I slept on sunday right?
>>62027041I slept on saturday?
>>62026933THE FUCK I responded to this guy 1 min after and HE still HASNT RESPONDED, FED RIGHT. FUCKING knew it damnit. wait no im wrong please XuxTjBS9 if you're a federal AGENT just lmk.FBI = Friendly Bean Inspector
theres something wrong with me man im sorry >>62026933you soundcool and I remember everything I just, im not myself
>>62024567you had enough money to buy a house in cash. what you are retarded?
