>getting less and less work at my WFH job>have to talk to manager once a week and pretend like I did anything >recently deleted DOTA2 because it was a waste of time and now have hours of spare time but no motivation to do anything>in my mid 30s and have no social life, etc., just a lone ugly beta male>advancing my career sideways would involve moving to London, saving less per month, living in a disgustingly tiny flat; don't know if I could take it anymoreI procrastinated learning programming for years and now it's automated and there's nothing I want to make.My total social loserdom and ability to become the lowest status person in every context has been hitting home. Society really sees ugly betas as total shit. I have no chance of success in any field which involves subjective judgement by others. Even if I had work, I can't be bothered to put in any effort.Feels absolutely subhuman to be living in Britain instead of the USA. This place feels like a padded room compared to the freedom of America. I remember reading The Network State by Balaji Srinivasan, the Silicon Valley thinker, and finding it too unrealistic but one thing that is now totally clear is that I truly do not identify with my neighbours or any shred of normie culture. Part of playing DOTA2 was seeing if I could get into some sort of alternative world but it's all a young person's game. I'm too old for videogames now.My 20s were totally wasted. Culturally, my time was probably 2004 to 2016, yet I missed out on everything. I am brutally subhumanly ugly.
>>62209331build a app using ai and sell it like elon did
Stop posting my exact life word for word you fucking spook
>>62209331>moving to LondonDon't do it
>>62209331>Feels absolutely subhuman to be living in Britain instead of the USA.You don't want to live in America. The last great years were under Bush and those were more than two decades ago. Our freedom is completely subjective. There were moments in the 2010s when a man could hustle & grind to distract themselves from the decay, but those days are over now as well. And do you want to know the sick twisted irony? All of the people who worked harder and took responsibility are getting laid off. There are people out there with debts that make my bills look like pennies in a wishing well and many of them worked hard just to get cut off. Many of them are farmers and their legacy ends with nothing. The kids laugh at their demise. And good luck getting into an apartment. Back in the old days you could show up to a landlord cash in hand and have keys in less than 24 hours. Yesterday I was arguing with an AI over paystubs lol because it did not recognize the company that contracts out to me and kept rejecting my documents. Finally I got in touch with a human (i assume) in a chat window and she rejected the documents on basis that the paystubs do not have an official company name, my name, and gross pay, which of course they do. But I am guessing she was just going off of what the AI told her, and never actually looked at the documents, or cared to verify with the company I work for. And do you know what the boomer mommy aunties and uncles will tell you? >It's your responsibility. You don't do anything right. Grow up! But that's fine. Every boomer cries just the same when they find out that their pension no longer matches the needs of their medical bills. It will all be over soon.
>>62209331being ugly is seriously the most subhuman experience all the way from 13 years old. My life was so amazing it was basically a movie until puberty hit its insaneand no one believes u or understands unless they are also ugly
>>62209331>Feels absolutely subhuman to be living in Britain instead of the USA. This place feels like a padded room compared to the freedom of America.Grass is greener on the other side. You will likely hate it in America. Especially if you have never actually been there and just have a image in your head of what life is like there.
it's cool you keep reposting this thread.
>>62209331>moving to LondonAdditionally this is retarded. You would be better off moving somewhere within or around the Thames Valley area and getting a hybrid job in London that requires only a few days in the office. Even then, the commute is not fun.
>>62209331Kek - are you me?>T. late 30's and WFH, but job is bullshit made up stuffI don't have any motivation to move job because I'm full time WFH (go in once a month), the pay is good, it's fucking easy. The worst part is, like yourself, any job move would require moving to London. Firstly it's a shithole, second it's expensive as hell. At the moment I'm just sucking it up and pension / ISA maxxing so I can hopefully retire early. I don't have the balls to gamble all my savings on some degenerate options play.Maybe we'll all get UBI within the next ten years (wishful thinking probably). Also - regarding being "ugly", dude you're too old to give a shit what others think. Just stop caring. It's that simple.
>>62211989I'm always jealous of american salaries being much higher than the UK, but then I look at people bitching about "muh 40 dolla for a steak" and shit like this, so I dunno. I couldn't be arsed with the culture wars stuff. How easy is it to ignore it?
>>62209331Well at least you're smart enough to quit DOTA.Not reading the rest of your blog post tho.
People keep talking about "wasting" their 20s. What does not wasting them look like? Partying and getting "dat pussay"? What's the point exactly
>>62209331>a UK cuckyou're lucking you don't get randomly arrested. You live a shithole with no freedom. Move.
>>62212010As you should. Also 1st and 2nd amendment are sweet.Go and cope now yurosissies :)
>>62212459now this is something can get behind. an electrician with no college degree is not supposed to earn 3x as much as a lawyer or doctor here in europe. this shit doesnt make any sense.
>>62209331You think socially stunted uggos have it any better in the states? you are mistaken my friend. If anything you'd be worse off.
>>62209331Same but mumbai and singapore
