Are you hanging in there, /co/?
>>151920894Yeh
>>151920894nah, my feet are on the ground, stop hanging and do something with your life. let the hanging to the dead.
>>151920894I had a bad day and then the fire alarm went off at 3am. Only upside is I don't have to work in the morning. Because I have no job.Yup... Hanging in there...
My wife bought a bunch of onions "meat" yesterday, and she makes the worst meals with it. I can't tell her how much I don't like it, and at the end of the day she was trying to do a good thing by saving money.So, that has me on a bad mood, but it’s the worst kind of bad moods, it's a secret bad mood. I have to pretend, and that sucks. I'll have to eat that horrible thing for a while too.So, that's what's on my mind
>>151920894just noticed he has a wiener here WTF
>>151920894Its the end of the year and this has been the worst year of my life and im genuinely scared shitless about how bad next year will be and im afraid ill go over the edge and finally kill myself soon
>>151920894I have wasted another year not working towards anything I really want to make or achieve.I don't even really have any extravagant wants or desires. I want to learn languages and drawing in my spare time. I want to put my useless digital arts bachelor to use to work on passion projects. But my biggest achievement this year was finally starting and beating Dark Souls.I highly doubt things will ever get better.
>>151922790What is it that you think it's keeping you from working towards your goals?
>>151923958Idk, man. Mental weakness, probably.It's like there is an invisible wall in the way for just about anything I want to do that requires actual effort.I just need to figure out how to commit myself to a task instead of giving up and getting distracted the moment it gets slightly tedious or frustrating.
>>151922790You're still doing better than me, I don't even bother finishing the video games I play instead of doing anything productive.
I'm dreading going back to school once the winter break ends because I hate school, it puts me in a non-stop state of stress and anxiety, but I've already dropped out and restarted multiple times before, and I feel compelled to complete my degree this time because now that's what everyone expects of me, even though I don't really care that much and the accomplishment of getting a degree doesn't feel worth the stress of getting there. To make this cartoon related, I'd gladly pick being stuck in the Amazing Digital Circus over my current life, having to do occasional adventures seems like it would be way less stressful than having to work towards a degree.
>>151921924>onions "meat"Why do we still have this retarded wordfilter in fucking 2025?
>>151924747You could do classes to learn languages. Having to pay for it would at least give you a reason not to skip them + it could give you a chance to meet new people
