What ruined your childhood and make you became fitless in your life? For me maybe it's pride, sloth and gluttony. Growing up with comicbook and manga especially dragon ball as my favorite makes me think delusional and thinking i'm born with specialty like goku which can eat enormous amount of food and outtrain it to become stronger. What happen in reality is i became fat and also lazy because the training makes me burnout. Also i don't have any knowledge of nutrition and just consume carbs in excess amount. That ruined my childhood and makes me insecure cannot get gf and makes me have incel mindset.
I was conditioned by outer influences to make me basically believe I wasn't worthy.Constant negative reinforcement from all outer sources continuously for 18ish.Wasn't until I became an adult and took charge of my life that I went from 100 pounds to 155 pounds and changed my entire perception on life.Goku had a positive influence on my life though, so I have no qualms with dragon ball z.
>>76719355I think when I was younger I overvalued intelligence and undervalued the body. That all changed when I read Yukio Mishima's Sun and Steel.
>>76719365What's your perception on life now? >>76719373What do you get from that book can you summarize? Isn't he gay?
>>76719457Pretty much I don't like evil and I'm deeply spiritual. That pretty much sums it up.
>>76719355Nothing of course they inspired me. I wanted to look like the people I admired Goku, Spiderman, Batman, Johnny Bravo, by 10 I was doing push up and crunches every night. Now im a grown man 6'2, 210, just like my hero batman. I took their example. OP must have been watching a different show because he sounds like a fat, lazy, excuse making faggot. Eating was a very small part of the episodes. Don't blame goku, cause you're a fat failure.v
>>76719355Food tastes good and I didn't have a truly great childhood socially so I attached myself to anime, food and other things I could get easily without effort and tied them to much to my dopamine/serotonin. I eventually overcame it and now I'm unfortunautely on the other extreme (too skinny) but hey, it's better than being a fatty. no question.
>blaming others for your weaknessKYs or do better. Weak faggot I was literally born in India. I won’t fail
>>76719841Lol, you were born in India, you already have.
>>76719841based
>>76719355Various birth defects and emotionally incompetent parents
>>76719717I never blame goku in fact i blame myself who in my pride and delusional mind think i'm some kind of special saiyan. Turn out i'm just some ordinary man. Right now i'm fit and slim. Goku is also my childhood hero >>76719829Same story almost like mine. One of my greatest memory is playing final fantasy 7 in all its glory. >>76721058What defect? I kinda sometimes blame my parent for my fat condition in childhood. But i know they tried their best so i just blame my weak self
>>76719355wtf I just like feeling and looking good.
>>76719355because I was a dumb kid and didnt have any discipline, guidance, knowledge or motivation to do anything other than dumb kid stuff.
>>76719355I saw a Zyzz video
>>76719493>spiritualWhat the fuck do people mean by this? You believe in fairy dust and shaman magic n shit like that?
>>76722479>What defectThe most notable are club feet and incontinence. Everything has been (painfully) surgically corrected in teens and early adulthood to become barely noticeable at first sight. Everyone was happy for me but the scars are still there. Parents didn't want me to be bothered with all this during childhood but it was just taboo and I now I suspect they didn't want to be bothered. They can't be of any help there when they don't even realize they can't help themselves. They still don't acknowledge any problem. Back to the topic, it's hard to get involved in sports and fitness when you're just handicapped. Hard not to compare. I never really was out of shape but it wasn't until middle age that I realized I didn't need as much physiotherapy for my feet as I needed it for my back. All my once fit friends decline with age when I have never been in better physical shape. I still have a lot of psychological work to do, though.
>>76719355i'm a lonely loser failed normie and lifting is something i can do by myself without leaving my house
>>76723323It mostly just means a strong inner life, but "spiritual" people pretend it means something more.
>>76723323>>76723478>pretend it means something morebut that's what you're doing, ascribing some shamanistic or virtue signally definition to it alongside providing the literal definition.
>>76719355At a certain point you stopped genuinely believing you are special, a superhero, a god of your own reality, unique, and that you can do anything if you figure out the right way to do it. That any mistake and pushback is spice and a lesson. That you are born with certain conditions and tools, get more in the way, and get to archieve the same or more that anyone else.That you are the director and the actor. That you can point at and get to. That you take every decision and can always do the right thing. That you control how you feel and what you want. That you can say the right things at the right times and guide others to the light. That you can give and receive love infinitely. That community, friends and family are in the road of destiny for the righteous.And not in a washed up "everyone is so special and unique" way that the middle age self-considered losers that write kids movies and teach in schools want to sell.In a way that is dictated by fundamental reality. The choice is there. The dice is rolling. You can get it because you are the will and probability is the truth. Symbolic goals aren't of your concern but a symptom. Temptations fall into the void. Your shadow is not a monster, but your tool. Your righteous path may end at some point, or the end may never come.You can be your ideal self and live your ideal life. You can overcome any adversity. You are your Alpha and Omega. At least inside your own funny play.And nobody can take that away from you because the key, the road and paradise lays within.At some point they get you to give this up, become regular, get distracted, fall in line and play by their rules. And that's were they almost killed you.Yet the ember is always inside you. And the flames may rise, if you tend and care for them again.
>>76719355Don't blame comics for your being fucking retarded. If you train anything like Goku, you need to eat like that. The truth is you're a lazy faggot that fantasized about being special/strong & had a selective memory when it came to the fact that he trained like a fucking fiend. Fuck you for slandering DBZ & Goku. Eat shit and die.
