>SundayAnother weekend another drink anon, how has your weekend been?
>Got the education>Got the wagie job>Can only have a few hobbies due to limited money and free time>No time to go out and meet people so no social life or gf>I'm supposed to just do this for the next 40 yearsSo this is life, huh........
I'm trying to get sober but meth and H are a bitch. Weed doesnt do too much for me now and when I have nothing I drink. I hate being sober.
>>76997563Damn that's hardcore
bussed a fat nut to mistress T face sitting video last night and now I feel too lazy to go squatproblem is if I don't squat today I'm gonna skip it again and do another pull day because I'm addicted to dumbbell rows and curls
>>76997563i hated being sober. when i finally got pushed into a position that i needed to live in reality i quit everything. i hated being sober those first two or three months. i'm almost at two years now though, and i am so glad i finally broke away from that garbage. i wish the best for you, anon.
>>76997593Jesus seek help
>>76997462>how has your weekend been?i've licked 0 hot women's assholes, so how you think I'm doing? Fucking idiot
Vacation is over and I'll have to go to work again tomorrow. FUCK.
>>76997710I know this feel, work is a curse.
>>76997704don't tell me what to do dyel
I have so many friends and I'd trade them all for one girlfriend.
>>76997813Sex one of your friends
>>76997815None of the lasses do though. That's kind of the problem.
Yesterday all I did was go to the gym and take a nap. Today all I'll do is go grocery shopping and take a nap. Winter sucks.
>>76997462>Visiting family with wife>About 4 states away from where we live>Great but frustrating at times vacation>Time to leave >Wife keeps rushing us to leave >Say we will leave in 10 minutes to dad>Not 2 minutes later wife asks if I'm ready to leave, again>Feel uneasy but leave anyway >Get final destinationed 45 minutes away from dads>Guy in front of us did not secure his firewood load>Car goes up in the air like a water park ride>To the day anniversary of grandfathers passing>No injuries >Spend extra 4 days with dad getting car repaired It's been an ordealHave a based dadFamily dinner todayGoing home tomorrow
>>76997514Get a job you like, if you're in your 20s don't be afraid to bounce around between things you may be interested in once you get some baseline level skills. Education system does an awful job of showcasing what the full breadth of professions that actually exist and matter in modern economies because teachers are stupid basic whores who never worked a job besides being a teacher and thus know nothing of the non-planned economy.
>>76997462>Girl is cheating on her fiance with me (she's leaving him because he's abusive)>He finds out>Suddenly I'm blocked on all apps>I see her at work on Monday.It's weirdly quiet. I didn't expect a vacuum where I chatted with her to be.
>>76997839You are 100% fucked and going to get fired.She was never going to leave him, she was going to break it off with you right before the wedding in a tearful way that makes you the bad guy.Now she's caught and she has two options: break off the engagement in such a way that everyone she knows, friends, family, coworkers, knows she is a cheating slut. The other option is make YOU the abuser who pressured her into it so she can pivot her fiance back on her side and sweep it all under the rug.You are going to get fired and possibly get your ass kicked. Never fuck around with an engaged woman, there is absolutely no win.
>>76997845kek why would I get fired?
>>76997847Sexually harassing a coworker/client. I hope you aren't living paycheck to paycheck.
>>76997850I feel like you're untrustworthy of women for some reason
>>76997854>For some reason
>>76997854Anon you are putting your livelihood in the hands of a woman who has no obligation to you in anyway beyond her own transient emotional affiliations and who has already shown she is willing to fuck over the men in her life by cheating on her fiance with you. For her to pivot back to her fiance, she needs to show him that she was serious about how it isn't her fault. That means you need to be completely removed from the picture and if possible punished. If you're coworkers, that means either she'll leave or you'll leave. She isn't going to want to leave because then the story will be "Stacy quit because she got caught fucking Anon". And even if she did leave, you'd still be held accountable for it, socially and likely professionally. Also, this bitch has already shown she is a selfish cunt, so she's not going to want to alter her daily routine or undertake a new job search just to be fair to dinner dildo.I would put money on the slut calling out Monday so it can all happen without you having the chance to confront her.
>>76997837I'm 33 and i own a home so that isn't an option sadly. Time to grind for the next 40 years and then die.
>things have been going well lately>doing a better job at work>lifting heavier at the gym>voice in my head that says I should've been a girl goes away and hasn't been back in weeksfunny how life works, huh.
>>76997978uhhh based?
>>76997462I think my week is off to a great start.>morning sex with the missus, complete with a hearty helping of eating her pussy>coffee, eggs, bacon, cantelope with the wife and kids>having a glorious morning shit now>sun is out despite rain in the forecastIf the weather holds I'm going to do a few projects outside and maybe get my classic car out for a drive. Otherwise it's probably nintendo with the kids. Going to be a fan-fucking-tastic week, boyos.
When I goon now I get this creeping thought that "This is never gonna happen for me IRL, I'll never know this feel" watching porn. Maybe I should stop.
>>76997839You’re an idiot dude.>shit where you eatRetarded. No clue what country you’re in but the job market is fucked. Some pussy isn’t worth it.>girl in a relationshipRetarded, not just because it’s fucked up and you would be all pissy if it happened to you (yes, you would) but because of the other implication. Yeah maybe it makes you feel good but again the ego boost of some taken pussy isn’t worth it, it’s not even what it feels like she probably would fuck been fucking some fat giga dork with a small dick and no backbone because [spoiler] hoes are stupid hoes. [spoiler]>abusive guyRetarded due to that implication I mentioned. It’s not worth the risk retard. In all likelihood he wasn’t abusive and she’s just a generic whore lying to avoid guilt shame and accountability like any stupid whore does, but you don’t know that. You don’t know that guy you don’t know how little he has to lose your unhinged he is how close to snapping he may be this makes you the perfect target for him. You would be deserving of whatever he wants to do.I’ve been the other guy like twice by mistake. The second time it happened I told the guy. He was grateful. That bitch didn’t even know if I was the one who told him and couldn’t out right blame me (refer to end of >girl in relationship, you’re probably one of 5 dudes who aren’t her fiance who have been hitting it) but she blocked me everywhere and said if it was me I was this that and the third all these buzzword names from monster to creepy. But to knowingly put yourself in this situation is the dumbest thing a man can do. Especially when it’s a coworker you fucking retard.
>>76998046Yeah you should listen to that voice and sex a real woman
Doing a 12hr shift on a Sunday, still no gf or friends at 28, no career but I’m going back to school soon, life feels kinda pointless when all you do is work and lift but I don’t wanna give up or think about the past, all I can do is keep showing up
>>76998053Never have, probably never will
>>76998056Based self imrpover anon, lifting and working is fine. Better than the life most normies live.
>>76997850Thats retardedPeople have been banging their coworkers on the side forever, its only an issue if one of you is a direct report/manager of the other or if the sexual advances are explicitly unwanted. Just hooking up with a coworker is far from "sexual harassment" lmao dumb nigga
>>76998046>>76998062I’ve been having the exact same thought lately while watching porn. I never had the courage to ask a girl out, and I was only asked out by a girl for the first time this summer. I’m turning 22 this year, so I still have time to undo some of the damage from my traumatic childhood and keep working on myself. I’m sure I can make it work. WAGMI!
>significant uptick in number of people who talk to me at the gym>realize it's not "the fit ones" but "the experienced ones", they're all 35+ boomers>realize i'm a 35+ boomerit dawned on me
>>76998117Nice but I'm like 10 years older than you are
>always been a big motherfucker>decide to start working out last summer>can lift way more than I could when I started>honestly not sure if I'm getting stronger or just more comfortable with the limits of what my body can do
>>76998278>retard learns about CNS adaptationRead the sticky before you waste more of your time
>>76998286I don't think I'm wasting my time, but its crazy how much of this stuff I still have to learn about.Crazier how being called a retard on the internet can lead to learning something new.Thank you anon.
>>76997462Not good. Getting old. Resent my wife. Bored with everything. Have no motivation outside of work. I would like all this to end.
>>76997462I have a business trip to Canada this week that I don't want to fucking go on. And I still want to do neck hangs to failure. Other than that, it's been ok.
It’s just another weekend going by in my useless life. I go to work at my useless shitty job all week, I go to the gym, I come home and spend the rest of the day alone. On the weekend if I don’t have my hobby planned, I do nothing on the weekend either. I have the hobby today so I’ll be out all day which is good, but yesterday I didn’t and so I did nothing. The obvious answer is to get things to do and fix my life, but when you have no friends, no relationship, no career, and no goals you want to attain for the future, in addition to having the memory of 33 years of failure that makes up your life, it all seems pointless and meaningless
>>76998318Damn, you're literally me
>>76998318>Has a job>Has a home>Has a hobbySounds like a based life to me
>>76998336Sorry to hear that>>76998340My job is low paid humiliating garbage. My home is my parents house, where I still live. Yeah having a hobby is nice, it helps me to get outside meet people and earn money, but it really does nothing notable for me except being a way to eat up hours in my worthless day.
>>76997462For my severe mental retardation it was actually good. I lifted the weights, roon plenty of miles, spent time with a very nice polite woman which I like, what more can I possibly hope for?
>looking at houses>oh here's this 510k house that they paid 250 for 4 years ago and your interest rate will be 6%not a good feel bros, just sick of living next to poors that I'm willing to become house poor for a better environment
Went out yesterday with 2 dentist girls I met back in halloweenOne clearly wants to bang me but I want to shag her friendI'd bang her but I'm unsure if that would ruin my chances with the friendIdeally I fuck them both at the same time, but I have the belief that you can't force threesomes, they just happen
>>76998518I'll take things that didn't happen for 200 Dave.
>>76998524If I were making it up I'd have made it more interesting broski
i feel devastated honestly. turns out a dude that was in my football team ages ago is my now gfs ex. haven’t seen him in years so what gives? well he was hung like a horse and im a 6 incher. finding it real hard to cope right now, I literally just found out and she’s asking me what’s wrong. fuck
>>76998654>Sad because peepee not biglmao, grow up.
>>76998524can you "nothing ever happens" niggers please segregate yourselves back to /pol/?>>76998535you have to remember most of these "people" don't ever go outside
>>76998654Hey dude, every broad has taken a massive dick at some point. It is what it is
>>76998654She had bigger dick before you, too
>>76997462I had the flu Friday night and have been puking my guts out until yesterday afternoon. I think I sweated through the fever over night. My bedsheets and pillowcases smell like death.
>>76998081You're forgetting the operative factors>engaged>got caughtbitch will burn down the world if it lets her go through with the wedding without anyone having to openly acknowledge ithis ass is grass
>>76997839>(she's leaving him because he's abusive)9 times out of 10 the guy is not abusive and she's just saying that as an excuse
>>76998654Here's a hard pill for you, bro. You will never get over this. If you spend the rest of your life with this chick, it'll bother you for the rest of your life. This relationship is forever cucked.Learn the lesson. It's fine to date chicks that had lives before you, but don't ever let them tell you any details.
>>76999013The 1 time out of 10 in which he's actually abusive, the last thing going through her head would be hopping on novel dick; abused women are terrifyed and will escape the abusive husband in the smoothest, most quiet possible way to avoid confrontation and the possibility he will actually kill her over it.No abused woman goes out of her way to have her guts rearranged by another cock knowing this may very well cost her life.
Watching Fight Club again and wanting to fight some niggas
>>76997462Water for me barkeep (1mo sober)>Be me, self employed professional>Good dating app profile photos female friends helped me take/pick, but no insta>Just ghosted by a girl that gave me her number apropos of nothing after offering 4 different dates >Just ghosted by girl on hinge I could actually communicate with and sent a string of voice vid notes with, said she wanted that before a date>No girls I really like liking me on hinge atmI get decent numbers but this shit is getting me down, I almost broke down yesterday and paid for playwithfire's texting course yesterday but found out he stole it from someone who knows what they're doing and watered it down and he gets 0 bitches.Main question is... how the fuck do I get better at texting? Should I skip all the bullshit and start telling matches a time/place? Should I be more upfront about the fact I want to fuck them until I can't walk?Should I just quit the apps and try for bars/sports/social avenues? I'm at my wits end and seeing some of these twitter success stories (probably fake) about a bangladeshi guy having 4 dates a week is nuking my self esteem rn. I used to not care but my ass is 30 and I actually want a family- Lifting is far from my main focus in life but I thought getting a 6-pack would make it easier and sometimes tinder girls will directly ask me to bounce on it but I need a wife, not a fleshlight.
>>76999234Same boat as you, anon. Dating apps are miserable if you’re not chad, I’ve matched with a few girls but after texting so many of them which turned out into nothing I just uninstalled it, I think approaching girls irl is 10x better, 90% of girls on dating apps feels like they’re only there for ego or getting insta followers
>>76997462Gentian, please. Good for bowel movement i heard. I had a shitty weekend. Literally. Doctor prescribed me some shit to help with constipation. It's supposed to be taken a night before a colonoscopy, which I don't need yet. I took it on Friday and waited. 24h for it to work. Then shat all weekend and had to cancel all my plans. Thank you doctor. I still shit liquid. Well, forget about the gentian, I guess.
>>76999251Nah anon you just gotta up the pic game and play your strengths.My main thing is I get a fuck ton of likes/matches but they're usually not the girls I want, the girls I do go after ghost.I'm at abt 900 interactions just on hinge, so top 1% of male users, for only about 7 dates in the past 3 years which is driving me up a wall.
>>76997563I too hated being sober until I sought Jesus. Like the other anon said too, the first months are like that for most of us. You will be able to experience joy again, but with stuff like meth especially, itl take a while.
>>76999343Anon you're replying to, yeah I'm going to go back to church and pour my heart out in confession. I need benzos right now because I feel manic and I feel like I could kool-aid man myself through a brick wall. My dad knows there's something wrong with me and gave me a nice long hug, and he's no hugger. My room is absolutely totalled, I can't even stay in there. Everytime I walk in there I cry because it's so fucked up. I have to keep going though, when I get more stable I'm starting roids because I'm turning 30 this year. My life will be significantly shorter but that's good, thank god.
>>76999341Maybe try going out with a girl you’re not totally into and see how it goes?
>>76999488Just told dad that I'm a drug addict. He says he's getting me help and in addition will be buying me a gym membership and all the supplements I need.
Bad. Laziness has the best of me and I have accomplished none of my goals in the past year.
>>76997462Holy fuck... It's been fucking awful...