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Bored, snowed in. Wish I had something to do on weekends during the winter. All I do is go to work and go to the gym. Guess I'll go shovel some snow.

>>77034228
based

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>>77034224
uneventful as always. prepping hopelessly for a job im probably not gonna get, hit quads, drinking, long elton john listen, browsing jap import sites. getting increasingly fucked off with life.

botched my shoulder but will keep it pushing for a week before I see a doctor. have to be back in uni in like two weeks

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I wake up 3 hours before my alarm clock goes off and can't go back to sleep because I can't stop thinking about how much I hate my job.

>>77034256
Sounds like a bad idea

>>77034293
What is your job?

Had a really rough day and no one to talk to about it. Eventually got over it but I understood better why men turn towards alcohol.

>>77034464
Explain more

just spent two hundred bucks on fleshlights

cuba libre please

>>77034470
what kind of model?

>>77034474
creampuff and headshot

downloaded a dating app and got a few matches. got reminded im still very much retarded.

>>77034493
Explain more

Am I an asshole for finding children incredibly obnoxious? On one, hand something about it does warm my heart seeing that childhood spirit, happy they’re running around instead of sitting on their ass, happy they’re happy. But on the other these little brats won’t shut the fuck up. It’s my neighbors kids. They’re Ukrainian or Russian. They’re just darting up and down the walkway and I feel the footsteps shaking the walls. Theres an entire outside they can do this at. We live next to two parks. Their father isn’t much different, just loud and inconsiderate but he ain’t a kid. They’re like 3 unites down from me but this faggot slams his door so hard I feel and hear it, not even out of anger that’s just how he does it. Pretty sure they’re Ukrainian jews. I digress, I feel this way any time children are running around yelling. It’s annoying and it stresses me out. Even if it’s at a grocery store and the kid is in a cart and it’s squeeling or being loud I find it annoying. I didn’t act like that as a kid. I was generally quiet. I could be badly behaved at times, but not in any annoying way more like I wasn’t afraid to stand up for myself if another kid started shit I was willing to finish. I never ran around screaming in public was always well mannered and respectful to strangers and considerate, because my mother would have beaten my ass if I wasn’t.

>>77034501
Kids who are well behaved and quiet are nice. Loud screaming brats are cancer.

Since I mentioned them,
>why are ukrainians so weird or is it just me
I live in a high Ukrainian population area. I hate these weirdos. And I really mean it they’re fucking weird. Just all kinds of inconsiderate behaviors like walking and then stopping right in front of where I was looking at a shelf so they can shop as if I wasn’t there. They’ll let their kids sprint around the store like ghetto blacks and they will almost run into people.
Theyre plain rude and seemingly aggressive. I had a shit day a few months back, was almost home and one of them (you start to learn to spot them based on physiognomy and clothing) jumped out of the side walk and start walking down the road at me. I floored it and he jumped out and put his hands up like I was the asshole (don’t care if I was).
Another time on an early AM walk had a group of like 4 stumble out of a bar, they saw me and crossed to my same side of the 30’ wide walk way to try and shoulder check me or something, they got as close as they could without touching me then crossed back over.
They’re also weird in other ways. I once witnessed a dude with his wife, she was in a thong bikini at a grocery store. His two daughters were maybe 16 at most and in lingerie, like actual stripper clothes the kind with transparent stringy lace everywhere except their nipples and downstairs. This nutjob had 2 carts totally overloaded with groceries, insisted on using self checkout. He used every single self checkout while a line formed. He spent 25 minutes (I timed it) sprinting from his carts while making his wife stand guard over them and back to the registers. He made his daughters stand at the end blocking the walk way so he could add the bagged groceries to them. Me and the black guy behind me couldn’t wrap our head around what we were witnessing.
I’ve seen a lot of that incest-lite shit too, the mothers dressed like street walkers in front of their sons, the daughters doing the same out with their father.

>>77034504
Okay so it isn’t just me. I’m not some kind of monster for finding it extremely annoying. I do genuinely view it in a semi good light on the one hand, like I wouldn’t ever step outside and tell them to shut the fuck up when my neighbors are doing that crap. But man it’s annoying. And it gets me on high alert at times worried they’re hurt or somethings wrong until I realize they’re just playing. Like when a woman stands still and screams at the top of her lungs while two men she doesn’t know on the other side of the room are fighting no where near her, it evokes the same sense of “oh fuck what’s happening is she okay” until I realize what’s going on. It spikes my adrenaline I guess, the way it pierces through the silence.

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>>77034509
>16 at most and in lingerie, like actual stripper clothes the kind with transparent stringy lace everywhere

>>77034224
I should of lived on campus when I went to college. I can't imagine what it would be like living somewhere and not having to pretend to be a good boring son. Alas now I mooch of my parents while I study even more for a CFP. I must be productive, if not, I'm good as dead

>>77034224
https://voca.ro/1dqAZsaK7Ksi

>>77034509
There's a lot of Ukies in Houston. Every single one of the women are gold diggers, but not hot enough to pull it off.

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>>77034224
>Went to the barber and got a shitass cut because he refused to touch my thinning hairline
>Mum visited. She's aging and her health clearly deteriorates
>invited friends to my place, stacey friend wanted to go out instead. Groupchat couldn't agree on which bar to go, had to reiterate that I had already invited them. Only few came
> had to pick up stacy because she had an emotional breakdown - had to calm her down with hugs and weed
>same girl confessed her love to me a few weeks ago - we got touchy even though she's engaged with a homie of mine
>Had a date planned with some girl I met at a party two months ago - she ghosted me. Later told me her sister was in the hospital.
>Met up with friends to play tlou2 and cook together. Tasted like shit but at least we smoked some good blunts
>phone died during gym

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Was ill over Christmas then ill again recently but it's helped me lean down a lot, hit the gym hard yesterday and had my first private muay thai session today which was cool, trying to distract from the fact I do nothing but work, exercise and play vidya, retention and sobriety are going well at least

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>Got the education
>Got the wagie job
>Can only have a few hobbies due to limited money and free time
>No time to go out and meet people so no social life or gf
>I'm supposed to just do this for the next 40 years
So this is life, huh........

>>77034251
Is that fucking Brian Peppers!?!

>new apprentice at work
>put under my supervision despite him being older than me
>he's hispanic and wears sweatpants and shit on the jobsite
>legitimately think he's a little slow, does not know how to use any tools and he himself told me he cannot understand too many instructions at once
>told him to cut and strip some wire and he literally did not know how to use the fucking cutters
>everything takes him long as hell to do, I tell him I'll "help to speed things up" which ends up being me doing 90% of the work
>had him do some soldering
>next day he buys a fucking gas mask like we're making meth
>boss asks me how he's doing and I lie saying he's okay
>boss has him do something for him and he ends up fucking it, boss yells at him
>guy looks like he's about to cry
>don't want to be a dick so tell him it's okay don't take it personally blah blah blah
>now i'm trying to not be so harsh on him because he really isnt a bad guy but he's just so fucking incompetent
This shit is too exhausting desu. It was easier when it was just me by myself

>>77034509
>>77034501
Did you have a difficult childhood anon? Men with childhood trauma often have a heightened sense of danger, thus you will respond with alertness to noises that normies might be able to cancel out and ignore. Because there is no actual threat but your amygdala is constantly stimulated this can become really tiresome and even mentally destabilizing very quickly.

There is no easy way to fix this, and healing in a toxic environment is a stupid ineffective method. The best way would be to change your environment (moving apartments).

Also I want to fuck a 16 year old eastern european lingerie slut. Why did I have to be born in a extremely short period of history where this is culturally considered bad when you're older. I just want a beautiful wife to cherish and love that is not mentally ill or at least not more ill than I am myself. If I was born only 30 years earlier it would still be acceptable, but noooo.
Then again, I am thinking this because I am quite rich and I know I am able to provide a good life to someone. 30 years earlier in a worse economy, I might not been so lucky. Just a thought.

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first weekend in a couple months i spent sober and it feels like such a fucking waste
anyways starting to train legs again because i want to hike a 10k ft mountain in the shoulder season this year, god willing

>make over 100k
>quit drinking
>drop 180lbs

And yet I still cant quit thinking about blowing my fucking brains out. The depression never ends, each day is as empty as the last. Basically just waiting to fucking croak

I hit all my fitness goals and in that same timespan i have not found a job

>>77034224
>start playing elden ring again, plan to complete it this time DLC and all no skipped dungs or bosses
>decide to play differently, make character like self if I was in that world
>figure I would probably use a spear so start using spears for first time
>end up deciding starting to invest in faith makes sense
>want to use great spears end up with another STR FTH build just using different weapons this time
>remember madness and vykes spear, and PvP is what makes these games shine so decide I’m going madness
>read the lore on it
>shabriri is a Hebrew word
>a literal demon in Hebrew lore
>the character is a prick that wants to destroy everything and everyone because after he spread “madness” (via slander and subterfuge) he had his eyes gouged out as punishment and he’s resentful
Yeah fuck that. I’m going faith strength, claymore and lightning.

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This world is bullshit, and I'm tired of pretending it's not. Even those who have won at the game of life have openly admitted that the game is rigged. That's how bad it is.

>>77034701
>>boss asks me how he's doing and I lie saying he's okay
i also did that once and it was one of the top 3 mistakes of my professional career. got stuck fixing that retard's mistakes for 3 years. in my state if the rookie lasts 6 weeks, after that you can't fire him without due cause.

boss wasn't acting professional, he asked for an evaluation in public, it would've been a huge spectacle to embarass him about how incompetanty he was (a nigger, and a socialist to boot). have a private talk with your boss if you can, tell him the truth.

Snowed in with the gf. It's only been 2 days and I'm ready for her to fuck off home.
Sucks, but I've been having doubts of our longevity for awhile, so I think this whole storm event will be a litmus test. We've been able to be around each other for a week at a time consistently, but lately I'm not feeling it anymore

>>77035134
at least tickle her butthole one last time

my psoriasis has recently gotten so out of control. literally spreading all over my body. be grateful for your clear skin bros. I wish taking off my shirt was only a worry due to fitness level and not actual skin shit.

>>77034224
Second take at a second take getting back into the electrician field again. 30yo and at this point I just want a job for money so I can at least attempt to live a normal life. In hindsight if I could go back in time I wish I took up programming as my autistic hobby instead of reading history. Guess I rolled the dice wrong on that choice and I will always curse God for it. The question is how to silence the thoughts and focus on this as my future. Going full Boomer seems to work. That is to say, take every substance to stay energized (would even do coke at this point but coffee works) and find pleasure in everything possible. NEVER think about the negatives. Always kick the can down the line. Fuck others and FUCK YOU I GOT MINE.

>>77035232
Electric engineering is where the real money is. Geomax if you have to. Even going to a third world country will get you a fuck ton of money.

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Pilsner please. I just got out of a 7 years relationship and I'm at a loss. I don't know where to go out and meet my particular type of women. I love tall (6 feet and more) athletic women with good values, likes the outdoors, easy going etc...The type of woman like in the midwestern US/western Canada that works in a farm, hardy. I fear my standards are too high and I don't have much to offer. I'm 32, 5'9, great job, a house and athletic but I'm at best a 5/10 on a really good day

>t.montreal

>>77035233
Half serious, half not about going back to college here in the states, go into debt, get my degree, and then fuck off and never pay it back. ICE can't do its job properly, how TF they gonna find me in central Europe like Czechia, Poland, etc or SE Asia like Thailand or Vietnam?

Fuck I'd go to China if they'd take me.

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>>77034224
Water for me barkeep, month sober checking in.

>Ghosted out of nowhere by sweet pro-card varbie at start of the month after she gave me her number of her own accord, sent me all these pics and talked up date spots
>Talk with another varbie but she wanted to FT first, texts go from multiple a day to itenerant every few days
>Keeps hitting me up at 1am after I'm asleep
>Tell her a time range that's good for me the last time she did that
>Also offer to go on an actual date, coffee nothing stressful
>Don't hear back for a few days
>Check app
>Ghosted
>Hit on an older lady at a bar, starts good but then she makes an excuse to leave
>Meet amazing euro girl on a date, she had sent me the like, was really adamant, flirty and slightly sexual
>Wanted to go on another date
>I don't text if I don't know someone, send her a meme the next day, offer to call that night or the next night
>Tells me she doesn't feel a spark
>Regularly get hinge/app matches but nothing new in abt 10 days
>Feeling so down abt dating and my chance of having a family rn
Guys I'm losing my mind, I got some decent pics (taken by friends, insta quality), good prompts, get more likes than 90% of guys I know but nothing lands. Is it because I'm old now? Unc mode? Out of my 20s now?
I'm better now but I was feeling a dull ache in my heart the past few days i haven't felt since I was obese and unwanted when I was 19 despite being tall and amazing now.
I just want a wife, I love women but I hate the fickle dating app girls.

In other news, finally at 15.6% bf, want to get to 12, great progress down 14lbs since thanksgiving.
Pray for me vros.

>>77034872
Fellow former-obese anon here: It's a mental game and a self game. There's another few things on maslow's hierarchy probably playing into it but you'll need to start looking at and accepting small wins and practicing gratitude. For me, I started throwing in little prayers like when I step out the door to a beautiful day or when I'm about to have a hearty meal. Another big thing for you may end up being more socializing or picking and starting a hobby.

>>77035237
You should be fine in a large metro but that's rough, especially if you've been out of the game.
I only date tall, smart, fit women and I'll run across one I actually like enough to date every 14 months or so. Only thing I can say is never give up and maybe have a fire fucking instagram and try hitting up new gyms with a high fit girl population.

>>77034296
I work in an alarm clock factory

>>77035240
China will take you, but beware it's a dangerous city. You can run away from debt, but there will always be a collector after u.

>>77034701
What is your job exactly? Sounded like electrician but then you said soldering I thought that was mainly only smaller electronics
>apprentice doesn’t know anything
Isn’t that kinda the point though? He gets hired to learn? This always confused me because when I was looking for work and wanted to go trades every dickhead would jump down my throat saying it’s so easy just get an apprenticeship it doesn’t matter how little I know they’ll teach me and every job I applied to wanted me to have 3-5 years of experience or school done. Even the helper positions wanted this
>hispanic
And this is probably why I never got hired even for the ones that required Jo experience
>fixing incompetent employees mistakes doing 90% of the work
You need to fix this right now. If you think he has zero inclination to at least learn meet with the boss and tell him and explain you were too soft by saying he was okay and misjudged. If it’s simply a matter of teaching him then do that, most people need to learn to do things and be shown multiple times while being given then opportunity to practice to really get it. I think one good way is if you’re electrician have him start the boxes something that small. If after showing him slowly what to do you check back and he’s vastly fucking it up, made no effort to ask you mid way if it was okay, just seems sloppy like he doesn’t actually give a shit you know that kind of lazy shit, then you know the answer.
You do not want to always be doing the work of 2 people for the pay of one, if that’s how this guy is no aptitude to improve you’re doing everyone in your field a disservice. You’re doing this guy a disservice too by allowing him to remain in there.
>doesn’t know how to use any tools
Can you elaborate? Like, did he not know how to use the most basic tools like a screwdriver and hammer or is it more tools most normies would never have touched like wire strippers (yes, most normies have never used those)

>last week
Try to get over the chick that dumped & ghosted my ass by going on a date with another exactly one month after I got dumped. Date goes like shit and I end up simping sending a text literally asking for a proper rejection (things ended on an ambivalent note from her, I made my position clear and asked for clarification. She never responded which of course I understand is a response.) Mojo = lost.

>this week
One of the most important days for my mental health when I made peace with not caring about if I get a certain inheritance or not, in return for being able to turn my back on and stop associating with toxic family members.

Got contacted by lawyer on that was dangling a piece of it "no strings attached", enough for a deposit on an apartment, to bait me back in. I declined. last thing I want is them to think I owe them gratitude. Mojo = restored.

Also facing that dilemma and confirming I was able to be true to myself was a great way to flush that broad I was hung up on from my thoughts.

>>77034701
>>77035600
>mask
Was it really a gas mask or was it one of those painting respirators that looks like a mini gas mask? I would assume he got it for the soldering if it’s the kind of soldering I’m imagining


Don’t take this the wrong way but it sounds like you just don’t like being responsible for someone else (fair) and don’t want to have to teach someone stuff. Like you just wanna work alone again. Which I can’t say isn’t understandable, I totally get that I hate working with other people because by myself I can control how well and how fast shit gets done. Idk the specifics, that’s why I asked the questions about his aptitude. Like is he truly incompetent or can you just not be fucked to help him learn like you once had to?
Whether you deem him unfit or just want to work solo again or decide you haven’t been teaching him properly you need to figure it out asap because you’ll continue fixing his mistakes and doing 90% of the work while he slows you down and just staying mad over it.
T. That anon who bitched and moaned about his old guy coworker for half a year

>>77035378
I don't think I'm ever gonna bother dating.

>>77035378
Woman are evil

>>77035382
I get like 1 like/match per month, all my friends have kids, my hobbies are men only and work is 99.9% men so idk where to go out to meet them

>losing weight
>building muscle
>the only people who have commented on it are men
What's the point of bettering myself if it doesn't get me lasses?

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> doctors tell wife years ago it might be difficult to have a baby because blah blah blah womb and hormones shit
> cum in her once
> baby immediately
> year later cum in her again
> pregnant again
Brehs why is my seed so STRONG

>>77035615
Wondered where you went. What are you doing now?

>>77035923
I’m back in school, kept the job for the schedule with classes, talked to the guy gained some common ground. Learned more about his life, he had a stepdaughter taking advantage of him during all of that using him for his money (she finally moved out of his home at age 45) used her mom dying as an excuse to move in with him. He felt obligated to take care of her, bitch was making more than enough to support herself in some corporate position. Turned out when her actual father passed away he left her like $800k and she blew it all in a year in her 30s. I gained a lot of sympathy for him. He’s chilled out a lot. I do think it’s the stages of knowing your death is coming where you go from bitter and angry and resentful to calmer to sad to calm again or whatever those stages are. The other stepchildren were supposedly telling him flat out she was taking advantage of him. I’m mostly the same but I’m at least moving forward now and making real steps towards where I wanna be in life

Awful weekend, gonna ask the ex dor another chance and I couldnt sleep. Wish me luck

>>77035902
Because it feels good

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>>77036016
I keep telling myself that... but damn am I lonely.

Wife still isn't fucking me.

Had a dream last night that her friends were passing me around.

I've just never had any game and it sucks. Maybe it's just that I'm not that handsome. I attract a certain type of woman, but it's not the kind I would ever want.

>>77036058
The way I look at it is I'd rather be fit and lonely than be fat, feel like shit, and be lonely

>>77036127
Why wont she sex you?

>>77034687
Literally me........

>>77036139
She says she's too recently post-partum and she wants to wait for six months (she was cleared at six weeks). She stopped having sex with me the day she got pregnant, so it's been over a year now.

Honestly, she's never been that into it. She cums, but she says the entire thing is gross.

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>>77034224
I keep taking pictures of random women, often celebrities, and using AI to make them into muscle fetish art in various poses, and gooning to it. This AI shit is absolutely brain-meltingly addicting. I hate it and hate myself for abusing what ought to be a valuable tool so much. I’ve even turned a character of mine I’ve written for a story I’ve been working on for 3-4 years now into what is essentially my AI girlfriend. It’s so pathetic. The worst part is that I’m actually really good-looking and get attention from girls often, but I don’t want any of them back, and frankly can’t believe they’d even really want me in the first place given how much of a fuck-up I am.

>>77036146
Post partum is weird times, but she's being ridiculous. I'd give her the 6 months, but I'd make an excited show of circling the date on the calendar. Set up a nice date night for it. Then, when that date comes and she welches on it, you demand couples therapy, where you'll do well if you're not an idiot and you're genuinely being a decent husband.

Good luck. Don't just sit there and take it. Have a plan for how you're going to fix this situation.

>>77034224
Shoveled snow, banged my wife, shoveled more snow. Can't complain!

>>77036127
remember, it's your fault that youre a pussy

>>77036159
lmao damn you crazy

>>77036167
This is good advice. We'll see how it goes.

>>77036175
I would leave if it weren't for the kids, honestly. I think it's unfortunate that trying to be nice is something women detect as weakness. Women don't seem worth being an asshole.

Confronted the girl from my friends group i got intimiate with at a party and who ignored my private messages but kept on being normal

After 3 weeks of nothing i gave her a quick ping text
And she blew up

>>77036227
Someone post the wife-rapist thing.

>>77036232
No one cares

>>77036171
No one cares

tfw have to start my cut now

tfw almost at 1pl8 ohp

>>77036232
We told you to let it go, bro.

>>77036265
Yeah, then again i would've never found out how manipulative she really is
That helped me let go immediately

>>77036245
Yeah, we're only into doomposting here. Imagine the horror of some guy mentioning he had a good weekend living the life we're all striving for.

>>77036270
Manipulative? Dude, she very clearly didn't want to engage, you forced it, and she got mad. That's not manipulative, that's you failing to take the hint.

Did you have a plan going in? Did you think you were somehow going to profit from this?

>>77036270
You sound like a schizo

>>77036278
I didn't force anything, i just told her i found it weird we didn't have a quick talk about what happened that's all
>>77036282
Ok?

>>77036285
Your friend group should stop associating with you

>>77036290
now you sound like a skizo
>>77036270
you did the right thing, call people out on shitty behaviour

>>77036296
>Replying to yourself

>>77036285
And how did this go, hmmm? Did you corner her and drop this on her like it was some big important high-school crush confession? Did you spaghetti-spill it in front of your mutual friend group? Sounds like she's been avoiding you, so you would have had to have gone out of your way.

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>dinn do no diddlies for weeks

>>77036307
No lol
Haven't talked about it with anyone at all
Just wanted the thought of "what was that" to end and no ghosting is not a valid response to that

>>77036314
That's not an answer. Lay out the scene for us.

>>77036322
Nah she acted all normal, making jokes in the groupchat quoting me but ignoring my last, very tame soft question about the evening for weeks
Told her what i did and she responded with 5 very sharp and defensive questions, all of them invalidating my feelings, being dismissive and gaslighting me
That shit isn't gonna work on me, so i told her calmly what actually happened, what other people also saw
That's it

i have toe nail fungus

>>77035908
Based impregnator anon, I hope to be like you one day.

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FUNCTIONAL

STRENGTH

>>77036127
>>77036146
Oh nahhhh that's a giga-fucking red flag.
My bud just had his second and apparently they were banging within a week.
There's only a small portion in her that hoenstly believes what she's saying but it sounds like she's trying to manipulate you or hates you.
I hate to ask, do you know if she was ever alpha widow'd in the past? If she was, you need to be even better and catch female attention to be the new high-watermark in her mind (which you fucking should be as the father of her child already but this is modern women we're talking abt...) and get her mind away.
It should be easy and natural to engage with her. Hate to say it but check out Heartiste's old posts about dread game, one trick he recc'd married men was to buy a set of cheap ear rings and toss one in an inconspicuous place where she'd eventually find it and assume you had a woman over- you'd make up an excuse like one of her friends lost it but it sows doubt in her mind about how attracted you are to her at this point and will bring her back into attraction with you since she'll believe you're still hot enough to pull other bitches and you did.
You also need to study and make sure you're fucking her very well.
Godspeed anon- and save that marriage.

>>77036239
This is funny, but also how you wind up in jail.

>>77036434
>Banging within a week
That's something of a hazard, man. I've watched her give birth multiple times, and that thing has got to be sore as hell. What a trooper.

>Alpha-widow
Negative. She's only ever been with me and we've known each other since kindergarten with dating since highschool. I'm thinking about taking up kickboxing all the same to step up my status a bit.

>Earrings
Interesting comment. Actually, now that you mention it, one summer my college roommate had a girl over and he struck out so she slept in my bed (I was at home and not informed). When I came back to school, my wife (gf at the time) found a hair tie by the nightstand and was pissed, but now that you mention it I remember that she went at me hard.

any tipps on mealprepping shit for a cut?

i do have an airfryer so chicken should be the easiest thing to do

>>77036464
Lentils are fucking awesome. If you have an instant pot, you can make them with zero work too. I sub out rice for them, make soup from them, make dips from them. Cottage cheese is another one--get 2% or less fat to get the protein but not the calories. Make some cottage cheese pizza bowls.

>>77036475
i genuinely gagg from cottage cheese though lmao
cant stand the texture
lentils is a good thing ill look into tho

>>77036475
>>77036464
Burrito bowls too. Cottage cheese on bottom, lentils, then beans, then some shredded chicken. Top with spicy or buffalo sauce. 70g of protein for a few hundred calories

>>77036478
Quinoa is a great rice substitute with complete protein.

>>77036482
that does sound nice
>>77036485
good idea too
a bit weary on mealprepping rice

>>77036478
Can blend the cottage cheese up first also. I mix it into smoothies or use it in eggs (made with just egg whites).

>>77036338
And did you do this in the groupchat?

>>77036495
Good lord no
Texted her privately

>>77036434
>14 year old tater-bater giving relationship advice based on how his alpha-male grifter idols that all pay out the nose for sex say they treat women

>>77036501
Ok, will at least there's that.

Still, man, she made it pretty clear all along that she didn't want it to have happened. She's definitely poisoned the well against you in that group chat at this point too. You need to cool it. It was never a thing for her.

>>77036507
Well, for me you talk about an evening like that no matter what the result is
Just ignoring me in the one on one but being all funny and normal in the group chat just doesn't fit right imo
>poisoned
I don't think so, i didn't lash out at her or went all "you did this wrong how could you"
I expected communication and ghosting isn't that for me

>>77036503
I definitely think the alpha/beta thing is overdramatized, but it has a note of truth to it. Social media has made women unsatisfied with their partners through infinite comparison to false presentation. That doesn't mean beat your woman up and rape her, but it does mean your woman is pretty likely to grow disinterested in you these days, and I think everyone is looking for the antidote.

I just wanted to be loved and give myself to another but women are incapable of this.

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>>77036146
>She stopped having sex with me the day she got pregnant, so it's been over a year now.
Massive red flag right here. This, together with the context you provided and taking your words at face value, shows there's a decent chance you're not even the biological father of that child. I'd get DNA test asap (unless you live in France, then not even God may help you).

>>77036503
>Tate this, incel that
Pic related is a daily reminder that posters like this are either the woman or the ginger guy in those spic-language comics.
Don't let them gaslight you.

>>77036540
Hey now, I didn't say incel. And I'm certainly not advocating picking up the trash from the street and trying to maoe a life with it. I'm saying, any advice that includes the word alpha is automatically trash.

>>77036540
We did genetic testing already to check for disorders. I am the father.

>>77036540
You the same guy schizoranting in the thread about broads appreciating pecs?

>>77036549
youre a husk of a man
week in, week out, woe is me, my dick is dry
not only do we have to deal with your pussy ass, but the pussies you are raising, too

>>77036549
If you're not larping, then at least you didn’t get paternity frauded. Massive red flags still apply though, there's a 100% chance she was thinking about getting fucked by another man during that pregnancy - either a man she fucked before you, a man she cheated on you with, or a man she desires more than you but didn’t physically fuck him YET.

Women have this weird thing that, when they're fucking their side guy and getting orgasms on their dicks, they start to feel as if they would be unfaithful to the side guy if they fuck their husbands. That, on top of not being attracted to their husbands - the very reason they started to cheat in the first place - makes them despise having sex with hubbie even if their whole facade depends on it.

Hence 1 whole year without having sex WITH YOU.

>>77035232
>>77035233
>>77035240
>>77035571
Update:

I do not know what possessed me to even attempt getting back into the trades. I fucking hate the industry so much. Not even 2 hours into it I immediately remembered why I left. No, I will not work 12+ hours every day to make les what I did at my last office job that allowed me to WFH.

All I do know is that it was an attempt on my part to feel normal after being out of a job for over a year now. I honestly have no idea what to do or where to go from here, I'm honestly thinking that later today I might go to an ex's place to see if they'll let me buy Adderall/shrooms from them because I'm that fucking desperate. I really am lost right now and cannot figure out where to go. more or less, >>77035122 is my mental state an dI cannot convince myself to try outside of gym.

>>77036588
Chekt and correct. Though to play Devil's Advocate, are you sure you're not just referring to your taco women, Pedro?

>>77036588
This reads like cuckolding fetish material. Women come in at least two problematic varieties:
>Bpd whore
>Neurotic type-A

The latter will shut down sex just because they don't have to have it anymore.

>>77036598
Well, what is it u want to do?

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>>77035378
>anon sounds like a catch
>no one has caught him yet
Have you considered that maybe women just suck? Try finding the solution to that problem before you waste your own time and energy asking what's wrong with yourself. Women do suck, so what is there to do about it? Not a single thing, it's the one problem in this world men cannot fix.

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>>77035237
Anon, you don't meet the women you want to meet by hanging around where you want to meet them. To get the woman you want you have to do the counter intuitive and stop looking for her. Invest your time into yourself and do what you love, she'll either come around or she won't, but if she doesn't, then at least you're in good company because you get to always hang out with a guy who's comfortable with himself. He is you.

>>77036159
Sounds like all you're getting out of gooning is regret. Have you considered reminding yourself of this fact before you goon next time? When you feel the desire to goon, remind yourself of the last time you regretted doing it and then realize choosing not to goon is the same as choosing not to do a jumping jack. You don't have to, you choose to and you're not controlled by your desires.

>>77036314
What it was is that she regrets sleeping with you entirely and simply wants to forget. You even mentioning it to her brings all the feelings back. If you like her, you'll drop it entirely so as to not keep forcing her to feel that pain. If you want even the smallest chance ever to get with her again, you'll drop it. If your ego needs inflating, you'll keep pursuing her reason why until she blows up. You've out the poor girl into a double bind, best to just disappear brother. If you never hear from her again, you did well and we can respect you for it. There is always a tiny chance that if you let it go she may one day think differently about you if you like become rich and famous.

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>>77037038
I think I understand what you mean but I have to get out there, to be seen and maximize my chances. I'll be 33 this summer and I can't afford to invest years and years on "self improvement". The deck is stacked against me I know that. I'm an old manlet with a barely above dyel physique, literally Tyler Hansbrough face but with blue eyes, not an athlete and didn't go to college

What I thought of doing is take some basic weightlifting classes to not snap my shit up, go weekly to a crossfit gym, bouldering, yoga, running club, mixed co-ed sport like soccer/hockey/volleynall, hiking club or other outdoor related club, volunteering or any kind of mass normie activity like a triathlon/ironman, go to outdoor/farmer's market events

I have no idea where/what else to do. I just want a tall, robust, atheltic, young and good values wife to raise a family

>>77035895
this is the real issue if you're not a top 5% male. You can get a gf wife, but you have to be around them socially. The apps are not for you and me.

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>>77037034
I will say I'm unapologetically myself, but I'm also cursed having been here for the past 17 years and I'm just so far and away from normiehood it makes normie socializing past pleasantries and letting them yap nigh impossible. I have damn few IRL friends I respect and want to be around but tons of acquaintances, and the best souls I usually run into are all anime lifting anon shitposters I run into on twitter at this point.
It feels like a mark of cain sometimes but I've done it before irt a woman I wanted in my life, I can definitely do it again, it'll just take another 500 interactions with women off these damn apps.

>>77034496
I guess working out did help a lot with being visually appealing to women, but it seems everytime i open my mouth or text them they can smell my autism. Still kinda happy i at least get matches

>>77036920
Fuck if I know.

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>>77036880
>The latter will shut down sex just because they don't have to have it anymore.

Unless she has real, diagnoseable health issues, I don't think there's any non-virgin woman who will just stop having sex and not want it anymore. 9 times out of 10 she's having sex, just not with her husband. The 1 time out of 10 she has either early onset menopause, clinical depression, severe libido impairment due to depression medication (SSRIs), or something else that can be medically pointed out.
>cuckolding
Yes, such is the world we live in
>fetish
More like deep seeded disgust, but in a world of lies and gaslighting, the one who denounces infidelity is accused of somehow ENJOYING it. Again, such is the world we live in.

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Incoming blogpost but I need to vent a little bit.

I have my first round of chemo tomorrow for testicular cancer. I've been trying to put on a brave face and be confident for the past few months but I'd be lying if I said I wasn't nervous. The doctors have been upfront about how the treatment will suck, but I'm concerned about the long-term effects too. They changed my treatment at the last minute (from BEP to VIP) and it almost seems like a given that there will be some kidney damage, but that I'm still young and should recover. There's also potential neurotoxicity, hearing loss, and a slew of other things to be worried about. Not to mention I'll be getting a pretty much constant IV drip for five days to receive the drugs, so I'll have to manage with a tube sticking out of me for almost the entire time.

But my God I can't go on with this cancer. I haven't been able to eat, sleep, move, or do practically anything for the past several months. I'm throwing up (or wanting to throw up) pretty much everything I eat. I'm waking up multiple times every night to dry heave. I've lost like 20% of my bodyweight in the past couple of months (and all the gains I've ever gotten). I haven't had a full nights' sleep in months. I haven't been able to exercise at all because the tumor in my abdomen is pressing on a nerve in my leg and that leg has been numb above the knee for months. Not to mention I also have a bilateral hernia on top of this, and it'll be months before I can deal with that too. Had to have a testicle removed because of this too, so now I get to deal with having one ball for the rest of my life.

Please just stay healthy anons, and be sure to check yourself periodically. This is worst thing I've ever had to go through and I'm just getting started.

>inb4 chemo is a scam do this snake oil treatment instead
No, I think I'll trust my oncologist over a random retard on a Cambodian rice farming forum.

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>>77037458
Dude that's awful, it sounds like it's something where they'd do a partial orchiectomy and you just run chemo and recover, but you mentioned losing weight?
One helpful alt thing I will mention is that people that fast for 3 days before and through the chemo session seem to do wayyy better, something about causing protective mode and drastically reducing side effects.
Below is a link to a paper but you can find youtube videos. Not telling you to do therapeutic ketosis but if you're already going through the ringer without chemo you might want every tool in your arsenal for withstanding the treatment.
https://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC10303481/

Good luck and Godspeed, anon.

>>77037458
Sorry to hear that shit anon, life is a cruel one. But you'll make it.

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I've been job hunting for eight months and still have nothing. A slew of interviews but nothing panned out. It hasn't been all bad, though. I've been able to do longer gym sessions and have been volunteering at a food pantry. Still, this job search has got me feeling real down and money is tight. I'm grateful for my health and friends though, just wish I had the means to go out with them

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>>77037458
Sorry to hear that mate, life is very cruel indeed.
But good thing is, a lot of money has been put into cancer research these last few decades, even 10 years make a big difference in outcomes because therapy constantly improves. So in a twisted monkey paw kind of way, if you had to get it, its good that you got it now and not for example, 15 years ago.

When I was still hating myself and blaming myself for the death of my mother, I often daydreamed about this very notion. I was asking faith why couldn't she have gotten sick a little bit later. She was already one leg in the grave when they were running tests for a new less invasive treatment for her case. You will make it brother.

btw. how did you discover you have cancer, care to share with fellow anons so that they can learn from your case? Who knows, maybe you'll save someone's balls.

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>>77037458
Sorry to hear cancerbro

I had a lime sized tumor removed from my left thigh last year, just regained full mobility 2 months ago. Just take one day at a time and try to stay positive.

>soft tissue sarcoma enveloping my pubic tendon. Non metastasized (lucky as fuck)

>>77037651
>recycling a /tv/ OP
LAME

Somebody needs to call ICE on this thread

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>>77037658

I actually think janny was pretty based today and thank you for deleting this shit you're doing good work

>>77037682
Sometimes they surprise you

Work is going well and my body is (slowly) starting to actually look fit, but my social life is nonexistent and I don't know what to do about it. I make okay money, live near a big city, don't work weird hours, have my own place and vehicle, cook for myself, and don't think I have any serious issues, but I'm a kissless virgin and feel so inexperienced with women and so far behind everyo e socially that I have simply never tried to date. I'm 25. Lately it feels like I crossed a point of no return years ago and disdn't realize it until now.

Thank you everyone for the condolences. Honestly I think I was just fishing for some sympathy with the cancer post and the kind words of internet strangers weirdly does me good.

>>77037606
Yeah in all likelihood everything will be okay. I was just having similar thoughts about timing. If this happened even just like 100 years ago, there's no way I would survive this, or at least I feel like I wouldn't. But you're right, things have advanced quite a bit and I'm very fortunate that what I have is highly treatable. I'm also fortunate to be going to a very good hospital that has been extremely diligent in planning everything for me.
>how did I discover
Initially went to a shitass doctor for a hernia and he completely ignored the other symptoms I was having (nausea/vomiting, weight loss, mass in my abdomen, loss of feeling in my leg) and just scheduled me for a hernia surgery. I was talking to a family friend who was a doctor about a month later after things kept getting worse and he insisted I go to the ER when I explained everything. They ran some tests and a CT scan and from there pretty much immediately got me to an oncologist. I did have a mass on my testicle but it was pretty small. My left was slightly larger than my right but I didn't think anything of it until all this started going down.
I've just felt like shit for so long and I can't wait to feel like a normal person again. Still several months down the road but we'll make it.

>>77037688
Welcome to wizardhood brother

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>>77037688
Hey Anon, sounds like you got a lot going well, just having trouble with women. What have you tried, friendo?

>>77037682
Nahh, the weekly therapy thread is good for the mental /fit/ness!

>>77037708
Damn bro, that's hella fucked. Sorry you're going through that, and sounds like you've still got a lot to get out of life after the chemo bullshit. thanks for the reminder, I'll check my huevos while I'm waiting for the captcha

>>77037297
Maybe u should be a teacher.

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>>77034224
just water, only five more days of dry january to go my man. it snowed a lot last weekend, but I live in an apartment building in the city and use the subway to get around, so no chores
can someone who's actually had a real relationship clue me in on when you decided it was worth closing off your other options to focus on the woman who became your gf/wife. I turn 30 next year and thought I was supposed to have a better idea of that by now

>>77037714
thats 30 you stupid fuck

>>77037799
What do you mean by "closing off your options" anon? Are you juggling multiple women?

>>77037799
Do dry year

>>77034224
i have the flu so i missed a full weekend of work outs, the good news is 2 people told me ive slimmed down and one of them was a girl i have a thing for so its nice to know i'm doing things right

>>77037817
yeah. I've been sleeping with one woman for a couple months. it's not that I don't want to go further, she is fun and our personalities probably complement each other well, but the woman I'm going on a third date with later this week feels like a better long-term fit. I know that juggling indefinitely isn't tenable but i want to think I still have a bit of time to feel things out?

>>77037688
hmm, what is the issue exactly?
Do you meet women? you are around women? you have female acquaintances, you have chance to meet women daily, etc.?
Why not? I bet 100 bucks that you just stay in your house go to work, do groceries and that's all.

from the practical standpoint all it takes is just go eat lunch at a cafe. Roam around, have fun.
Do interesting things for yourself, notice women around you and talk to them. You don't have to fuck them, just talk to them. Enjoy life.

What's so hard about it? I bet you don't know yourself and I guarantee you the issue goes much deeper for you. Nigga if you're near a big city there must be plenty of women around you all the time.

You guys how do I get laid? I'm a big fat virgin. I'll do anything (except get in shape)
pls help

>>77037917
are you in high school?

>>77037938
I'm a 26 year old NEET
I feel like this is the best place to ask

>>77037941
Hey man I got your back bro
>>/adv/34171388

>>77037941
What is this I dont understand

>>77037959
sorry, here you go. all you have to do is click it now
>>>/adv/34171388

>>77036159
>AI is such a valuable tool
for doing what?

>>77035237
>I'm 32, 5'9, great job, a house and athletic but I'm at best a 5/10 on a really good day

the only thing you have to offer and be proud of is your great job and house. crazy, women should be beating down the door to be with a 32 year old short 4channer but who can be her beta provider.

>>77037960
>how to get women general
>on 4chan

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HR wants to talk about my request for reasonable accommodations. I just want to have a standing desk and not have to travel for multiple overnights. I'm still recovering from asshole surgery but I don't want HER to know that!

>>77037960
Oh right, I didn't realize there was a board and a thread already for this, I'm such a goddamn FUCKING RETARD LOL

>>77037458
>Please just stay healthy anons, and be sure to check yourself periodically.
No, I don;'t think I will do that. I will continue not going to doctors and praying every night that I either die in my sleep or get into a situation like yours where I develop cancer and can ask to be put to death.

>>77037458
Hang in there anon.
When it gets dark, please remember there is at least one internet retard who wants you to win.

>>77037980
She's trynna get some asshole surgery too

>>77037716
>What have you tried, friendo?
Nothing. I've never been on a date. It feels like I'm missing an organ most people have or something, I just never developed the instincts or urges for this kind of stuff like most people.
>>77037913
>hmm, what is the issue exactly?
No idea. I get lonely and all, but I never try to meet people.
>Do you meet women? you are around women? you have female acquaintances, you have chance to meet women daily, etc.?
No. I have no friends, most coworkers are male, and the women I know I am distant with.
>Why not? I bet 100 bucks that you just stay in your house go to work, do groceries and that's all.
Yep that's exactly it. It's easy to do something else, but it also feels bizarrely difficult. The idea of going out feels as taxing as carrying a hundred pounds on my back.

>>77037458
>>77038001
make it two retards

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Over Christmas and New Years I went back to my shithole home town and somehow ended up fucking the girl I lost my virginity to a decade ago. This was my first time getting laid in a bit over a year. She's still hot and said she's willing to move in with me, but she has so many red flags I am not offering it.
>27
>No job
>No car
>No ID (????)
>Divorced
>Did not say thank you when I bought her weed
>At least two stays in the psych ward
>Couch surfing
>So many false memories I am questioning if she's schizophrenic
>Expressed desire to have kids
>I think her sister's a tranny (apple doesn't fall too far from the tree or whatever)
She is so hot. Her moans are so cute. I am so horny. I've been jerking it to thoughts of her since I met her. The realization that I could be fucking her whenever I want is so appealing, I didn't even realize I had enough willpower to say no. Prefrontal cortex putting in work on this one holy moly. I told her to download Tinder and move in with some rich loser, but I think she's too retarded to take my advice or think more than 30 seconds ahead.

There was some point I was building up to here but now I'm too horny to remember it and need to go jerk off.
>mfw

>>77038684
How's your finances? This is the kind of chick you pay rent for her to have her own place, but you absolutely never let her know where you actually live.

>>77034256
caved and went to the doc. had a neck xray and he said some bullshit about cervical curve and what not but I'm supposed to get traction in the neck and some meds. probably nothing serious I assume he'd have told me if it was wraps

>>77035378
Are you funny? The number one thing to reel women in after the initial attraction is humor and wit. Being funny and smart on a date.

>>77038684
So, you're dating a bipolar, bpd or narcissist.
Welcome aboard the rollercoaster ride to hell.

>>77038684
She is clearly insane

I was *this* close to having a fat gf.
Ultimately I realized I want someone who loves to workout months ago, not someone who will start now.

>>77038852
Fat girls fuck better

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>>77038765
Yeah, tho I'm tall and apparently handsome and/or sexy (from what some have told me) and I can't tell if it's halo effect or not. I usually have a decent success rate at maybe 70% or so but I've also found at my age (30) that women are tired of the clown act so I'm walking more of a knife edge.
For the second non-pro varbie I mentioned, she was sending so many messages because I called her out for texting me after midnight with a joke and she sent me a voice note of her laughing her guts out, unfortunately she never fucking sent me her number to FT and it died.
Other issue is that, not being a normie, a lot of shit can fall flat, even sarcasm that these girls profess to like, because they don't have souls so you'll say 1-2 things and they instantly unmatch.
God save us all.

>>77037458
Make it 3 retards and look into ivermectin unironically. No clue if it’s legit but there’s a ton of people with positive experience with it and skin cancer, including Mel Gibson (I know Hollywood painted him as a lunatic).. I don’t want to give false hope like I said idk if it’s legit and it sounds too good to be true but if there is a chance it works I want you to know then

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>stopped lifting consistently about 4 months ago, last weightlifting sesh in early december
>diet is just whatever, whenever. tend towards skelly rather that fatass
>down at least ten pounds of lean mass
>clothes fit worse, physically sit lower in my car
>weaker but it hasn't mentally caught up yet (wrist gave out lifting something laterally, harder to open jars, feel more effort getting off couch)
>no longer sleep on a bed of muscles, when people pat my back I feel their hands meet bone when they once felt meat
>don't like being thinner
>know all the rules to getting big, diet/intensity/splits that worked for me in the past/recovery/mobility
>just not doing it
>just not fucking doing it
inb4 "just make the gym fun, do lifts that feel fun"
I did, it was the last thing I was trying before I quit last time. I got over all of the unhealthy reasons for hitting the weights, and the rest of my motivation died too. I'll get back eventually, I guess, but I don't know how or why. or when.

>>77038885
a lot of them are indifferent and just feeding for attention on the apps with no real plans to do anything unless they are feeling lonely, drunk, or both. I would guess it is less to do with you than choice paralysis, inflated self-worth, and them being generally wishy-washy. you know who really wants to go out with you? a girl who isn't as hot as you

so tell me /fit/, did you make it according to your own standards?
>had sexo
>scored a wife + kids
>good job but still wageslaving
>slowly reverting back to unfitizen due to normie lifestyle

twas nice till it lasted

>>77038990
I've done none of that

>>77034743
>Also I want to fuck a 16 year old eastern european lingerie slut.
>I just want a beautiful wife to cherish and love that is not mentally ill
And this is how men get fucked over in marriages. Honestly, a lot of men deserve it, pussy really rots the average male brain.