she died on me bros.i made it out of here for 4 years and she went and died on me and now im back
>>77035656That's a weird fleshlight but I'm not judging
>>77035656What in the third world shit hole is that table? You that nig working out with concrete weights?
>>77035663no i haven't posted here in years ever since i >made itnot third world btw just an old desk
you know the drill buddeh time for squats and oats
>>77035656>did it for a womanthis is why you fail. you have never "made it" in the first place.
:(
>>77035656>she died on meGive context, greentext story time. You better not be talking figuratively on your motivation or whatever or I'll call you a homo. What is this blind monkey doll thing?
>>77035996not green texting this my gf of 4 years had a heart transplant at 3 years old and just passed away at 26 due to a blood clot in here heart. when we starting dating i switched careers from a dead end retail job to a skilled trades union job in anticipation of starting a family at some point down the road. i use to be your average /fit/izen, she was my first everything (kiss included)at 23. she was the only person i talked to really on a day to day basis besides people at work for work related things. the stuffed animal is an (unfinished) sock monkey that i finished shortly after taking the pic; it will go in the casket with her
>>77036266damn dude sorry that happened. post pic of finished monkey though.
>>77036266>blood clot
>>77036266>>77036277nice dubs, sucks for you tho, my condolences
>>77036277here is another one i made for her along with some artwork i had commissioned about two years ago and later framed for one of our anniversaries >>77036286that is the correct spelling
that's brutal mane I hope you're getting the support you need from your bros
No words bro, all you can do is become the man she would've wanted you to be. I'll lift for you both today
>>77035656also if anyone recognizes me i use to post to /cbt/ a lot here's a pastebin of most of my posts herehttps://pastebin.com/YpFZKNNL
>>77035656I’m really sorry anon.
>>77036266The anon that asked for story.That fucking sucks. My condolences, heart wrenching. Did she know it was coming or was it sudden? Did she at least go out without suffering? I'm much older than you and in a similar relationship with a wonderful woman who's nearly my first everything, including the first person I've ever felt absolute terror at the thought of something bad happening to them, I love her. I can't imagine what you're going through, and I won't give you the standard "time heals all" bullshit, just know that you made a complete stranger feel your pain across a vast distance and that they feel for you. All you can do now is be strong for the both of you and honor her memory in your own way, keep her alive in memory.And stop coming back here, this place is a shithole.
>>77036424we knew she had a blood clot for three days prior to death and she was admitted to the hospital at the time of death for treatment of the clot. only me and 3 of her family members knew she was hospitalized at the time of her death. she passed peacefully in her sleep>And stop coming back here, this place is a shithole.heard that brother
>>77035795>>77035656i am sorry op i shouldnt have said that. ive been drinking again.
>>77035795You don't have to tell us you will die bitter, miserable and alone, we already know.>>77035656>>77036266>>77036452Sorry man, that fucking sucks. Can't imagine how it must feel. Also agree with >>77036424, fuck this place.
>>77035656Better to have made it then lost it to have never made it at all
>>77036266Sorry anon
>>77036266Vaxx status?
>>77035656eh you'll find a new one. ;)
>>77035656My condolences.My gf killed herself 6 years ago and I thought I would die shortly after because of the pain. We were both 30 at the time.My friends an family carried me through the time. It was really hard and I still have flashbacks and moments when I play the whole thing through my head if I could have done something different.About 3 months ago I met a really nice girl and I think I can try to have a relationship again.Try to keep your head up and do what an other anon said. Be the man she wanted you to be. Wish you alll the best mate
>>77036558Just deliver the takeaway and shut the fuck up, Pajeet.
>>77036452man that's devastating i hope you can heal from it but to be honest its probably impossible its a hole that will be in your heart for all your life hopefully you have a buddy to talk about it with a few beers that's the best therapy
>>77036602damn bro that's rough glad you are doing better
>>77036266sorry to hear anon. may she rest in peace.
>>77036266I’m sorry anon. Don’t kys if you can help it.
>>77036266If this isn't some sort of fictitious story, then I'm sorry for your loss, OP. This is probably the worst place to try to solicit sympathy, but you have mine, if it means anything. Things like this make me think of that grug-type study they did where they tested to see if lifting weights could help with trauma and all that. Turns out, it genuinely can. It's time to go grug mode, OP. God bless.
>>77036266Condolences anon
Vax status?
What lifts is she doing in hell?
>>77036266That is fucking brutal.I'm so sorry.Lift for her, she's still with you.
There's a lot of miserable subhumans in this thread. Guess she's free from them at least.
>>77036266F
This breaks my heart. Very sorry to hear that. To all anons being mean to him: Kill yourselves you miserable wastes of air. May your names be forgotten.
>>77037473not preacher curls
>>77036266Sorry fella
>>77035656>>77036266Fucking hell op
That's sad OPIf God isn't real, be glad you had those years together. Everyone diesIf God is real, she's happy in afterlife where you are there too. Life is just a waiting lobby or dream before the real life. You're both probably there laughing at your old lives now
too real man too real
>>77036266>>77035656All the best OP. The fact that you can feel the way you, the fact that you can make us feel the emotions we feel from reading your words, means you were worthy of her love and she was worthy of yours.Just experiencing that at all is a treasure you should always hold on to and always strive to share with others, whether it's through telling us here, through living your life with excellence in her memory and imbuing others with that spirit, or even through another relationship. Doing that is the closest you can do to keeping her alive, through you, by keeping the feelings you shared alive, through others.
>>77036266I'm genuinely sorry for you anon, please leave and don't come back, you know she wouldn't want you to waste your life with us niggers.
Sucks bro. Sending love (no homo).Take care of yourself, eat well exercise and be kind to yourself. Grief is a storm that you have to weather. There's no shortcut or magic trick to get out so just keep your battery charged.
>caring about othersTruly the age of men is over.
>>77036331fucking hell anon so close to tripsand that's very cute art which makes this even worse. btw are you playing retail or classic you nerd?
>>77036266condolences brohope lifting helpsbtw these captchas are getting fucking iq tests
>>77040027nvm that's either an old screenshot of a classic server or you're playing anniversary right
>>77036266That fucking sucks man. Lost my fiancée a couple years ago to something similar. It felt like my world ended and I had forgotten to die. I somehow managed to stay sober, moved across the country to be close to my brother and his wife. Spending time with them has made things more bearable.
>>77036266Fuck
>>77036266I’m sorry for your loss, anon.
I truly appreciate everyone's kind words of support here. very uncommon thing to experience such overwhelming support on this board>>77040062that was almost certainly stay safe's stream of classic wow in the background of that pic. i quit classic around 2019 or 2020 in p5 just before nax after our guild had AQ on farm because i wasn't interested in raiding nax and also due to (in my opinion)rampant botting. around 2020 i switched to osrs and have a 2200+total main account with no other accounts. went back to wow about a year ago for hardcore classics servers and tried to roll a human rogue like 15 times . the highest i got was lvl 20 because i don't have the patience for it. now i pretty much only play osrs asides from a short break im taking by playing arc raiders and other variety games here and there.
>>77039858this in particular is a beautiful comment and i deeply appreciate it>>77040373
Do you have friends and shit IRL? I think it’s really sweet and endearing that you reached out to us anons here. Nobody can tell you anything that will make you feel better, as I’m sure you know.. I’ve not had to deal with this, but I do know what grief and loss of a woman I loved feels like and I’m not sure you ever really “get over” it.All I know is that it’s your duty to learn how to deal with it; whatever that looks like, I can’t pretend to know, but please PLEASE figure that out so that you can love another woman again someday. We are in no short supply of bitter, resentful fucks with hardened hearts and eventually it will be entirely up to you whether you decide to join their ranks or do what she would probably prefer. I believe that if she loved you, it would break her heart to see you become one of the aforementioned fucks due to her u fortunate demise.Good luck bro.
>>77036266I’m sorry anon
I know all too well what that feels like. I won't get into it but she was everything. Her hand will be on your shoulder for the rest of your life. At first it will be agony, Her ghost. But I promise you eventually she will be what you live on for. She wouldn't want you to live your life in ruin. Take time to heal, as non-destructively as possible. But the future will put itself back together if you let it. I promise.
>>77040444trust me this is defiantly not my first line of support and i'd say its probably the last. family has helped me out as well old friends , work buddies and mental health processionals. I am not going to go back to browsing /fit/ regularly. I know this place is in general a cesspool of crabs in a bucket .i haven't and probably won't ever view another thread.
>>77036266I don't like this thread.
>>77036266Stay strong anon. She's in a better place.
>>77036266Sorry for your loss. I lost the love of my life gf as well, about a decade back now. From the other side of this, I’ll tell you that life does end up defaulting to pointless and nightmarish for years, but you ultimately decide for how long. Grieve, give her what time she deserves, but don’t wallow. You need to get up and be needed by other people, get involved in activities or work or w/e when you’re ready, and eventually, while you never, ever forget, you do end up with a new life to busy yourself with.
>>77036266hate to be that guy, but vaxx status?
>>77040509kek, did you just create this thread to tell us that you hit rock bottom, in hopes to gather some sympathy from anons, but are still too good to for posting with us losers?
>>77036266
i dont like the emotions i feel in this threadi love you allim so sorry anon im so fucking sorry im so sorry for your loss fuck this planet and its pains it puts onto innocent people
>>77036266I'm going to lift for you today.Just reading this made me feel all out of whack, I can't imagine what you're feeling. Life sucks sometimes.
>>77036266Im sorry lil nigga. Im madly in love with a zoomette gf i got after years of swimming in a sea of brainrotten women. I would legit wouldnt know what to do if anything happened to her.
>>77036266shit man, I don't think I can truly know your pain, but stay strong, brother.
F. Cry all you need to fren, it's how we process that stuff. Recommend you give DRG a go if you need to do vidya, the community is excellent.
>>77036266I hope things get better for you. My wife had open heart surgery to correct a hole in her heart as an infant, and even though she regularly sees a cardiologist and everything shows up as healthy, I have this same fear.
>>77036266Similar age, she’s my first everything. It’s unthinkable to me what you’re going through but I still worry about it every day, or worse, me dying on her and her being alone. Very sorry for your loss.
>>77036266Find Jesus brother, I will be praying for you
>>77041842I was gonna post a supportive message but I would feel used
