I posted here 2 weeks ago about the crippling alcoholism and its effect on my body as of late, going into detail about the pain I’ve felt in my organs for months. How that, soon, i would either die by my own hand or continue drinking myself to death because I felt I had crossed a threshold in my drinking journey that was a point of no return. That from now on each day would be filled with abdominal pain, nausea, malaise, malnutrition, malabsorption, and a general will to die. It has been 8 days since I last got drunk, and while I still don’t feel amazing; I do sort of feel like this damage may not be as permanent and daily as I had originally made it seem. Today is the first day I woke up without my insides feeling like they were rotting and decomposing. Still not at a 100%, but better than I thought I convinced myself I even could be. If I could even get back to 80% of feeling normal, I would be so grateful. Most of you guys were cool and welcoming to me venting my feels at the time. Some of you were what you’d expect from 4channel. But I wanted to say thanks to the real ones here. Sorry for killing a thread for this one, but for the first time in a very long time; I’ve had a will to live, and a feeling of hope.
>>77051751idk man sounds like u had more in youi would start getting drunk again dont be a pussy
>>77051751good on you mate, it only gets better from here. stay strong, I love you.
>doesn't know liver is a muscle you have to train to failurengmi
>>77051980Hehehehe
>>77051751hahahahahhahhai hope u fucking crash hard bro and start drinking even more lmfao
>>77051751>Most of you guys were cool and welcoming to me venting my feels at the time. Some of you were what you’d expect from 4channel. But I wanted to say thanks to the real ones here. Sorry for killing a thread for this one, but for the first time in a very long time; I’ve had a will to live, and a feeling of hope.I absolutely despise people that write shit like this.
>>77052961No one cares, kill yourself <3
>>77051751I get it bro. When I'm depressed it's like I've never felt good before in my life and every memory is tainted by a dark cloud casting shadows over it. I think a lot of haters know this exact feeling but aren't ready to admit it. Keep heading towards the sunrise.
>>77051751Keep it up. Stay away from the bottle completely if it hurts your life.Stay strong anon, gobbless.
>>77051751no one cares about your inability to control yourself. you are a pathetic piece of shit,
>>77053313>shit,Go on
it fucks a lot of stuff up with your bodies ability to absorb nutrients like you said but it also makes you much more susceptible to illness by damaging a protective barrier in your stomach. i went through a bad patch myself recently so had to learn this stuff the hard way. it can also cause downstream effects like fucked up teeth and bones because your nutrients arent going where you need them. bad for your brain as well eventually. ive been downcycling but its a hard process, was drinking after my dad died. one thing i noticed is that it also raises heart rate which i dont like, ive been working on cardio the last few months and i notice at the same pace my heart rate is considerably higher if ive had alcohol. that was an eyeopener for me that it effects a lot more than i expected.
God speed Anon. One day at a time.
>>77051751go and eat some beef liverwhat you eat fixes whats insideif you eat bonemeal you get stronger bonesif you eat brain you get bigger brainyou need to fix your liver, go eat liver
>>77055213there should genuinely be roving gangs who lynch carnivores
>>77051751nice man. hang in there. alkies are FUCKED. Don't be one
