>he isnt bicklemaxxingNGMI
>>77143340Bicklecel bump
>>77143340Man, Taxi Driver is such a good movie. That scene always comes to mind whenever it's late at night and I decide to completely change my life.
>>77143340> not clenching your anus 24/7NGMI
>>77143340>bicklemaxxing>not cadymaxxing NGMI
>>77143599nah this movie is overratedits barely watchable with how bad the pacing is
>>77143637What's wrong with the pacing?
>>77143644Long stretches of uninteresting content
>>77143637It’s better than The Joker
>>77143644he cannot handle watching anything longer than a youtube short. many such cases
>>77143651Sure I agree, that one had similar/worse pacing issues but the entire movie is worse in every regard, I regret watching it
>>77143647That's called "plot". Not every movie is going to be your marvelslop, key-jingling shit.
>>77143662Plot can certainly be bad and uninteresting
>no more destroyers of my body>a stove
>>77143705Let me guess, raw food is the only healthy food?
>>77143599it's overrated
I used to do this before I got a fiance. I kinda miss it because it felt like a more purposeful existence. I can't make babies so I've been trying to force a square peg of greater purpose into the round hole of mediocre 9-5 corporate ladder climbing.
>>77143731>Normies like it now, so it's actually bad
I lived like this for a year and found it completely unsustainable. Something about my psychology makes it impossible to be too disciplined. I get increasingly annoyed with doing the same tasks over and over every day. For example I was making my bed every morning for a year. You would think that it would just become a habit after that long but no. I increasingly hated doing it to the point where I could no longer make myself do it anymore.
>>77143741Sounds like you're underageb&
>>77143647>''content''jesus zoomies are cooked fr
>>77143746>Word with clear meaning is bad because it's used in thing I don't likeHow was special ed?
>>77143756what's so special about him?
>>77143723no he's cooking himself while saying this
>>77143745I'm almost 40
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>>77143811And still lazy as shit?
>>77143927lol you are like proud of being stupid. The worst kind of person
>>77144120You're the one whose best excuse for acting like a child is>UGH, I just HATE doing chores!
>>77143741retards fuck up their lives over things as simple as the meaning of words and phrasesprohibition, forcing yourself and "harsh grindset struggler" shit is for fags. It ruins your mind and drains you. If that's discipline for you, don't be.you should be disciplined, meaning making the right choices when the little gay devil in you sells you seemingly easy outs and free pleasures you know aren't good for you at that moment.the Western sheep was sold the idea of the hard man that takes a beating every day and does boring, difficult and naturally unenjoyable tasks out of obligation for some greater tomorrow that never comes. "There's shit you hate and have to take every day", they tell you. That's how you make soldiers and obedient, neutered retards. "Surely, tomorrow some great change will make it all worth it".You should enjoy everything, you should take failures and challenges and make them your own, compete, put your dick on the table and rise above everything in your way with a smile and enjoyment.What does dislike, fear, boredom and pain do for you when you have to do the thing anyways? The issue is you being wrong about how you face the things that you decide to do in your life, not that you can't stick to things you hate doing.Make making your bed enjoyable. it doesn't matter how you do it, be creative, figure it out. learn to enjoy existence itself and how things work for what they are. It's not like making your bed makes your life better in a meaningful way anyways, so it's only a loss for you doing it your way.(cont.)
>>77144389(cont.)but how do you do it?just do it. forget about everything you were taught, did and think are rules for life.think about how kids change who they are from a day to the other just because they saw a cool cartoon guy so their personality does a 180 because they decide they are them now. not fakers, not actors, but truly changed kids. you can do that too.another shit phrase you can use wrong: "be yourself". It's about not being a faker and suffering, but being it. Being true. Not being a lazy, annoying cunt and expecting others to like you like it's used generally.there's no "yourself". you aren't your likes or your past or your plans. you are the meat boy that does things, then dies and he doesn't. Decide you are a different meat boy. Ruminate on it, meditate it, then do it one action at a time.You know how addicts that try to quit suck at quitting because they say they don't smoke anymore or whatever, so they struggle and think of smoking all the time and go out and everyone smokes so eventually they can't up with keep the pressure and smoke a whole pack? it's stupidyou should decide not to be a smoker every time someone offers you a fag. you should decide every time you go past a store. you aren't a NOT A SMOKER, nor a bed maker or a pianist or a scientist. You are meat boy. Or what's inside controlling him or whatever.something inside you tells you to give up? that you are shit? that you can't make it? treat it as background noise and let it go. don't fixate on it or let anything rule over you. if you aren't analysing it to understand yourself and be stronger then it should be background noise in your head. just a car honk or a loud bug.Just have a general idea of the ideal meat boy you and what he does day to day, and do what he'll do, one step at a time, and like it. If a kid hates a food you hide it on the plate, and put cheese on it and make it animal shaped and eventually he'll like it for what it is if you do it right. Do that.
>>77143741I don't have a bed. I sleep on cardboard boxes in front of the squat rack. I've been using a shower curtain as a blanket for a couple years now.
>>77144391>they can't up with keeprambling, rushing to write and dyslexia mix so well
>>77144389>>77144391Good advice
>>77144389>>77144391Lot of words to say that you live like a slob because you feel like it
>>77144618broyou ain't no navy seal just cuz you washed them dishesput on some Hannah Montana and tidy up your mom's place singing along, struggler lolno need to cry all day to show your dad u hard
>>77144837>You need Navy SEAL levels of discipline to do the most basic tasksMaybe you're just retarded, brah
>>77145470It's the same "level" of disciplineBut many don't figure out singing with Hannah and they eventually hangor troon out and do porn til they hang
>>77143630he had smarts, knowledge, charisma, strength, tattoos and fuckednot a good /fit/ mixhe did get ass fucked though
>>77143734so your life was still fight club without retaking your manhood...but you did the self-flagellation parts and pull-ups?
>>77143340>have cable tv>once a blue moon Taxi driver is on at like 2:15 pm and 4:27 am>never know if it's starting or mid way through because first time I saw a bit it was 30 minutes of a sad man being down, driving and watching porn>Can't ever see the fucking thing>Still saw Joker on the big screen hoping for the shooters>Couldn't get shot nor shoot a shooter>Shooters were too busy sleeping after watching Taxi Driver at 5 amFucking movie saved my life
>>77144401Pls post pic of setup
>>77146994Fuck. It just hit me that I've been trying to self-medicate this past year with just being a consoomer.Goddammit...
>>77147221but how's dat wardrove tho? little table be looking zen as fuck?wabi-sabi deco is the new mammoth tusk throne fr fr
>>77143340I'm not bicklemaxxing because I'm knightmaxxing instead.
>>77147267How is that going?
>De Niro was 33 when Taxi Driver was released>means it was probably shot when he was 32>only a year older than me at the momentGuess I really do still have time.
>>77147743shoveled horse shit and got fiddled through his teens, now he is basically a glorified murderhobo mercenary but he has lands he never visits somewhere he doesn't likeHe gets mogged by longbowmen all day and writes poetry to ladies that want his status in the marriage thay have already bought on before meeting him, which act like they are moist and falling over just by smelling his handerchief while fucking the 2 dudes that are in charge of making the foie gras when he goes spear his neighbours or muzzies in the neckAnd he STILL lives better than OPs pic
>>77143340>every muscle must be tightaren't muscles supposed to be flexible?
>>77148325"Tight" doesn't contradict with "flexible"
>>77148325>>77148328Flexibility is fundamentally just the ability to relax muscles in order to allow a wider range of motion through joints as well as learn how to move in order to get the more range of motion than normal. If the muscle is always taut, then it can interfere with flexibility.
>>77143739Now you're getting it
>>7714726320 years, the Ikea catalog transformed into Amazon bullshit. Makes me concerned about the fiance situation.
>>77143599>whenever it's late at night and I decide to completely change my life.so you never change anything
making your bed is stupid. dont make me no nevermind climbing under a pile of covers vs one neatly placed blanket im still getting toasty cozy
>>77148751Thanks for the input, lil Billy
Just a thread full of retards.
>>77148774>Just a board full of retards.ftfy
>>77148622Stuff hasn't changed that muchyou look at /fa/, pc setups and room aesthetics and you see:toy, wacky boy, quirky, funko so1 collector person = watered down nerd with sci fi and medieval fantasy stuff"the edging of this specific bookshelf I've found looks great, tell me the aesthetic movement it belongs to so I can throw out my whole room to make it look like harry potter from scratch" = upper mid class boomer wife with your credit card or the Patrick Batemans"my mom died, here's my inheritance lol" stayed the same, but with less valuable stuff like silver cutlery and gold in porcelain tea sets, or actual hobbie results like crafted chairs, wooden horses, embroidery, etc. Probably because it's the same stuff from then that wasn't sold yet.epic LEDs gamer room with estrogen on the table = the new 60s to 80s psychedelics and coke fuck caves with the lights that dim, lava lamps and animal print sofas minus the occasional heretosexualityand, of course, my "people" >>77144401 stayed homeless indoorsYou know what will work to avoid endless spending: deco the place to 1 uniform, solid aesthetic. Ideally give a bit of a psycho, 50 shades, intellectual meth enjoyer professor vibe and she'll eat that shit up. Once the same color wood is used, it matches the rug, you've put the books with old style covers, a pipe and a sex room or whatever, you can't break the vibe anymore with a Minion's bed for your Pomeranian. Now you only have to avoid going to brunch and vegan smoothie places by doing picnicsOr take the cheaper, clean, minimalist hitman style, with your smooth tiles, wooden kitchen shit, hanging house plants and a diy zen garden. DO. THE. SEX. ROOM. still.Both suit the übermensch lifestyleSo you can then focus on stoveing yourself in peaceIf your balls are there, they may work again.I'll pray for them, buddy.
>>77147748>Im already 33Its over for me isn’t it?
>>77149188Damn, just read that Bickle is 26, even if De Niro was older. It's over for all of us.
>>77149167>Furnishing your entire home with the sole intention of getting pussyJust be gay at that point, holy shit. It'd be way less work.
>>77149234more like keeping your money in the long run, living space intact and marital harmony with stay in pussyand upping the chances of "a more purposeful existence" >>77143734he said "fiance"odds are she isn't a full human that won't fall into buy buy buy society shit to fill the void, based on the concern >>77148622and he may or may not be whole >>77143734 to begin with. which is a snowball to come.so you need to make some strats just in case, because retards pop up everywhere. Even in your bedroom, after 7 years under your nose.and tend to look at you weird when you say "nonono you...you are being jewed and buying satan's plastic and lop, honey. you, uhh, you can live a wonderful life with me without gorilla loafers and margarita glasses. food, shelter, a toilet, books and a hammer covers most of what we need to be happy. Let's just walk on the park, farm in the backyard, learn plumbing to be self suficient and get into shoemaking with our 6 kids"they usually want your kids to be retards that fit in the zombie horde, houses that look "cool" or "adult", go watch Avatar 7 and show you Chink Pop shorts during Indiana Jones, they jump at your throat because the news told them now they need to feel differently about their gender or some shit like thatThat's life. Make it better or suffer like a fag.you can also let her do whatever with her own cash as long as the stove stays on, the MLP rug means nothing to you
>>77149264>the MLP rug means nothing to youYou leave my pony rug out of this, you neurotic pussy
>>77149167I was more content when I was making 50k less, had a small, shitty apartment where I could hear the neighbors fucking, and had my half rack in the living room in an extremely cramped area that was just big enough to swing the bench into the set up.I wasn't happy, but I wasn't stressing as much as I am now. I wasn't chasing to impress anyone or living under anyone's expectations.I was waking up when I wanted without getting scared about waking up the person next to me. I was reinforcing growth, artistry and curiosity for their own sakes. My diet was damn near pristine.Now I bombard myself with noise all the time. I chase whatever dumbass pleasure sounds right when available. I sleep like shit because I lodged myself deeper in the rat race thinking I needed to do so to guarantee and lock in long term affection. It's more than just making a goddamn space into my own with cookie cutter chink furniture.I lost sight of the plan.
>>77149270DECO IS FOR HERSMOKE AND MIRROR SO YOU CAN HOP BACK IN THE HORSE WITHOUT HER BULLSHITyou don't need that gay shit. you don't need a tiny electric waterfall or matching pillows like some retard. but you are getting married so a retard in your house probably will. and it's better to nip it in the bud by settling for a mission, an idea to chase after, that restricts her if you failfail in what? grooming herteach her, guide her, try to make her feel smart and awesome by living your waythat's why you do the house in a style that benefits you by buying shit that's good for you and you lost in the way, like non-plastic shit to cook and flasks and shit to ferment crap (get her into that printest kefir making shit), along the way. if you can't chase the idiot out of a modern girl, have an aesthetic that will minimize the bullshit planned beforehandYou fit tools, books, instruments, gym shit into "decorations" instead of crap.that's why plants are smart. get tomatoes on a pot. "wow! nature omg" and you get foodfix it before it's an issue.and stop fucking worrying. no shit your balls don't workread the whole thread againunironically check Alan Watts to learn not to give a shit and fix your brain in a digestible way doing other shitthat's why the gay zen garden can fit both of youjust go samurai again. you don't care about all this silly shit.you don't need to fake itbuy her headphones and turn off all your shitif you can't stop or fix it and your life is a fucking charade, STOP. leave her and stop rat racing.quit before your neighbour is your only friend just because you talked twice lawnmowing, you sneak out to watch ladies try shoes on with no gay music on a tuesday evening, you pay a paddle teacher to fuck her while you work, get a tiny dog with diabetes medications to walk wearing brown corduroy pants your lady picked for you, and lose everything cheating with some brown goblin you didn't want to fuck, but needed to get some phallus back
>bickrel
So what exactly was the point of him getting in shape? Did he fight some bad guys?
>>77149548He was a combat vet, so it was a return to being "mission ready", though he didn't know what exactly that mission was.
>>77143637use this next time
>>77144389this dude said he has a gay little devil inside lol
>>77148739That was, in fact, the joke.
>>77143599when will you stick with it?how long will you allow yourself to put it off?won't that be a waste?or do you just change and still pick the wrong life to live till the next 4am crisis?
>>77143599Ideally like the scene with the wizard, where he basically says that if people do something for long enough, that indicates it's what they want, and to kind of accept that.I found that really helpful, to accept things about myself, kinda wished I had a strangely wise old guy at my work to teach me stuff.
