It's been another week, what can I get you to drink?Thread theme:https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I5l0jkC71YkPrevious thread: >>77131289
another week of no jap bitches, no money, no job, but at least i managed to bench lmao2pl8
My best (and only remaining) friend has ghosted me for the last 9 months. I’ve officially given up on him. I’m now 28 and friendless. Is it normal to be friendless at this age?
>>77146166it's over, it's so incredibly over
>>77146191It's not over until I touch/taste/fuck her ass. (Preferably that order.)
>>77146184>My best (and only remaining) friend has ghosted me for the last 9 monthshow did it happen?, do you know why did he ghost you?>Is it normal to be friendless at this age?The problem isn't whether it's normal, the problem is what you focus your attention on or what you do to get to that point. Are you good maintaining communication? Do you have enough time for chilling and going out?
>>77146166What’s not to bitch about?>sickI got sick a few weeks ago. Recovered, then got sick again immediately. I blame the old guy who sneezed all over the store and then right on me while I was trying to check out to gtfo asap to avoid him. I recovered but now I have this lingering runny nose. It’s genuinely so annoying, it’s not even major mucus but it’s like I constantly have some dripping out and can’t breath correctly because I’m sniffling to keep it from straight up falling out of my nose and down my chin. I can’t work because every 10 minutes I have to run to blow my nose, don’t feel like doing it at my desk because it’s annoying and I’m going to abuse any excuse to get up and move around I can get. But I wish it would stop anyways. I just blew my nose and sat down 2 minutes ago and it’s already runny again.>sleepSleep has been fucked up, finally got into a sleep schedule for the last few months after being late to work the entire last year and daylight savings happened so it’s ruined again. I’m mostly on time still but waking up is a pain in the ass again. I had it to where I automatically woke up right before my alarm which has been a goal for years to get back to. Such a gay and retarded tradition. Inb4 but duh farmers n shiet that entire industry is fucked up for a variety of reasons they don’t even have the right to the seeds they plant it’s outdated anyways. The whole point was so it would conserve energy, it no longer helps with that so it’s just like breaking your ankle every year for the sake of tradition.>warDo I need to elaborate? Retards will still defend this lying asshole while they watch the meter ring up another $15 more than it did 3 weeks ago at the pump. Inb4 I’m the liberal no fuckface a Trump supporter is just a liberal who doesn’t blow dick same shit really.>deadend jobThis is just my attention span being shit. Idk how to fix it. If I could, I’d just go grind out full time classes online
>>77146351pathetic
>>77146249This picture is how I feel. I’m the anon below you and the one who was mentioning how alarmingly stupid more and more people seem to be getting lazy thread. I love this painting, it en captures how I’ve felt for the last 10 years now. I’m supposed to be the autist clown who just wants to see people laugh and have a good time not the one who realizes everything’s going to shit while everyone seems totally oblivious to it all
>>77146357Oh no I triggered the Trump supporting liberal heavens forbid. Go die for the kikes at the hands of a bunch of towelheaded camel jockeys pussy
>>77146351You’re not wrong but what can you do about it? Fixate on the things in your control. Yeah this is a gay war we shouldn’t be involved in and they will continue to defend it anyways but the bright side of it is gas should get cheaper whenever it’s over.
I do nothing at all with my life. No friends, no relationship, no career, all I have are my parents and we don’t hardly talk nor interact and they don’t give a shit either. I’m 34. I never thought that I could be as miserable as I am and yet I don’t do anything about it. I’m basically mentally retarded. All I think about is how much I want to die
>>77146360deranged even
>Be depressed and unmotivated neet retard>Meeting long time internet friend for the first time at a mutual friend's house in 6 months>First time we'll all be seeing each other>Convince him that the other friend won't like him unless he works out to get hotter>Plan his meals, protein goals, and tell him to get a gym membership and tell me his daily calories>He does it enthusiastically>Unlike me he's not fat, just a skinny fag trying to build muscle>Excited to share his daily goals, start getting jealous of how he can just do things without depression weighing him down>Jealousy turns to competitiveness, finally motivated to workout and eat well again It feels like tamagochi irl, I've never been this motivated in my entire life. Why do I suddenly care so much with I've not given a shit for years?
>>77146421>all I have are my parents and we don’t hardly talk nor interact and they don’t give a shit either.That's fucked up.>I’m 34>I do nothing at all with my life>No friends>no relationship>no careerOh.
>>77146454You were never depressed, just lazy. Competition and goals are healthy. You'd know this if you played sports as a kid.
>>77146487Probably a little of A, little of B. I did sports pretty much as soon as I could walk. Never been competitive towards a singular person I've never had any I'll will for. He's just so good at following directions and doing what he needs to do without drugs or desperation, how can I not be jealous? If he told me to do any of the stuff I'm telling him, I'd tell him to fuck off. I find agreeable people like that really interesting, coaching him makes me want to improve for some gay reason.
>lost job>Canadian>job market down by like 75k jobs in February>on top of record losses for years before as well>burning through savings>might have to move back in with parents at 33 until I can find somethingI hate it here.
>>77146578job market, immigration, housing market is pretty much just as fucked up here in europe as it is in canada or america. probably wont help but you wont be able to escape the suffering.
https://youtu.be/lqZehFAwoTM?t=32It's over as soon as you turn 18 and leave the school system without a well established social circle. You go to work, but you won't make any friends, just coworkers. You join a sports club, same deal. It's over, because everyone already has their social circles locked in since childhood. You'll be nothing more than a coworker, destined to be alone for life. Social life and relationships are like trains you have to catch at the quay, a race against time that takes place during adolescence. And by extension, logically of course, no social life and no women.But normies don't understand this because they are clueless normies who think you can walk into a bar full of strangers and magically form a social life like in The Sims. Only women can start from scratch and create a social life and get a boyfriend from scratch because of their status as women.Whether you're 30 or not it doesn't change anything, maybe for the normies, but for you and me Chud, a year is like any other, the sands of time flowing towards nothingness, nothing more.. nothing less.
>>77146587Americans at least have free speech and guns for a fun time.
>>77146249>how did it happen?, do you know why did he ghost you?I moved away last February and he started to communicate with me less. But we still talked and texted occasionally. Suddenly, he stopped replying at all. I'd try reaching out every couple of months, but there have been no responses>>77146249You're right about that. I've had to juggle a bulge bank job and studying. Once I learned that I've passed my certification, I need to prioritize getting out more. I'm not sure I'm good at maintaining communication, but I need to prioritize it. I'll have more time in the future
>>77146184I have a friend that went through a phase of low/no contact. Turns out he was suicidal, doing a ton of coke, and digging himself into debt losing at poker. He's through it now (supposedly) but I wish I had pushed harder at the time. I figured it was just me being in another state.
>call old man on sunday >says he's busy but he'll call me on monday>miss call >proceed to get sick >only know call back but he's busyfuck I hate telephone tag
>>77146184>my entire friend group abandons me over some pretty poor behaviour tied to a fairly serious mental health crisis>have one friend who I think won't abandon me>contact him sometimes>says he'll get back to me when he's free>never gets back to me
Genuinely so lonely and touch starved that I'm either uncovering buried urges in myself or just becoming prison gay. I think if I met someone willing to take advantage of this it wouldn't even matter if they were a man or a woman.On another note, I finally have visible abs and bicep veins after years of being skinnyfat. Feels good man.
Can't believe I put my happiness on whether or not I was accepted by other people. It's been such a waste but I've been the happiest ever since I've been honest with myself and chosen to do things I actually feel like doing. I've been lonelier but it's better than being with people while thinking "I'm cool right guys?"
>>77146755Back in November I decided to give this 18yo femboy twink a chance. Have only had women be shitty my whole life even as someone who would get a lot of women. He was more feminine, affectionate, bubbly, happy, and easy to get along with than the miserable modern women, literally was offering to make me food and clean my place up and even brought some cookies he baked over. But, when it came down to it, he tried to kiss me and I just couldn't be about it which is too bad, my life would be way simpler if I was gay and not driven to have to interact with women.
>>77146755>>77146777I know what you mean. I’m a 34 year old kissless virgin. I don’t even know when I hugged someone last. Probably many years, out of their feeling of obligation rather than wanting to
Straightest /fit/ thread
>>77146166My sister died. She had advanced stage cancer and was in quimo. She was recovering. Just slip on the bathroom and hit the head. I found her and carried her.. but she was already dead when we got to the hospital.I just want to die right now..
>>77146807That sounds painful, was she conscious when you found her?
>>77146807That's really tucked up anon, I'm sorry to hear that. Life can be shit. Live on in her memory like she would want you to.
>>77146206based assyearnposter
>>77146206touch/taste/fuck/taste is worth an attempt
>>77146807Sorry man I wish it was me instead
>>77146810DESU, I don't know. she had her eyes open and seemed to look at me..but she was already not breathing. >>77146816Thanks, anon. I'm just lost. I'm a oldfag by all means but she was my older sister. the strongest.
Whenever I get nervous around a girl I think to myself "she doesn't care about you and you're going to die alone"I know it's not healthy but it makes me less nervous.
This thread is depressing as fuck, it's sad how much of a silent burden men carry and the only place you can vent is on an anonymous image board.
>>77146819Some day, man. Some day. Soon.>>77146828Used holes are for women to taste, which leads me into my next huge ambition, threesomes. But that's a million years from now. If I get her butthole on the regular rotation then I'm going to just enjoy that for a while. Maybe get some mild foot stuff in there.
>>77146870most men are very successful though. married, friends, high paying job usually remote, kids, family, hobbies.
>>77146166I mog the world
>>77146988>most men are very successful thoughNot statistically.
>>77146988>most men are very successfulDelulu
>>77146166>Friday the 13the>Sunday is the ides of MarchBadvibes... I was piss drunk last night so can I just have a sparkling cranberry juice? The no added sugar one please.I had a kinda great kinda shit night, had a good talk and then what was great sex, she's been really wanting to do it in the shower and I'd always said no because logistically shower sex sucks, its just uncomfortable and unsafe is the unfun ways, but also I have some unpleasant associations with it. I figured ahhh I'm drunk what the hell, foreplay's been fine. Nah, my drunk ass did slip and I slammed the side of my face into the floor. Spiraled into a crying PTSD episode which hasn't happened in like 3 years. Fuck. She's not upset at least, she was very understanding and comforting without making me feel bitch made, and is down to fuck again tonight. At least I made her cum a few tines before that shit ending
>>77146206Why taste?>>77146828WHY taste after fuck?
Damn I came here to vent and barely feel angry anymore, my hell is nowhere near as bad as you guys'>gym crush came in (rare)>walk up to her to ask how many sets left>she answers "two" with her angelic soft voice>ride the high for 3 sets somewhere else>she goes to the squat rack>some guy just talks to her and they take turns togetherEnded up ragelifting for the rest of the workout and am now sore as fuck from poor formI'm perfectly aware of how pathetic this whole post is
>>77147028>also I have some unpleasant associations with itGo on
>>77147056pull the trigger or another guy will. I was too scared to ask my college crush out and some other guy did and ended up marrying her.
>>77147056You miss 100% of the shots you don't take If you see someone you like at the gym just ask if you can take turns on the machine together. Then strike up a conversation with "Hows your day going". She might go off or she might not but you have the chance of getting to know her more just by doing that
>>77147061Before reading the rest of the post I thought you were telling me to kmsBut she doesn't give me any eye contact or any hint of interest really so I don't think I have a chance
>>77147030>why tasteI think so long as she's clean it's relatively harmless. My true goal is anal sex, which she said no to a few years ago - I've decided to slowly push boundaries until that no becomes a yes. She already enjoys her ass being fingered while I eat her pussy. If I can win her around to this, it's maybe a step closer to her opening up her ass to me.Plus I'm just hopelessly coombrained from too much porn.
>>77147056Happens. For me it's seeing a qt working at the brotein supp store or BulkBarn and thinking "next time I'll talk to her more" then she's never working there again somehow.
An entire decade has passed and either mentally or lifestyle-wise I barely feel different than I felt or was when I graduated HS. I haven't hit a single developmental milestone, either, and after failing university for a couple years I have been NEET-ing it up for about 6 years now in a bumfuck nowhere small town where decent job opportunities are scarce and people my age are not exactly around in abundance.I'm not exactly sure what I am supposed to do to get back on the track that I was never on in the first place, but losing weight, looking marginally better, improving my health and imposing some order on my life feels like as good a starting point as I am ever going to find on the path towards that nebulous goal.I've thought I was completely checked out and dead internally but lately the passage of time and the fear of going so far off the rails as to not even have a chance of ever getting back on has slowly started to scare me straight, I think. I don't want to grow old and wrinkly without ever experiencing what a dignified human existence free of shame is like. I want to feel like a real human bean, at least once, even if it will hurt like nothing before afterward. I want to have friends to rely on and be relied on by, I want to have someone by my side, and a place to call my own. I want to be a normie, even if only for a short while.I've known shame for as long as I have lived, but this sense that the 0.01 percent possibility of normiedom ever happening in any form will soon reach absolute zero might just be the first time I ever felt genuine existential terror in my life. It has only recently started but I never thought I could get anxiety this bad from the awareness of my own mortality before I even turned 30. I thought this dread was reserved for those who are 50 or older.In the absolute worst case, though, I guess it'll be like that old banner on this board, I'll feel slightly less self-conscious about masturbating to hot 2D women if I look better.
>>77146840I hope she saw you before she died, maybe she did
>>77146943>which leads me into my next huge ambition, threesomesThat's adultery anon you can't insult your woman with adultery :(
>>77146988No lmfao we just carry those burdens silently as per >>77146870
>>77146166Drinking is for faggot normies. Zero benefits whatsoever.>but social gainz broShit is so gay. Drunk people literally act like infantile children and have giant egos. You don’t want to be around those people.
>>77147245k
>>77147238>>77146943Yeah, it's adultery for one thing, but also women who are game for threesomes and women who are wife material are two distinct types of women. No woman worth marrying is ever going to be fine with sharing what's hers.
