>>77239933
I finally feel like I am becoming the man i wanted to become
The man worthy of fucking haram full of beautiful women
Honestly that is a legit fallacy of mine women only orgasm for dominant winner
Women rightfully select the most dominant and ambitious man
Women want to be with a man who came and conquered
Finally I feel like there is hope for me to become the giga chad not just for women
I legitimately want to do cool things because doing cool things is fun
I understand what I am doing can lead to me being brutally tortured to death
But then again you wouldn’t read a book where nothing happens

>>77239933
I really, really need to stop drinking and doing drugs. It's fun and I'm not worried about my health but I just make so many stupid decisions under the influence. Then I spend the rest of the week self loathing until I do it again.

>>77239933
>how has your weekend been?
i'm at work and i want to violently kill any woman or non-white shitskin beast that comes within 100km's of my presence

>>77239933
The worst mistake I made in life was smoking
Like now that I quit my life feels so much better
Not constantly worrying about having enough e juice and coils for the week
Not constantly smelling like a can recycling center
Not constantly having to step outside for a smoke break
I probably saved 2k every year now
I was so addicted it got to a point
I would legitimately pass up dating a qt barista because she lived in a mountain town and there might now be vapes
It got so bad I was legitimately scouting a area for vape availability before thinking about dating someone

>>77239991
>>77240057
Why did you make two cringe tier posts?

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>>77240057
>A pack-a-day smoker in the U.S. typically spends over $2,900 to $3,600

As a teen I never understood how young people were able to afford this vice. Now with the increased prices for cigs I dont understand how adults are able to afford it. It being insanely dangerous for your health is one thing but people are literally spending their life spendings on this shit and they arent even aware of it.
Picture is what it actually cost you because of opportunity costs since you could have invested the money.

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Got some well needed rest yesterday, gonna hang out with a buddy today. Should be good. Got officially friend zoned last week by somebody I thought it was going well with. I wish it could have went somewhere but whatever, I'm not too upset about it. Just gonna cut her off and move along.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kOnde5c7OG8

Started working out again after a 7 month "break". Lost about half my strength and now back on the baby weights :-| I'd burnt myself out by September and was taking 2 weeks off when I ended up getting Covid which done me in for a while after.
Ah well, at least I've started again at last

>>77240133
dont want to be "THAT" guy but is covid still a thing? I thought we collectively decided that its just a flu (based on statistics). why do people still test for it? I dont know a single person who tests for individual influenza variations so why for covid specifically especially as a healthy young (20-30 thats the age you are in like the rest here) male.

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>>77240133
>the coof in 2025
Come on on mate

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The more I see relationships of people I know fall apart, the more I'm okay with being a hermit.
I'm surrounded by average men, and seeing them have to bend over backwards just for crumbs of pussy is sad.

>>77240199
I some times feel the same way but I am self-aware that deep down its at least partly me coping with not having intimacy with another human being. I still can`t tell whats better because once you start cherry picking all the positives of being single vs being in a relationship you realize no matter what you chose its all misery at the end of the day and I say that as a generally positive person. The grass is always greener on the other side and whatnot.

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>>77240199
I wish I could see that irl but I only see couples in public together so I automatically think they're happy which makes me depressed, that's one of the major reasons why I hate taking long walks through my suburb, too many couples while I walk alone and bitter

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>>77240199
I went on a pilgrimage in Europe and met a chick by happenstance. We both had super nice chemistry and spent the last two days together just eating, drinking and talking (after arriving at the destination). We are planning to meet up again soon and I think it's a worthwhile thing to explore. Texting be damned thoughever.

>>77239933
Just water barkeep,
I've got a big move coming up and I really need to kick my ass in gear. I need to start shipping boxes and selling shit I'm not keeping. I'm anxious and I'm going to miss my current home a lot, but change can be good.

>>77239933
Whisky please
I’ve been ghosted by a girl after she agreed to a date, I have grounds to suspect it was because she went out with another guy, the day came and went without even a reply.
I dunno man, recently I’ve been feeling very alienated from people in general, I feel like a ghost in other people’s lives.

>>77240199
Most of the time I feel the same, however at times I feel lonely.
Objectively I’m a good pick (high status job, good looks, fit, good family, rich and ambitious with a variety of interests and hobbies) but for one reason or another no one wants me, or at least not the type of women I’d like back.
Usually I try to shoot my shot with average or above girls but so far none of them reciprocated despite my considerable efforts, I know it’s an asshole thing to say but I find it demeaning that only fats and ugly women approach me.
Probably it’s my tendency to isolate or the friends group that I associate with.

>>77240199
I'm a lifelong incel (still am) but a few months ago I went out with a girl for a bit. I've never done drugs but it felt like I was on then. Just being generally more positive and always in a good mood. I now understand why normies always chase pussy and can't stand being single.

>>77240379
higher highs, lower lows. wait until she cheats on you or dumps you for a stupid reason. then come back here and describe how you feel at that particular moment. not saying you are generally wrong tho.

I found out yesterday that a box of tictacs is not in fact 0 calories as marked. So I had been eating an extra 200-400 calories while trying to cut. Thankfully I do enough cardio to still make progress, but annoying because I would’ve rather ate carbs if I knew.

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Me and the boys did a 5 mile NVG ruck last night. I packed way more than I needed so I could test out how far I could push my pack and now I am sore all over. Wife went to an emotional themed night at the bar so I got to come home and fuck a middle aged scene girl.

I'll take a Death in the Afternoon please, it feels like one of those days

>>77240478
Emo themed**

>>77240199
When I was bringing home a different girl every weekend to fuck and forget the.m name of it was the most depressing time in my life. Now I am married to an obese woman but she's nice to me all the time and that's enough.

>>77240199
Every guy i work with is miserable, all they do is complain about going home and their wife screaming at them all day and night. Having to ask permission to do things. Sounds like hell honestly.

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>Been hitting it off with qt in work
>Always talk for ages every day
>Feel like we mesh really well
>Ask her out
>"sorry i'm not dating anyone at the moment, i want to focus on myself"
Is this just a lie and she is fucking Jamal or could she be being honest? I want to believe her but i feel like she was just being polite and didn't want to hurt my feelings.

What's up with w*omen these days? The last 3 dates I went on were:

Woman pending divorce, was admittedly having affair on her husband with another married man who she admittedly still sleeps with to this day. Jokes about delivering packages to his wife during the day after fucking him in the back of her Amazon truck.

Second was crazy trad woman. Fantastic body, an ass that I gladly buried my face in multiple times. The relationship was cut short after a few months when she got relocated for work. She was hardcore carnivore diet and would cover herself in beef tallow all day long.

Third was crazy vegan woman, marching for animal rights. She couldn't stand to even co-exist with people who ate any sort of animals or meat. Wanted her partner to be full vegan with her. She loved my body, and my muscles but I never told her I was eating 1.5lbs of chicken every day to build what I had. So I went from a woman literally covering her body in beef fat, directly to animals have rights and we shouldn't be harming them.

What the fuck is going on out here?

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>>77239933
Its been meh. I keep telling myself ill work out and get big but I keep procrastinating. Im such a fat fucking chud. Furthermore, I turned 20 recently and I feel like I dont have my shit together at all. Great way to start your 20s.

>>77240518
you're the problem

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I don't know what to do in my relationship. We've been in a continuous fight for 6 months, and we're also long distance.
She made me think everything was my fault, and was rude and hurtful to me, and I guess I stayed because I loved her.
Recently it felt like I finally reached a breaking point, I call her to tell her I can't do it anymore, and before I can she tells me she is sorry, that it's all her fault and she realizes it, and it's due to the stress of her situation and she was just being a bad person.
She says she wants to get better. We were going to move in together, get married. And the fact is that the happiest I've ever been have been with her when we were good. I do believe that she's genuinely sorry and wants to do better, but I also know we've been here before (except usually I'm the one saying we can get better) and I'm tired of being hurt. I also feel wrong because after 6 months, she finally admits everything and apologizes and I'm not jumping for joy?

I also really don't want to go back to the dating life, especially as I'm approaching my 30s, it kinda feels like it's this or nothing

>>77240588
sounds like she is bi-polar. my sister is like that. I am not an expert but these people have something fundamentally wrong with their head and its not fixable especially in adults. be careful about marriage because this kind of volatility in terms of emotions WILL remain for the rest of her life.

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>>77239933
>Match with a girl and the conversation turns to optimism (I'm pro this) vs pessimism(She's pro this).
>She asks if I'm from the land of "rainbows and unicorns. "
>I reply asking if she's from the land of "venomous snakes and meteorshowers"
Turns out she's a Ukrainian refugee.

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I've been depressed and it's gotten worse over a year
Sex drive is gone, lifts are stalled.
Got my test checked at 371.76 ng/dL Which is the low end of normal
Body fat is 19% as I''m just ending a bulk but im usally between 15-20%
Why the fuck is it so low? I'll probably dip below normal on a cut
I don't want to fall for the TRT trap and inject hormanes for the rest of my life (not that they would give it to me at these levels) im only 25

>>77240511
>their wife screaming at them all day and night. Having to ask permission to do things. Sounds like hell honestly.
This is my life but I live with my mother

Beer please. I can feel depression washing over me but this time it's different, like an external thing taking control, it's not me who's sad, it's the sadness that's invading. Like I'm spectating the thing, and can't do shit about it. Does this sound schizo? Anyway.

>>77240392
No I totally understand what you're saying. Like I said I'm still an incel virgin because we didn't have sex or kiss or anything. But when I was around her i felt for the first time in my life that maybe I actually am normal.

of course i have the self awareness to realize im not and its all just hormonal fuckery in my brain, but it was nice for a little bit

>>77240622
>So low
>Normal range
It is by definition not low

>>77240588
Break that shit off man, you are wasting your own life.

>>77240588

Run the fuck away from that cunt right now. Never move in with her. Change Your name and join the French foreign legion if you have to, just get away.

>>77240588
No woman will ever love you anon, 90% of women out there do not love their man, they don't know how to love anyway; they only tolerate him as long as he provides.
Learn to be stoic and get by without their fake and subpar love therefore about 90% of women should be invisible to you. Rise up above your biological programming.
Take care of your health anons and find distractions to help pass the time, that's all most people do anyway, the difference is they do it with somebody so time spent together flows differently. It's merely an illusion though

>>77240021
I feel you anon. I need to stop simply because its absorbing too much of my time and energy. When the comedown outweighs the highs, the parties over.

I need to channel my energy into something more fulfilling.

>>77240514
She is fucking jamal sadly, sorry anon.

What drinks do men order when they go to bars? I'm 27 and never went to a bar in my life. I heard ordering a vodka and diet coke is the way to go.

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>>77240478
I have night vision, have never used it, and never sexed a woman

Going to Bali next week for 10 days. Gonna motorbike, wash an elephant, scuba dive and hike up a big ass volcano in the middle of the night. Hopefully snap enough cool pics for when I redownload Hinge this Summer

>>77241186
Get a beer or rum and coke

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>>77239933
Water for me barkeep, almost 5 months sober

Wins:
>Weight strictly down in the 13% bf range even after going back to maintenance
>Quit cardio, feeling even more rested going into workouts
>Finally realized my foot placement was fucked on trap bar DLs and now I can cross the 120lb gap between my diddlies and my skwats
>Hair finally growing down almost to my shoulders so I've gone from homeless man to debonaire, suave caveman mode

Cons
>Girls KEEP FUCKING GHOSTING
I tried an experiment being more forward or asking about their romantasy (smut) books and they'll outright give me their number but I never text someone I don't know so by the time a few days roll by and the weekend's coming up, when I text them, maybe 2 out of 10 respond and even then it's bullshit.
>Super ADHD
I've gotten better but I'm freelance and while I win high paying projects I noticed I'll zombie out to youtube, still trying to find ways to mitigate it.
>Homebody-maxxed and my instagram is not fire

WAGMI bros.

>>77241203
>but I never text someone I don't know
Retard. Text them right away and make plans

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>>77239933
I'll take a rootbeer. depression spiral ruined my gym streak this last week. i'm overeating again and not sleeping. I can no longer mentally handle the life I was living only a few years ago. serve that soda with a hollow point, please. just in case i can't get shit together this week.

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Hey Bartender, I'll take a vodka cran, thanks.

Things are going well! I'm down 13 pounds on my cut, making face gains, keeping strictly at 2000 cal a day, god bless Greek yogurt. The pool opened after repairs and I'm back in twice a week. The new job is good, a bit of downtime here and there so I can get my shit in order. Girlfriend's happy, and lookin at buying a place. Turned 34, hard on the day, but it's lookin good for the party next week.

Sleep continues to suck, I can't sleep in anymore, and work makes me get up an hour early one day a week and that sorta throws me off. Lifts are stalling a little on the cut but it's still good, no regression since I never commit enough to fully leave noob gains, but this time will be different, the cut that sticks. Great Uncle's 87 and can't cook for himself, so the bi-weekly shopping trip just added two hours of cooking. Either way, it's nice to even have a grand-anything at my age.

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Could I have a high noon? If not, mix something with pineapple juice please.

My 10 year reunion is coming up and I'm anxious. Part of me wants to go because I seek closure and want to stroll around my old high school. But part of me fears that everyone else will be more successful than me. I don't know what to do, but I need to make a decision

>only activity in my life that brings me any happiness is playing sports, all I want to do is kill myself the rest of the time
>was looking forward to this weekend for a month because I was gonna get to play all day both days
>yesterday was fine
>today
>first game
>sustain some sort of hamstring injury, it seems somewhat bad
>had to leave in middle of game
>depending on severity who knows if I’m gonna get to play next weekend or even the rest of the month, or longer, who knows

I’ve been too scared to kill myself but things like this happen and make me feel like they’re signs that I need to do it. The one thing that bring me some happiness and it looks like even that is going to be taken from me. I’m so tired of it all.

A Belgian beer, please. I went to a friend's funerals. It sucked, I cried rivers in perfect silence. But the oversized black suit I hadn't worn in a while is now a little bit too tight at arms, shoulders and black.

>>77241491
Injuries make any sport practitioner depressed. Take your time to heal properly.

>>77241224
nah yeah I do but I'll get a # on a sunday or monday and I don't really have anything to say until I hit them up to plan a date by Thursday.
If I do plan a date day of, it seems when I reconnect by Friday to confirm they ghost so it doesn't seem to be a better position.
I've sent memes in the past but that's not building quality rapport. Only good times it worked is when I get a girl on a call and take it to a more sexual side and she shows interest but that seems to be the only way to do it.

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I'll take that leftover cake you got in the back

happy 27th to me
I always hoped (coped) that i was a late bloomer but some time in the past year i felt like i lost it and just gave up before i even realized

Yuengling.

I don't know what I'm doing man. Things are so weird. I've been in a dry spell for 2 years now of not having sex but the last time I did it wasn't very satisfying at all. I could barely keep up because I was so out of shape, and still am but I've been walking a lot uphill so my stamina is definitely improving. I'm starting HIIT tomorrow on the elliptical though to keep it easy on my joints so hopefully I'll start to see some real progress with the body fat. I was supposed to lock in and do this shit in January but then I got injured being a dumbass with power cleans and used it as an excuse to quit mid-March. Wrist still isn't 100% better but I have to get things moving again. I do need to get my shitty diet in check too of course which I have been documenting and working on. But "working on" isn't "doing" so I need to cut the shit and get to it.

Work is okay but I need a raise or I need to find something better paying because I'm supposed to go to my best friend's wedding in October and they live on the other end of the USA, so I need to prep hard by saving a lot of cash for the flight, hotel, get a proper fitting suit since I'll still be pretty fat by then at the rate I'm going.

I keep having dreams about fucking my supervisor and it's got me fucked in the head. She wouldn't be my type at all but after dreaming about her so often now I'm catching feelings, and today she had to pop in to get something but she had just left the tennis court and was wearing a short white mini skirt. I've never had to fight a boner at work this hard in my life. I've also been trying to not jack off so much, down to once every 2 weeks or so, because when I do it makes me so complacent regarding women so I guess that's a contributing factor, but good lord. I found out she lives just down the street from me too which gives me mixed feelings, but if anything ever started to happen I wouldn't fight it at all.

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Life has been fucking chud city bro but today was pretty okay.

>on my second day of my t break and it hasn't been that bad lowkey.
>went to the gym and felt like I mogged
>examas at uni are pretty much done with and I am not as suicidal
>got done with my cut a couple of days ago and am trying to keep at 210lbs.
>i feel like I am always hypervigilant because of my PTSD which has pissed me off recently.
>at least of my uni pisses me off because they are retarted ass rich kids


All this is missing is a tomboy girlie to keep me warm at night. I hooked up with some girl at another uni but it was a one night thing. She is the best looking woman I have ever been with but bro I miss her so much. She was the first girl that I went home with and we promised each other it wasn't anything more but its so nice to think about her all the time.

>>77239933
Grok said my penis was an 8.7/10 so we're on the up and up this week

>>77240199
Same. I'm 33 now and spent my 20's getting a lot of experience with women, and it's lead me to now no longer even bother with them. The more I interacted with women, the less I've come to respect any of them. I no longer care for "but bro they're not all like that, they're not all the same, you can't just assume that blah blah". Yes they are. It's a combination of their nature and our modern society that has rendered all young women to be the way they currently are and I'm no longer interested in what that is.

Even mid women who are 6 or 7's now run rosters of guys who are 7 or 8's because it makes them feel like 10's. None of them have any incentive to contain themselves to one man. Getting involved with them is a losing proposition. Even when you win, you lose. What's the endgame? Marriage? A contract that she gets rewarded for breaking instead of punished?

Most guys I know now just sort of settled for homely women who they can tolerate. Good for them, but I don't really feel like marrying and knocking up someone I'm not actually gonna like just for the sake of it. The alternative though has been dealing with beautiful women and they're just shit. I had this low level swimsuit model woman, 29 years old, older than I normally date, and she lost her shit at me because I didn't send her a good morning text after our second date, canceled our third we had planned. But of course, if you give them what they say they want, then they get bored too and move on. And, most women will just flake on plans or ghost, trying to get women to show up for the plans they make is a low rate of return generally because women view making plans as a form of casual flirting.

I don't care about it anymore. Had enough casual sex, I don't need it anymore, deleted all dating apps a while ago. The prospect of finding an actual wife-worthy woman? Not even something I entertain in my mind anymore.

>>77240514
This is the soft excuse people give when they just don't want to date you in particular because they want to be open for better options.

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I've got some fucked tendonitis in my left shoulder and have for at least like three months now. Benching aggravates it. There seems to be no form of benching I can find that doesn't. Other lifts are all find, even overhead stuff which you'd think would be bad, but nope. It's only bench. I think incline is a bit better, maybe, I've been testing, but flat bench pains it.

What's worse, I think something came detached in there. My right and left shoulders feel different, there's a kinda flat area on my left at the cuff where it's rounded on my right. There was no moment working out where I noticed some big pop and pain or something though, just one week the pain started. I've got no real loss of movement, just a dull ache and some sharper hot pain depending how I move it. It'll go away, but then any flat benching brings it back. I even took my bench down to try lighter loads like normally I do 225 3x8 and I took it to only 150 and really slow controlled movement. Still hurt the next day.

I'm kinda worried. Never had an injury last this long and the topological difference between my shoulders feeling is not cool. I can't just stop training chest/bench. I stopped doing db bench, close grip, and decline because those seemed to make it worse, but even deloaded flat hurts the day after. Incline maybe is a bit better, gonna try doing ONLY incline next week and see if it fucks it.

>>77241604

Honestly bro, just don't bench. Once I hit 315 on bench I just stopped doing bench. Fuck it, who cares. I love doing dips now and my shoulders haven't complained since. Bench press is an ego booster but I never felt like it accomplished anything else. I don't understand when other people complain about their shoulders and expect benching to ever make it better.

>>77241617
What was your routine to get that strong? Do you have any helpful tips?

>>77241618
Good question, I just focused on really perfecting the form. Form is key and then I would build my reps up. Once I got to the 225 on bench for 10 reps I started making my pyramid. I never went for 315 right away. Fuck that, that is years away. I would focus on 225 for my warm up. I would then go for 245 for 8 reps, then i would focus on 275 for 5 reps and then I would focus on doing 1 rep for 305. Then once I got all of them I started to really build the reps on those like a pyramid. So my pyramid would have a BIG foundation to reach 315. Also i put a elastic wrap around my bench to keep my back stable.

>>77241617
I've thought of getting or making some dip bars, but I find bench great for compound chest and trips and front delts pumping. Also then I gotta strap weight around my waist, and though I haven't tried it since I don't have the apparatus right now, dips might be even worse since they're a bit like decline and decline hurt it further.

For rehab's sake though, I might just bite the bullet and buy some dip bars this week and try it out for the time being, maybe do dips and incline bench instead. I think over time I just need to let the area completely heal by giving it a few months of zero aggravation, then slowly get back into benching with slow and steady wide grip movements. The narrow the grip and my elbows the worse it hurts it. I think a contributing factor was just that I had brought my elbows in close in my form, which meant having to stretch my shoulders way the fuck back to touch the bar to my chest because I'm tall and have long forearms, which puts the shoulder tendons under a lot of stretched strain at the bottom.

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>>77241623
Have you tried a dip bar that isn't parallel but has a bit of curve? A straight bar is just so unnaturally aligned with the shoulders. Hell you can buy those dip bars and make them point out wards.

>>77241623
I swear to god strapping weight around my waist makes me feel like an Olympian god. Its so aura.

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>>77241191
Nice paint mang. Get out there and have some fun. First night my NVGs came in I fucked my wife in the dark with the nods on

>>77241595
>I had this low level swimsuit model woman, 29 years old, older than I normally date
ah yeah, had to add in the "/fit/ poster who only dates 18-22 year olds" part huh? funny how you seem to run through all these women and rather than trying someone at the ancient age of 29 and thinking maybe theres something wrong with the same types of women you keep going after, instead you just wear off all women.

>>77241247
That's fine. These things happens. As long as you at some point to back to the gym only one day or do something very smal that is positive just one day. Keep grinding bro.

I want to fuck my cousins ex wife.
We talk sexually on Instagram, she's seen my bulge. But she doesn't want us doing anything.
Fml

>>77239933
i think i'm falling out of love with my wife. we've been together for almost 2 decades, have small children etc etc. but it's just not there anymore - the bedroom is almost dead, she let herself go too but not a unreasonably so, but still. i used to be enthusiastic even just talking to her but she's become really reclusive personality-wise and often rude for no reason, so it feels like we're basically roommates who sorta like each other. i sometimes thinking that realising she's cheating on me would be better because it would explain things but she literally can't - we both work from home and rarely are apart and when we are, it's basically not enough time to actually cheat.
i find myself fantasizing about having short-lived relationships with other women just because it would make me feel alive compared to what i have now. it's horrible bros - she's the mother of my children and love her but i don't think i LOVE her anymore.

>>77240199
No woman will ever love you anon, 90% of women out there do not love their man, they don't know how to love anyway; they only tolerate him as long as he provides.
Learn to be stoic and get by without their fake and subpar love therefore about 90% of women should be invisible to you. Rise up above your biological programming.
Take care of your health anons and find distractions to help pass the time, that's all most people do anyway, the difference is they do it with somebody so time spent together flows differently. It's merely an illusion though

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>>77241563
Happy birthday, anon.

>>77241925
Somebody had to breed and raise the next generation of goyim cattle. Most normies like this guy will happily step up to the plate and wage their life away for a chance to reproduce. I'm just glad that's not me.

>>77242109
>says 'goyim cattle' unironically
>calls others normies
sorry to hear you're so bitter about having children. sometimes things don't work out in the long run, doesn't mean it was all for nothing.

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>>77240615
>Turns out she's a Ukrainian refugee.

>>77241563
hi Elyse

>>77239933
Get me a shot of vodka and a white russian.
I do tech support and graphic design for a small nonprofit/charity organization in my city; they do good work and I'm glad to be able to support them however I can, because their goal and my skills are two separate circles on a venn diagram.
Anyway, I've been setting up a computer for them to bring out to markets/events for spreadsheets for money and stock moving and what have you. Great fun, awesome, problem is: It's a 15 year old fucking laptop I've been given to set up. I figure to myself
>Fine, I'll pop open the back and upgrade what I can maybe get it running on modern RAM levels, new SSD storage, the works
so I get in there, and it's running 2GB RAM. I check out some documentation and it turns out it literally can't run more RAM than that, the CPU isn't strong enough.
Fucking awesome.
So I boot it up and see what we're working with, and it's running windows 7. I shed a tear of nostalgia as I open firefox and attempt to log in to google.
The tab crashes.
I close the whole instance, clear every process, open a fresh one and try again.
The tab crashes.
This computer can't load fucking GOOGLE.
So I shed another tear for the loss of another windows 7 device, and I spend the rest of the day trying out linux mint on it to get a better baseline: crashes on install.
I go to bed, frustrated, but determined to solve the computer.
I wake up and remember I still have a USB flashed for arch somewhere. I spend the next two and a half days fucking with various settings on arch, but the best I can ever do is getting it to crash trying to load the desktop.
Weary, I put the computer down for the rest of the evening and go for a walk. I needed a different plan.
I'll keep bitching with my next order.

>>77242294
Get me another shot of vodka, and a clamato caesar this go.
As I slept that night, memories of the woods and my walk floating softly through my head, I heard a voice. It was quiet at first, but it grew louder as I slept, ringing like an angel. She said
>Remember that dogshit android tablet someone showed you last year? It was running Peppermint Mini, remember?
>You should install Peppermint Mini!
I jolt awake in the morning, 30 seconds before my alarm in a sweat. The angel was right. I know my purpose, and I must fulfill it.
I set it up in the morning, and it works first try.
We have an operating system! Get swap and zram set up. Awesome, we can load google now!
That's all I have to bitch about, but cheers to a 15 year old laptop working on modern websites again.

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What draft beer is on special?
>"I just see you as a friend right now"
It's over bros, there's no way out of this zone

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I can just never find the right woman for me. Everytime i meet someone who i get along with they're either in a relationship, have 20 kids so no thanks or act interested until i ask them out and then they make some excuses as to why they're not daitng at the moment. I just something man, no one every tells you how lonely life in your 30's can be.

>turned 35
>mentally at 23
>after not lifting and eating like shit for 2 weeks started SL again with lower weight
>everybody around my age is getting married, moving in with their SO

its gonna get better r-right

>>77242446
Former serial beta orbiter with some advice here. The healthiest thing for you to do now is cut her out of your life now that you've made your intentions clear. If she comes back around and asks wtf, remind her you don't want her as just a friend.

But that's boring. What you do now is pull back just a little. Recognize that what you were aiming for is over, she's not the one and never will be. But you can still smash, which will be amazing for your self esteem long term. Maintain the friendship, but start investing less of yourself into it. Find another chick if you want, whatever. Figure out the bare minimum you have to invest to keep that "friendship" going and execute that. Eventually, she's going to hit a low and hit you up for comfort. The better you're doing at life the quicker this comes.

And then you smash. Enjoy it for a bit, then move on. At this point there's 100% chance you've watched her fling herself through the wringer with a few crappy dudes, and hopefully you've come to hold her in enough contempt that you can just ride the ride and then get off. Realizing what a disposable ass hoe she was all along will cure you completely.

>>77242661
Were you normal in your earlier life and degraded to this or have you never been normal? If you used to be okay, there’s a chance you have the foundation to get back to that. I’m similar age to you 34 and been a complete loser for my entire life so I know it’s over for me.

>>77242694
i've had 4 relationships from 19-28 the longest being about 3 years
but i've just come to the fact that i'm...different, weird in fact

went to work today and to my surprise nothing negative happened. I`ll be damned

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>>77239933
>Been like 5 years but talking to a tall blonde varbie again that seems nice and communicates
>Going to a super dudebro hardcore BB gym which is a red flag (besides her var voice)
>We're talking and she shoots me her insta to check something she mentioned
>Not even 7 posts down is a memorial to a 39 year old bald black roidweenie that groomed her as a 22 year old and then his little roidweenie nigger heart popped and exploded in his chest this year, when she's 25.
>Full essay on how much he shaped her and how he can never be replaced
>I haven't responded to her since
I know I'm packing and I'm cute/hot according to many different women and I'm very tall so I know I mog but I have the distinct feeling this dumb mudshark bitch will never get over that negro.
Should I keep it ghost or try to make her open up and become addicted to me and then shatter her soul.

>>77242661
Idk broski,
I feel the same shit at 31,
Single for nearly 3 years, burnt out from job/stress, all i do is work train sleep, constantly tired
Living day to day feels like a chore rather than something fun
I just stare at the wall listening to music
Too tired to play vidya with broskis
How the fk do i get out of this slump?
I tried hiring prostitutes hoping it will uplift me, but it just left me more empty
I live modest life and have savings, is it worth buying stuff to impress hoes motorcycle/car,
i just dont feel like thats me

>>77242906
had that every couple of months
i just pushed through basically
forced myself to lift, changed my routine to 3 instead of 4 days compound lifts

Posted here before but a recal
>Wife hasn't had sex with me in 3 years (when last baby was conceived)
>Stopped touching me at all for really any reason
>I checked out over a year ago, and I'm just here for the kids

The latest has me baffled though
>She's trying to start daily fights over sex even though I've not made a move in over a year
>"Anon, you put too much pressure on me"
>"You hate me because I can't be what you want"

Which I don't understand so I don't engage with it. Also, I came out of the shower at like 11 last night and she said
>"Anon, you can't be in there masturbating when we have children in the house."

My immediate thoughts were
> 1) I can
> 2) they were in bed hours before
> 3) I wasn't

I have no idea what her current obsession is about. I just dressed and went to sleep. Anyone know what she's on about?

>>77242989
Counselor, 2 years ago

>>77240199
it's so funny watching incels try and posture like they're superior to those living their lives.

everything worth having in life has risk attached to it. to let the chance of heartbreak stand in the way of all the potential benefits a loving relationship brings just shows you're a worthless insect squandering away the gift of consciousness. you're actually going to be old and gray one day going
>man i'm so glad i spent my 20s/30s scowling in front of a computer screen over happy couples i see outside my window. what a grand life i lived

>>77242989
>Anyone know what she's on about?
Unhappy woman in a marriage, that marriage is done for most likely, be ready for a divorce, whenever it may come, you never know with women, it seems she married you to just get it done with(btw it's most likely out of your control, her behaviour I mean, so don't fret over it but prepare for the worst)

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>>77243024
>let the chance of heartbreak
>not even two posts before, an anon talking about his sexless marriage which he can't leave unless he wants to get divorce raped and never see his kids
Uh huh, yeah sure, whatever.

>>77243024
you're scowling at the computer right now

Ive grown to the fact im gonna stay single for ever now, thanks to add and slight autism

Only thing left to do is to get big

>>77239933
>The loneliness is killing me.
>Not for real, but the silence is heavy
>I'll live. I always do.
>I want to do couples stuff, and I have no one
>I am clean of SSRIs for the longest time
>Lifting good
>Good cardio
>Smoke weed
>Ciggs
>gym 4x
>Have other hobbies
>play video games with friends or solo
>Go to a cafe before each workout
>Work on your main hobby there
>Acknowledge others around
>But never make any move
>Even if they clearly talk about you
>No one is actually making a move on you
>have a small friend group that do not feel warm
>Doubt yourself after every time, and wonder if they like your presence
>Be the guy who remembers everyone's birthday
>But no one remembers his unless they check facebook
>Post selfies to no likes

>>77243113
man i gotta stop vaping

>>77242991
I don't really see a point. Has counseling ever helped anyone ever?

>>77243034
I mean, yeah, pretty much obviously. It's just odd to me how I'm being accused of creating tension where I don't think there is any. Like, do I even want to at this point? Maybe she's just trying to piss me off into initiating divorce.

>>77243054
My situation sucks but I love my kids like you wouldn't believe. Enough to stay here.

>>77243220
i'm the one who wrote >>77241925 and i feel you but dude, as long as you stay in the same town and there's no horrible fuckery with equal time with the kids, it won't be bad. i'm a child of divorce myself and it did mindrape me in numerous ways but looking back at it now, there's no way it would be better for me to grow up in a household where parents fight and resent each other in front of me. also, my daughter's classmate's parents are divorced and they basically alternate every other week - 1 week with mom, 1 week with dad and she seems fine. obviously it's not the same for everyone but i'm personally trying to avoid this thought loop where "it's only for the kids because it's only for the kids" starts making sense because it doesn't - kids are extremely perceptive even though they don't understand what to make of things or how to articulate them, so you're basically lying to them along with yourself and your wife in one way or another.
in my case divorce is not as much on the horizon but it's no longer an impossibility and i'm mentally preparing myself for it because when things galvanize to the point of becoming emotionally unsustainable for anyone, it's the best thing to do.

>>77243220
Yes talking solves almost everything, being miserable for YEARS does not especially if talkin to your SO doesnt solve it someone neutral can help give both of you a new view on things or the space to talk about things

>>77243238
I missed your post, but it's nice to talk to someone in a similar situation. Oddly, I don't really fantasize about other women, but I think I'm just too busy for all that right now. If we divorced, I know I would see my kids < 50% of what I do now and I'd still be not getting laid.

Odd similarities between you and I. My wife is a stay at home mom and I work from home. She's not let herself go, but she is often very combative for no particular reason.

Maybe, "Dad and Mom aren't in love" is not a great message to send to the kids, you're right. I just have trouble with "Dad is not here and I want him to be" being on their minds. I have trouble with "Dad lives alone and no one wants him" being their perception of love too. Really twists me around.

>>77243277
you control that perception to an extent. my perception of my dad was "i can't wait to see him" and "damn he's fucking wild - the dude had random women call ME asking about where he is, how is he etc.he's dating a chick 3 years younger than me right now and still drives a 911 despite being a truck driver for the past 3 years, having never previously held a 'real' job before. if you become a lonely recluse who's obviously only alive when the kids come see him, then that's the perception they'll have.

>>77243307
Gotta be honest that I never wanted to play the field and I always wanted to just love one woman well. The last 15 years have left me disillusioned about the feasibility of that. That's just whining though.

It is what it is, but that ain't what it ought to be.

>>77242989
just kys you faggot pussy
go cry online somewhere else

>>77243568
No u

I crashed out on one of my buddies friends who was new to the gym. I know I probably overreacted but that little faggot kept talking shit about one of the gym regulars who I'm pretty sure is autistic. Friend says I should apologize but I don't feel like I'm in the wrong.

>>77240199
Not trying to be a white knight or anything but I suspect that women get a rawer deal, actually. Exchanging money or popularity for pussy and love is a lot less demeaning than having to exchange your looks and pussy for love. You would think as a man that it's the other way around because a woman's pussy and looks is intrinsic to her while fame or money are extrinstic to you, but it is precisely that difference which puts women in a more vulnerable position. That's probably also why women tend to spiral a lot more often than men do, unless you're really depressed, you will probably be quite sure that romantic failure was a failure of things that have nothing to do with you directly, it's just that you gotta get more paper, have higher social status, lose weight, etc. but as a woman if you are not where you wanna be in love you don't have that sort of excuse.

>>77243699
At my old university, the cafeteria had special needs staff that cleaned it. Friend of mine spun a quarter on the table and slammed a salt shaker down on it so it would bust out the bottom and the cleaning staff would have a huge mess when they cleaned the table. I scooped the container up deftly and cast all the salt into his food. He got over it

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>>77241544
>I'll get a # on a sunday or monday and I don't really have anything to say until I hit them up to plan a date by Thursday.

This is your problem. It's very rude to wait so late to plan a date for that weekend. It gives the impression that you think she has no life or plans so will surely be available for you, and she knows if she agrees that late in the week, she looks like she has no life.

You get a number on Sunday or Monday, you text on Sunday or Monday. Don't drag it out as a whole conversation. Just ask if she is free this weekend to get a drink. This way, it won't make her seem desperate when she agrees to see you since you're asking early (i.e. you might be the first person to ask this week).

Tldr don't wait till Thursday or Friday to ask a girl out for that weekend. It's rude and retarded

>>77243788
>>77241544
>If I do plan a date day of
Oh okay, I read this originally as you saying you were texting the day of the date ("are you free tonight") but now I see that you meant texting the day you got the number, right?
Anyway I still stand by that waiting too long is rude but you aren't as retarded as I thought you were. I'll leave my post up for other anons though

most of these are fake
if there are real anons out there, get the fuck out
>theres nowhere to go
try a hostel in a foreign country and meet real people
bring silicone earplugs for the nights and dont drink

No one deserves happiness if I dont

5 years until im fucking 40 and ive given up on the thought of getting a gf again for the past 8 years

doesnt help that i got the introvert add and autism

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>>77242609
All the attractive women who would make great wives and mothers are taken in high school and college the latest. Whatever remains is taken shortly after they enter the workforce. There exist very few good looking women that are single and have a good heart, are modest, raised in a decent family, soft spoken and pretty. The window of opportunity when they are single is very very narrow. These are the 2% of women, the highest stock of females this wonderful creation can offer. If you don't frequent their circles or the events they attend you have no chance of meeting them. Women also don't go anywhere alone, so whatever hobbies women have or events they attend it is done with their husband or boyfriend and if they are single with their groups of friends.

tldr; there simply aren't enough single good looking young white women to go around for everybody, they are rare and exist mostly in very niche places where men without social circles (loners) can't get in to

>>77244130
>white women
Thats your problem theres an abundance of good looking woman all around the globe

6.5x6. Can I work with it? Keep in mind I'm 6'3 so girls expect me to be packing

It was my friends birthday this weekend and nobody except me showed up to spend time with him. It was very unexpected and I felt quite bad about it

>>77244160
based friend

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Why the fuck do I spend so much time online? Everything online sucks. X sucks, 4chan sucks, reddit fucking sucks, Instagram sucks, youtube generally kinda sucks. Why is it so tough to stop? Sitting around imagining things is more fun. Why don't I do anything else?
>inb4 leddit
yeah the based thing to do is to watch paint dry and pick up sticks right? not like I can go to /sp/ for fight news.

>>77243552
the point i'm making is not about the women. you don't have to be miserable and project it onto your kids so they feel defeated and sorry for you.

>>77244200
cause were autistic and the normal world just doesnt stimulate us the same plus normies cant into how we perceive the world

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>>77244137
Subhuman cope will never not be funny

>>77244216
>wahh wahh no woman for me wahh
>i only date white woman wahhh
>meanwhile cute latinas black girls
Fucking retard

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>>77244130
>good heart, are modest, raised in a decent family, soft spoken and pretty
I dated a girl like that some 8 years ago or so and I regret not doing better and caring more because she was genuinely the sweetest and kindest person I've ever met in my entire life, she was very religious. I remember that time I was having a terrible day at work during my birthday, and she sent me a voice message singing happy birthday to me and it just made my day a million times better. We also used to write letters to each other since we lived a bit apart from each other, and I kept them in my night stand and would pick one and read it every time I felt sad and it always lifted my mood and made me feel very loved. She was very much in love with me but the things that made her so great is what made me eventually distance myself from her and stop seeing her, and I know it sounds retarded from an outsiders perspective, but I genuinely felt like I couldn't give her the life she wanted and I didn't want to hurt her or ruin her. I just wasn't good enough for her in my own eyes. Funnily enough, after I broke it off with her I met another girl who absolutely wrecked my hearth and soul, which is karma I suppose.
Last I heard from her is that she's recently gotten engaged. It kinda hurts feeling like I missed out on an opportunity like that, but I wouldn't have been able to do it. Not to sound like a cuck but I'm very glad she at least found happiness with someone who can give her what she wants and deserves. Hopefully they have many children so that her good heart and spirit can live on on many generations

Thanks for reading my blog

>>77244239
damn dude. you blew it.

>>77244239
Self sabotaging cuck

>>77244239
>very few good women exist in 21th century whorehouse western world
>anon finds one of the few gems
>instantly screws up
And that's why the male species is suffering in the modern world.
I can only hope she hasn't become an alpha widow who fucks her fiance/husband while fantasizing about her ex, which would mean she's already ruined and has become yet another part of the whorehouse.

>>77244245
>>77244252
>>77244264
But it's not about me, it's about her. You wanted me to ruin her just so I could feel good about myself?

>>77239933
I drank an entire 1.5 litre bottle of 80 proof vodka two weeks ago and no longer have the will to live. I haven't exercised the entire time since, I'm barely eating, not engaging in any hobbies, etc. Similar experiences happened before, lasting up to 4 months, but I always had hope I would break out of it. The only thing I desire now is for it to be over for good. I can't take the constant cycle of failing and starting over. Jesus, the despair.

>>77244295
no, we wanted you to not feel sorry for yourself and think you're some muh bad boy who's not cut out for good girls and step up. how in the hell would you ruin her anyway? what, you couldn't stop playing vidya or doing drugs for the woman of your life or something? it IS about you - you blew it so bad i physically cringed reading your it

>>77244222
You know there's like a 50/50 chance the black girl has herpes, right? That's an actual stat.

>>77244304
You know there's like a 50/50 chance the white girl has had 80 dicks before you, right? That's an actual stat.

>>77244295
>I hope she is NOT ruined
>s-so y-you wanted me t-to ruin h-her?
Aight I'm out

>>77244239
>This weight is too heavy
>I should give up
>It cannot be lifted

>This girl is too perfect
>I should give up
>I can never be good enough

These are two equivalent statements logically. Learn to aspire or be doomed to expire before you're even dead.

>>77244295
>You wanted me to ruin her just so I could feel good about myself?
No, you should have manned up, pussy. You're right though, she's better off not being with such a bitch-made cuck

>>77244302
>>77244309
>>77244314
I was just insecure, don't make it worse for me than what it already is

>>77244306
Black and white women have comparable numbers of partners at a young age and black have more as they age.

Mine was a virgin though.

>>77244321
Sure

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>>77244306
>80 dicks
Try 90% of having had 8 dicks and you get actual stat. Still disgusting, imagine wifing up literally the woman in pic related (I erased 2 guys from the line for maximum realism).

>>77244322
Cope

>>77244324
You are yeah

>>77244317
Some one telling you that you were stupid doesn't make this worse for you, it just peels back the rationalization you have built around it. This is a good thing. You cannot learn from this or grow as a person if you live in a fantasy land of pretending this is the way you had to go.

Learn what you should have done, finish grieving, and move on. Chapter's closed, friend, but you'll miss the next one if you're not careful.

>>77244327
>Nuh uh!
How will I ever recover?

Pour me a fuckin drink, I broke my arm and won’t be gaining for the next month

>>77244403
What happened?

>>77244425
Tripped during a run and fell directly on it, fractured it in 3 places.
Frustrating because I’ve just started excercising properly since I’m sick of being DYEL

i need nicotine and caffeeine to get my add under control

it sucks

>>77244437
Fuck, that's rough. Doc give you an ETA on when you'll get better?

>>77244480
Find out Thursday, have to go to fracture clinic to sort results out.
Might just do leg exercises in a week or two, is what it is

>>77239933
I hate Indians. Pretty much every one I have had dealings with is a scummy usually spineless shit for brains incompetent retard. Have on at my job that’s pissing me off. I just hate their naturally uncharismatic ways. There’s also another one at my job who tried to get me in trouble for having a thing with this hot older lady. She’s into it, I’m into it. It’s nothing serious she’s married with kids and I don’t shit where I eat we barely even talk just some eyes and occasionally lending a hand. She snapped at him and told him to fuck off and leave me alone lol. Man I would marry that woman if she wasn’t taken with kids of her own already

>>77244641
>Its nothing serious
>I would marry that woman
Kek

>>77244641
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9s4hGw6E734&t=44s

>>77240478
>so I got to come home and fuck a middle aged scene girl
GIWTWM

>>77240623
Kek