>>77300857
Ate too much food for my birthday.

Dogshit. Home late on friday from work, went to bed early, gooned entire saturday, woke up late today and haven't done anything. Going to mow my lawn despite being tired as fuck.

>>77300927
>gooned entire saturday
You gooned for 16 hours?

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Hung out with a woman yesterday, was reminded I don't really like women other than sexually

>>77300940
I met a woman in work once who i actually like talking to. It was magical and then i found out she had a husband so RIP to that dream.

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>>77300857
My big cock is a cervix impaler

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back from the hospital, feeling much better now
still got ways to go yet
i still don't feel like writing about myself, but i'm forcing it since it's supposed to do good to me
i'm having trouble adapting to this new climate, the weather here in europe was very unstable for the last 2 months and now it switched immediately to very hot. my body just can't get used to that. its not even summer and when i was a kid days this hot like today only happened on like 15th july or so. its terrible.
but im getting better. i cut my smoking in half so now i smoke only half a pack a day. i need to lose weight. that's my number one priority for the summer.
wagmi bros stay strong godspeed

>>77300929
I didn't see exactly how long but it was for a long time yes

>>77300857
not bad
exercised yesterday and the day before
gonna exercise today too

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Getting in shape and sculpting my body into greek god levels so that the NEET virgin, slightly chubby, pale girlfailure with raven hair, braces and glasses I'll never find salivates over my big muscles.

Been at an anime convention all weekend, had a blast. First time to this con in about 3 years, and I'm gonna try and go next year as well if I can get a room on site.

Gym has been rough lately with travel and what bit, I've rarely had the time and barely getting in 2x a week, though that should be done after next weekend.

Gonna be starting my own business here soon, I'm getting back into personal training after a year out of it. I'm gonna do it on my own rather than go through a big box gym like I had before. I think I can do a pretty good job and will be able to fill a lot of niches, but it will be a slow start. I'm glad my current job is letting me taper off slowly.

Had a really fun date Thursday night, but it broke my non-drinking streak, ended with great sex.

Next morning I set a bunch of PRs on my regular 8 mile run (1 mile of 6:28 up to 10k of 45:45) , so something went right.

Have been over eating the past few days though, not hitting my calorie targets.

Had a surprise free day yesterday and got to focus on a project I’ve been wanting to work on. All and all a pretty good week.

It was a deload week, so excited to see where I’m at with lifting Monday.

>>77301035
>gooning
Back in my day we used to just bash one out and get it over with. Touching a cock for hours, even your own, is verging on homosexual.

>>77300950
Not necessarily. Most people have side pieces. That could be you

>>77301434
>Touching a cock for hours, even your own, is verging on homosexual
>verging on
wait until you see what sort of porn gooners are consuming

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I'm trying to get myself motivated to get back into lifting and actually take it seriously after a year of skipping most of my workouts and half assing the few I actually did. I look and feel like total shit, I have no energy after I get home from work.
I can't stop thinking about all the months I've waste putting no effort into training and trying to actually push myself. Instead I've just been going through the motions of working out and stagnating on every lift.

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>>77301454
JUST DO IT

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>Work out
>Become good looking
>Women talk to me now
>Still an sperg
>Sitll can't get laid because autism
Oh well.........

I'm bored AF. I'm currently going after this biz oppertunity, but it's in rural hell. No girls. I'm also doing a glow-up. If everything goes according to plan I'll be decently fit and my biz running next spring, but it's hard af being here alone grinding.

>>77301454
better blog online about your fee fees instead

>>77301388
>so something went right.
Your balls were empty

Overdid it yesterday running in the heat and now im tired and crabby and feel like a pissed off grumpy faggot on what should be a rejuvenating sunday

>>77301894
>glow up
More like a gay up

>>77301916
Electrolytes

>>77301898
That's the point of the thread, moron.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=927OOyWBJWs

Tomorrow I start a new job. It's fine and all but I'll have to live with my faggot dad at least a few days a week instead of with my beautiful wife because it's like 3 hours from where I live and like 10 minutes from where he lives. It's also in a shitty ass hyper contaminated metropolis full of niggers and cars and traffic, while I'm currently wfh right by the beach and have an ocean view while I work in pajamas.
It's a good job tho. I've never been less excited about a good thing happening in my life, but I want to have children at some point and that's not going to happen if I keep masturbating at home while I earn a wage that's about just enough for myself.

>>77302193
Your wife will be taking more cocks on a daily basis than your weekly commute mileage

>>77302197
At least he has a wife, no one will ever love you.

>>77302198
His wife loves me

>>77302205
You are a deeply sad person

>>77302207
I wasnt the anon you were replying to, sometimes I just chime in when I think someone needs help with a witty riposte

I do get sad sometimes though

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I just want a hug, anon. It has been a while

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>30's
>have almost 2 years worth of college credits
>finally recovering from health crisis that lasted almost a decade

I will become an accountant.

>>77302215
>>77302207
I am the original anon with the wife, I expected at least an answer of that kind. I would've done the same. If I gave half a fuck I would be posting on reddit or whatever.
And shitposting aside it is one of the risks of working away from home. All of my efforts will go to maintaining a good relationship with her so she doesn't fuck 1000 niggers a week. It is very important that our marriage succeds.

>>77302431
>1000 niggers
More like just one neighbour or coworker who "was there for her when you weren't".
Women cheat like crazy but rarely with multiple guys like that, that's a controlled opposition's exaggeration. She will blame you for her infidelity though.

Women are evil

>>77300857
9 months since breaking up with the woman who I'd planned to have children with and I'm still devastated. She even came up with the names. She wanted twins.
I get female attention but it doesn't mean anything. I feel like a ghost. Does it get better, barkeep?

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>>77302366
Wanna know a weird trick? Hugging yourself works, just a lil bit. Got a pet or a homie who could use one?
That aside, what's going on, buddy?

>>77302412
Congrats Anon! WAGMI!

>>77302431
That sounds rough, Anon. The prices we pay to have reliable work. How long do you have to do this, before the xp and job prospects may guide you to less bullshittery?

>>77302493
People and especially women can be evil sometimes, yes. What happened, Anon?

>>77302535
Hey anon, sounds like you're still heartbroken over the loss of a life you were really excited for, and you're not ready to move on yet. What happened?

>>77302614
>What happened, Anon?
My mom and ex work in the same town so they ocassionally run into eachother like today. Ex said some shit that she definitely only said because she knew it would come back to me and piss me off.
I'm just amazed how it's been almost three years since I've seen or talked to her and she still finds ways to bother me through the grapevine.

>>77302657
Oh, so she's still dedicating energy to being a jerk at you? That sounds annoying at best. There's an old proverb: "Holding onto anger is like holding onto a hot coal with the intent to throw it at someone else. You are the one burned more."
What do you think you'll do about it?

>childhood home is being sold out of financial necessity

The impermenence of this world and life doesn't make it feel more special, only melancholic

>>77302694
It feels like a loss, doesn't it? The wheel of time keeps on turning. It's okay to mourn things like that, and keep your hopes and dreams for a brighter future close. WAGMI, anon.

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>>77302614
>Hugging yourself works, just a lil bit
Often times, when I am lying in bed reading, I'll lay in a way that causes me to lose feeling in one of my arms, and I'll use that to pretend that someone is holding my hand. It helps a bit, but the loneliness of doing so outweighs any benefits. I wonder how much hugging myself would feel the same
>what's going on
I suppose I've just had a couple days where I realized I've overestimated my progress. Mentally, I've made good progress, since it has been at least a month since I've felt completely inconsolable. As well, I'm much more able to stem off those feelings before they start, both of which are things that I consider to be great moves in the right direction. Still, no matter how much I grow the lower bounds of my mental health, the upper bounds are still rocky, and I need to find how best to approach those. I guess that nothing is inherently wrong, it is just that reaching your limits while you're out with people actively passing them doesn't feel good. I don't doubt that they've struggled before, for what it is worth, so it isn't like sour grapes or anything. I think I'm relatively level-headed about it all right now, but it hurts nonetheless.

>>77300857
hungover and gooned to degenerate porn and feel very ashamed of myself. started going back to the gym at least so i feel better about that. quitting alcohol is easy, quitting porn is the hardest thing i've ever had to do

Finally working full-time again again after being unemployed for too long. I miss having free time and I hate being part of a system that hates me, but I have bills to pay and fuck being homeless (again).

>>77301857
kek this is me. had so many girls like me because i'm cute, but have autistic sperg level game when talking to women

>>77302193
>I want to have children
>not going to happen if I keep masturbating at home
>live with my beautiful wife at the beach
HUH?!

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>>77302777
That's really insightful, Anon. You have made good progress, but you're still hitting walls. For what it's worth, life/mental health is more a marathon than a sprint, and if you have to stop or have setbacks occasionally, you're still further than you were. Do you have any ways you could continue pushing those limits?
Personally, I did a lot more social skills learning and then practice and while I don't "get energy" from socializing, I feel like I hang much better than I ever used to. I'm rooting for you, Anon!

>>77302807
That's happening to a lot of people nowadays. It's so stimulating and can be very consuming. Are there any things you did to quit alcohol that you think might help on porn/gooning?

>>77302812
Congrats on the new job, though it sounds like you don't feel very fullfilled and you're only doing it because it's that or homelessness. May I ask: what is the actual difference between work and play? Could a bus driver, actually be happily dancing and weaving in traffic, rather than slogging?

>>77300857
Water. I'm 60hrs into a 72 hour fast. Haven't shit the whole time. Upon refeed tomorrow I'm going to pop like a balloon. Other than that pretty good.
Looking forward to cooking. Thinking meatloaf.

>>77302851
I was wfh for almost two years until tomorrow. Whoever isn't masturbating during their shift while wfh is probably somehow getting laid while they're at work or 60+ years old.

Every day is one day closer to my eventual suicide. I know that one day I’m finally going to snap and just do it instead of just being completely miserable every single day for years now. Mid 30s with no friends, no partner, no career, no house, nothing.

>>77302884
>Are there any things you did to quit alcohol that you think might help on porn/gooning?
alcohol is easy to quit because it tastes like fucking shit, all alcohol does. i drink because of boredom, not like how an alco or a smoker craves it, i don't even enjoy drinking desu. i only ever drink for that buzz but like the last 10 times i've drank i didn't get that good feeling you usually get so it's no problem. bashing my dick on the other hand feels good, it's quick and easy and the after effects are not as bad as alcohol, at least what's no immediately apparent like a hangover. might go back to fucking escorts for a while, that helps with stopping porn use, but it's expensive lol
>>77302961
>Mid 30s with no friends, no partner, no career, no house, nothing.
we're in the same boat. you man the right paddle and i'll take the left. let's paddle ourselves into a better life :)

>>77301275
Did you go to Dokomi?

>>77302694
>childhood home is starting to fall apart because my father let toilet water leak in the soil for decades (pipe has been missing a bend since 89) and the rock the house is built on is now damaged. He won't acknowledge neither the problem nor his responsibility.

It had been a while since I felt this bad. No job, no drive to get one. Can't stand relatives, been wanting to ragequit each of the few social circles I'm still in because gatherings fuel loneliness and dark thoughts.
>happen to go back to sleep for two additional sleep cycles yesterday
>instant better mood despite no foreseeable significant improvements
>didn't get enough sleep the following night, back to horrible mood
I forgot sleep hygiene was this important for me.

>>77302366
>>77302614
I have a large sex doll that hugs me while I sleep on her breast.
Cuddling a cute girl is probably one of the best feelings in the world, but I'll get what I can take, and it does feel amazing and has helped me feel so much better.
On the downside, I have no shame.

>>77303487
Seek help

>>77303686
Too late.

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>Ex-wife left me for a coworker six years ago
>Made me realize I had let myself go
>Got my shit together
>Lost weight
>Don't look like a sack of shit anymore
>Got my shit together financially
>All I want is a to find a sweet woman to start a family with
>Meet plenty of attractive women who show interest in me
>They're already in relationships
>Single women are simply not interested in me neither on dating apps or in real life
I don't want to do to others what was done to me. But I do not know what god I pissed off to be cursed with shit...

>>77303169
No, Colossalcon in Ohio. I know they're doing another in PA in September, I'm gonna try and swing that too if I got the time and money.

I feel like a fucking lolcow.

>>77302905
UPDATE: Meatloaf is cooking. Smells incredible. Life is beautiful. So is death, when it leads to such wonders.

>>77302905
>>77304177
I fast every weekend, from friday night to monday morning, whenever I got no plans.
Always feels amazing to break the fast on monday morning.

>>77304200
what do you tell your friends when you meet up with them on the weekends?

>>77304232
>whenever I got no plans

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>>77304233
what kind of plans

>>77300865
Same. Half of the weight I think is from water on my end from salt and sugar.

>doctor ladyfriendguy here
>despite me messing up, she’s still talking to me
>just started her graveyard shift.
Here’s hoping I lose the weight, lock tf in with bar studying, and get this girl frfr

My oneitis is fucking killing me, she comes to the gym just often enough to make sure I can't forget her

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Sometimes I wish I went to a gym instead of building a home gym. I have no friends to talk about lifting with, no women to impress with my gains, and it's all starting to feel pointless working out in my apartment just for my own private benefit.
That's all my life is. I go to the office, I go home, I work out, I go to bed. What is it all for?I hate my job and I'm still a dyel with a long way to go before it even looks like I lift. If I went to a gym with other people I could at least get to know the regulars, maybe I'd even make friends. But at this point I've already put so much money into my own equipment that paying for a gym membership on top of it would be such a waste.
I wish this board wasn't dead. /fit/ used to be such a nice place to come and casually discuss lifting with. Now it's just influencer garbage and shitposts.

>>77304848
>dude I would totally meet so many women and friends if I went to the gym
I’m sorry to burst your bubble anon, but you wouldn’t. You said you go to the office so you aren’t a work from home shutin, and you seem to have not met anyone from there. You didn’t mention doing hobbies so that’s another way you haven’t met people.

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>>77304937
>I’m sorry to burst your bubble anon, but you wouldn’t.
It's not even just about meeting people, it's more so just having the chance to meet people and getting a change of environment.
>You said you go to the office so you aren’t a work from home shutin, and you seem to have not met anyone from there
I'm the youngest person in my office of 6 people by over 30 years. I don't particularity want to hang out with 60 year olds in my free time.
>You didn’t mention doing hobbies so that’s another way you haven’t met people.
My only other hobby apart from lifting is drawing, which I'm not very good at and also isn't a social hobby. I've taken some drawing classes in an attempt to meet people, but just like at my job I was the only person in attendance without gray hair.
It sucks to be a lonely person living in a shrinking city where any young person with promise or ambition moves away from the first chance they get.

>Hang out with female on Saturday
>Watch movie at her place, she falls asleep
>I fall asleep for like 10 minutes too because the movie sucks
>It ends
>Get up, take piss, say bye and leave
>Two days later
>"You didn't do anything to me while I was sleeping did you?"
Bros if I get a false accusation I'm gonna kms

>>77305170
HAHAHAHAHAHA

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>>77300857
>few months ago decided to give talking to women a change again after giant heartbreak last summer
>start snapping this 11/10 qt from a uni about thirty mins away
>set up a hang out on a weekend, but she cancels last minute and instead asks if I can do the next weekend
>snap on and off all week
>next weekend rolls around, we're supposed to hang on saturday, send a snap friday night late about where to pick her up
>saturday rolls around no reply, then sunday, completely ghosted on the plans
>monday she snaps me a pic like nothing happened
>delete her

Today I decided I have had too much peace lately since not talking to women anymore again and checked in on this girl's IG to be reminded of how she was literally angelic and got all that anger and pain and frustration back again for a bit. The cuck in me is angry I deleted her instead of keeping her and trying again some other time, but that would have been dumb and spineless given that she just strings dudes along for the positive attention and validation of having hot guys into her on her phone. Going back and sniveling saying, "Oh that's okay haha no problem" is something I've done in the past when I was younger and had no balls and I have to be able to respect myself at least a shred even through the burning frustration about these things.

I'm tired of dealing with women dudes, and since just cutting them off my life has been much more peaceful. Generally it's near impossible to get them to actually show up for plans they make anymore, but even the ones who are reliable at first make themselves into a problem eventually.

>>77304049
>Meet plenty of attractive women who show interest in me
>They're already in relationships

Anon let me drop reality on you.

If you didn't find a good girl in high school/uni, your chances of ever getting one drop to approaching zero. University especially is the great filter. It is the last time in your life when you will be surrounded by young single women. This is 2026. All women today grew up with a cell phone in their hands as a portal to infinite, constant male attention since middle school.

This basically filters women into two categories:
1. Women who are capable of being in long term, stable, committed relationships. These women, by definition of having these traits, are going to almost always already be in a relationship already. They found a nice guy in high school/uni and stuck with him, and men don't ten to initiate break up statistically. The more stable the woman, the longer and more stable the relationship, and so stable women will tend not to be single by default because they were able to form bonded relationships.

2. Women who are incapable of being in longer term, stable, committed relationships. These are the women who will be perpetually single and therefor your options 99% of the time. They somehow made it through high school AND university with infinite male options to choose from, yet are still single, and it's for a reason. They either drove away every good man who was an option by being unstable, or they thought they could do better and are still holding out and holding out like sitting on a hand at the poker table. They have a phone roster of men on rotation.

The odds are stacked against you. 99% of single women are so because they are just incapable of being in stable relationships and you're not going to be the one to change that. Meanwhile, quality women find and form stable relationships easily when surrounded by other single young men in university and then they're off the market and will be long term.

Suicidal ideations wont stop bros. I just came back from the gym and had a nice meal. I will eat some chocolate to console myself. I feel this is going to be a rough couple of days.

Things are going well overall. I'm back to lifting, and I feel good both physically and mentally. I'm still sticking to healthy routines and habits, my back pain is gone, I don't have brain fog, and I'm relatively productive. My main problem right now is that I'm not taking on enough shifts, so I'm making less money while still spending a lot more than I should. Whenever I feel great, I don't want to work, because there are plenty of other things I'd rather be doing, and when I feel bad, I don't really have the energy and mental fortitude to work. I need to stop being a bitch in that regard, but it's easier said than done.

>>77305170
>woman wants you to fuck her
>you don't
>womam accuses you of fucking her (or trying to) against her will
Been there.
Why are women in the 21th century like that? Why did God allow for the creation of such a mistake?

>>77305809
Yeah I almost killed myself a couple times but basically I just don't want my parents to feel the anguish, so I lived for them. Probably my friends too. And honestly if the entire rest of my life is just going to work, coming home, working out, eating, and playing video games, and anything I try outside of that just fails, well I still might as well just enjoy that version of life while it naturally lasts and just limit my exposure to pain which mostly comes from letting other people get into my head or heart.

>>77305789
Your fault for playing the snap game honestly. She probably had four or five guys set up for that day and she wound up seeing none of them and watching tiktok videos in bed that night instead. I know how these women operate.

Never ever let yourself think plans are going to happen with a woman until she's in front of you.

>>77305836
Women's sexuality used to be managed by her father and mother and then was handed off to her husband to manage in marriage. We've been getting to see what happens when women are allowed to make their own sexual decisions for about 100 year now and look where it's gotten us socially.

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>>77300857 (OP) #
Had an extremely creepy weekend which i wrote about on /k/ already >>>/k/65196850 But the TL;DR is that a buddy and I did did a night vision hike and very well may have stumbled into something we weren't supposed to see. It seems like a group of people were actively trying to scare us off with gunshots which worked. I also discovered an emmission point in my NVG afterwards which is doo doo butt cheeks.

I need a painkiller barkeep.

>>77305789
I keep hearing and reading shit like this, and its not like ghosting wasn't a thing before but people really just get overly anxious and bail on everything, huh?

>>77305961
Nta but I'm an oldfag unc and been fucking around with DMing girls, dating apps, etc phone generation of dating for more than a decade. I've found that yeah over time women's flakiness has just grown and grown. It used to be women would get kinda excited to have you show interest in them and want to meet up if you were good looking, and once I got /fit/ I fit that requirement. Yeah there were some who would get too nervous and cancel last minute, but full ghostings on set up dates I found were rare.

Now? Any fairly attractive single woman (6-8.5/10) is full on running a roster on her phone of guys on snapchat, IG, tiktok DMs, whatever dating apps they use, etc. If you're an 8/10 dude, congrats, you're good enough to qualify for her roster of 8/10 dudes that she uses to make herself feel like she's a 10/10 while the guy she really wants is an actual 10/10 who isn't talking to her and she just Likes his IG stories hoping he'll pick her out of his harem.

The only exceptions around this seem to just be if you're in a girl's university classes/social group you've got a clear shot to actually getting her genuine interest and not just being on her roster/phone filter. Even if you get a woman's number/contact in person, congrats, you're in the phone circus. As well, funny enough, most of the REALLY hot girls aren't doing this unless they have serious self-esteem issues, because when a girl is really hot/beautiful, an actual 10, she doesn't crave validation, and she gets the guy she wants. 7-8/10's don't get the guy they want and cope by running a harem of attractive but not apex attractive guys to feel like they're the 10 while they hold out.

>>77302694
If it is sold to another family, it will be fine. You had a good time in that house as a kid, now it's time for somebody else.
Unless it's going to get destroyed to be somekind of block appartment or quadruplex instead. It's soul crushing. I've witnessed the demolitions of my childhood friends houses in the last couple of years. Everything gone, like tears in the rain.

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I just spend every weekend sat alone in my house, no friends, no social life, no gf. When i was a kid/teen i had more friends than i could count. Endless fun and parties, it was just the best. Then we all went off to Uni and i started slowly losing contact with people, got a job and made 'work friends' who are all married with kids so they never have any free time to do anything. All my former school friends all apparently still hangout as well, they all managed to stay in touch and keep the friendships going, something i couldn't do. And now here i am, 35 and lost in my own life. I don't even like going out anymore, part of me wants to just be alone but part of me also wants a close group of friends to do shit with, how i'm jealous of people like the RLM guys. Getting older fucking sucks man.