Its getting all so tiresome. I have no idea what or where I went wrong with my decisions, but the suffering just doesn't end. I am 27 yo man. Broke up a few months ago. Have been unemployed for months now. I have almost ran out of savings. Net worth $0. Had a nice cushy Software engineer job, whatever savings I had went into my education loans. Live in California and the rent is crushing me. Can't move in with parents, as I cant burden them. I see no future. I wake up in the middle of nights and cant sleep after. Constantly thinking about what to do. Tired of applying and not hearing back in this shitty job market. I used to work for FAANG and since being laid off, nothing has gone right in my life. I consider myself mentally very strong, but I am running out of strength. I dont know what to do.
>>107058095>Can't move in with parents, as I cant burden themincorrect
>>107058095I wish I could say something nice but I don't want to lie to you so I'm just going to be honest:It's going to get worse, so much worse. And perhaps even more frightening you're still one of the lucky ones.
>>107058095it do be that do which it to be, my man
>>107058137This. Buy a gun while you still can, and learn how to use it.
>>107058095>Can't move in with parents, as I cant burden them.If that really were the case, then they "aren't" really your parents. Real parents are there for you even in the worst of times. If they love you.You tried to fight it out. No shame in going "back home" to them. It happens. Your journey through this shithole of a world cannot be the same as theirs.Or at least seek a Catholic priest or Protestant pastor, maybe they might be able to find you help or help you find a new direction?
>>107058095Arent there even smaller companies that you can apply for? Also isnt california expensive as shit? It might be a good idea to search for better job opportunities elsewhere.Sounds like you did well with your life uo until now. I imagine things will go well in the future. Dont let your worries drown you. Dont lose hopePs. If things dont get better, your parents will be happy to support you, atleast temporarily
>>107058121>>107058196its not about them. if I tell them, they will be more than happy to take me in. But I am ashamed of myself. They do not know about my condition. They think I am in a better condition than I am. Its way too complicated.
>>107058095it's just babylon being babylon, read the bible
>>107058242>pride>hubrisI am too, but it is a flaw. The one who can lower himself and admit publicly that he is a failure and need help, that is kind of a virtue.
>>107058242lol suffer jeet mommas boy.gonna go walk over to my moms house later, and have some dinner then walk her dogs.i'll rant to her about how much i hate jeets.its nice having a real human family!
>>107058095Let's hijack this thread for a more important discussion>Had a nice cushy Software engineer job, >I have almost ran out of savings.>Net worth $0Let's discuss: amerimutts, permanent infantilzation, and inability to plan ahead beyond 15 minutes. Bonus reference:>mentally very strong>I am running out of strengthhurdurr>I dont know what to do.Fucking philippe feels more secure in grinding gatcha shit to resell to westoids, than this meximutt with a history of $200k salaries, and who will be back demanding $350k next month.
>>107058095yeah rent is insane, I'm saved by the fact that my friend rents me a room cheaply, it's big (bout $800 in a nice area) I had an internship but no full time job (and barely even looking) UCxx cs grad
>>107058121I mean you CAN but is it the right thing to do?
>>107058095Can't you find some other normal job in your meme country?
>>107058095Ever thought about joining the military
>>107058095I have a former job and I live with my parentsis this or actually gassing the jews and you know how is that going
>>107058095The powers that be have a new system that has been in the development for decades now, ready to be rolled out in the coming years. It will operate in parallel starting sometime this year and by the next decade it will be fully operational as the Agenda 2030 goals are slowly being implemented.There will be no collapse, no violence, no uprising, no world war, no revolution, no killing of jews or politicians or other such fantasies. Instead there will be law & order, compliance and total surveillance until the very end. AI will be at the center of it all. The Great Reset is inevitable.
>>107058242hey man. everyone reaches rock bottom at least once in their lives. your situation may seem shitty as it is, but there's still hope for you.you need to come clean to your parents. tell them you've been laid off. tell them job searching is taking months with nothing yet. from what you say, I think you have caring parents whod be more than glad to help you.they're your parents. you're their kid. any parent would want to help their kids out of a bad situation.you'll land a job one of these days. you can fail everyday, but you only have to win once. keep at it, and don't lose too much spirit, because your comeback is right off the corner.much love.
>>107058095I would suggst to leave the state and look for a job elsewhere. It's only going to get worse from there. >I consider myself mentally very strong, but I am running out of strengthIf you need mental strength, maybe go to a local (catholic) church and find your way back to god. He is still waiting
I'm 35. Incidentally I was in a similar situation when I was 27 (no money, broke relationships, don't want to burden parents).Just keep going bro, it might even get worse before it gets better, but it does get better. Keep working, keep looking for work, keep making contacts, take care of yourself, apply. One small opportunity can lead to great things.
>>107058095>Broke up a few months agokys normalfaggot
>>107058095This probably a fantasy thread but if you are in a rut better act before it's too late. eg. find a job outside of your cushion zone.It's so strange that getting a job these days is so restricted. 40 years ago you could show up at port and ask if a ship needed seamen and off you went. Now? Not going to happen or if it does you're competing with underpaid 3rd world people.
