i wish i was smart enough to work at a place like lockheed, palantir or even just be smart enough to get a phd instead of being a retarded midwit
>I wish I was smart enough to contribute to raping humanity
>>108088358You have to be pretty smart to rape humanity on a large scale
>>108088339Not everybody there is as smart as you think you must be, if you truly want it enough you can probably get there :)
>>108088339>smart enough to get a phdits probably more about willpower than smarts
>>108088339It's not about being smart, it's about having the right connections.Start making friends at your local synagogue and build your network from there and eventually a guy who knows a guy will get you in when there's an open position at those companies.
>>108088557It would be nicer to get into those through sheer dedication and autism
>>108088339nasty rumour says your chances are better if you are mexican or black
>>108088931black hereno theyre not
>>108088339There is nothing smart about getting a run of the mill PhD. You just need to be able to parrot things you have read in a convincing manner.
>>108088339Same. I wish I was smarter and I could learn anything I wanted
I don't understand, you're already a "retarded dimwit" by your own standards.
>>108088586well the real world doesn't work like that unfortunately
>>108088586>you have to hire me, i have autismmaybe walmart is more your style
>>108089559why does every autistic stem tranny work at lockheed then?
>>108088339I wish I was jewish enough to work at epstein’s island.
>>108088339Me too, I'm too dumb to do anything so I'm just doing stuff on my own no one will ever care about.
>>108088339cute kot op, hab podado kitty.
>>108088339It does not get bettert. got a STEM PhD
>>108088339Hard work goes a long, long way to compensate for sheer brilliance. Also: >>>/sci/scg>>108091701It got better for me.
>>108088339you're too lazy, not too stupid.>>108088586you can. you're not as dedicated as you think you are.
>>108088339Just do an interview instead of whining
>>108088540>>108088545>>108089555>>108090813>>108091913the real psychological takeaway you get from this post is that world is inherently unfair. biology is inherently unfair. life is inherently unfair and unjustyou'll never work at Jane Street. you'll never write a compiler from scratch. you'll never advance humanity's research. your baseline happiness is heritable. your intelligence too is heritable. even more so your intelligence is much more heritable in your adulthood rather than in your childhood where parents control your environment and it more or less matters. give or take it 40% in childhood versus 80% in adulthood.there's no such thing as depressive realism either. the pessimism just distorts your reality lens to view everything through the very pessimistic framework you dictate your whole life through. it makes "your" reality actively worseand then you look at Usain Bolt or Terrence Tao or other insanely accomplished people and it depresses you even more how unfairly the society misattributes luck to hard work (look up fundamental attribution error) and you get a first hand view of how none of those people view the same cold biological deterministic lenses which you apply to all your reasoning about humanity therein and thereafter and possibly to every avenue of your shitty lifeyour biases are real. money gives you happiness unless again your baseline is very atrophied. your grit and conscietiousness too is heritable
>>108091105dude that's not a potato that's a kiwifruit
>>108096056this binary and yet another unfair largely independent (at least in its ineption) from you occurrence might blind you into an understanding that there's a third way to play this game. so you choose being miserable in spite of everyone. to live on fucking government subsidies or your mom's paycheck and to never go out and experience the living breathing world again and just shut in and refuse to play. well if you're living you're still playing. by not actively participating you've put yourself in the third most miserable category. you may observe this fallacy on yourself going on for many years just now and probably even developing some more unconsciously applied fallacies by your lizard success seeking brain (because it is inhuman to constantly swallow this reality as is and not measure up to the top 0.000001% that you're constantly alarming yourself in mind that exists and actively humiliates you, so you obviously have got a few ICDs stacked up waiting to be cashed in by Mr. Jewstein and Big Pharma's Easy Way Out Medicine)you do know all that and you do understand all of those coldly and harshly set up truths and your waking brain and by extension (You) the way you see (You) is torturing yourself about it every waking second, minute and hour. but your lizard brain fundamentally didn't adapt to the extremities of the modern society the way you see it. as a caveman you didn't have access to the equivalent Usain Bolt, he was 3000 kilometers away in an now Fijian territorial tribe comparing himself to other land bred peers actually competing with him because they are genetically similar. but you now see Usain every day on pamphlets, in TV, on your favorite imageboard as a picture related smiling as he gets yet another award and his vicious smile as he takes it all and people hail him restarts this painful lifelong quiet internal rebellion manifesting as everything I've said so far
>>108096133the ignorance is in fact the best and only true weapon you have. if you don't give Usain your time of the day he just goes away. he can't be there if you never see him. he ultimately matters only in the heads of people that actively perceive him and since your internal hierarchy is built exactly to acknowledge him and to humiliate you to put more effort to get to the top where he is (which you obviously can't do because you're limited by your meat cage and chassis), you just never think about it. or you kill yourself. by thinking about it you willingly put yourself in the worst position imaginable out of three discussed. the healthy mind is delusional. "mentally healthy" people statistically overestimate their abilities, underestimate their risks and ignore data that contradicts their own pristine self image. the people who don't use the copium and willingly see the world exactly as it is which is brutal, unfair and deterministic are clinically depressed (looking at YOU!!! YES!!!!!!!!!! IT IS YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!).this is the one piece of agency that you're guaranteed to have if you can read this post with a pair of working eyes or with a screen reader and that mostly is very hard to take away from you. use it to the fullest. you can't use what you don't have. the reality is relative anyway. the gold medals and the Palantir position and the ceo title is just a one big humongous massive cope to distract you from the fact that you're going to die as per terror management theory. it's bullshit anyway. the fundamental truths are built on bullshit. why subject yourself to them? let that sink in
>>108088339Those places isnt about intelligence like you think it is.
>>108088339I went to school for years to get a job in IT but gave up. Now I trim and clean dogs and cats for a living. Life is good.
